#but seriously elsa is autistic and she likes girls

[mageofseven]

Meet the Mod/Writer

Sia Bio

It occurred to me recently that I've had this blog for years, but I don't think I've actually told you guys much about myself and since I'm learning so much about you guys through the matchups, I wanted to take the time to tell you about myself!

Name: Sia

Main blog: @siana-loves-you

Age: 26

Gender: Girlfux, a type of genderfluid gender, though sometimes it's easier just to say I am a demigirl

Pronouns: She/They

Sexuality: Complicated? I used to say pansexual, but now I either say demisexual bisexual or demisexual sapphic since I lean more into liking girls in real life (in fiction, I can fall in love with people of any gender though!)

Astrological Signs: Libra sun, Virgo Moon, Capricorn Rising, and Venus in Virgo.

My biggest passions: Obey Me, MBTI, astrology, and ennegram (though I'm not as educated on that last one as I am the others, but I like learning about it).

Just Brain Things: I am autistic and have ADD (aka AuDHD).

My Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff! I am proud to be counted as among the hardworking, kind, and loyal! (But seriously, fuck J.K. Rowling for being transphobic and antisemitic 😠)

MBTI: I am an INFP, meaning that my function stack is FiNeSite. This means that I lead with Introverted Feeling; I lead my life asking questions like "How does this make me feel? Does this situation/decision match up with my own values?" and overall aim to live my live focused on my own morals.

This is followed by my auxiliary trait, Extraverted iNtuition. Basically, it's very easy for to see so many scenarios and outcomes that could happen.

Together, this makes me a natural daydreamer and my daydreams help gather ideas for what to write.

Because of my autism, I feel emotions very strongly and am very sensitive, but I also care very deeply for others.

I grew up in a very turbulent household so daydreaming up stories is something I've been doing for year. I've never been one who wants a perfect life, just someone who wants all of my struggles to be worth it which is probably why I write so much angst with a happy ending!

I am some who struggles to learn some things, but am always happy when I do! I especially love learning about people because I feel like if I understand them more, they'll be willing to understand me and then I can interact with them better.

I have two furbabies, a dog named Elsa Mae who is 8.5 years olds (and I adopted when she was 1.5 years old from a shelter) and cat named Beanie who I think is about 5 years old (he's a stray who chose me so now I feed him and let him crash at my place till he decides he wants to go back outside lol)

Thank you for reading! I'll add more at some point if I can think of anything else to add~

[polniaczek]

atypical season 4 liveblogging

i find it weird that the douchey ex of izzie’s from the previous seasons has fallen off the face of the earth when he was so in their business. the way they’ve written casey and izzie’s school life after s2 makes it seem like they exist in a bubble

look at them making an effort to bring back old characters at least briefly for the sake of continuity 🤧

izzie’s mom.. i WILL fight u

seriously what is this sam arc ??

tragically i don’t think i’ll be getting the one storyline i wanted this season which is them addressing the implication that elsa is autistic too 

izzie being afraid of ghosts and her mom being afraid of haunted houses i love that detail 

“i don’t care that she’s dating a girl i just don’t like that girl” bro you barely know her :\ so so glad this hate my daughter’s gf storyline isn’t coming from the judgmental mom™ though i feel like that’d be a cliche

beth is unhinged lol idk how i feel about it. where’s my girl sharice that’s the unhinged energy i’m here for

not elsa being the mom izzie needs ;-; 

“she has no interest in who i am” bestie i’m crying

GRETCHEN

"it’s happening” “for both of us” “no. for you.” BRO

i.......... that race???????? 

SHARICE 😭

do none of these buildings they’re sneaking into at night have motion sensor security systems 

every single joke about those boots has made me laugh

dude is zahid’s new neighbor tori from lost & delirious??

forehead promise 🥺

s4 felt rushed but i love this show sfm

[piemuffin6]

Young Autistic boy struggling to find love in this hateful world

The character, Sam, is both on the search to find true love, and also still seeking how he could make it through the real world. He wants to find love but struggles because he doesn't act like other people.

