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cassandralexxx ยท 1 year ago
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I just remembered that one of my relatives is a public figure so now i am so so curious what his stances on whats been happening are. going to be looking up his name and news articles and his name on tumblr LMAO (there are posts when you look up his name and a hashtag so like i will surely find something๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ )
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1800-page-not-found ยท 5 months ago
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'Character' (Kim Dokja x 'Character' Reader) Platonic
Ive been thinking about this too much ngl
Synopsis: Kim Dokja wrote a fanfic and created you, his OC. What he didn't expect is to see you during the apocalypse.
he basically platonically loves himself (self love! something hes never done frfr)
"[L. Name] [Name]?" Kim Dokja stood, astonished.
"How do you know my name?" You asked the stranger, who somehow felt familiar yet you have never seen him in your life.
"I...I'm a fan of you!" You furrowed your eyebrows and glared at him.
"You're a fan of the child of a murderer? You need to rethink your morals." You scoffed.
...Yeah. You were basically Kim Dokja's self insert when he wrote the fanfiction.
He couldn't help but cringe. Why did he say that!? He always felt uncomfortable when someone mentioned the incident.
"No..no..I-uh I meant that I relate to your story, I look up to you."
"What, your mom murder your dad too?" You rolled your eyes.
"..." You raised an eyebrow.
"Huh. What a small world..."
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You quickly became close, since you were essentially the same person (not that you knew), and because Kim Dokja wrote you. He could trust you.
In a ruined world like this, the only person he could fully trust would be the being he created, no?
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It was late at night, as everyone started to drift off, it became only you and him.
"Dokja-ssi...can I ask you something?" You gazed up at the stars.
"Of course" He smiled.
"How do you actually know me? I know that you lied on the day we met."
"I..." He had always viewed you as himself, or a character. He made you, after all. He created you with love.
But at this very moment, you felt so, so, real. You were not Kim Dokja, but rather [L. Name] [Name].
You sighed. "It's alright, I didn't expect you to reply." You got up to head to your bed.
"No...wait.." he grabbed the sleeve of your shirt. "I wrote..your story." He hoped it wouldn't be censored.
"Is that why you and I share similar traits?" You were surprisingly calm.
"Yes...I...I'm sorry I made you live a life like mine...I'm sorry...I..." Dokja felt horrible about himself. You weren't a character, you were a person.
[The Fourth Wall is shaking!]
"..." You turned your gaze away from the stars to him. "It's alright. I've learned to deal with it, like you. But...how do you view me? Am I only a character in your eyes?"
"No! [Name], youre so much more. You aren't just a character. You are real."
[The Fourth Wall accepts [L. Name] [Name] as reality.]
You looked down, fidgeting with your hands. You smiled. "I'm glad"
When you looked up, his face was clearer than day. He was undoubtedly...Beautiful
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anonymous-existences ยท 2 months ago
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Chapter 6 : Phantom Luck
Double Update is so crazy of me frfr
[๐™ถ๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š– ๐™ฒ๐š’๐š๐šข, ๐™ถ๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š– ๐š‚๐š๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š„๐š—๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ๐š’๐š๐šข, 7:00 ๐™ฐ๐™ผ]
Danny was filling applications with Dante's and Valerie's Help, "Okay so Dash is planning to get into is... Law? Wowโ€” ambitious as always Dash." Valerie chuckles "is that a Compliment or an Insult." Dash tilts his head "give or take see it as you see it." Valerie waved her hand. "Danny and Dante are taking Aerospace Engineering, that makes so much sense considering their obsession with space and stuff. Tucker is getting IT Management which also makes sense and I'll be getting into Criminology." Valerie says happily. "Ambitious Are we Valerie." Dash says sarcastically and Valerie glared at him with daggers.
"Yeah but atleast I have the talent for it." Valerie rolls her eyes and Dash just frowns "I have talent for law too." Now both are glaring at each other. "Aerospace Engineering is so cool..." Tucker states as he looks up what Aerospace Engineering is. Danny smiles and Dante just eating some candy beside Danny. "Me and Danny are gonna go out for a while you guys can stay here, call us if you need." Dante stands up and Danny nods. "stay Safe Danny.." Dash muttered meekly but It made Danny Giggle, "Cya later Dudes." Tucker waves just slightly, "I better see your ass later Dante." Valerie winks. "Ew." Dante glared at her and pushed Danny's Wheelchair away whilst Danny was Laughing.
