#but that's probably like 50 gigs right there tbh LMAO

[knifegremliin]

i wasn't joking btw

[stardustseulgi]

YEAH the censoring in particular is an... interesting choice, all i could think about was either asking why they would censor it or what they were trying to go for with the censorship The likely answer is that they're probably censoring it to make it seem like they were using someone's body parts for the cakes and frosting to give it a horror vibe, or some kind of off vibe similar to their older works but... I can't help but think 'porn' or 'sexual' when i see the blurring out lmao like as if theyve been drawing penises or something they weren't supposed to be showing (tbh the RV girls doing porn in another universe where they weren't idols is something i could easily see, even for the most shy members of the group and that would actually be something i'd pay to watch) Also YES i actually love the way they handled Wendy's hair, it's so pretty all brown like that and they made it all blend really well which is unusual given they've fucked up Wendy's hair with bad extensions in the past lol

When I saw the censoring, it made me think of that joke they sometimes do in games and manga and stuff. Where the idea is the food turned out so bad they can't even show it to you. Like it's so bad you'd get sick from seeing it. So I kinda assumed they were going with a "this isn't meant to be seen" type of thing. Which I assume is why she has the drill.

BUT ALSO, like you said, porn is the second place my mind went right after. And the drill didn't help with that either. At that point they might as well be giving her one of those machine dildos and just have the blue frosting chunk in her hand be some mass of slime or cum lube or something instead. The way some of the blue strands are placed, it looks like they want to imply it's either flying around as she drills, or it got on her shirt and a little in her hair from the strand dripping between her fingers. Even just icing between her fingers like that is kinda sexualized on it's own, when you look for that kind of corrupted perspective. And it just feels like whoever set this up was like, fuck it, let's just go all out while we're at it, right? lol

But I LOVE the horror stuff Red velvet has had in the past. I'm a big fan of all the Red concepts because of that sort of thing. So I really hope they do something like that for these.

Also, Yeri is one of those girls where I could 100% see her going into porn, or even doing it as a side gig in the other 50 weeks a year SM puts them back in the storage shed, or whatever the hell they do with Red Velvet. Probably same with Joy. She seems like she would be so open about her sexuality and open to so many kinks lol

And yeah, years and years ago, I used to hear stories about how their stylists hate them. And people would keep pointing out how they try to give Irene shitty looks. But she somehow always makes it work anyway. The one story I always tell people is how there's soemthing years ago where a stylist even talked about how it's really hard to work with Seulgi, because she sweats so much. And they had to start incorporating that into what they do wit hher. Which makes sense. But man that's so shitty to just put out there. So I imagine even Wendy has something that the stylists just don't like about her, and they keep doing weird stuff on purpose. Like the bad extensions and stuff you mentioned.

[purplesurveys]

1046

Does it annoy you when people make their default of them kissing someone? I don’t mind kissing photos or icons. But hmm, I can imagine being a little grossed out if it’s an image of them kissing with tongue or if it’s generally a little on the sloppy side.

Are there any names you can think of that just go well together? Well there’s...a lot of names in existence lmao, so there’s a lot of combinations out there that I like for sure. I just don’t rank them and I don’t have a name combination of choice just yet.

Do you enjoy museums? I’m obsessed with museums. In every single one of our family trips, my dad has always made sure to book at least one museum visit for me so I can return back home happy, hahaha. I also visit and revisit museums in my own time, and I’m open to going to any kind of museum whether it’s natural history, art, science, ancestral homes, etc.

Have you ever met anyone famous? One of my coworkers plays the drums for a local band that’s got a bit of a following, so it was definitely a shock when I first saw his name in our work group chat. Someone I used to be close friends with in the local wrestling community is now an actor/influencer and doing a billion gigs and photoshoots all day. We’re still mutuals so every now and then I’d comment on one of his posts and congratulate him on how far he’s come.

Describe the scariest dream you can remember? I never like it when someone I love is shot in my dreams. The scariest dream I had recently is probably the one where I watched three planes drop to the ground all at the same time and explode.

Have you ever been to a mint where they make money? Nopes. I think the BSP had been part of one of Nina’s field trips before, but my batch didn’t get to have the itinerary.

Do you ever get really, really hyper? Occasionally.

Are you left or right handed, or ambidextrous? Right-handed.

If ambidextrous, do you prefer writing with your right or left hand?

What is your favourite subject at school? Any history elective, biology, political science.

Do you ever use Yahoo! Answers? For seriousness or for trolling? I used to read both serious (when I have a legit question) and funny (when I was bored and just wanted to lurk on the site) items on it. These days, when I have a genuine question, Google usually pulls up a Quora link which I find has been more helpful than Yahoo! Answers ever was.

Have you ever stepped on a thumb tack? No, but my brother did when he was a baby and was first learning how to walk.

Do you have a username you use for everything? Or does it change each site? I use my first name + surname for more serious, professional websites. Then I have a go-to for everything else.

Are you in Miami bitch? :D No. Not really interested in going to Florida at all, to be honest.

How did you break the last bone you broke? I’ve never broken a bone.

Have you ever used Nexopia? Never used, never heard of it before.

What has been the best year of school for you so far? Junior year of both high school (2014-15) and college (2018-19) were really great for me. There was a string of good events that happened in both, and I was able to have a lot of fun, gain friends, and have a number of positive learning and growing-up experiences.

Do you have any disorders or disabilities? I’ve always worried that I have BPD, but from the time I started considering it until today I’ve only done self-diagnosis, so idk. There’s definitely a lot more to unpack when it comes to me, mentally and psychologically. 

Do you ever watch How To videos? Not really. How It’s Made videos are fun to watch though.

Do you enjoy trolling? It doesn’t even sound fun.

Have you ever been to an emergency room? If so, what for? Never been.

Which emoticon face do you use most often? Things like: :) :( :D :P :L D: Most of the time I’ll use the open- and closed-mouth smileys. I use the sad face as well, and occasionally I’ll pull out the :3 and :/ emoticons.

Are you a musical sort of person? I mean, are you musically talented? Yeah, not at all. I can’t sing, read music, nor play any instrument.

How did you break the first phone you broke? So my mom hooked my first phone to a lanyard that I was made to wear as it was the surest way I wouldn’t be able to lose it (I was 7, which really should not be an age for kids to receive their first phones lol). One day I was being a little more rambunctious than usual, and while moving around the hook to the lanyard suddenly came off, and the phone crashed to the ground. It messed up the screen a bit and the hook also got a little fucked from there; eventually the phone came off during my 1st grade field trip and I never realized, and I lost the phone.

Did you have a tree house when you were a kid? If so, did you ever fall from it? We did not have a treehouse. My grandpa surely would’ve been the type to make one for his grandkids as he’s great at building stuff and working with wood, but it just wasn’t plausible considering most trees here are crawling with fire ants and other weird and potentially dangerous insects.

Have you ever been on vacation to a snow field? I don’t know what that is but I’ll go ahead and say no as I’ve never seen snow anyway.

When you go on vacation, what mode of transport do you usually use? We take road trips most of the time because my dad likes to drive. But if it’s gonna be on another island in the country, like Palawan or Batanes, then we obviously have to take a plane.

What is the worst show, in your opinion on MTV? The best? I don’t care for any shows on MTV and I typically think most of them look like they suck. The few ones I’ve seen, like Teen Wolf and Scream, certainly didn’t help.

Do you like Jason Derϋlo? Eh, some of his hit songs are catchy but I’m not a fan fan.

Are there any movies that just creep you out so much? Aside from everything about it being creepy, Eraserhead is just so depressing to watch. Midsommar is also a freaky film.

Have you ever had a close encounter with a shark? I don’t think so.

Do you have any hotties on your walls? I have a poster of Nam Joo Hyuk that Angela got me when she went to South Korea, but he’s more cute than hot to me tbh.

Do you ever wish dinosaurs came back to life and there were cute and snuggly? Not really. But it would’ve been interesting to see how they would look like in real life, and know their temperament and things like that.

How many countries have you been to? Aside from having been around my own, 6.

How many states have you been to? In all the countries you’ve been to? We stayed in one city/state for each country I’ve gone to - Bali, Singapore, Johor, Shanghai, Jeju, and Fukuoka.

What is a song you heard long before it became popular and everyone liked it? Idk about songs, but this was me with The Crown lol.

Do you enjoy designing things? Anything? Not my thing at all. This is more of Nina’s specialty. Girl can make anything look pretty.

Do you know anyone who has gotten themselves into a serious accident? Yeah. Off the top of my head, I remember my aunt getting involved in a hit-and-run with a motorcycle and needing to get a number of stitches on her head. My cousin Joelle also got into a bad car accident a few Christmases ago that totally wrecked her vehicle.

Can you play anything on the violin? Nope, I never learned how to play. It’s one of my favorite instruments though.

Do you know what a raincheck at stores is? Never heard of that. I’ve heard some people say “I’m gonna have to take a rain check” whenever they abruptly have to bail on a plan at the last minute, but I think you’re talking of a different raincheck here.

Whose funeral was the last you went to? Nacho’s wake. Never been to a funeral.

Who got married at the last funeral you went to? That’s pretty fucked up.

What do you think of excessively long names? What about their shortenings? I don’t have an opinion on either.

Do you ever get hay fever? No.

Do you know anyone with the last name Pilbeam? Never heard of that surname before.

When you were little, did you have those magnet letters on your fridge? We may have had those? I’m not sure. I haven’t seen the fridge I grew up with for a while now. I do know Athenna had those magnet poetry phases on her family’s fridge and we used to try to make poems with them.

Have you seen the Techno Jeep video on YouTube? I have not, and it doesn’t sound familiar.

Does your house have a wood fire? No.

Do you know what a Pibgorn is? I don’t think so. I can’t recognize the term.

Can you learn the lyrics of a song by ear, or do you have to search them up? It’s 50/50 for me. Sometimes it’ll be easy for me to recognize the lyrics, and other times it’s incredibly difficult.

Do you like the name Amy? It’s a pretty name. I’d consider it as a second or third name.

Have you ever got an x-ray? How about a brain scan? Just an x-ray.