It's not his fault, but people usually don't give it a chance, like how there was a redheaded girl that got really touchy on Sam and he thought things were going too fast. He didn't know if he truly wanted this or not yet but she didn't care. She didn't get any consent from him at all and didn't ask him if it's OK.

After Sam shoved the girl off the bed out of the way because he was uncomfortable, she said, "What is wrong with you? Seriously, are you retarded? Is there something wrong with your brain?" To which he looked physically hurt by this. He realized that he would never really fit in with most people.

This didn't stop him from still trying to find love though.

Once people get to know Sam, they realize how smart he is with all his facts about Antarctica and they see the real him. He finds this place really interesting and relatable.

This is why he's so obsessed with Antarctica, because "It's not what it looks like" which parallels him to society and how he acts.

He doesn't accept his true identity fully when he says, "Sometimes, I wish I was normal." to which Evan replies, "Well, dude... nobody's normal." It will most likely take Sam a while to accept the fact that he doesn't fit in albeit most people in the world can't fit in.

He is really passionate about finding love though.

Sam feels that finding someone who cares about him would really make him feel more "normal." He really does his research, but the wrong areas. He learns to belittle women, call them names, and make terrible puns to get them to notice him.

With these lessons in mind, he asks a girl about this, to which everyone started laughing at him and making fun. Sam finally learned the right way to talk to girls from both his therapist, and (ironically) a stripper he met.

He took on a practice girlfriend and went along with all of her rules and her changes to him. She even makes him lower the amount of Antarctica facts he says to three a day. He didn't like it but since he didn't know what love is he went with it.

He even tries this strategy on a different date (before the fake girlfriend) he got with but completely weirded her out. The first impression he made was him wearing noise canceling headphones she thought was strange but stayed strong and kept the date going. Next he did the steps of talking down to her and belittling the way she looks because that's what he learned to do. The date didn't go well whatsoever but he did learn right after to not do that.

He also still had feelings for his therapist Julia, so he asked his dad on tips for that. Doug (his dad) gave him the idea to give her chocolate covered strawberries to her house. When Sam was delivering the strawberries, he noticed the window open and decided to wander into her house to hand deliver the strawberries.

He unknowingly causes a fight between Julia and her boyfriend Miles.

Typically, people with similar behaviors to his spectrum don't date, but Sam defies these norms and spends most of his times looking for love.

His mom and sister are against him dating because they always want to be there to look out for him. They don't trust a random girl because Sam could get too attached and she might not be there when he needs her the most. This is problematic because they don't give the new girl a chance.

The girlfriend, Paige, proves that she's worthy when she pitches something called, the "Silent Dance" as a dance for kids with autism. They would give everyone headphones so they could listen at their own levels of comfort to not disrupt anyone.

This sounds like a really good idea because it brings together everyone regardless of ableism, race, or gender.

Even though this sounds like a nice, and easy school project that everyone would accept, a group of parents reject upon this. Elsa asks one of the parents why she voted nay on the vote and turns out they're all mad about Casey going to Clayton Prep.

Love is hard for the rest of the family too. The mom struggles to find love after her son is ready to leave and do things independently. She starts to have an identity crisis when her family no longer needs her. She resorts to cheating on her family with another, younger guy. They get so far that the guy thinks they're dating and even wants Elsa to be there to comfort him and not just for sex.

Sam's sister, Casey, at first isn't interested in love at all but changes to wanting someone she can actually put her trust into. She wants someone who wouldn't lie to her, unlike both of her parents.

At first she thought that Doug would never lie to her but her innocence was broken when she learned why he didn't go to one of the autism walks.

Casey realizes both of her parents have been lying to her for years. They never told her why Doug skipped the Autism walk until Sam told her why. Turns out he walked away from his family that year. Casey realized that her mom has been lying to the family when she saw Elsa and Nick kissing.

Doug only wants the family to stay happy and have no issues. He's always trying to connect with Sam and have some sort link to talk to him about. They found this connection when Sam wanted to know more about girls, so he asked him how he wooed over mom from the guy she was dating.

This in turn, caused Sam to try to woo over Julia from her boyfriend.