As Danny and Dante went through the Crowd they accidentally Bumped into someone and Their things fell on Danny's Lap, "Oops, Sorry!" The Person says and Danny just laughs it off, "it's no worries!" Danny waves his hand dismissively and looked up at the person and gives him back his fallen items and Oh my God it's Tim Drake-Wayne, "Oh!" Danny stared at him and he also looks surprised. "You're Danny! From the Technology Geeks Channelโ€”" He says almost excitedly, "You're Tim Drake!" Danny also says Excitedly, "Can I get your Autograph?" They both said in unison and Both Nearly jumping in surprised before Danny laughed.
"And a picture too." Dante added as he pulled out his phone. "Ofcourse! As long as I get an Autograph from The Danny. Aka the you should ask Danny, if things aren't going your way Guy."(Ref to "you should ask Danny." fic by corkinavoid) Tim Quotes One of Sam's Past Sayings which Made Danny's heart warm up and smile widely. Dante took a photo of the two and they exchanged Autographs with each other. "Me and Some of my family members are really big fans of you guys, can I get your number so they can meet you all too?" Tim asks politely which made Danny Excited and Both exchanging Numbers as well. "My friends would love to meet you as wellโ€” I mean if you saw the "I'd propose to him I get a chance" videos and clips then you'd know." Danny and Tim both Chuckled.
"I'll see you around Sir Danny and Sir Dante." Tim bows his head slightly and walks off, Danny waving goodbye... "He took a bit of my hair didn't he?" Danny sighs and Dante nods laughing. "I hate this fucking Phantom Luck." Dante groans. "Please come back negative." Danny says. "I don't wanna be another frootloop's son, atleast Ellie can make them soft with her cuteness but me? I'm not cute? I'm just a nerd." Danny just groaning with Dante. "I'm gonna go insane Before I even finish college.." Danny sighs and pinching the bridge of his nose. "Atleast I got an autograph and his number... It's still... Feels like a set up." Danny closes his eyes in agony.
"I know that Damian Wayne likes you because he was one of your first subscribers along with CoffeeAddict smth smth forgot that guy's name." Dante yawns. "Yes, he says he loves our Eco-Advocacyโ€” which I meanโ€” Sam could've been an Eco-Terrorist if she was still alive and in Gotham. She'd probably be excited if she met Ivy..." Danny mutters and leans his head to the resting pillow on his Wheelchair as Dante just Nods. "Let's just get this over With and go Home to rest yeah?" Dante looks down at Danny and Danny Nods.
They headed back to the Baxter Manor to let Danny rest. Hopefully to get more peaceful sleep if possible, he deserves it... He truly does.
Dante combs Danny's hair gently as Danny Promptly fell asleep as soon as he laid down, "Oh Ancients... When will we ever have some Normalcy in our life.", Dante says with a pained expression. He wanted to cry in fear for the future that's so mysterious and Cryptid. He wanted to destroy everyone who had hurt his family. He wanted to Get Revenge on Maddie Fenton and the GIW for killing his sister and his friends. For killing the innocent. But for now he swore to himself that he'll let Danny settle down and get comfortable in the new city before he does any of that, for now he can't leave his dear Brother's side. Not when Danny is obviously struggling to fit in and settle down his Anxiety.
He still catches Danny Trembling in the sight of The color White, It's so sickening and Sad that he had to suffer like this, that he had to be afraid of the color white. That he had to... He had to be afraid of people in general. It made Dante's core tremble in grief. Dante tried the "What Would Jazz Do?" Or WWJD in short Method... Yeah. What would Jazz do? She will comfort and console the two who's cores are bonded and connected. She knows both are suffering if one is in pain as well. What would she do? Especially when she's no longer with them... What should he do? What should Dante do now? He's scared too. He misses her so much too.
Why did she have to be the one to die? Maybe if she was behind Jazz she would have never gotten shot, Maybe ifโ€”.... Jazz would be upset if she ever found out I am thinking like this... Jazz would comfort him and cuddle them both into a tight mama bear hug. She felt warmer than the embrace of their own mother, Maddie. She was more of a mother anyone else could ever be for Dante. They miss her so much. What would... Jazz do right now? .
