#but that's the only time they'll bring my referral forward
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Also knee still hurts, but I'm returning to work in less than a week because I cannot stay off for a year. Will likely fall there, which will hopefully bring my referral forward. I do think this is a case of when I will fall again and not if. Tbh I just hope it happens somewhere safe with not many people around so I can go to the hospital and my referral can hopefully get sped up
#my manager is nice he is realistic about wtf is going on here#and doctors not taking me seriously#went for a short walk today to test my knees endurance and it didn't go well#I'm going back for four hour shifts spread over more days so that's good it'll be less pressure#but that walk was only like an hour and it was a huge struggle#plus when I last went off it only started to pop and crack an hour into my shift#so it is just a case of it never fully healing and getting continously injured again and again until I end up falling again#I think#but that's the only time they'll bring my referral forward#so it's weird that I kind of want it to happen#like yes. it's the worst pain I've ever experienced#but just get it over with#its going to happen again#there's no way it wont and i cant wait a year
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