#but probably a bunch of issues that have advanced that could've been gotten rid of but now can only be managed
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#i thought getting answers would let me improve in peace#but starting your life at 32 after having spent every previous year ignoring everything#just means i not only have a whole backlog of issues i haven't dealt with#but probably a bunch of issues that have advanced that could've been gotten rid of but now can only be managed#i'm getting ahead of myself and i'm doing everything i can not to talk to anyone about any specifics#because if i do i think i will die#out of the corner of my eye i can see some gremlin tossing a sign up and down and i know i must do everything i can not to look#because the sign says death and if i look i will die#confirmed to have 5 years left or falling down a suicide rabbit hole or something to that effect#2 days until doctor#do not look at the sign tossing gremlin#imagine if my issues turn out to be nothing#gonna be so embarrassed#but no they're definitely not nothing#the only question is the severity of the cause
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