Dante stood up and gently closed the door behind him as he left, he greeted the two elders outside who was just watching Cujo playing with the other dogs and Dante left not without saying a proper "I'll be back later" goodbye to the Elders and Riding off with his bike with his helmet on. He kept riding. He took off his plates. He went invisible and Intangible and he sped off hoping to let out some steam through going 100+mph with his Unnaturally Fast Bike. He kept riding until he ran out of gas in the middle of the road near back Wayne Manor. It was a very odd Coincidence... This couldn't be a coincidence.
Soon his invisibility faded off and he stares at the Manor with Those Blue eyes that Had Red Rimmings before his emotions took over him again and it became a Piercing blood Red Once More. He then promptly filled his Bike with Ectoplasmic Gas that came through his chest, not realizing that his Ecto Being's Exhaustion is allowing the cameras to see him, he filled his gas and went back invisible before speeding off again silently. He wanted to escape the current mind set of his. Jazz would scold him if she found out he did something reckless. He stopped by a tree with that thought and lit an ecto-cigarette instead, he took a deep breathe before speaking to himself.
"Right... Jazz would be mad... I should do the things Jazz would be Happy about for now.. even things that just won't make her mad... Goddamit. I miss her so much." he wipes the tears that dare fall down his cheeks. "Fuck.." he couldn't stop them from falling and eventually he just curled up under the tree to sob in silence with his Ecto-Cigarette. "I'm sorry jazz... I don't think I can always follow your morals, I hope you're not disappointed in me... I miss you so much." He just sobs with broken voices as he felt his Heart shatter and more tears fell as he stared into a picture of him, Ellie, Vlad, Danny and Jazz before everything went to Tragedy Massacre.
"I'll make sure to avenge you. Truly I'll avenge you. I'll dismantle The Ghost Investigation Ward and Kill Fucking Maddie Fenton. I'll make sure of it. I'm so sorry for what I'm gonna do." He sobs out as he kisses the picture. Goddamit. He misses his Older Sister so much... So much. They're gonna pay for what they've done to the people of Amity Park and Jazz. One day Dante will be the one to Kill Maddie Fenton with his Own Hands. he'll the one to tear her soul apart and let it suffer in the Nightmare realms. He'll do anything to dismantle and Get revenge on those who have wronged him.
But for now he needed to act into the Normalcy part of his and Danny's new life... Dante puts his Unlit Cigarettes in his pocket so he wouldn't litter and put on back his helmet. He drove off with his bike at a normal speed and with the Plate Back to not get himself pulled over. He doesn't wanna bother the Baxter Elders. They've done so much for the people they're not even related to, even going as far as Having installed a Wheelchair Elevator for the stairs for Danny because they don't know he could float. Dante uses that elevator when Danny is asleep in his chair and he doesn't want to wake up his little brother.
He wonders how Ellie is doing. She's been out in the Himalayas and having fun last he heard from her. Vlad and Clockwork are still smitten with each other, Clockwork going as far as calling Vlad his Husband by Ghost Culture Laws. "So embarrassing.." he mutters under his breathe as he thought about Vlad and Clockwork's Zesty Gay Relationship. "Why must they always be so flirty Infront of me... I do not need to see Live Action Older Men Boy's Love." Dante groans and focused on the road.
Dante planned to go home to the Baxters for now. Ancients Please don't give them more hardships. He's too tired for that Shit... Especially that Jazz isn't there by the twin's side, it's an even harder task to keep sane.
"Fuck this Life and Fuck this Phantom Luck" Dante scoffs under his breathe as he drove off back to the Baxter's Mansion not knowing that Tim was already getting DNA tests out of paranoia that he and Danny might be Another set of Biological Children to Bruce or Maybe Separated Clones of Bruce. It could be both but one is better than the other.
Oh Paranoid Tim Drake-Wayne. He who is digging their past and biological Mother and everything. Dante could never know for now that their bio family gets a bit crazy... Maybe too crazy sometimes.
Normalcy was never an Option for the Phantoms.