[lemonietrinket]

i have a friend he is called Leg i was feeling down and he wanted to cheer me up and so, bexo was born

i sent him a photo of exo and he got to work with ‘guessing’ what they’re like  it took off, with some.... surprisingly deep lore (with some fanfiction tones too which is... really weird.... he is the equivalent of a local ..?), and i think its hilarious so im going to make you read it all too

he knows literally nothing, especially about exo, and so he is completely making these ‘guesses’ insert: ‘characters’ from the photo alone (hence this is all done in lighthearted tone with no offence intended)

alas here is the deep lore that is the first part (?) of BootLeg (?)

~~~

BEXO

Lineup (from left to right): Paul, Ryan, Jayson, Daniel, Terrance, Brayden, Hamish, Lazarus/Gunther

Paul (Chanyeol)

hates that hes called paul

always trying to act like hes not a paul

if he were a spice he would be flour

summary comment: “it says ‘dude’ on his jacket like c’mon. hes trying so hard to not be a paul and its just not working out for him, lets me honest. but yeah idk what else to say about paul really. because he is fairly plain deep down”

Ryan (Kyungsoo)

hes the only one that thinks hes cool

everyone else just keeps him around to laugh at how short he is

only ever finds out about 50% of the parties

summary comment: “hes the guy where like everyone will be just chilling out and then he’ll like throw something in a bin from across the room and go mad about it. and people are kind of sick of it but not enough to tell him to stop”

Jayson (Kai)

"this fucker is the kid whose parents bought him a ps4 and let him play 18s while everyone else was still on pokemon and wii sports”

never stopped flexing on everyone in school

“nobody liked him but some people decided to hang out with him for the clout and its still true”

“like the ringleader but people really just like the vibes he gives them”

summary comment: “im trying to think of a name but all i know for sure is that its not spelled the normal way” later “JAYSON”

Daniel (Suho)

his mum always said he was cool so he just went with it

his dad is a painter “idk why thats relevant but its just a fact”

wanted to be a baker

pleasant if you catch him by himself but more cold and a dick when with “the crew”

bffs with paul since childhood and kept pushing each other until they were in way over their heads

in an alternate au they would be florists

and leg says he knows nothing of fanfiction

daniel is deep with the kpop now, and despite his true nature, manages to keep up appearances much better than say paul

summary comment: “sometimes they sneak away for a picnic” 

Terrance (Baekhyun)

always was the smartest but few actually knew because hes really quiet

despite seating plans in school he was somehow always in the back corner

“someone is pretty sure they saw him in a field surrounded by miscellaneous vegetables and dead rats once but it seems to strange for even them to believe”

nobody in the group knows his last name and no one is going to ask

they pretend theyre not scared of him but tbh he can probably smell fear

can also teleport probably so theres no point running. root vegetables only slow him down.

summary content: “all i know is that if i wasn’t fated to die at the paws of your cat then terrance would get me for sure”

Brayden (Xiumin)

has a side gig as a drag queen

“he loves it, but kpop makes him more money. but that money lets him improve his drag. so he sees it as a really good cycle”

he was the one that chose the “black & white checkerboard thing going on [in the photo]”

Paul went with it because he thought it would make him cool

nobody knows why terrance went along with it and it will remain a mystery

“brayden actually auditioned for a girl group while in drag 

and was accepted

...but then he realised the time commitment and so bailed after their debut

people have speculated about That MV™ but nothing has been confirmed”

summary comment: “besides he does like the kpop too. he just honestly loves being worshipped”

Hamish (Chen)

was going to be a builder because his dad is in construction

he often worked with daniels dad weirdly

“small world”

the two dont know it yet but they will find out and it will be a “sweet bonding moment”

he is mostly bald

“everyone really likes him so they keep around and go through the trouble of using photoshop and cgi hair in mvs”

they once did an anonymous vote for who their favourite person in the group was

paul & daniel voted for each other

i cant believe hes actually got a ship going in a fake ‘parody’ kpop group i cant

ryan voted for jayson because he thought everyone else would

and everyone else voted for hamish

well there was one vote that was blank everyone knows whose it was but like... you think they were going to bring it up?

hamish voted for paul bc he felt bad for him

the main problem is the fact hes allergic to wigs

this means that he has been “sick” for every live show ever, bar once

as in his first one

the one where he realised hes allergic to wigs

didnt go well

summary comment: “his hair looks photoshopped which means it obviously is”

Lazarus/Gunther (Sehun)

he called himself lazarus bc he thought it sounded cool

nobody knows his real name—meaning: nobody as told him that everyone knows his real name

he joined bexo late and really wants to be considered just like everyone else

kind of the errand boy, nobody has made a coffee since he joined the group

he is genuinely cooler than some of the others but no one takes him seriously 

partly because of ‘gunther’

also because no one has seen him in a tshirt that doesnt say lazarus on it

super confident, not at all justified

summary comment: “the reason he is positioned like that [in the photo] is because hamish’s fly was undone and it got stuck when he tried to zip it up, so they covered it up with gunther. he was told to do it because it would make him look cool. so he didnt have a clue”

~~~

please spare my soul and lmk if leg is cancelled

(i realised too late that there was no lay :(( but tbh its probably better off that way lmao he doesnt have to suffer)

[kashyyyyk]

i was tagged my the lovely @theleavesoflorien to answer these questions, so here goes :))

1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen?

blue actually! but idk why

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?

the country ideally, bc cities are just too noisy, too grey, too many people. but on the other hand, ppl in the country are boring af... so. guess i could live anywhere where i had some peace and quiet and nature on the one hand, and some interesting ppl on the other - one can dream ig, lol

3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?

any skill would be nice X’D but i guess writing, always. and not being a procrastinator. just being able to focus and actually finish/achieve smth. would be great (if that’s even a “skill”)

4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar?

coffee sometimes (aka when it’s bad coffee lol); tea never (tho i’d put in honey sometimes)

5. What was your favourite book as a child?

gosh i have no idea. i remember liking most books by Marc De Bel and Patrick Lagrou (both Flemish writers) and then as a teenager ig it had to be Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban!   

6. Do you prefer baths or showers?

i like both, but maybe baths, which have that additional element of “i’ve got time to relax rn” which is always great

7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be?

werewolf :’) or smth that lives in the ocean (not a mermaid tho, i’m not 12) like a giant turtle or smth, or some big cat (i don’t know my mythology wow), or a dragon :33333

8. Paper or electronic books?

paper! ♥ which goes against my eco principles but i just loooove books and can’t get myself to read on a screen

9. What is your favourite item of clothing?

my mom jeans :’) 

10. Do you like your name? Would you like to change it?

i don’t like it at all D: if money wasn’t a factor, i probably would’ve changed it already, sorry @ my parents but yes

11. Who is a mentor to you?

George Harrison :’)

12. Would you like to be famous? If so, what for?

writing fantasy/scifi books or shows/movies pls and thanks ♥

13. Are you a restless sleeper?

i sleep like a log, which ig is why i wake up feeling like one XD

14. Do you consider yourself to be a romantic person?

lol. i used to... guess deep down i still am, even tho i’ve completely embraced ace/aro life for now. would never go for any of that sappy stuff tho, but some epic kind of soulmates love, i’m one of the idiots who believes in that shit :’)

15. Which element best represents you?

water ♥ and i guess air to a certain extent

16. Who do you want to be closer to?

lmao @theleavesoflorien, Henry Cavill, HARD SAME :’))) or Dhani Harrison for that matter :3 ~the 2 Main Platonic Baes~ but in all realness, i’d just wish i had any rl friends that i vibed with on a soul level /rip

17. Do you miss someone at the moment?

my brother i guess, always ♥

18. Tell us about an early childhood memory.

re-enacting The Lion King with my brother XD and generally just making up stories with him - @theleavesoflorien, we did the radio shows/quizzes too! brilliant XD

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten?

fermented shark, in Iceland. i highkey would not recommend 

20. What are you most thankful for?

still being alive i suppose :’) tho sometimes these days i wish i wasn’t. also, great music, books, tv shows, movies ♥ and whatever unspoiled nature we still have

21. Do you like spicy food?

sure! tho not like really spicy ig

22. Have you ever met someone famous?

i met Michael Palin in 2018 at a book signing ♥_♥ after a talk he did. and i said i’d liked the talk and he said thanks :’))))) also met Terry Gilliam last year and we talked for 2 secs ♥ and ig there were others but i can’t remember right now. oh yeah, talked to Finn Jones at a con one time :’)

23. Do you keep a diary or journal?

lol yeah like about 5 of them XD all for different aspects of my life i suppose. i have the worst memory in the world, so i need this to literally remember things

24. Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?

pen

25. What is your star sign?

cancer sun / leo moon / scorpio rising 

26. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?

oh my fuck who would like soggy cereal o_____O

27. What would you want your legacy to be?

idk, just generally being remembered at all would be nice. would be great to have contributed something noticeable, but having made people happy in some way at all would do ig

28. Do you like reading? What was the last book you read?

LMAO yes :’) i’m reading a few dozen atm, but the last one i finished was Sign of Chaos by Roger Zelazny, part of the Amber series i’ve read about 6 times now instead of reading new things

29. How do you show someone you love them?

no idea :’)) just be there for them ig. giving them some of my time must mean i love them bc i loooovvvveee my time :’)

30. Do you like ice in your drinks?

not really actually. if it needs to be cold i’d rather just have it chilled than have ice in it

31. What are you afraid of?

dying without really having lived :’) /harsh truths hour

32. What is your favourite scent?

peaches, basil, privet, monoï, ....

33. Do you address older people by their name or surname?

gosh, depends on the situation. i guess i’d say sir or madam (without the surname tho) and i mean older as in at least 20y older

34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?

not working for anyone else another day in my life. except if i found something i really want to get behind and put some effort in. hopefully write for pleasure tho, which would hopefully come easier since i wouldn’t be stressed at all times. i’d like to live near the ocean and the jungle, surrounded by a only few but likeminded people ♥

35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean?

love ♥ the ocean, tho i also scares me lol. would say a natural pool or a lake without too many weeds in it :’)

36. What would you do if you found $50 on the ground?

take it ofc

37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?

oh yes! i always make a wish :) and the same one each time too

38. What is one thing you would want to teach your children?

that they’re okay, that of course growth is important, but that they’re enough as they are, and only have to change if they want it, not for anyone else. i’d try to teach them empathy and respect for all beings and the earth we live on

39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?

got three already, but i’m contemplating George Harrison’s squiggly sun drawing from his Here Comes the Sun manuscript, maybe on my ankle? still considering Tolkien’s dragon drawing too. an ॐ somewhere definitely, maybe combined with some lotus thing, idk yet..

