#but she's a lesbian. sad trombone playing

[geezmarty]

A kiss at long rest may be quite continental 💎✨

[briightart]

Hope you don’t mind but do you mind sharing about your OCs? I’ll love to see what characters you’ve come up with

   omg i want u to know i’ve been dying to respond to this ask even though it’s half a year late but it made me so happy seeing this in my inbox bc i rlly love my ocs despite never talking about them for, i dunno, a couple years now hgfdsfgh

   also bc i really really really wanted to redraw and redesign literally all my ocs because i do Not want to use my old art for this, but i only really managed to redraw one recently and i posted the art over [here]  so i’ll mostly talk about her and the relationships with my other ocs since they’re somewhat connected in a way anyway :’D

   her name’s julia ikeda, and she’s one of my ocs who go to some random rich private high school!  there’s a set of kids there who are in that school’s orchestra  ( julia plays clarinet for orch, and trombone in jazz band )   but those kids kinda originally existed to be like,,,,, almost opposite counterparts to the original concert band kid characters i created to be friends with my ghost ocs. basically 2Ps, but i’m not rlly vibing with that idea now bc it makes zero sense and i don’t want them to look so similar to each other now, hence why i want to redesign all of them hgfdsfg

   the concert band kids and the ghost kids both go to the same school  ( and is different from the rich private school ), which would be st. lawrence catholic high school. bc that’s kind of a play on the actual high school i went to when i created them hgfdsfgdfg

   anyway julia is a total memelord with probably undiagnosed adhd, and unfortunately severe depression and anxiety. she’s like,,,, so chaotic but lowkey in a self-destructive way. i love her a lot and i straight up used to manage an in-character blog for her that you can find over at @triiiplebaka  ( formerly @/kedkat )  although i haven’t posted to that blog in like. 7 months. i was way more active on it literally 2 years ago so it’s kinda old stuff now sdfghfg

   she’s mostly the ‘comedy relief’ type of character with secret sad character arcs. she’s also an ace lesbian and dates the clarinet player from st. lawrence, which is cheryl!!  :D i haven’t redesigned her yet so my old art isn’t great but i’m sure u can see her and the other band kids in one of my old tags lmao. 

   basically a lot of the kids in her orchestra think she’s annoying but broe she’s just rlly lonely and wants friends;;;;;;;  unfortunately most of the orch kids are just. straight up assholes.��luckily she found Actually Good Friends with the st. lawrence kids and she ends up doing much better after befriending them, so that’s good!!  flint  ( one of the ghost ocs )  is one of her best friends and they like to commit chaos together :’D

[skwtches-art]

Based on this post from my main, I made some older sibs for Li’l Cheese: Peach, Raspberry, and Pecan Sandwich-Pie!

Bit of overall background; they’re triplets and are currently in college, which is why we don’t see ‘em in the finale. They were born 19 years before the finale.

Now for some individual background:

Peach “Sally” Sandwich-Pie

youngest of the triplets

hot-headed

lesbian

musical theatre nerd

majoring in theatre and is a member of the theater and dance program at their college

special talent is performing

she can’t be in the same room as Li’l Cheese while on Holiday breaks (yes, she constantly gets into arguments with an eight-year-old)

Raspberry “Igneous” Sandwich-Pie

oldest of the triplets

the calm one

organized 

likes to read

bi

majoring in English (Ponish?? I guess??? canon’s weird)

special talent is writing

has to keep his siblings from doing dumb shit. The title of “the calm one” tends to waver in truthfulness depending on how dumb of shit his siblings did. 

Pecan “Cecily” Sandwich-Pie

the middle-child of the triplets

sarcasm™

aroace

Peach likes to tease him by calling him by his middle name. Whenever this happens, Pecan dies a little more on the inside

his hair, like his mother, goes flat when he’s really sad

majoring in music

special talent is playing the trombone

Out of the triplets, he’s the one closest to Li’l Cheese

[henclair]

give us bev and jenny hcs

bless i was hoping someone would ask (warning there’s some stozier and a lot of stan and jenny friendship bc !!!!)- ok so jenny and stan have been friends since birth bc jewish families stay close

- they never dated bc they both knew they were SO gay

- so stan and jenny are like, both desperately looking for a nice jewish boy or girl

- good thing richie is non practicing but still jewish and bev is willing to convert ;;;;;)))

- once bev comes out stans like 👀👀

- “i got a girl for you.” and bev flips

- she’s super exited to meet another gay girl bc a gal needs a gf!! tf!!