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sorryimananti-romantic ยท 2 months ago
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i read your reblog last night right before bed and i really shouldn't have because i couldn't fall asleep because of how damn giddy it had me like skjkdjjd kicking my feet with the biggest dorkiest smile on my face like this is MY WIFE FRFR we're ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ”
i can't believe light was inspired by the absolute bread crumbs that i threw into your ask box like i had to go back and read what you could have even taken from that lmao ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ what's crazy is that i remember being ๐Ÿค so close to adding light to my favorite ateez songs (mostly bc of that yunho fancam iykyk) but yes, seonghwa is just soso made for angel fiction, it's woven in his dna.
speaking of light!seonghwa, your explanations do make much more sense now concerning his romance arc and the dynamic with reader. i'm also very prone to bad-boy-blindness so ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜” i can fix him frfr (reader is a scientist after all). and omg the sequel ideas, i think it'd be time to bring that betrayal arc to life. reader.. cleans up the angel with dr. choi's help and then he rids of them and all otherworldly messes they left behind once and for all. & goes public about his (and reader's) research under a heroic preface. ๐Ÿ˜ˆ and since the angel ended seonghwa's business by then. they can fight it out in heaven or hell, wherever they end up. everyone's happy ever after?
it's like the answer was there all along. if everything/everyone has evil and good inside of them of course there isn't one or the other to find balance with each other. only out-doing each other's evilness/goodness. ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ
you can use me anytime to yap your brains out. i love love love hearing about the behind the scenes, the process and (original) train of thought and how different our interpretations can turn out to be. i'd read it over and over again, like enrichment that gives the story more life. ๐Ÿฅฐ
still can't believe light was for me. like. huh? me? ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ i caused this? and you did all the amazing work. ๐Ÿ˜ญ this is one of the sweetest things anyone's ever done and you being so shy to mention it until the very end!! like skjsdfjkn i was already rolling around in bed and you had to put the cherry on top and break me ๐Ÿซจ๐Ÿซจ is there another step after marriage because?? pls don't say divorce lmao
YOU'RE A GIFT! MOST PRECIOUS! ALL THE LOVE FOR YOU! MWAH MWAH ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿซฆ (tell me these essays we write aren't the modern way of handwritten loveletters)
โ—‹ chron ๐Ÿƒ
omgg stop that's exactly what happened with me when i read your reblog I SPENT AN HOUR ON IT A SOLID HOUR i did it for my wife frr ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ” and then i kept thinking about it and ugh readers like you make writing so worth it :'))
omg yes bruh bc i had no idea what to write next, and ever since your dazzling light reblog it got me thinking if i could write more angel fics and then you sent your preferred tropes and genres in the ask and i um cooked sth up with what i had hehe (seonghwa was the member of choice bc i hadn't written him in a while, and the title just fit so well even tho it was mostly unintentional lmao) and omg yes light is such a sweet song and yunho fancam hehe i think i know what you're talking about
bad-boy blindness is so real, me as the writer had it and then i had a few days off from writing in between and that's when clarity hit me-- that seonghwa is supposed to be the villain, the baddest. he gets no redemption, and that is his tragedy. and omg not you going strong with the betrayal arc AHAHAHA i mean... greed is a real thing. reader had it. dr. choi def has it too. he's capable of doing that heuheuheue. i don't think we could ever get a happy ever after in this fic tho ๐Ÿ˜ญ we did it with hala hala we couldn't do the same thing here :')
aw that's literally so sweet of you. i mean it when i say, readers like you are genuinely what makes this site worth it and what makes me want to write and post. and honestly, talking about the process of writing a certain fic or the different interpretations of it etc makes me the happiest! it's my fav thing and i always look forward to talking about it in the reblogs, comments or anywhere (and i'm glad readers are able to pick them details or ask about it-- and you def do every time it's the best thing ever :')) thank you!)
YES. light was for you. i honestly should have tagged you (i'll tag you next time i promise) but i have to credit you for the trigger that brought this fic to life- the dazzling light reblog (which got me thinking about angels) and then the tropes/genres (which got me thinking what if seonghwa angel and angel bad) LMAO yes that was my thought process. and i'm very shy even tho i may not seem like it lmao
OMG did i break you AHAHAHAHA next step after marriage is definitely divorce (i'm about to say sth 18+ i have to stop myself but just read that rolling around in bed putting the cherry on top and breaking you line in a diff context-)
NO YOU ARE THE GIFT YOU ARE SO SOOO PRECIOUS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU LOVE ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY WEEK!