40. What can you hear right now?

Pink Floyd - The Great Gig in the Sky (Live, from Pulse)

41. Where do you feel the safest?

in my flat. or in nature when there’s no one around. in fact i feel safe most places where there’s not too many people around

42. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?

my procrastination

43. If you could travel back to any era, what would it be?

ooof, difficult choice. maybe just super far back to hunter-gatherer times tbh XD like okay, not that intellectually or spiritually developed, but still in touch with the actual earth we live on as simply another species, before assuming we were anything “more” or w/e, before any money or power or religion came into play ♥

44. What is your most used emoji?

i’m on the computer now so, hmmmm but: ok hand, and the crying emoji, and the two hearts, and ofc the “this is fine” content smiling one XD sorry idk how to describe it

45. Describe yourself using one word.

idiot

46. What do you regret the most?

not having taken my life into my own hands in my 20s... but i honestly try not to regret much anymore. i guess my 20s couldn’t have gone much different all things considered, and i did learn from them

47. Last movie you saw?

Mortal Kombat X’D

48. Last tv show you watched?

Red Dwarf ♥♥♥

49. Invent a word and its meaning

this is too difficult :’)))))

as usual i’m lazy and tag anyone who feels like doing this! ~♥

[moviestorian]

Queen on Fire - Live at the Bowl 1982 concert (Hot Space Tour) LIVEBLOGGGGGGGG

As promised! :) Initially I was supposed to go directly from Montreal to Wembley, but dear @his-majesty-king-mercury convinced me to do Live at the Bowl before, and I’m glad she did!

Background: The concert is dated at June 5, 1982. As I wrote in the title, it was part of the Hot Space tour and was initially supposed to be played at Arsenal Stadium in Highbury. A day before the gig Freddie had a nasty fight with his then-boyfriend who had bitten him between a thumb and forefinger.

Let’s begin! - ugh Hot Space - but hey, it's gonna be fun! It's Queen, and Queen always puts the bestest live shows! - oh wowzie, this is mah first liveblog since April, long time not seen right? - my pizza's ready, my coffee's ready, my dip is ready - I think I can start watching now - Ooo wow, this concert lasts an hour and 43 minutes? I would die if I had to play on stage for that long - I can already feel the enthusiasm!!! The ENERGYYYY - FLASH AAAAAAHHH AHHHH - they're leaving the plane and look so hella cuuute - oh hi Crystal! oh hi Phoebe! Great to see you all! - gotta say... Freddie's outfit is fabulous. - Brian: plays the guitar and jumps the Crowd: HELL YEAH - I'm only 3 minutes in and my current mood is: fuck the critics whoever trashed Queen and disrespected their music skills - WE WILL WE WILL ROCK YOU - I love the fast version, slaps 100 times harder than the studio version - Deaky looks awesome in blue, I mean I already noticed that when I watched Rock Montreal, but let me reiterate - It's only been 5 minutes but let me tell you...not enough zooms for Roger - Freddie's in a good shape and form... not that I'm surprised - ROGER - cute red little scarf on mah boi's neck - THE FIRST FREDDIE AND ROG INTERACTIONS, I LIVE, I'M HAPPY - "hello everybody" "hey hey hey" good time to miss Freddie - Action This Time... Anyone surprised that it sounds better live than on the album? - ROGER'S VOCALS HOTDAMN - Brian's hair is floofy as usual... why am I acting like it's an unusual thing - I really really miss hearing Freddie and Roger together... POWER DUO - the synths get introduced... I neither love nor hate it tbh - okay not Queen related but the pizza is not bad, for a frozen one - Freddie, you feeling too hot for that jacket? And you Deaky, too? Get undressed, babes, I certainly don't mind - Play the Game! I love this song... Also Freddie playing on a piano is a blessing to us all - He really puts his soul into this one... Bless this man - Brian's backing vocals always sound so soft... My tenor angel - THANK FRICKING GOD THE SYNTHS IN THE BACKGROUND ARE BARELY AUDIBLE - LOL FREDDIE - he put a towel on his head I'm XDDDD what a legend - this and the famous plastic bag is a thrilling saga - AAAAA YOOOO - LMAO at Freddie throwing his...water?beer? at the audience - *Hot Space apologist speech* :P - we're at the funky part, I guess... - Brian and John's synchronized movements :)))) - ah okay it's Staying Power... I forgot what the song sounds like - Roger in black... I'm swooning - Roger has a nice closeup view on Freddie's butt, I mean back :D - This is not bad, but I'm gonna bet that I'll forget what this song sounds like again in less than two hours - John's haircut is cute and adorbs :D - OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO - Somebody to Love!!!!!!!!!!!!! - The intro...sounds so sublime, soft, and raw at the same time - I love that it sounds slightly different, depending on the concert - This is really emotional... We shall see how it goes, but so far it surpasses even the god tier Montreal version! - Forgive me for not saying too much now... I'm fully sunk in the sheer beauty of this sincere performance - Love Roger's drumming and the crowd clapping to the beat! - "I like it" ME TOO FREDDIE - I wish we could hear Roger a tiny bit better! I love the crescendo part - That was beautiful :') - Now I'm Here!!!! asjgashasashjgas - I love it when they perform it at higher speed - The jumping crowd fairly represents what my brain cells currently look like - I hella love Roger's drumming in this song - well not just this song but y'know - Freddie...what was that??? WHAT DID YOU DO WITH THAT FINGER??? - hehe you can tell that Brian's very into it :D - Brian trying to get Roger's attention... Rog is, however, fully dedicated to his drums :D - Freddie lying down after the song is a post-exercise or post-dinner mood - "Let's play a game" YES SIR - yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah - "Go pretty boy, go" I'm SOFT - hear that bassline? YES ME TOO - (it's Dragon Attack if anyone's wondering) - Freddie Mercury: lead singer AND fitness instructor - wish I could make some screencaps, alas I'm watching this online so it would take too much effort so here we are - Fred, let BRIAN PLAYYYY nooo don't distract him! - out of context those cuts and shots look like John is jealous of Freddie and Roger XDDD this is gif and meme worthy (around 39 minute) - btw probably no one is interested because you came here for the Queen concert liveblog, but I got my period and I'm starting to feel it - IT SUCKS - ooooo Brian speaking! His voice is so soothing, I could listen to him all day and it would probably calm my nerves - acoustic guitar...I'm already in - WHY SO QUIET THOUGH - Love of My Life, I'm cry - Everyone's singing along from the very first line... this is beautiful - Everyone united by this song's pure beauty :))))) I'm not crying you are - Do you sometimes think about Brian playing the acords for this gorgeous track and there is no Freddie sitting beside him? - Yeah, I hate myself for that thought too - I might be a little bit emotional - No wonder it was this particular song was the one that finally convinced Bri's father to FINALLY accept his son's career - Brian's gentle smile I'm :') :') :') - *clap clap clap clap* SAME - We're at Save Me now... Are we doing a crying compilation or what? - This is almost as bad as the Queen Forever album I recently bought.. TOO EMOTIONAL - Don't get me wrong, I ADORE Save Me - But this is too much - Almost 50 minutes in and Freddie's voice is still STRONG AS A BELL - Remember what I said about the "fuck the critics" mood? Yeah the mood is back - Even the cute Roger/Freddie interaction almost makes me cry I'm agsahjhsAAAAAAAAA - I need a more lighthearted now BLEASE - I'm a tough cookie but when I have Queen feels very little can help! - Is this Back Chat? OH GOD - Please bring me back to the crying mode, I DIDN'T MEAN THIS - (I'm sorry Fidan and all the Back Chat fans over there, I'm not a huge fan of this song :-*) - We get a nice view on Roger's back, though *Lenny face* - The synths sound like a main theme for some mystery-drama tv show from the 1980s XDDD - I forgot how long this song is... - Get Down Make Love *insert Lenny face again* - Okay I gotta admit... lyrically this song is a mess and borderline cringey in the first verse, but I really like it musically - I GIVE YOU HEAT - I GIVE YOU MEAT *three Lenny faces* - Okay, let's just listen to the song and pretend we all forgot the English language, maybe? - That mid parts always makes me feel like I'm about to be abducted by aliens - Thank God I don't do drugs, I would start thinking I might be hallucinating - I assume that Brian's guitar solo starts now? - Nice intro! - And Roger gets time to breathe, the boy needs his oxygen - Actually, this may be one my favourite of Brian's guitar solos? - Brighton Rock :))))))))))))))) - Brian's hands are very pretty - oh noooooo - an error? - poor Bri - that disappointed guy who screamed "No" when the guitar stopped playing :D - thankfully he issue quickly got solved! - hi Roger, nice to see you back <3 - It's Roger's time to shine! - YEs, Under Pressure! - The Montreal version is gonna be hard to beat, though - Let's see - uu I like Fred's red jacket! - ...do you have any shirt underneath, though? Naughty boi - he does not LOL - "HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH" - let me tell you again...Roger's mic is definitely not turned loud enough - This is great but still, I prefer the Montreal one - That beer always amuses me XD - Freddie, you want us to slap your ass? - Oh no, he's just announcing Fat Bottomed Girls XDDDD - "I was just a skinny lad" the editing team: cuts to the camera angle which shows Brian first and Freddie after him - Roger's "oooh" is funny because he's really into it :D :D :D - Freddie is now a pole dancer, he changed profession - The crowd, always cheering when Freddie gets undressed :P - I sense Crazy Little Thing Called Love incoming! - yes it is Crazy Little Thing! - Freddie's joke about the three guitar cords XDDD - This song always slaps - "she drives me crazYY" - ReAdY fReDdIe - FREDDIE PLS STOP FCKING YOUR GUITAR - this is pretty - BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY YEAH - he sounds so soft :)))) - and now so raw - "Momma UwU" - can't unsee this fricking meme now ajsdhjgdhjds - My favourite guitar solo :')))) - they actually played the video??? - I miss spaniel haired Deaky tbh - *instense drumming* *fireworks* - Oh Brian is wearing this cool shirt he also wore in Montreal! - jumpy Deaky...too bad you can onnly see him from the distance - GONG - that was sexy - Roger hitting that gong in the black outfit is sexier than shirtless Rog hitting the gong, change my mind - TIEE YOUR MOTHER DOWN TIEE YOUR MOTHER DOWN - There's only some 15 minutes left... The time always passes so quickly when I'm watching a Queen concert - Another One Bites the Dust! I've been waiting for thiiiis - Deaky: happy jump - He knows it's his time to shine - wait a second, when did Roger change his shirt? - I need a good closeup - Freddie be like *imma slap my thigh now* - ooo I see Roger's Japanese shirt now! It's pretty cool! - Brian looks great too - Those flashing light are kinda migraine-inducing, thankfully I don't have an aura today - SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER heartattack - Looks like Freddie is flirting with Red Special :P - they're going absolutely crazy XD - WE WILL ROCK YOU DRUMLINE INTENSIFIES - LOL the sombrero on Freddie's head :P - ups mr editor dropped a frame - And now we're truly heading towards the end... I'm gonna start associating We Are the Champions with farewells soon - Well done, boys - I know I say it every single time - But you can't stress this enough - :)))) I'm glad I did this liveblog - They look exhausted but very satisfied :))) - Bye bye!