Doug at first felt ashamed of having an autistic kid and left the family for a little while. We see now that he is still ashamed when he doesn't tell his coworker friend of over five years that his son has autism.

The whole family has issues that they need to work on in order to truly be happy.

[wolverinedoctorwho]

long winded post about all my ocs bc i have nothing better to do and want people to ask me about them

I’m gonna put it under a Read More so if you don’t wanna read about my ocs you don’t have to scroll for a billion years

Published OCs:

Arcanamas (link is to book one, there are 6 books in the series currently)

Joan Arcanama: Southern momma, monster hunter, BAMF. Her parents are dead, her sister is dead, her family is full of monsters now. She’s doing ok with it though because she loves them and if you hurt them she WILL set you on fire. She and her whole “living” family live somewhere in Tennesee. She’s already witnessed the end/retcon of the world. 

Avery: IDK what his last name is bc  I stole him from someone else in an RP who left after like two chapters. He’s a big buff Scottish puff of a werewolf. Like Bigby Wolf in terms of hair and attractiveness, but he’s also kinda like Brian from Dream Daddy in terms of personality? He can fully turn at will, but usually chooses not to unless he has to fight somebody. During full moons he has his own room under their home to make sure he doesn’t hurt/scare the kids. 

Tributa Arcanama: Lil baby vampire girl. She was turned when she was 3, and now she’s 10 but looks around 5 or 7. She looks about half her age because she ages twice as fast because it would be super inconvenient to be a vampire who was stuck at age three their entire life. She’s a fuckin loli but doesn’t even know what the heck a sex is because she’s like 10. She’ll also fuckin murder you if you’re a jerk. Her dream is to invent a new line of blood-flavored candies and drinks (like a sangueccino). Her name means Taxes in Latin.

Mort Arcanama: Tributa’s twin brother. Avery isn’t their father, but I don’t want Joan’s rape to make up too terribly much of her backstory so I don’t/won’t talk about it much. Mort is a necrokinetic, which is different from a necromancer because he doesn’t bring things back from the dead so much as he moves death around like a life force. He’s got a severed hand he treats as a pet and he keeps it alive by moving the “death force” into plants or animals, basically swapping their life force. Also anyone he touches will get hurt/die because he basically has no control over whether or not he takes the life force of things he touches. He’s a non-verbal Autistic, and his special interests include trains and plants. His name means Death in Latin.

Spark Arcanama (nee Ketchum): Originally a Pokemon OC, she was adopted by the Arcanamas fairly recently. She’s kinda like Mort in that she has no control over the fact that she can shoot fire out of her hands. She looks like a normal 12 year old girl but her skin can and will burn you and when her emotions flare up things tend to catch on fire (think Elsa but slightly more dangerous). Gloves don’t work for her because they’ll just catch fire, so she spends a lot of her time trying to keep her powers under wraps and freaking out about small things. She has a similar backstory to Hanako from Katawa Shoujo in that her house burned down, her parents died, and now she’s covered in scars, but she’s completely lost her right eye as a result of the burns and the lack of care she recieved for them. Basically everyone in the town she lived in blamed her for the fire and the death of her parents, and since they were right she allowed them to bully her for most of her life. Now that she’s away from all of that she’s learning how to become her own person without burning everything around her. She’s a cinnamon roll who doesn’t deserve sadness.

Forest Arcanama: Joan’s little sister. She died when she was about 14, and now she’s a ghost forever. She’s physically tied to Mort’s dead hand so she can’t go all crazy and poltergeisty. She’s got the personality of Lapis Lazuli because who cares about anything when you’re dead and stuck in a cabin in the middle of the woods? She died shortly after watching her mother die back before the reset/retcon and got stuck as a ghost. 

Zack Gachano: Spark’s best friend and a total normie. He’s kind of obsessed with Vocaloid, to the point where he’s dyed his long hair purple to look like Gakupo. He has a single mom for reasons I haven’t fully come up with yet. He’s a little bit confused by all the monster stuff, but for some reason it’s not that crazy to him that his best friend shoots fire out of her hands and her siblings kill people. He’s a year older than Spark, and bisexual. 