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normspellsman ยท 2 years ago
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Hi can i request a Jake sully x daughter reader where she has a crush on Ao'nung and confesses her feelings for him one day and Jake notices his daughter has become quieter than usual and withdrawn from the family completing her jobs in silence because Ao'nung laughed in her face saying why would he ever like or want to be with a freak. Jake goes up to her in their home asking her what's wrong and she responds saying that nothing is wrong and that she is fine and why should not be fine, brushing him off and leaving their home to which he calls her name as he watches her leave. He talks to Neytiri about their daughter as they aren't sure why she is acting like this but saying that he'll handle this. He sees her ilu around the underwater cove where the spirit tree is and sees her connected to it with tears rolling down her face, he dives down slowly trying not to scare her but he does accidentally and she tries to swim away from him wanting to get away from him as she's embarrassed that he's seen her like this, he pulls her into his arms holding her close comforting her telling her it's okay to be vulnerable and talk to him. She confides in him about what happened and wonders if she is unlovable and if she even deserves to be loved, he reminds her that she is and that she should not doubt herself in any way and he takes her back to Neytiri whispering that he has to handle something and she lies down in Neytiri's lap as she strokes her and we see Jake go up to Ao'nung and Tonowari defending his daughter and Tonowari is confused as to what has happened and gets mad at his son once he finds out knowing that Ao'nung does in fact like her and tells him to go fix it before it's too late? Thanks :)
heyheyy!! omg i love!! we love soft dad!jake & soft mom!neytiri frfr!! aoโ€™nungโ€™s going to grovel at readers feet i ensure you babes. iโ€™ll have to get through my other requests first before getting to this so it may or may not take a while. but iโ€™ll link the finished fic to this post once i am done with it! tysm for requesting love!! mwahhh ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿผ
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seiwas ยท 1 year ago
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MS SEL YOU GET ME FRFR ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
but no please the way this would make me drop everything and write something for iwa again omg :,)
BUT ANYWAYS i am very curious for your iwa thought of the day (or anyone thought of the day!!)
also i think i saw you post something about if you seemed like a gojo f-er and my answer to that is gojo is a sel f-er sorry i donโ€™t make the rules ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜Ž LOL but yeah!!!
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koi!! ๐Ÿฅบย gonna join your asks in 1 so everything's collated!
i'm so teMPTED to drop everything for him rn ๐Ÿ˜ญ but no... col wips and milestone wips first!! ๐Ÿฅน
my iwa thought for the day is gym bf iwa ๐Ÿฅบ am going thru a gym slump rn so just imagining him doing everything he can to get me out of it (bc i keep telling him how sad i get whenever i try to go but end up failing ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ) he completely sets the day up for success!! makes sure i wake up early (bc i prefer to go in the mornings) and if i try to go back to sleep he's blowing raspberries on my neck to wake me up ๐Ÿ˜ญ has breakfast prepared for me too ๐Ÿ˜ญ tells me i look good when i put on my gym outfit, and ties my shoelaces before we head out ๐Ÿฅน and in the gym!! he spends more time around me, pushing me to do 1 more rep but also being nicer than usual when it comes to progressing in weight ๐Ÿฅบ (just this time. normally he's brutal ๐Ÿ˜ญ he's also usually hyperfocused on his own routine, but foregoes it this once for me ๐Ÿฅน) biiiig sigh. definitely helps me stretch after and tells me i did great and that he's proud of me ๐Ÿฅน
and you're so funny omg gojo being a sel fker koi PLS ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ ily
AND BIKER IWA. KOI U DIDN'T. OMG. i feel like i've seen a racer iwa somewhere here too... but omg... THE PANTS. THE FRICKIN PANTS. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ i just know... his thighs aren't skinny, no no. they're kinda beefy, but not too much, and the pants cling to him just right. when he sits on his bike and it stretches oUUUUUGH. THE WAYYY. KOI THE WAYYYY.... i can't believe you said that ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ him bringing your arms around his waist oh my GOD. i would cry. and the way you can smell his perfume from being pressed up so close to him. i think he smells a little woody, but not too musky. just the right amount yknow? when he says 'hold on tight' when ure on a ride with the rest of seijoh4 and makki speeds up ๐Ÿ˜ญ OUUUUUGh. koi u got me again today. YOUUUUU ๐Ÿซต๐Ÿซต๐Ÿซต.
