#but like you can literally bare your whole exsistence to people and pick them uo and just be there when you need them
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#......................................................................................#.................................................................................................................................#...........................................................................................................................................#ya know;; j really hate being negative here so genuinely pls just ignore this at this point#but like you can literally bare your whole exsistence to people and pick them uo and just be there when you need them#you can spread yourself the thinnest yoi can be anr barely be hanging on by a thread and the second tou say you arent okay everyone#turns around and acts like they dont see kr hear#i just feel shitty#about everything.#about trusting people kr thinking ots okay to lean on people when i need them only for them to not be there#or for being shitty and not being able to physically answer or reply to people becaus eim so fucking anxious that they hate me or something#like idk#and im always okay i am but its randomly i just get scared like holy shit#is thw world around me falling apart? idel#idek*#it's sounds selfish but i fight myself between wanting people to be there for me because ive been for them and its not in a i want this#in return for helping you cause i genuinely dont expect anything back from people but like itd be nice. i try and try and its just wasted#like maybe im the shitty one? kskks#then wjen people are there for me i dont respond bevause im scared ill say too much or make them uncomfortable and eben burden them with#everything#idk#hhhhhhhhh#i just am here but im not here that is all#suni.txt#im going to go wirte a fancafe letter telling kyun he is bright or something dndjd
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