Next time I’ll be doing Wembley 1986, hopefully soon!

Tagging all the people who expressed their wish to read my ramblings. :) Enjoy!

@his-majesty-king-mercury, @x5vale, @radio-ha-ha, @mephisto92, @39-brian, @melisa-may-taylor72, @silapril, @kitty-rushes-in, @lydiannode, @an-abyss-called-life, @litsy-kalyptica, @importantmuggoophero, I hope I didn’t forget anyone! ^^ Comments are nicely welcome! :3

[simplyirenic]

Multiples of 5

SCREAM okay here we go!!

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?literally every single person i've had a crush on has had a lower tolerance than me, so it would really have to be the other way around, and as party cleric in virtually all of my friend circles* i would inevitably end up taking care of them

*except for the friend circle that is made up entirely of healthcare professionals, where i’m pretty sure i’m the party barbarian

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?urrrrrrrr probably @hisiheyah :|a

15. What good thing happened this summer?finally gonna see the bayern A team for the first time in eight years next week :)

20. Do you like your neighbors?i've only lived in this apartment for two months so i don't really know them yet! they seem nice and they're a hell of a lot quieter than the last people i lived next to, so i'm gonna say yes!

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?i'd like a more defined jawline but i inherited my dad's lack of chin, very sad

30. Do you ever want to get married?yes? no? maybe? commitment scares the hell out of me but i could also see it happening someday with the right person

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?oh, TV for sure, i'm not sure i could live without music at all

40. What do you want to do after high school?lmao uhhh not what i'm doing

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?usually, the prospect of breakfast

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?dark blue, i think? i actually didn't bring any of my hoodies with me when i moved to new york so i genuinely can't remember

55. Favourite blog?urrrrrrr @potato

60. Ever won a competition? For what?a science olympiad in sixth grade, an OCT competition on dA with @hisiheyah back when those were a thing, and (my crowning achievement) a football valentine poetry competition for howler magazine. brooks peck sent me an email. i won two free football jerseys. i'm never gonna be able to top that.

65. Are you hungry right now?no i just had a late night snack because i came back from kung fu practice hungry :V

70. Names of your best friends?lksdfjsdfkj i hate this question, it's like WHO'S ON YOUR MYSPACE TOP FRIENDS LIST?? anyway i have a lot because best friend isn't a position, it's a tier

75. Favourite animal?guinea pig. binturong. raven.

80. What colour pants?like....now? black?

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?principal duvall

90. Name a person you love?javi martinez :V

95. Last movie you watched?in theaters? detective pikachu

100. How are you feeling?pretty good! worked out, got a new editing gig, excited for next week

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?several! part and parcel of growing up where suburbia met the countryside

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?mhhhh not really, no :|a

115. Do you play the Wii?i don't own one myself but i actually use the wii a lot as part of physical therapy! it's great for challenging my patients' balance and old people and kids both love it

120. Are you afraid of the dark?nop

125. Do you believe in true love?yeah, but i also believe it's rare

130. Do you like subway?like....the chain? not really. i would like it a lot more if they had better bread tbh, subway bread has the texture of spongy socks

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?genuinely can't remember

140. Summer or Winter?oh winter, 100% winter, i'm one of those people who always runs hot and i can't handle humidity

145. Tea or Coffee?tea! i love the taste of black coffee but my body hates it and i get severe anxiety and heart palpitations when i drink it, so.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?Mokoya could not meet their eyes. "I saw a naga." (The Black Tides of Heaven, JY Yang)

[virgoes]

hey

2: Favorite song? right now i like remember by katie, come over by the internet, i fall in love too easily by chet baker, bp/aoa/pristin’s new songs too3: What's a band/artist you loved as a child but can barely listen to now? i didn’t really listen to music when i was a kid tbh !5: Are you going to any gigs soon? no :(6: Ever been to a festival? does warped tour count KSDJF if not nah 8: A song with a number in the title? 12:51 by the strokes9: A song that gets you through shit? i listen to albums that i know very well11: A song you'd have sex to? i feel like i’d have to be high to experience it truly but like l$d by asap or yeah i said it by rihanna or two weeks by fka twigs12: A song to shut everything out? cherry bomb by nct skdjf13: A song for when you're lonely? homeshake’s fresh air album make myself feel worse jklklsfjk14: A song that's become a joke between you and your friends? bank account by 21 savage !15: A song to jam out to at 4AM? trigger the fever by nct dream lmaooooo16: An album you could listen to for days on end? i think damn. by kendrick had the most plays last year so tht one17: A song that punches you in the gut every single time? lmao lonely by jonghyun18: A song for when you're crazy angry? 2nd sucks by a day to remember lmaoooo19: If you had to pick one song to represent what you're feeling right now, what would it be? bingle bangle by AOA20: A song that calms you down? hollywood by the black skirts22: A band with an insane fandom? bts :D23: What are some lyrics you love to pieces? when i actually listened to lyrics uh “sometimes the bedroom walls become my only friends” i liked a lot24: Would you ever get any song lyrics tattooed? If so which ones? i said this earlier but i do like “kill smile” a lot i would get songs from fob tatted maybe 25: What's a band/artist you'd addict your children to from an early age? i’d feed them all kinds of music LOL26: A vocalist you love? kyungsoo from exo hehe uhhh i also love patrick stump from fall out boy and dean!27: Has a band/artist ever inspired you to do something? ed sheeran and guitar lmfao..... i used to learn his songs on guitar LMAO and any artist with songs i like inspire me to write28: A band/artist you love but no longer exists? northlane with adrian lol. also wonder girls. also galileo galilei29: What was your favorite band/artist when you were 12? probably one direction?? 30: A band/artist you can't stand? la dispute tbh31: What's your favorite genre? r&b or indie!32: Can you play any instruments? mhm33: Do you sing? i try lmao i suck though35: Do you have a favorite piece of merch? uhhhhh i have a ptv shirt i guess idr wear it but 36: What's the first album you ever bought with your own money? i think avril lavigne’s album on accident kdsjflsjadf......37: Do you prefer buying physical copies of albums or do you download them on the internet? i just use spotify now38: CDs or vinyls? CDs39: Do you play your music out loud or with headphones? both depends on where i am and what mood i’m in40: A band/artist a friend showed you? ummm shinee!41: A song that gives you the chills? get you by daniel caesar slash all his songs tbh esp acapella42: A song to play at your funeral? sdfjsl idk rock me by 1d43: A band/artist with amazing an instrumental but really bad lyrics? any pop artist lol????44: A love song? recently been into bloom by troye sivan 45: A song you love to sing to yourself? the eye by infinite tbh46: What do you listen to when you go for a run? i don’t run....... But i would play like j balvin songs or smth47: A song that represents a deserted city at night? idk what’s going on by triple h48: A wild song? UUUUUHHH toxic by britney spears49: An upbeat song with grim lyrics? isn’t that twenty one pilots’ concept50: What are some song titles you love? honestly nothing is more iconic than fall out boy song titles. she’s my winona, the carpal tunnel of love, get busy living or get busy dying OH and also tell slater not to wash his dick by bring me the horizon 51: If your life ended today, what song would you chose to represent it? death & taxes by daniel caesar cos im listening to it lol52: Can you give me a 5 song playlist on ___? zzz :(53: Do you listen to instrumental music? i do on occasion i like hip hop based instrumental not like dubstep or hard edm u kno54: Weirdest band/artist you know of? i mean death grips is pretty weird or code orange kids55: A song about drugs? any the used song ksdfjl56: A heart-wrenching song? young forever by bts :)57: A band/artist you're proud of? bts! oh and nothing by thieves.59: A band/artist with a sick aesthetic? chvrches maybe? idk i liked her stage makeup. the pretty reckless.... rihanna........ no one has consistency so idk60: A song that has a lot of meaning to you? i can’t think of anything rn

[aredhels]

i was tagged by @queeniegoldtsein & @jamespaxtons, tysm guys ♥

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

i tag: @theleavesoflorien, @queeenpersephone, @dameronae, @tyriion, @ellrond, @frodobaggins, @goodqueenalys, @excelsjor, @aidangillens, @bellamys, @arwens, @shiremaiden, @icecourt, @mishacolins is this even close to 20 rip

last;

1. drink - water with lime 2. phone call - uhhhh i don’t do phone calls,,,, my bf probably 3. text message - “puh pih poh” to my brother.......... 4. song you listened to - fall out boy - champion 5. time you cried - yesterday 6. dated someone twice? - nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it - hmm no 8. been cheated on - no 9. lost someone special - yes 10. been depressed - yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - lmao yes

fave colours;

12. forest green 13. beryl green 14. lime green lsdhjfbg i like green ok

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yess ♥︎ 16. fallen out of love - no 17. laughed until you cried - yes 18. found out someone was talking about you - i don’t think so? 19. met someone who changed you - idk 20. found out who your friends are - i guess 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - yes

general;

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - like 75% i think 23. do you have any pets - a cat 24. do you want to change your name - nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday - uhh absolutely nothing 26. what time did you wake up today - 8:30 27. what were you doing at midnight last night - trying to fall asleep 28. what is something you cant wait for - the killers gig next month 30. what are you listening to right now - fall out boy - stay frosty royal milk tea (MANIA IS SO GOOD) 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - don’t think so 32. something thats getting on your nerves - being unemployed 33. most visited website - this hellsite 34. hair colour - dark brown with turquoise dip dye 35. long or short hair - long 36. do you have a crush on someone - hmm 37. what do you like about yourself - my terrible sense of humor 38. want any piercings? - not rly 39. blood type - idk 40. nicknames - none tbh 41. relationship status - engaged 42. zodiac - scorpio 43. pronouns - she/her  44. fave tv shows - downton abbey, orphan black, parks & rec 45. tattoos - i have the lotr ring inscription on my wrist <33 46. right or left handed - right 47. ever had surgery - no 48. piercings - a few on my ears 49. sport - dancing, jogging, archery  50. vacation - scotland pls 51. trainers - ? like sports shoes? idc

more general;

52. eating - nothing rn 53. drinking - lime 54. im about to watch - ? idk probably gonna continue the crown & pokemon tomorrow 55. waiting for - an email about a job 56. want - to travel somewhere & have more money 57. get married - some day,,, maybe 2020 bc we started dating in 2010, got engaged in 2015 so that’d just make sense lol 58. career - *shrugs*

which is better;

59. hugs or kisses - hugs 60. lips or eyes - both 61. shorter or taller - same height 62. older or younger - older 63. nice arms or stomach - arms  64. hookup or relationship - relationship 65. troublemaker or hesitant - idk not too much of either

have you ever;

66. kissed a stranger - no 67. drank hard liquor - yes 68. lost glasses - nope my sight is too bad for that 69. turned someone down - yes 70. sex on first date - no 71. broken someones heart - probably not 72. had your heart broken - kind of 73. been arrested - no 74. cried when someone died - yes 75. fallen for a friend - yep

do you believe in;

76. yourself - sometimes 77. miracles - i think so 78. love at first sight - no 79. santa claus - no 80. kiss on a first date - why not 81. angels - yes

other;

82. best friend’s name - lotta 83. eye colour - greyish blue 84. fave movie - lotr 85. fave actor - skdghf suddenly my head is empty,,,, adelaide kane, mads mikkelsen, cate blanchett

[floofsta-x]

70q tag

I had a little bit of this done the other night but I inexplicably lost it? I thought I saved it to drafts but...I don’t know, maybe I closed the tab without realizing it?

