#but like. idk that feels kind of disingenuous esp since i wasn't rlly partial to that point in my life at all
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it's always around this time of year that the markiplrrrr kin feels come back. i don't really like when they do.
#i miss yan. i miss my. uhm.#''bestie forever and ever''. as they called me. i think it's safe for me to call them that as well.#idk this shift also makes all the ''i'm not human i shouldn't be here'' feelings come back because that's all i ever felt when i was him.#and it sucks. no other way to describe it other than it just fucking sucks#but also i think if i try to talk to anyone abt this kin i'll just. idk die or whatever. shit's just embarassing#i used to get accused of being fac tkin all the time n it's like. i'm not him. he technically made me sure but we r two different guys#and also i'm not even real in this life like come tf on man#god i'm so tired. i have real life shit to worry about man why do i have to worry about all this garbage also#they speak#on an unrelated note. it's funny also being kin w zach. npc vs puppeteer and all#wonder sometimes if i should also call myself puppeteer kin. hell maybe i should just call myself that instead#but like. idk that feels kind of disingenuous esp since i wasn't rlly partial to that point in my life at all#whatever. who cares.
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