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mothbeasts · 10 months ago

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please publically talk about her feelinsg on romance or i'll eat you alive 🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕

oukay I will

The Fabricator, to me, really holds up the idea of romance in her mind. She loves the idea of having a partner, going on dates, being in love and being loved in return. But every time she's tried it, something has gone wrong. She's been hurt, turned on, scorned- And now she's scared to try again. She wants to, she so desperately wants it, but she's terrified of what might happen.

I think she does love, still, but she never speaks about it. She keeps it hidden away and protected. Having her heart broken again... She wouldn't be able to handle that. She can't risk it.

#ieytd #the fabricator #putting my more. relationship oriented thoughts on this in the tags okay here we go.#fabrizor: horrible and awful. the terrible gilded love. zor doesn't love her but they have a lot to gain from keeping her at their side.#so they string her along. keep her love centered on them without ever claiming it to be romantic. it's the 5d chess to them.#they eat her smog and such. but it's not the kind of love fabby wants. or needs.#fabbylaris: could be exactly what she longs for. someone genuine who loves her for what she is rather than what they want her to be.#but she's too scared to confess anything. too scared to tell solaris how she feels. in case it ruins their friendship.#ADDITIONAL TAG RAMBLE READING IS OPTIONAL:#i see fabby as a lesbian because IM a lesbian and such. and i need more lesbians in my media. but also-#- i. am some sort of aromantic i think. possibly even aroace in some form. and dissecting the way characters feel romance is so fun to me-#- because of that. its studying them like bugs yaaaay #oukay thats all smiles

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