- stan talks jenny up to bev and bev is all heart eyes

- so when they’re like 17 they all go to a house party after finals

- bev is running to find stan bc stan said the girl was at a party

- and literally runs into jenny

- almost breaks the girls wrist

- jenny is super nice and all “it’s ok!” and bev’s like “oof i’m a big lesbian”

- so jenny and bev chat the entire night and stan feels like a proud older brother figure

- they officially get together later tho :/

- jenny always wears her star of david necklace

- her bracelet too, it says the name of a girl who died in the holocaust

- jenny goes to their school but her classes are harder so she can’t see bev at school :(

- so they don’t see each other after the party for a few weeks bc they can only pass in the hallways and quickly say hi

- they get together when bev bikes to jenny’s house and sneaks her out ala max and lucas in st

- they go to the quarry bc bev has no ideas but whoops! another groups already on a date

- it’s really awkward to run into ur basically brother on a date when ur with the girl he set u up with

- so instead they hit up a small ice cream place

- bev kisses jenny over their shakes

- they’re the cutest couple!!

- jenny likes to sit in bev’s lap

- bev likes to get piggyback rides from jenny

- bev’s aunt thinks that jenny is really sweet and such a blessing to have around

- jenny’s parents would literally steal bev from her aunt if they could

- jenny has a secret love for star wars and they both see all the movies

- couples halloween costumes!!

- they go as han and leia, bev as leia and jenny as han bc she’s kinda snarky and a bit cocky around ppl she likes

- jenny gets a scholarship to bev’s arts college by playing trombone, but decides to major in character design !!

- they move to cali together !!!

- fun fact: jenny is based on the song 8675309 by tommy tutone and that’s her and bev’s song :”)

- when bev goes back to fight it jenny stays because she was never told about it

- bev comes back, tired and sad she has to break it to her girlfriend that her oldest friend is dead

- they keep touch with the rest of the losers, richie visiting occasionally bc he was the closest with stan, besides jenny

- they get an unmarked package with all of stan’s kippot and prayer books, and his tallis and jenny cries

- don’t have kids but they do have a dog!!! her name is sandy and she’s a whippet mix

- when gay marriage is legalized they get married with handmade dresses and peach pink decorations in the summer

- they’re the one couple in their neighborhood that always buys girl scout cookies and they sometimes sit outside when it’s warm, waving to the neighbors and playing music

- they move on from the sadness of the last confrontation with it and over time jenny stars wearing kippot again, but they’re all stan’s

- BEV CONVERTS TO JUDAISM

- it’s not just for jenny, she felt a real happiness with the idea and jenny is like “wow this is the loml”

- anyways they’re big ol california jewish lesbians !!

[glitteryhottubavenue]

I’m starting this a little later

I hope I can get through the next month. I think I can I think I can. I need to go out and record some more sounds of the city on my zoom. I should do that tomorrow. 

This play is really challenging for a number of reasons. 

1 being that I do not know the system very well and so will have to learn that

2 I am challenged to play 2 instruments and do the design, which I love rising to the challenge of so lets see if this can happen. 

3 Its a famous play of something that is close to my heart.

I bought a soprano trombone today. It is so cute and I cant wait to begin learning how to play the darn thing.

Still learning how to type with my right hand which is amazing to me that it isn’t as dexterous as the other hand and I wonder how long it will take before the two can type at the same pace. 

I will practice and play desire by u2 on this soprano trombone.