Louisanne de Malfoy: Originally a Harry Potter OC, she’s now a 307 year old vampire who lives in France and gives no shits about anything. Back in the day she had an apprentice/girlfriend, but that girl is long dead and so are all her past lovers. She’s pansexual but doesn’t use the term because it didn’t exist back in 1709. She studies all the time, IDK what for. She has one of those huge libraries with rolling ladders. She lives in this huge mansion because she’s amassed some sort of wealth during her life (probably from screwing rich people and then blackmailing them). She’s uptight, but has a heart every once in awhile. Tributa’s mentor and godmother to the Arcanama kids.

StarStar (Link is to book one, there are 4 books in the series)

Miranda Picard: Originally a Star Trek OC, she’s almost as uptight as Louisanne if not more. She’s a navy kid with a bright future ahead of her, but she has a horrible temper and is a total fuddy-duddy. She’s really smart though. Her interests include ballet and playing the violin, and she can do both at once. She tends to overwork herself to the point of collapsing without even thinking about it, and always hates on herself for the smallest of mistakes. Under her stuck-up interior is a teen who just wants to enjoy herself and wants people to be proud of her. Her grandfather is a prominent captain, and she refuses to call him anything other than Captain, much to his chagrin.

Dannika Solo: Originally a Star Wars OC, she’s Miranda’s laid-back counterpart with even more emotional scarring. She ran away from her air force parents as a child and was kidnapped pretty quickly. She was hurt in a variety of ways before being turned into a fairy, and it took her a lot of work to learn how to turn back. After she killed her kidnapper but spared his daughter, she went through a variety of bad situations before meeting Miranda. She’s got PTSD from the whole thing and frequently has nightmares and bouts of sleepwalking. She’s kind of a grouch when she’s upset, but she’s just as smart as Miranda. Her parents don’t really approve of her and Miranda’s relationship.

Teendangers (this doesn’t update often)

Wendy: The eldest of the three superpowered sisters. She’s highly suspicious of adults and is the kind of person who refuses help unless she desperately needs it. Protects her younger sisters with an almost antagonistic ferocity. She’s 18. Her full name is Gwendolyn. Her superpower is flight.

Mags: The middle sister. She’s more reasonable, but is still pretty cautious because she’s seen some shit. The most motherly of the three sisters. She’s very blunt, though rarely out of malice. She’s 15. Her full name is Margarita. Her superpower is invisibility. 

Ren: The youngest sister. She’s a total ditz, and sometimes it’s easy to wonder if she has any thoughts in that head of hers. She’s more susceptible to illness because she was put on the streets when she was a baby. She trusts easily, much to Wendy’s frustration. She’s 7. Her full name is Renee. Her superpower is luminescence. 

Molly: A trans girl with no superpowers other than a positive attitude and a willingness to help people. She likes cartoons, some of which include anime, but she isn’t a total otaku/weeaboo or anything like that. She’s about 15. 

Jemma: Molly’s mom. Her husband works for the agency that contains superpowered children, but she doesn’t approve of his job or the politics behind it. She’s in her mid 30s and is a Cool Mom. 

Unpublished OCs:

Homestuck: (these don’t jive with actual canon facts too well, sorry)

Ocarina Marxochime: A cinnamon roll with lavender blood because I had an ocarina that color when I came up with her. She’s a blind seadweller with asthma, synesthesia, hydrophobia, and haphephobia. She had an abusive lusus who tried to make Ocarina live up to a standard of royalty she could not meet, and through beating her and starving her tried to make her obedient. She ended up an anxious mess, and then she was kidnapped by some other trolls, who raped her, mutilated her fins, sewed her gills shut, and tried to drown her. She met Exdeus in the hospital afterwards, and moved in with Raina after she was released. She’s been trying recently not to be such an anxious mess, but stuff like that takes time. Her symbol is the Anxiety Awareness ribbon and her horns look like (and function as) ocarinas. 

