#but me paragrpahing about potential things i want to do if im able to go on this school trip (moreso the after the school trip) isn't an
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steampunkedparm · 1 year ago
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i really need to get better at setting boundariessss
#and maybe also stop getting excited and word vomiting on Instagram about certain things#but i just. fuck. i wish my friend would stop. i dont want to say encroaching but yk. assuming things when it comes to plans?#its not that i dont enjoy spending time with her#but me paragrpahing about potential things i want to do if im able to go on this school trip (moreso the after the school trip) isn't an#immediate hey you should do this thing with me#because travel can be Fairly cheap from place to place in Europe (or so my professor has told me) i think itd be kinda cool to go to#scotland after we're done with the school trip in england#and my friend just kinda. made something im excited for. about her bemoaning how her parents probably wouldn't let her join me#in scotland (i. didn't invite her to join me to potentially go to scotland.)#and like!! who knows if i can even do that!! i would love to go there!! because apparently my family is oart scottish or smt! but also!!#its fucken scotland lmao. i mainly want to just chill by myself in a place i may never go to and take a bunch if pictures for my mom while#im there (and get yarn for her to lol. i think id win favourite child with that one /hj)#so i dunno it just feels. weird that she'd assume something like that i guess??? i feel weird and a little uncomfortable :(#i love my friend dearly don't get me wrong but her immediate jump into assuming I'd want someone to come with me.#on plans ive only just started thinking about. and just#blargh. shes also been wishy washy with bigger plans and i can just. see her cancelling on me last minute if for some reason i do agree to#her comin with#which!! agaun!! this is just an idea!#i hate this
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