#but right now i'm just trying to unrust the skills i had in the first place as a pianist/keyboardist after years of doing nothing with them

[averinthine]

it makes me so sad to think about all the music ideas i've come up with in my mind that i haven't had the ability to make real and are now gone. you just have to trust me that i'm a natural at that one thing, and not at any of the things someone would have to do in order to prove it.