#but since hobi's out of the military im just patiently waiting for his updates and focusing on him makes me happy
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#apologies for being a constantly sad person i am working on it in therapy#but i am feeling particularly awful and lonely today and like everyone i know hates me and i kind of wish i didn't exist#and i miss hobi and taehyung and bts#but since hobi's out of the military im just patiently waiting for his updates and focusing on him makes me happy#none of you know me rly i guess i just kinda showed up one day with gifs akdsjf but i've been through lots of hardships with online friends#and now i kind of feel like i have nobody and whoever's left is either bored or tired of me#and maybe im the problem idk i fucking guess!!!!#people tend to stay away from me because of how negative i am but hey chronic depression does that to u <3#and i've been conscious of dumping and making others feel bad dw my feelings are hella bottled in rn except what slips out#and i constantly feel like i don't have a place to belong#i try to find communities on here or twitter and i kind of just still end up by myself as is the same irl#idk what this is i just needed to vent to nobody in particular excuse me u dont have to react to this
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