Anyways, hi! I know I have a bunch of tags backed up that I need to do eventually but I thought I’d do a few of my most recent first because they’re hot off the press and a bit more fresh in my memory?

Thanks to @leeminpuppy for this tag! There’s a lot of questions here lmao! ily Joann ❤︎

I tag: @hyungwnie, @wonhosflower, @reila-ravkong, @prettyprettykino, @hongbombs, and @17kihyun !! I know this is a lot, you don’t have to do it if you simply don’t want to or have the time ! ❤︎

► 1. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

    Yes! My mom’s so sweet and kind, and my dad is the coolest person I know :) They’re totally the reason why I am who I am today.

► 2. Who did you last say “i love you” to?

    Probably my mom, dad, or little sisters. I don’t have a boyfriend and I’m not close enough to anyone here at college to be able to say that ahah

► 3. Do you regret anything?

    A ton of things, really, I mean I could write a mile-long list. Even the thought of the word ‘regret’ brings up a little bit of a sad funk. I try not to be too reflective, very often anyway.

► 4. Are you insecure?

    Ohhhh yeah. I don’t know very many people who can say no to this question lmao

► 5. What’s your relationship status?

    Single. I’ve been so for about three and a half years.

►  6. How do you want to die?

    Of old age, naturally and peacefully and knowing I’ve lived a long life.

► 7. What did you last eat?

    The last thing I had to eat was a wrap on a wheat tortilla with crispy (popcorn) chicken, provolone cheese, honey mustard, mayonnaise, lettuce, tomatoes, pickles, and black olives. I also had some cool ranch Doritos and Sierra Mist with it. (or whatever they call it now. lmao)

► 8. Played any sports?

    In gym class, but I always kinda sucked at it...I’m not in good shape at all. In middle school I went to a meeting to go out for the track team but I chickened out in joining lmao.

►  9. Do you bite your nails?

    No, but I do pick at them. When they get long enough I tend to tear the white crescent-moon growth off.

► 10. When was your last physical fight?

    I don’t think I’ve ever been in a real fight tbh. I often have to forcibly restrain my little sister from tickling me though.

► 11. Do you like someone?

    How could I not have such a huge crush on this floofy little 🍯🐝 ?? ❤︎

    Haha, for real though I don’t anymore--the guy that I did like got a girlfriend. Which is perfectly ok with me, as long as he’s happy, I’m happy. I probably wouldn’t have dated him even if he was interested, though. We aren’t cut from the same cloth y’know?

► 12. Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

    Yes, and I’m never doing it again on purpose. I was dead by the time it was all over.

► 13. Do you hate anyone at the moment?

    No, I’m not a very spiteful person. Except when it comes to myself. I hate myself sometimes.

► 14. Do you miss someone?

    My family, first of all. I’m looking forward to moving home over the summer and seeing them. And then, there’s also my friends who have finished school and moved on with their lives. It always happens to me, I make friends with older students and then they graduate....

► 15. Have any pets?

    No, I live in a dorm right now and we’re not allowed any. Also my parents have never been that big of a fan of animals. I grew up without pets. I want a cat or dog in the future though.

► 16. How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

    A little bit stressed. I’m trying to think about a lot of things at once and I’m failing at it. Also tired, I had a gig (performance) last night and I used all my energy there.

    I want to relax but I really can’t at the moment tbh.

► 17. Ever made out in the bathroom?

    No ahah

► 18. Are you scared of spiders?

    Nope! My bedroom at home is in the basement and has been for a good chunk of my life, so I’m used to seeing them hanging around.

► 19. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

    Honestly, no. Though I have a ton of regrets, I think going back would put a bad taste in my mouth. I’d much rather look to the future.

► 20. Where was the last place you snogged someone?

    (Snogged lmao) Are you ready? ...I think that the correct answer might be in my bedroom at home or the hallway leading to it, but the last clear memory I have of a tongue-in-mouth kiss is in the DVD aisle at Wal-Mart.

► 21. What are your plans for this weekend?


    I have class today, a paper to write, juries to practice for, and on top of that I have a concert with a community band. Tomorrow, in the evening, there’s a retirement party for a beloved professor that I’m planning on attending. Sunday is my day of rest, except for a rehearsal with a friend, thank goodness.

► 22. Do you want to have kids? how many?

    Eventually, yes. Um I’d be fine with 2-5.

► 23. Do you have piercings? how many?

    No I don’t, actually, I’ve always been a little afraid of pain, and also I think that if I did pierce my ears, it’d get gross pretty fast. :/

► 24. What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

    Music, obviously, ahah. But in core academics, I’ve always really enjoyed and was good at Reading and Language Arts, and later English and Literature.

► 25. Do you miss anyone from your past?

    As I mentioned before, older friends who have gone out into the world and moved away from me. Also, I have a few friends at home that I miss on occasion too.

► 26. What are you craving right now?

    I really want a warm, snuggly body and the feeling of someone’s hand in my hair. Damn, I sound so sappy.

► 27. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

    Yes, unfortunately. Um, we were seniors in high school and he told me he liked me, but I just couldn’t say the same about him. I went to prom with him and it was really...awkward.

    I also cheated on my first boyfriend, so there’s that.

► 28. Have you ever been cheated on?

    No, at least I don’t think so...

► 29. Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

    Yes. I’m not particularly desperate to repeat that mistake. 

► 30. What’s irritating you right now?

    Nothing really. I guess, that I had to rewrite all the answers to these questions. 

► 31. Does somebody love you?

    I hope my family does! Also my close friends, I hope that their want to spend time with me is a sign of some sort of love. Other than that, though, I really don’t think so. I could be wrong however. 

► 32. What is your favourite color?

    Dark green, or dark blue-green.

► 33. Do you have trust issues?

    No, actually I tend to be a little bit too trusting. My mom and I have often had conversations regarding being walked all over.

► 34. Who/what was your last dream about?

    I think I had a small dream this morning about the test in Music Theory that I finished today. (It went better in the dream than in real life actually). So that would involve the professor.

► 35. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

    I have this friend who I met through Wind Symphony that I occasionally hang out with, and she sat next to me at lunch a couple of days ago. I had been having a bad day, thinking about my grandma and uncle (two relatives that have died in the last year) and just in general feeling hopeless. She got me talking, I took a chance and was honest about my feelings. I don’t know how, we got into plans for the future, and worst-case scenario ya know. I was talking about mine, which is drop out of school, move back home, get a long-term, menial job, and find a husband and have a family. For some reason when I mentioned settling down, the floodgates just opened and I started bawling. I think it’s because that’s always been a deep desire of mine and it looks very hopeless to me right now. I’ve also always had this really intense craving for physical intimacy, perpetuated now even more by the fact that I’m away from home and I have no one to love.

    She was very comforting, thank goodness. 

► 36. Do you give out second chances too easily?

    Maybe, but if I do I certainly don’t regret it.

► 37. Is it easier to forgive or forget?

    Forgive. I have enough regrets in my life as it is lmao

► 38. Is this year the best year of your life?

    No....it’s actually probably the worst

► 39. How old were you when you had your first kiss?

   My first clear kiss memory was when I was sixteen. (Ugh, the guy was younger than me, I regret that so much.) But I might have had another before that...it wasn’t voluntary, I just remember I was like nine or ten and this kid who was like 15-16 pulled me into a dark room and we made out for a while. Yep it’s just as wrong as it sounds...it might have been a dream though.

► 40. Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

    WHAT, NO, what kind of a question is this!? That’s just plain crazy

OK SERIOUSLY THOUGH WHAT ARE 41-50??????? I EVEN SEARCHED IT UP AND THEY’RE ALLLL MISSING 41-50 TT

► 51. Favourite food?

    Ohhh good question! It has to either be lasagna or shrimp!

► 52. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

    Yes. We might not see it at the time, but it’s all part of God’s plan.

► 53. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

    Um well I was writing these questions, I put my computer away, set the alarm on my phone and took my glasses off.

► 54. Is cheating ever okay?

    Please take it from me, it’s never something you want to put anyone else or yourself through! I’m not just talking about relationship cheating, but also like...cheating on a test, cheating in a game of cards, or something. It’s not very fun, anyway.

► 55. Are you mean?

    I really hope not. I try not to be, anyway.

► 56. How many people have you fist fought?

   Exactly 0.

► 57. Do you believe in true love?

    Yes, but not like in fairytales. True love is built up over a period of many years and is undying and faithful. My parents are a true love story. :)

► 58. Favourite weather?

    Warm and rainy. Or just like, right after the rain.

► 59. Do you like the snow?

    It really depends. I like mountain snow. But not like, plains snow when there’s more than eight inches.

► 60. Do you wanna get married?

    Yes, one day, I hope. 

► 61. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

    Considering that I’m not dating right now--no. Because that would be super awkward. But between a boyfriend and a girlfriend I think it’s adorable. My mom and dad call each other baby.

► 62. What makes you happy?

    Being able to make music, writing, coding, hanging out and talking with friends, my bands and their music (Monsta X, VIXX, and Pentagon in particular), exploring new EDM releases

► 63. Would you change your name? 

    No, I love my name. Also I think it would be a tad disrespectful to my parents?

► 64. Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

    Yes, I don’t love him like that anymore. I don’t even know where he is. Even though my last boyfriend was odd and like,,, voodoo child I wonder how he’s doing sometimes.

► 65. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

    This depends on a lot of factors. 

    If: they’re just liking me from afar, and are too shy to admit it and show no outward sign, I’ll keep going with our friendship until either I like them back in the same way and am comfortable with saying so myself. Or, until they are comfortable enough to admit it to me. 

    If: they’re liking me from afar and are all giddy around me and obviously lovestruck, I’ll confront them about it of course and if this makes the truth come out, I’ll proceed as below.

