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#but like. there isn't another option? me doesn't count as disabling for disability living support and i can't get a job
camellia-thea
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1 year
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#vent
#i realised that i had a routine as soon as i was not able to do it.
#was very upsetting
#feels kind of like. i've just been having a... semester? basically? i think it started in like. may.
#and i've just been having dips where i come out and go ''okay i'm finally fine again''
#then i'm just clinging until the next thing takes me out
#and it's just. searching desperately for things that give me control and make me feel at least vaguely a little better
#and so losing a routine like that was really upsetting because having some videos each week to look forward to
#god. i finally hit somewhere i think i have a baseline for with physical health and my mental health goes to absolute shit
#i just want to be done with uni
#but that comes with other problems
#need to do things. feel like i can't. stressed either way.
#feel like the world is falling on my head 24/7
#constantly aware of how much it costs to be disabled and unable to work
#and not wanting to live that way
#but like. there isn't another option? me doesn't count as disabling for disability living support and i can't get a job
#so i'm dependent on study to live and like. i want to work! i want to have a job!
#and like. my life wouldn't be perfect with better support in that area
#but damn would it be better.
#all i do is think about it or being sick or feeling guilty about something that was completely fine actually
#i just. want to not worry. i want to be taken out of my brain and body for a bit. not forever. just. for a while.
#i just want some peace.
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