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brainpoo ยท 1 year ago
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Almost accidentally came out to a friend who is totally okay to come out to, he's trans, but, like, I can't write stuff I will die, inside.
I think I'm gander fluid, but might just be some other thing
What I do fuckin know is that I'm getting my chest removed, or at the very least smaller there's nothing good about it not for a women and not for a man
I'm not non binary tho
I think
It doesn't feel like I am?
I am jealous of their bodies
Being able to wear whatever and it's always fit, the stores always have small sizes and wearing over sized also works perfectly, whatever they want to wear and be comfortable with will look good at them
Obviously I'm talking about the stigma of genderqueer ppl, super skinny, but, fr, everyone I know like that fit the description PERFECTLY
Except me
Cus I didn't have any friends in childhood so the only, ONLY thing I had as a routine, as the thing I do do, was calling my mom to ask what there's to eat
And then go back to doing NOTHING
I barely had a phone and didn't had social media so nothing to kill my brain and time
And when my family was home they didn't do shit with me and at the weekends if we did stuff it was things I suffered from cus WHAT CAN I DO I DON'T LIKE THEM no I don't like trips outside no I don't like walking for hours in the sun just to nothing
Like what? See more trees??
Idc frfr
So anyway
I moved the "one thing I do every day" as a way to kill time unfortunately :( and I over ate
Also I found out most of my friends meals are smaller then what we usually ate at home so that might be related also
Also I don't like working out even though I do enjoy sports, now that I look at that it's probably the showers, I try to avoid them if possible and if I work out I have to take one
So I just got fatter, and my fuckin tits that is so weird to address them cus I don't think of them as part of my body
I actually can barely grasp my body, I don't feel that it's mine I keep thinking of it as the "trans stigma" cus that's actually how I would like to look like, being able to look more like a boy, or being able to wear tighter clothes that I would actually enjoy if my chest didn't made me want to just take a fucking knife and slice them off, BE GONE go like butter, just smooth the surface and fix that shit.
Over all I wish I was strong enough to have (in my head, the ""right"") eating disorder, ik it's a horrible thing to say, a lot of people struggle with it and their body can get extremely hurt from that, one of my close friends have it and I see what it does
And I genuinely think I would prefer that and finally have the right body for me, idgaf for others and how they see me I want me to finally feel right, at least at this important thing for me
But I'm not strong enough to stop myself from eating, even if I do, unless I'm removed from the place I'll come back for that and I hate this
I'm working out for a while and there's this one noticeable thing that helps a tiny bit cus it's just a small access body fat, but it's working
I'm also less hungry and wanting to go to eat sm all of the time but when I'm next to my family all of a sudden I really want to have a little more, or continue eating even tho I'm full (this is anyway cus I don't want to throw it away it's food that's wasteful)
It's something
I wish I was strong enough to have the right eating problem
It's horrible
But this is what I think every time I look at myself in the mirror ,every time I think of my body, every time I see a picture, every time I see another girl (literally 90% here fuckin damnit) super skinny and half of them aren't working out, I feel SO bad all the time and the best thing I can do is scream at myself for being a useless piece of shit that can't even commit to work out at a convenient program
Just a lazy, stupid, fat and a little bit ugly, with too big chest I can't even tell my transmasc friend cus then I'll overthink "now he knows, he'll think about it cus we're both overthinking and it'll be weird in my brain so hard mf" and I can't tell my parents, I overthink too much too often that as I imagined, the time I tried therapy it don't do shit cus I Kno exactly why I have certain problems, why I'm like this, and
That this is me
And I can't really fully fix it no matter what I want
I'll still have my same brain.
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siryouarebeingmocked ยท 2 years ago
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athingofvikings > Make it the responsibility of the minority under threat to be the ones to "reach out" to the people threatening them, rather than telling the people threatening them to "not do that".
I love the completely unfounded assumption that this advice only applies to minorities.
>Even Davis himself admits that his approach is not universally effective and hates how people hold him up in this way.
And? Still better than punching Nazis, which doesn't work, generally.