    If: they like me and tell me, I’ll evaluate my own feelings. If I don’t like them in the same way, I’ll tell them that I don’t, but tell them that I really want to keep going with our friendship and give my own feelings some time. If I do like them in the same way, of course I’ll tell them. 

    If: they like me and tell me and want to go on a date, it’s the same as above except no matter what I’ll go out on a date or two, and I’ll allow my feelings to develop then. They’re already my best friend, I definitely know and respect them, so of course I’ll give them a chance.

► 66. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

    Yes, I have quite a few of these actually. I find it’s sometimes easier to talk to men than women. I can’t pin down an exact reason right now, but I have a sneaking suspicion that they’re just so much more straightforward.

► 67. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

    Last night I saw a few of my friends who have been gone from school for a while, and one of them is this guitar player who I absolutely adore (as a friend of course). I was telling him and his girlfriend about how I’ve been feeling so antisocial this whole semester.

► 68. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

    I just got back from an emergency counseling session (over something pessimistic I wrote on a desk the other day and forgot to erase oops), and I really love my counselor, she is just always willing to listen. Lately, I’ve become more open to being very deeply personal with her.

► 69. Do you believe in soulmates?

    I’m not quite sure if I believe in the traditional concept of ‘soulmate’, but I do believe in ‘the right person at the right time’.

► 70. is there anyone you would die for?

    Really, I’d be willing to die for anyone. I’m not scared of death; this is only a temporary existence anyway.

[seventeen--sec0nds]

@princess-consuela-bananahamock tagged me to say stuff about myself so ayy there we go

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself. At the end tag 25 people.

LAST: [1] Drink: coffee [2] Phone call: mum [3] Text message: my friend (I was telling her some v exciting gig news but she didnt reply :((  [4] Song you listened to: drab majesty - 39 by design [5] Time you cried: I actually can’t recall, which is Very Good

HAVE YOU EVER:

[6] Dated someone twice: nope [7] Been cheated on: nah [8] Kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] Lost someone special: define ‘lost’ [10] Been depressed: .......define (though I guess I can say I have) [11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: literally once, I never throw up from drinking (one hell of a thing to be proud of)

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] black [13] blue [14] burgundy

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] Made new friends: sort of [16] Fallen out of love: ..........in and out like five times  [17] Laughed until you cried: yeah [18] Found out someone was talking about you: well shit kind of? wasn’t that big of a deal though, it just turns out people are gossipy as hell where I work but what can you do [19] Met someone who changed you: noo [20] Found out who your true friends are: nah [21] Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no [22] How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them, with a few exceptions [23] Do you have any pets: two cats!! [24] Do you want to change your name: no [25] What did you do for your last birthday: big nothing [26] What time did you wake up: 7am [27] What were you doing at midnight last night: getting shitfaced with my friend and talking about stuff [28] Name something you cannot wait for: all the gigs to come!  [29] When was the last time you saw your mother: a week ago [30] What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: It’s hard to answer this shortly and simply so let’s just not go there tbh (and most of the things that come to my head are more what I’d change about myself, so?) [31] What are you listening to right now: drab majesty -- the demonstration [32] Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: don’t think so [33] Something that is getting on your nerves: my nerves are getting on my nerves, constantly [34] Most visited website: facebook [35] Elementary: what about it though [36] High school: ^ [37] College: there’s no such thing in Poland really, just high school and then uni [38] Hair color: bleached blonde, oh yes [39] Long or short hair: short [40] Do you have a crush on someone? I could give you a list (which I am not going to do) [41] What do you like about yourself? my appearance in general (which still doesn’t make up for the shit person I am but hey, it’s something) [42] Piercings: ears [43] Blood type: who knows [44] Nickname: none [45] Relationship status: driving through the night with 80s synthpop playing the background [46] Zodiac sign: sagittarius [47] Pronouns: she/her [48] Fav TV show: The Office!! [49] Tattoos: none so far [50] Right or left handed: Right.

FIRST… [51] Surgery: never had any [52] Piercing: ears [53] Best friend: this one girl from my class that I’m not in touch with anymore [54] Sport: I used to go to this athletics practice for a very short while when I was like 13 so I guess that?  [55] Vacation: the Tatra mountains I think, I was really tiny [56] Pair of trainers: ?/?/

RIGHT NOW… [57] Eating: nothing [58] Drinking: coffee [59] I’m about to: so this quiz for my class which I should do and then perhaps try and study for one of the hundred (ok maybe like three) things I need to study for [60] Listening to: still the same album I already mentioned above twice [61] Waiting for: a trip to the seaside next weekend :^) [62] Want: to pass my midterms......oh boy [63] Get married: i mean, meh [64] Career: give me a break

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] Hugs or kisses: probably hugs [66] Lips or eyes: you kinda need both  [67] Shorter or taller: tall people are my absolute weakness but shh [68] Older or younger: older? [69] Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous people are fun [70] Nice arms or nice stomach: ??? [71] Sensitive or loud: loud people are exhausting so I’ll go with sensitive [72] Hook up or relationship: whatever works  [73] Troublemaker or hesitant: im hesitant enough for everyone so a troublemaker lmao [2] (I’m leaving that because same)

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] Kissed a stranger? nah [75] Drank hard liquor? ye [76] Lost glasses/contact lenses? yeah [77] Turned someone down: sorta [78] Sex on first date? No. [79] Broken someone’s heart? I get overwhelmed when someone attractive talks to me, do I look like a heartbreaker to you [80] Had your own heart broken? shit happens [81] Been arrested? no [82] Cried when someone died? yeah [83] Fallen for a friend: shit happens [2]

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] Yourself?  

[85] Miracles? i mean not really [86] Love at first sight? I believe in infatuation at first sight, and that can go different ways [87] Santa Claus? No. [88] Kiss on the first date? i dont get this question, whats there to believe? [2] i mean it is physically possible so like [89] Angels? no

OTHER… [90] Current best friend’s name: Karolina [91] Eye colour: blueish-greyish [92] Favorite movie: oh there’s way too many ;_; 

thanks for tagging me!! (per usual I don’t really tag anybody)

[bitoflovehate]

every number :)

you’re an ass but i did it anyway because im fucking bored

ps. i hate you

1:Full name. Beth *******

2:Zodiac sign. Scorpio

3:3 fears. Clowns

4:3 things I love. Alec Lightwood, music

5:4 turn on’s. Sense of Humour, nice eyes

6:4 turn off’s. Just rude people

7:My best friend? I wouldn’t say i have one? like i always have a few close friends who are just all the same

8:Sexual orientation? biiiiiiiiiiiiii

9:My best first date? I went to a gig with this guy and his mam took us and like a year later he was like ‘that was a date btw’

10:How tall am I? 5′5′’

11:What do I miss? Not being stressed about exams

12:What time was I born? 12:27 midday 

13:Favorite color? Purple

14:Do I have a crush? I don’t think so

15:Favorite quote? My grandad’s army motto ‘We Shall Be Worthy’ just because i can’t think of anything else :) 

16:Favorite place? The beach at home

17:Favorite food? Bread...like any bread

18:Do I use sarcasm? Too much

19:What am I listening to right now? Arctic monkeys 

20:First thing I notice in new person? Humour

21:Shoe size? 6/7

22:Eye color? Blue

23:Hair color? Naturally blonde, right now idek blonde but also brown 

24: Favorite style of clothing? black jeans with anything

25:Ever done a prank call? yes

26:What color of underwear I’m wearing now? black

27:Meaning behind my URL? na na na lyrics

28:Favorite movie? this is england or the breakfast club

29:Favorite song? changes but right now it’s boys that sing by viola beach (it has been for like...a long time idk why it just makes me happy)

30:Favorite band? my chemical romance

31:How I feel right now? emo i just watched a jalec video

32:Someone I love. jalec

33:My current relationship status. single

34:My relationship with my parents. amazing they’re my pals

35:Favorite holiday. *lame voice* the one where i go to america

36:Tattoos and piercing I have. ears twice each

37:Tattoos and piercing I want. i have like 3 tattoos planned

38:The reason I joined Tumblr. i was bored

39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? um, i hate him but he doesn’t think i do lmajeinfuwvd

40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts? i sometimes wake up to texts but they don’t say good morning

41:Have I ever kissed the last person I texted? no

42:When did I last hold hands? earlier today when i crossed my youngest brother over the road lmao

43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? depends

44:Have I shaved my legs in the past three days? have i shaved my legs in the past three months?? (yes i have)

45: Where am I right now? in bed

46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? idk

47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? depends

48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? when im not at uni yeah

49:Am I excited for anything? lots of thingsssss

50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? my dad and a friend 

51:How often do I wear a fake smile? idk

52:When was the last time I hugged someone? like 10 minutes ago (my mam)

53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? cool but why are they in my room though?

54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? lol yeah

55:What is something I disliked about today? i had to revise and trump

56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? matt daddario

57:What do I think about most? jalec

58:What’s my strangest talent? i can balance a spoon on my nose and move my ears

59:Do I have any strange phobias? i mean...some foods

60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? behind

61:What was the last lie I told? idk

62:Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? videooo

63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? i think and yes

64:Do I believe in magic? MAGNUS IS REAL

65:Do I believe in luck? yeah

66:What’s the weather like right now? cold as balls

67:What was the last book I’ve read? a one for my dissertation about online communities

68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? yESSS

69:Do I have any nicknames?well you can’t shorten beth but some people call me bethany, my mam calls me beebop sometimes lmao

70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? everything that’s ever happened to my ankles lmao

71:Do I spend money or save it? idk what money is

72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue? no

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? probably not tbh

74:Favorite animal? penguins and dogs

75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? on skype to iz

76:What do I think Satan’s last name is? trump

77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? boys that sing and where do broken hearts go

78:How can you win my heart? just be nice 

 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? ‘jalec did this’

80:What is my favorite word? bobble

81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr? me, my other blog, none

82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? ‘butts’

83:Do I have any relatives in jail? nah

84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? read minds or be invisible

85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? um...nothing?

