#but like. ok. yeah. lev just referred to a layer as Subcutaneous and its just been sinking in ever since. it is. it has the cutaneous layer
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SItting here thinking "Wow. suddenly all that practice w bb pcp things has come back"
nms shut up. also why did youtube pull the "are you still watching?" as soon as I hit the screenshot button
#dont need to answer i know. anyway ive just sunken into ''ANVD is what we called Nightmares/Dreams'' because holy shit. it#fucking really is. im not saying it has anything to do with bb - i have to keep clarifying this because its a public blog#but like. ok. yeah. lev just referred to a layer as Subcutaneous and its just been sinking in ever since. it is. it has the cutaneous layer#and then the other direction to of Dream to Nightmare. And various layers of clarity and... it exists as eyes. the broken eye forced#up against the sun to shed light on the story is one side and one purpose of the Abyssal Dreams.#now I get why even though I was freaking the fuck out spiralling from trauma whenever bb was brought up lev was still like#showing up - Red Sky at least - as Kos. and lev was. yeah. very like dont let go of it seep into it realise your connection realise what#exactly it is you relate to. let yourself revisit what you were calling BB-related. realise what was below the mask#~abyssal murmurs#And... I feel the madness settling in that came about with revelations regarding the Nightmares and for the first time since#then im like. this doesnt feel filthy and godawful. because. lmfao. of all the characters we hashtag Kinned... they were Micolashes#and I have absolutely rightfully found myself as a Kos. Weaver of Nightmares. Causation. Microcosm-macrocosm as one. Kosm.
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