It was a weird day for a number of reasons One being that I got a phone call that really put me in my place regarding some work stuff but it’s also family stuff, like chosen family stuff that I am having a hard time growing with apparently. There is this weird circle that I seem to have created with two of the people involved in this event and I am so perplexed as to why I have these feelings of being threatened and or just unsettled in what I thought was my own environment. I got super attached to somenone and it eats at me from time to time because it is still there. I feel all torn up about it and wonder exactly what is to be done and they in turn like someone else. or so they tell me. Ive always assumed that their feelings for another person was the same feelings I have for them. The fact that it takes my breath away just thinking about this person is really perplexing and I cannot rationalize it when I think of the bigger picture and what I want in my life and how and when and who and what I want to do with all of that. I’m really at a loss and they are so willing and happy to take up with other people and I just want to be special to them. But instead I have reckoned that I am once again second fiddle. Hmm I have heard that before haven’t I. When I used to play sports. That was a weird time in my life because I didn’t quite know how to make it in college and then turned to theatre. I always thought that was what fate had in mind for me but from time to time feel a little upset that I never made it to the olympics. Anyway I have a career I’m building and if I made it to the top at this point then I only have down to go after that. Though Ive always wanted to plateau at the top. That would be fun. Mostly though my major concern is money and while I’m womanifesting money (500,000! its coming I can feel it.) I am on a budget and yet like to shop at whole foods so you can see my first world dilemma.

I walked around weho today and was astounded at the amount of a-fucking rad shops and b-rad looking people. Where have I been living? under a rock apparently. 

I just want this show to be good. I think I am very greatful for the time I get to be there working on it. Much earlier than most sound designers and I get to play in the space so we’ll see how we can make that shit work.

I can make that shit work. ANd play the fucking soprano trombone. I almost forgot the name of it. I went to a dispensary (Finally a recreational marijuana law passed in the state of california in 2017 the year of our lorde) and they had a “pop up shop” for the show Disjointed and were selling strains based off of show on netflix. But I can’t believe that it is still illegal and all for a chance to crack down on people of color. You know, that’s fucked up. And they’re still doing it today and not letting the incarcerated pot dealers out of prison even though it’s becoming legal in most states. PEOPLE ARE IN JAIL BECAUSE OF POT AND IT’S LEGAL NOW. thats fucked up. 

I’d like to write a something about this case of injustice. It would be great if I wrote a musical. Why do I have reservations about writing a musical. Ive never done it before is I guess the main reason and what if it isnt good is my next reason but my reason for doing it is because a-you like music and b-you like musicals. Start writing you fool.

There are several different options I have to go with. 

A Sleater Kinney Musical

A Riot GRRL Musical

A musical about a lesbian couple somehow 

a musical about transmen

a musical about a festival

a musical about a queer love triangle

a musical about 2 lady pirate lovers

a musical about beyonce

a musical about a tom robbins novel (book?)a

a musical about the state of america

a musical about taking your vitamins

a musical about the theatre tech

a musical about what its like to work in an aquarium

a musical about what it’s like to work in a food truck

a musical about eating your vegetables 

a musical about the experiences of tomboys

a musical about an anime show

a musical 

hmm that’s all I have for now

a musical about hippos

I mean I guess I could literally write down anything and see what sticks

a musical about hats

a musical about bats

a musical about rats

a musical about shoes

a musical about columbia

a musical about the rain in the wintertime

then I start wrinkling up my nose and want to stop

why do I keep having a rift with c what is this distance, what is she treating me like and what is their relationship with j why does it irk me. why do I get so sad when I hear about these people. I miss them? Why do I want to be in j’s arms so much they have a life and its very well established and I just fantasize and fantasize and need to get it out, purge myself of this arraignment because it cannot be healthy for either one of us. I mean unless we kept it light but I keep obsessing and not learning my lesson and keep putting my fingers into the fire. It’s s a button I can’t stop pressing and I dont know why. I also get sad when I don’t get attention but know I don’t really warrant it. Like for real yet I feel like I need it or want it or deserve it yet I am not owed a goddamn thing by anyone and would rather concentrate on work than move on I guess. 

I think it’s a connection that will prove to be something in time but not now. I am just so drawn to it. motherfucking flame. Why though, can’t I just like someone my own age and style. I would need to meet such a person in real life and since I don’t have a life but the rehearsal room right now it will be interesting to see what happens next. At least I have pretty people to look at in the rehearsal room. I can knock this one out of the park. I know it!