86:What is my current desktop picture? a standard mac one

90:Failed a class? no

91:Kissed a boy? yes

92:Kissed a girl? yes

93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? nah

94:Had job? yes

95:Left the house without my wallet? yes

96:Bullied someone on the Internet? no

98:Played on a sports team? yeah

99:Smoked weed? yeah

100:Did drugs? i mean...see above

101:Smoked cigarettes? yeah

102:Drank alcohol? yeah

103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no

104:Been overweight? yes right now lmao

105:Been underweight? no

106:Been to a wedding? yes

107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? .........obv

108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? yeah

109:Been outside my home country? yessss

110:Gotten my heart broken? yesss

111:Been to a professional sports game? yesss

112:Broken a bone? nope

114:Been to prom? yeah

115:Been in airplane? yeah

116: Fly by helicopter? no

117:What concerts have I been to?  lOTS

118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yeah

119:Learned another language? yeah

120:Wore make up? yeah

122:Had oral sex? yeah

123:Dyed my hair?yeah

124:Voted in a presidential election? yeah well uk government 

125:Rode in an ambulance? yeah

126:Had a surgery? no

127:Met someone famous?yeah

128:Stalked someone on a social network? do like..celebs count

129:Peed outside? yeah

130:Been fishing? yeah

131:Helped with charity? yeah

132:Been rejected by a crush? yeah

133:Broken a mirror? no

134:What do I want for birthday? idk

135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? no idea

136:Was I named after anyone? no but i was meant to be called alice right up until i was born and that was after my great grandma

137:Do I like my handwriting? sometimes

138:What was my favorite toy as a child? a little mouse toy i called cheesy

139:Favorite TV Show? spn, shadowhunters, brooklyn nine nine, friends, skins etc

140:Where do I want to live when older? probably where i grew up

141:Play any musical instrument? yeah

142:One of my scars, how did I get it? I have an iron shaped one on my hand off an iron burn

143:Favorite pizza topping? cheese but it has to be burned or cold

144:Am I afraid of the dark? depends

145:Am I afraid of heights? depends

146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?yeah

147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yeah

148:What I’m really bad at. lots of things probably

149:What my greatest achievements are. getting into university, then going back after being really ill

150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me. i can’t remember

151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery. scream

152:What do I like about myself? my humour idk

153:My closest Tumblr friend. not iz

154:Something I fantasies about. idk

[alexinafterglow]

Asks for key part 3!

@alextogroundcontrol​

Music Asks!

1: Favorite band? All Time Low

2: Favorite song? -Any All Time Low in or Marianas Trench album/song tbh.

3: What's a band/artist you loved as a child but can barely listen to now? Probably like any of the hit bands of the early 2000’s like cage the elephant.

4: Did you ever see a band/artist live? I saw Marianas Trench live over the summer!(Josh and I shrugged at each other and I fucking died)

5: Are you going to any gigs soon? Not anytime soon, but I plan on seeing every band I like that’s still around at least once and mrench with the cutie Key.

6: Ever been to a festival? No, but I want to go to warped tour terribly.

8: A song with a number in the title? Nine in the Afternoon-Panic! at the Disco.

9: A song that gets you through shit?  Stay awake (dreams only last for a night) or Let it roll or six feet under the stars, all by All Time Low.

10: A good song for long bus rides? 8 Mile- Eminem lmao no, but seriously any Paramore song especially from Riot for me probably.

11: A song you'd have sex to? Popin’-All Time Low, just because I’d fucking die while it was going on.

12: A song to shut everything out?  Car Radio- Twenty One Pilots, Stay Awake…-All Time Low, rabbit run- Eminem.

13: A song for when you're lonely? Beside You- Marianas Trench

14: A song that's become a joke between you and your friends? What’s My Age Again or All the Small Things- Blink-182, any Yee version of a song.

15: A song to jam out to at 3 AM?  Shake Tramp- Marianas Trench, at 3 pm I listen to Stella-All Time Low and wanna fight

16: An album you could listen to for days on end? Riot-Paramore, any All Time Low, Melanie Martenez 

17: A song that punches you in the gut every single time? Satellite-All Time Low just because I only listen to it when like significantly fucked up things happen in life or when I need a song to think about life to or alibis-Marianas trench.

18: A song for when you're crazy angry? The Way I am-Eminem (it helps to let out anger), don't feel quite right-Palaye Royale, anything the pretty reckless has made, or like any music that’s technically light metal.

19: If you had to pick one song to represent what you're feeling right now, what would it be? The Everything is Awesome song from The Lego Movie lmao, idk, but it’d be something really happy and upbeat.

20: A song that calms you down? Soap-Melanie Martinez, girl that you love-panic at the disco.

21: A song that makes you feel alive? Burning up- Marianas Trench

22: A band with an insane fandom? It's easily by far ATL.

23: What are some lyrics you love to pieces?  “Maybe it’s not my weekend, but it’s gonna be my year…” “The pictures in her head are always dreaming Each of them means everything to me “and plenty more….I think I'm going to try to make my fav lyrics a tag of its own now.

24: Would you ever get any song lyrics tattooed? If so which ones? Probably an All Time Low song w like the birds coming out of the last lyric. I know I'll get Marianas Trench's heart logo, one of blink’s logos and ATL skull logo.

25: What's a band/artist you'd addict your children to from an early age? If I ever have any it'd be Blink, Paramore, All Time Low, Panic, maybe Melanie once they’re a teen, and Marianas Trench. They'd be such a rebellious turd lmao.

26: A vocalist you love? Um Alex Gaskarth/Josh Ramsay how dare u.

27: Has a band/artist ever inspired you to do something? Josh's life story has inspired me to clean up my life and write pieces and love poems to Key and just in general too. Also, All Time Lows lifestyle of having fun and really not giving a fuck has inspired my lifestyle a bit.

28: A band/artist you love but no longer exists? Cobra Starship ripppp.

29: What was your favorite band/artist when you were 12? Idk I was really into Eminem and old rappers (don't judge), blink, and Paramore.

30: A band/artist you can't stand? Halsey or Trace Cyrus

31: What's your favorite genre? Alternative

32: Can you play any instruments? I’m learning to play the guitar and piano and I know a little bit how to play harmonica lmao

33: Do you sing? I love to sing and if I had the right voice to I’d love to be a musician.

34: If you could be a member of any band for one show, who would it be? Um All Time Low for every show.

35: Do you have a favorite piece of merch? I have a Green Day shirt and that was like my first band shirt.

36: What's the first album you ever bought with your own money? Nothing Personal-All Time Low.

37: Do you prefer buying physical copies of albums or do you download them on the internet? I like to download them on iTunes, but I love owning vinyls and CDs.

38: CDs or vinyls? FUCK ME UP I LOVE BOTH SO YES.

39: Do you play your music out loud or with headphones? If my headphones are broken I’ll do it out loud, but I prefer headphones to hear everything more clear.

40: A band/artist a friend showed you? All Time Low/Marianas Trench (thank you so much baby!)

41: A song that gives you the chills? Anthem part two-Blink-182, ain't it fun- Paramore just because of nostalgia.

42: A song to play at your funeral? When I’m Gone-Eminem, Thnks fr th mmrs- Fall Out Boy, let it roll-all time low.

43: A song with amazing an instrumental but really bad lyrics? Too Much- All Time Low. It's not bad lyrically it’s just stuck in my head 24/7 (lmao it's not sticks stones and techno bad but it's not their best)

44: A love song? A Daydream Away or Remembering Sunday by All Time Low

45: A song you love to sing to yourself? I Feel Like Dancing-All Time Low

46: What do you listen to when you go for a run? 1000 miles lmao but seriously I just shuffle atl.

47: A song that represents a deserted city at night? Any owl city song.

48: A wild song? The party song or the irony of choking on a lifesaver by all time low.

49: An upbeat song with grim lyrics? Any Melanie Martinez song kinda.

50: What are some song titles you love? Merry Christmas, kiss my ass-all time blow because its title is fucking amazing.

51: If your life ended today, what song would you choose to represent it?  have no clue but it'd probably be like a fun uplifting song.

52: Can you give me a 5 song playlist?

-Any atl song that's not dear Maria

-Any Marianas Trench song that's not depressing af so no fix me lmao

-Any Green Day song even the cliche ones

-Any blink-182 song that's not fucking I miss you

-Any Paramore song just in general

- Any panic! at the disco song because even the cliche ones are worth it

53: Do you listen to instrumental music? If an album has an instrumental version of it yes or any Taylor Davis song as well as plenty of other artists.

54: Weirdest band/artist you know of? The Sex Pistols.

55: A song about drugs? Lover Dearest-Marianas trench. Technically it's about getting over an addiction but still, I love it.

56: A heart-wrenching song? Feeling Small- Mtrench riiiip.

57: A band/artist you're proud of? Honestly ATL / Mtrench for being the biggest idiots ever that I’d fight a hoe over.

58: A band/artist who's music could bring you back from the dead? Any upbeat, 90′s/early 2000′s rap, and the obvious ATL/Mtrench.

59: A band/artist with a sick aesthetic? Paylae Royale, Melanie Martenez, Paramore, Set it Off, Tessa Violet, and plenty of others too!

60: A song that has a lot of meaning to you? Any ATL song from So Wrong It's Right.

[lesbianbruabba]

Music asks 1-60

1: Favorite band? Tie between waterparks and flor

2: Favorite song? Who tf has just one? Currently it’s Idle Worship by Paramore or Sleep Alone by Waterparks.

3: What’s a band/artist you loved as a child but can barely listen to now? Paul Anka

4: Did you ever see a band/artist live? Yes! Waterparks, flor and All Time Low (+ openers the Modern Strangers, Creeper, Patent Pending and Dead!)

5: Are you going to any gigs soon? Yes! In November I’m seeing Nothing But Thieves, As It Is and I’m seeing Taco Hemingway in December :)

6: Ever been to a festival? No :( but I might go to Slam Dunk this year!

