#but my real skin -- my real self -- i worry that i'm just a sour bitch. like don't hand me your toddler please. don't talk to me about marri
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Should I see a therapist for my unexplained contempt for my Heterosexual Family Members and their wedding planning and their baby-craziness y/n?
#like at this point i'm really going to hell for my feelings alone dfghjgfds#there's nothing really bad about them!! nothing to really dislike!! i just feel so much annoyance and resentment#something shifted in me in the past year and i fear it's turning me into a sour old bitch. but also....... oh well....?#a therapist would probably propose that i'm secretly jealous or insecure and.... i am definitely not jealous but i miiiight be insecure#about being 25 and not feeling like a woman and going in no direction. not planning to get married or have kids#so what kind of woman am i? also just being forced to engage with the straightest cissest people in my daily life#wears you down.#i have no reason to dread this eventual wedding (partner's brother's wedding). in fact it's going to be fun!! weddings are fun right...?#but lord..... my partner and i basically have to wear different skins around some family members. even though we probably don't have to...#but my real skin -- my real self -- i worry that i'm just a sour bitch. like don't hand me your toddler please. don't talk to me about marri#*marriage. don't push me into the kitchen to do dishes with the other women.#even our queer friends all want to have kids one day. is it just going to be me and my partner babysitting 5 kids?#because again not to sound like a bitch but i am Not Comfortable nor cut out for it.#god i'm nervous about meeting my partner's brother's fiancee's family. holy fuck i'm nervous.#imagining myself telling them that i'm doing my undergrad in gender studies of all things PPPFFFFGHJGFDGJHFG#like this tiny bare-faced girl with a moustache introduces herself at this traditional wedding like 'yeah i'm a disgusting feminist' LOLLLL#one fear.
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He's sounding like the Surgeon Monster did when Aliza confronted it. talking about people's misdeeds and stuff. that might clue you in on what's going on, Xander...
(Is that so? Well then...)
Hey David can I ask you a question?
Depends on what it is~
What's your opinion on Aliza?
Ah yes...your little girlfriend....
*Whispering* Xander what are you doing?
*Whispering* Don't worry, just trust me on this.
Well if you ask me, someone like you wanting to get with her is a match made in heaven since that brat is so annoying.
Imagine you had a perfect plan in mind...and everything was going so well and that BITCH came along and ruined it! And when you try to stop her, others come and back her up, she's too fucking popular around here!
*Clears throat* Sorry about losing my composure there but she...really gets under my skin.
Really? That's odd...I don't recall you and Aliza having such sour terms...sure she never trusted you and in hindsight I should have listened to her...
But she never interfered with your plans that badly, plus you are actually really out of character, both for your fake persona and your real self.
And? Get on with it.
Y-yeah I have to agree with David...I'm kinda lost here.
Well in that case I'm just gonna go ahead and say it.
You are not really David Chiem...are you?
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#danganronpa#dr#sprykle4#kana's christmas adventure#aliza's husbando#furry therapist#totally bubble's husbando#things are getting sussy#is there a sussy baka here#ugh that gave me brainrot saying it#and i don't take void juice#or do i#either way#is david who he says he is
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