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sunfudge · 9 months

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Also knee still hurts, but I'm returning to work in less than a week because I cannot stay off for a year. Will likely fall there, which will hopefully bring my referral forward. I do think this is a case of when I will fall again and not if. Tbh I just hope it happens somewhere safe with not many people around so I can go to the hospital and my referral can hopefully get sped up

#my manager is nice he is realistic about wtf is going on here #and doctors not taking me seriously #went for a short walk today to test my knees endurance and it didn't go well #I'm going back for four hour shifts spread over more days so that's good it'll be less pressure #but that walk was only like an hour and it was a huge struggle #plus when I last went off it only started to pop and crack an hour into my shift #so it is just a case of it never fully healing and getting continously injured again and again until I end up falling again #I think #but that's the only time they'll bring my referral forward #so it's weird that I kind of want it to happen #like yes. it's the worst pain I've ever experienced #but just get it over with #its going to happen again #there's no way it wont and i cant wait a year

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