8: A song with a number in the title? 21 Questions by parx

9: A song that gets you through shit? Ground Control by ATL feat. Tegan and Sara

10: A good song for long bus rides? Get Behind This by flor

11: A song you’d have sex to? The Alyssa Edwards remix by B Ames

12: A song to shut everything out? Relief by Sixx AM

13: A song for when you’re lonely? Crybaby by parx

14: A song that’s become a joke between you and your friends? Come One Come All/That Girl kinda? @samrull 

15: A song to jam out to at 4AM? Anything by Brockhampton tbh

16: An album you could listen to for days on end? Entertainment by parx

17: A song that punches you in the gut every single time? Stay Away From My Friends by PTV fucks me up

18: A song for when you’re crazy angry? the whole Selfish Machines album by PTV

19: If you had to pick one song to represent what you’re feeling right now, what would it be? Worst by Awsten Knight

20: A song that calms you down? Ground Control or anything on co.yh

21: A song that makes you feel alive? The Reckless and the Brave by ATL

22: A band with an insane fandom? Twenty One Pilots wins this one 

23: What are some lyrics you love to pieces? “You can devastate my personal space, I never liked it anyway”, “You're the morning I can't wait to wake to, after chasing you through my dreams in bloom”, “You’re the blueprint to my stupid sounds”

24: Would you ever get any song lyrics tattooed? If so which ones? I would love to. Probably with a small drawing next to it? And I don’t know which yet but “we gotta make contact to make it out” from ground control is a big fave. because it reminds me not to isolate myself

25: What’s a band/artist you’d addict your children to from an early age? My Chem or Panic

26: A vocalist you love? Awsten Knight is a man whom I will die for

27: Has a band/artist ever inspired you to do something? ...does not committing suicide count

28: A band/artist you love but no longer exists? Is there any other correct answer besides MCR

29: What was your favorite band/artist when you were 12? Pretty sure it was MCR

30: A band/artist you can’t stand? TAI because W*****m 

31: What’s your favorite genre? Rock/pop-punk/emo/alternative whatever you wanna call it

32: Can you play any instruments? I can play the ukulele and I used to play piano and violin. I haven’t played the guitar in a year or so but I think I can pick it back up

33: Do you sing? I am able to do the act of making melodic noises with my vocal cords yes but is it nice that’s questionable hmmm

34: If you could be a member of any band for one show, who would it be? Awsten Knight

35: Do you have a favorite piece of merch? MY TANTRUM SWEATER IS SO PRETTY

36: What’s the first album you ever bought with your own money? Britney Spears the Singles Collection

37: Do you prefer buying physical copies of albums or do you download them on the internet? I download them like the ugly little bastard I am

38: CDs or vinyls? Neither I use itunes

39: Do you play your music out loud or with headphones? out loud most of the time

40: A band/artist a friend showed you? All Time Low, parx, flor etc thanks to Iza

41: A song that gives you the chills? Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys

42: A song to play at your funeral? Never Gonna Give You Up by Kidzbop

43: A band/artist with amazing an instrumental but really bad lyrics? Halsey probably lol

44: A love song? I Do Adore by Mindy Gledhill 

45: A song you love to sing to yourself? Bella Ciao lol

46: What do you listen to when you go for a run? Anything by Taco Hemingway

47: A song that represents a deserted city at night? Crickets by Creeper

48: A wild song? We Will All Go Together When We Go by Tom Lehrer. Man’s a genius

49: An upbeat song with grim lyrics? Oh shit. Bullet by Hollywood Undead. it’s my JAM and it’s fucked up lol. Also Wasted by Cartel and like half the AL album by Paramore

50: What are some song titles you love? Peach (Lobotomy), anything from old FOB, the Pete Wentz one by Cobra Starship

51: If your life ended today, what song would you chose to represent it? Emperor’s New Clothes bc this bitch is going to hell, baby!

52: Can you give me a 5 song playlist on ___? You didn’t put anything here so I’ll insert a topic. Eating disorders, because I have one lmao. I go hungry by mother mother, courage by superchick, Two by the Antlers, Numbers by Pompeii and I Hate the way by Polly Scattergood. 

53: Do you listen to instrumental music? Lo-fi is great! Also Dance of the Cygnets by Tchaicowski

54: Weirdest band/artist you know of? E-rotic 

55: A song about drugs? Green Green Grass of Home. Just kidding. Does Nicotine count?

56: A heart-wrenching song? I Hate the Way by Polly Scattergood

57: A band/artist you’re proud of? As It Is tbh

58: A band/artist who’s music could bring you back from the dead? Fall Out Boy

59: A band/artist with a sick aesthetic? Palaye Royal or Fever era Panic!

60: A song that has a lot of meaning to you? Fuck You by Lily Allen, You’re Not Sorry by Taylor Swift

Thanks for the asks anon! This was fun

[xcfrnk]

92 truths

i was tagged by @caffeinebullets​, thank you!

Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

LAST: [1] Drink: soda water [2] Phone call: my godmother [3] Text message: my older sister [4] Song you listened to: slk by stam1na [5] Time you cried: last week, can’t remember the exact day HAVE YOU EVER… [6] Dated someone twice: noep [7] Been cheated on: no [8] Kissed someone and regretted it: oh boy yeah [9] Lost someone special: yes [10] Been depressed: i’ve been somewhat depressed for like 8 years [11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] black [13] dark brown [14] army green IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] Made new friends: yes [16] Fallen out of love: kind of [17] Laughed until you cried: i can’t remember [18] Found out someone was talking about you: nah, nothing i didn’t already know [19] Met someone who changed you: i’m not sure if i can be changed??? [20] Found out who your true friends are: y e s [21] Kissed someone on your Facebook list: lmao yes [22] How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: pretty much all of them [23] Do you have any pets: yes. a cat [24] Do you want to change your name: i’d like to have a neutral nickname or something but otherwise i don’t think i’d bother tbh [25] What did you do for your last birthday: i was at work, felt anxious as hell the whole day and that’s all that happened [26] What time did you wake up: 7am [27] What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping [28] Name something you cannot wait for: all the gigs i’m gonna go to during the next 6 months [29] When was the last time you saw your mother: i think it was a week ago [30] What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: many things but i’d rather not mention them [31] What are you listening to right now: i’m a mess by frank iero and the patience [32] Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no i haven’t [33] Something that is getting on your nerves: nothing at the moment, i feel kinda numb [34] Most visited website: youtube [35] Elementary: yeah [36] High school: yeah [37] College: no [38] Hair color: dark brown [39] Long or short hair: average [40] Do you have a crush on someone: i’m not sure if i remember what having a proper crush feels like so??? idk??? [41] What do you like about yourself?: some parts of my personality [42] Piercings: - 9 earrings, eyebrow, tongue and 2 lip piercings [43] Blood type: i think it’s ab [44] Nickname: jen (although it doesn’t really work in finnish what a shame because i like it) [45] Relationship status: single [46] Zodiac sign: sagittarius [47] Pronouns: she/they [48] Fav TV show: prison break [49] Tattoos: 1. i got the song title weighted tattooed on my wrist about two months ago [50] Right or left handed: right FIRST… [51] Surgery: never had one [52] Piercing: one of my lip piercings [53] Best friend: my first real best friend is the one who’s been my best friend since we were like 11 and still is [54] Sport: i was pretty good at floorball and badminton during my early teens but it was nothing official like i didn’t train regularly or anything. so the first official one must be historical fencing that i started training almost 3 years ago [55] Vacation: like… abroad? tallinn last year [56] Pair of trainers: nooo idea RIGHT NOW… [57] Eating: nothing [58] Drinking: nothing [59] I’m about to: feed my cat, have a smoke, take a shower, watch some youtube videos and go to bed probably [60] Listening to: fuck machine by msi [61] Waiting for: summer [62] Want: some company would do me good but nah [63] Get married: nnnah [64] Career: a graphic designer WHICH IS BETTER… [65] Hugs or kisses: hugs [66] Lips or eyes: eyes [67] Shorter or taller: shorter [68] Older or younger: i don’t really care [69] Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous [70] Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach [71] Sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] Hook up or relationship: in general, relationship. but right now it’s hook up because i prefer not being in a relationship [73] Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker HAVE YOU EVER… [74] Kissed a stranger? yeah [75] Drank hard liquor? yeah [76] Lost glasses/contact lenses? yeah [77] Turned someone down: many, many times [78] Sex on first date? those times probably don’t even count as dates tbh but yeah [79] Broken someone’s heart? unfortunately [80] Had your own heart broken? yes [81] Been arrested? no [82] Cried when someone died? yes [83] Fallen for a friend: kind of DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] Yourself? not too much [85] Miracles? not really [86] Love at first sight? no i mean you can’t love someone if you don’t know them at all. but if we’re talking about very strong attraction at first sight then yeah [87] Santa Claus? nah [88] Kiss on the first date? yeah sure [89] Angels? nope OTHER… [90] Current best friend’s name: miira [91] Eye colour: a mixture of blue, gray and greenish [92] Favorite movie: i can’t think of one right now sorz i’m gonna have to turn off my laptop because i’ve got a terrible headache and that’s why i’m not tagging anyone but once again if you feel like doing this then you can totally say that you’ve been tagged by me! also remember to tag me so i can read it~

[dominiksantroski]

Questions:answered

I found these questions and thought I'd answer them (I'm bored) - 1. have you ever been in love? Yes :) 2. what are your favourite colours and why? Black because it's so emotionless and can contrast with anything and blue because it's calming to me 3. who was the last person you held hands with? A very close friend 4. what is your zodiac sign? Virgo 5. how many times have you read your favourite book? Probably around 20 ngl 6. what are your favourite films? The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Sweeney Todd 7. what kind of weather do you like? When it's kinda of gloomy and cold 8. do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunsets for sure 9. what kind of weather represents who you are as a person? When the sun is peeking through dark clouds after a storm 10. what’s your favourite animal? Turtles or seals 11. what is your favourite song right now? Tomorrow - BTS 12. what is your favourite song of all time? I don't really have one 13. do you like sunny days or rainy days better? Rainy days; if I don't have to go anywhere and I can stay at home 14. have you ever been heartbroken? Yep 15. what does the perfect kiss feel like? Slow, loving, gentle 16. what is your favourite poem? I don't really have one 17. who are you most inspired by? Park Jimin 18. are you spiritual? Idk 19. what is your favourite plant? Flowers, roses in particular 20. what is your favourite feeling? Feeling loved and happy 21. what is your favourite word? Prickpiss 22. are you an artist? I guess 23. what is your favourite flower? A rose 24. are you happy? Not exact 25. what are you thinking about right now? If someone would come and hug me please 26. what emotion do you feel most often? Sadness tbh 27. what is your favourite season? Autumn 28. are you in a relationship? Nope 29. are you an introvert or extrovert? I don't know what that is but I'll read up on it 30. do you prefer the moon or the stars? I can't choose because the moon is so bright and it amazes me how clear it is but then stars are so individual and glittery 31. what is your favourite scent? Strong cologne or chocolate lmao 32. where do you feel most at home? At gigs, or in someone I love's presence 33. what scares you the most? Death 34. do you believe in soulmates? Yes 35. what is your favourite thing about yourself? Nothing really 36. what is the nicest compliment you’ve received? That I have a beautiful personally that contrasts well with my beautiful face (that made me smile so much for days on end) 37. who is your favourite music artist? Bangtan Sonyeondan 38. what was your first kiss like? I have had one yet oh 39. are you a sensitive person? Very very sensitive 40. when was the last time you cried? A couple of hours ago 41. do you believe that love can last forever? Yes 42. what do you think happens to us when we die? Nothing, we are just lifeless, nothing there 43. have you ever broken someone’s heart? I don't think so, I hope not 44. what do you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night? Jimin 45. do you believe in aliens? Yep 46. what is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Cradled me when I was having a panic attack, multiple times 47. do you find it hard to trust? Very 48. are you secretive? Yeah 49. what colour are your eyes? Hazel 50. do you have a nickname? Ali is most used or even sometimes lil chim