#but my mental heath is always getting worse when i'm studying anyone else 🥲
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#i'm back after disapearing from tumblr (again🥲)#so uni was stressful#but i passed all my tests so far (well one i'm still waiting for the results but i did so well on it i could hardly have failed it)#i even did well 😁 got a b on the first one and a c on the 2nd one (which i'm happy with because quite a few failed and many d's)#(for the one i'm still expecting i should have at least get a C or i might even get a B or an A)#so yay#but my mental heath is always getting worse when i'm studying anyone else 🥲#like i do nothing else or feel like i can't do anything else often order food because i feel like i don't feel like i have time for cooking#and the anxiety i stress so much before the exam until the very moment i have it then i'm calm again😂#like it's whatever i can't do anything more now anyway so i might just do this#i then talk myself up i'm gonna do great on it because i studied well#but it still got better compared to when i was younger i still cooked some meals i saw my best friend during exam week#i also stay positive most of the times because generally i'm a very positive person but sometimes the nerves get to me still#also i find these study tiktoks or tumblr pages so funny the studying part with the clean desk and morning routines life together 😅#i feel like it's not realistic and putting so much pressure on you i kinda hate it#i mean you shouldn't give up on trying to be balanced and relaxed with studying but some amount if mess is normal i feel like#my desk always rather looks a mess when i study#but it's unnecessary pressure fr studying is not an aesthetic and it doesn't need to look like it#all that matters is that you pass your exam and staying in a positive headspace ig#anyway now it's over i'm happy and i have a life again after those 2 weeks#no tests until end of january#only the extra studying for the medicine entrance exam is still a lot🥲#besides i really love playing tennis so much lately this sport is everything to me :))#it helps my mental health so much it gives me so much motivation and makes me happy whenever i play#also my progress was so big this half year 🫶 more than over the course of the last years fr#i went from probably below average in my team to one of the good players#almost won a set against our best player it was close months ago i lost 2:6 i had no chance#everyone says i improved sm 🥹 and yeah this makes me proud bc i trained sm so i really earned it (also found a coach again)#and it's exciting bc i made it a challenge for myself of how far i can go and how fast i can improve#with quick improvement certainly a lot is possible and i love a good challenge 😄
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