Raina Heist: A black-blood (seriously, I came up with a whole essay on shade-bloods) troll who was kicked off Alternia as a grub and somehow wound up on Earth. She was raised in Texas by a human couple who tried to convince themselves she wasn’t a demon. She spent most of her life covering her unique features with makeup and hats and contacts, but still got bullied for being different. During one fight with a bully, she stabbed him with her horns and then ran away from home, living in a shopping mall for a year before being found and raped (a lot of my OCs backstories include rape for some reason? I’ve recently realized just how much it pops up and would like to change it so they don’t all become the same in terms of backstory) by one of the employees. When she wound up in the hospital afterwards, she told her parents she needed to find out where she belonged, and then somehow got back to Alternia. She’s now Ocarina’s roommate who doesn’t take any shit from anyone. She’s also a great cook. Her symbol is an @ sign.

Exdeus Machina: He’s a human (despite his odd name) who works in the hospital Ocarina went to after her mutilation. Whether through Florence Nightingale syndrome or sheer plot convenience, he fell in love with her and she reciprocated. He’s her anchor, essentially. 

Purr: Ocarina’s pet cat, essentially a therapy animal, given to her by one of my friend’s OCs

Daphne Machna: Exdeus and Ocarina’s adopted daughter. She wants to become a doctor like her father, and has the brains for it, but sometimes she goes too far to prove herself. She has tetrochromia and wears glasses she doesn’t need to to match her parents, who both wear glasses. 

Steven Heist: Goes by Steve. Raina’s son after a one-night-stand with some blue-blood. He has the horns and blood to match. He’s laid back and very musical, and gets along with his mother really well. His symbol is currently a # symbol, though I might change it.

SkyeNet (Name pending)

Skye: A trans boy whose special interest is computers and technology. I’ve described him as hypomental bc there was a cool article on that I read. Net’s twin brother, but he’s the more grounded and responsible of the two. He’s kind of Asbergers? IDK don’t quiz me too hard on it I’m basing his behaviour on my older brother. He has a scar on his right cheek and on his left shoulder from a car accident.

Net: Kinda crazy, not gonna lie. I’ve described her as hypermental to yin-yang with Skye. She’s possessive of him and at first didn’t support his transition because she feared she wouldn’t be as close to her her sister anymore. I’m not sure how to describe her mental state other than saying that after Skye’s car accident she cut her face and shoulder open so she could have scars just like his. 

Honestly their whole story is part of an AU with Ocarina and Exdeus so I couldn’t really publish their story if I wanted to without untangling that whole knot

Dungeons and Dragons

Spah: Literally just Spy from TF2. I didn’t want to come up with a whole character and backstory so I just used Spy. He’s a changeling rogue and a kinky fucker who literally beat Venomfang by fucking him. 

Favric: Stole him from a campaign. He was one of Venomfang’s followers until Spah convinced him that, because he fucked Venomfang, he was his god now. Favric’s essentially his human squire now. 

Vyerith: Stole her from the same campaign Favric came from. Basically there was a doppleganger and Spah went “I’m gonna tap that” and I just kept rolling good saves until the end of the battle and the DM went “well, I guess you can keep her now”. She and Spah have kinky shapeshifter sex. 

Dell: Basically Engineer from TF2 but different. He grew up with Spah and some other friends, and his Pyro-expy-love died in a fire that convinced him to run away from home and live in a cave. He’s a half-orc artificer who’s kind of a grouch but is really a depressed noodle.

Khoren: My favourite right now. She’s a little warforged cinnamon roll. Dell found her while scavenging one day and rebuilt her. She’s essentially got the mind of a child and is 3′6 so it works. She has a Drawer of Holding built into her stomach (a bag of holding installed in a drawer). She’s the one that walks down the hill Dell lives on to get food and supplies from the nearby townspeople. They love her and made her a pink wig. She can’t speak, but has her own language of various whistles that Dell taught her. 

There’s also a whole Mermaid RP that a friend and I did that’s choc-full of OCs but I think I should make a separate post for that because it’s also kind of an AU of the Homestuck characters and isn’t published or done yet and it’s a mess. But if you’ve gotten this far thanks for reading, pls ask me about them and if you want to draw them ask me and i’ll give you referencesnngggg