You can't stop people with a victim complex by victimizing them.
what-hos-there >Frfr, any time a White (bc it's almost always A White pulling this) brings up Daryl Davis, I FULLY ENCOURAGE THEM TO GO OUT AND DO AS HE DID.
I've seen plenty of minority people who support Davis' methods. Including myself.
I also like how you're whining about white people to ignore the black dude who is successfully convincing 88ers they're wrong.
> Go up to the people trying to get us killed and meatshield for us with your privilege, your tolerance, and most importantly your ability to get up in their faces and not die. You look like their families, their friends, their loved ones, their children. They see you as human automatically and they are more inclined to listen to you than they will ever be for a person of color, no matter how well spoken.
Are you actively trying to ignore the point?
If someone tells you people in group X are human instead of stereotypes, that's a lot less effective than group X people actually showing it.
It's absolutely amazing how this thread is about fighting racial bigotry and prejudice, and you attack it byโ€ฆspouting more bigotry and prejudice.
Also, last time I checked, the woman who got killed by an 88er in Charlottesville was white. So, demonstrably, even white people aren't safe.
athingofvikings )Yeah, it's Always A White Person pulling this shit, airily telling us to go put ourselves into danger, and not lifting a finger themselves.
Ah, yes, because every single neo-Nazi is an immediate deadly threat to minorities at all times.
It's really ironic how you're the one dehumanizing people here.
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Last time I checked, people who supported free speech were generally pretty hot on the right to self-defense for everyone, including minorities.
And explicit threats and incitement to violence are already quite illegal.
kalessinsdaughter >I would like to point @apintofguinness to Karl Popper's paradox of tolerance:
I'm betting you're using the version that leaves out the "we should oppose the intolerant with logic and reason for as long as possible" part.
Yep. Big shock.
I bet you haven't even read the original context.
athingofvikings >Don't bother; their mask just fell off and they're closing ranks around their fellow Alt-Righter GeneralLeMarc. They're just sealioning.
The people who came to a post to yell at strawmen are accusing others of being non-constructive and closed-minded.
Irony.
Everyone reblogging or liking athingofvikingsโ€™ reply, wherein they state that itโ€™s okay to assault nazis / fascists, really need to watch Daryl Davis. Heโ€™s where I got my belief of non-violence (except in self-defence) from.
We cannot fight hate with more hate. We need to stop throwing punches at the people who want us dead and start sitting down with them, getting them to understand that we are as human as they are. That is why nazis and fascists believe what they do: they donโ€™t think that weโ€™re cut from the same cloth as they are; that weโ€™re not human.
By advocating for violence, you give nazis and fascists more reason to hate us, to view us as inhuman beasts driven by anger.
We do not need more hate in this world. What we need is understanding.
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adkndown right?? like i love smoogi sm id want to be the cause of both his pain and comfort /j
but okay hear me out, so like you know how all of the oddballs were like broken by the war?? imagine if reader had it so bad that they just straight up had their idol dreams completely shattered, they leave the school and never talk to anyone again?? even the oddballs they consider family aren't enough
but honestly, worst case scenario, imagine reader being not-alive by the end of the war,, like yeah i get that death is easy angst fuel but hear me out
lots of students were unalived during that war, but just imagine the sheer amount of guilt tsumugi would feel if THAT happened to you of all people? reader, one of the few people that treat him like a person and not a punching bag or a tool?? and by his own hand, he ended not just their dreams, but their life?!
ofc this guilt would extend to everyone, but let's talk specifically about natsume (๐Ÿ˜ˆ)
so like we know how in canon, the other oddballs basically covered for him so that he wouldn't be a target in the war right? so just imagine how he'd feel, knowing that you quite literally gave your life for him??
reader, a close friend and someone he loved like a sibling as a fellow oddball, he has eternal gratitude for your sacrifice, but deep down he blames himself just as much as tsumugi
what if he was stronger? what if he was better and didn't need protecting?? would you still have had to offer your life just so he could continue living??? like natsume is smart enough to know it really isn't his fault and it never will be, but that gnawing guilt would definitely hang around him??
and then just imagine natsume working day in and out in his magic, trying to find out a way to see you again, even just to say his thanks?? he would forego sleep and eating in his pursuit of seeing you again?!
and then later down the line when he develops the switch vr system, i'd imagine he'd tinker with it constantly for that same goal, with his alchemy and magic it might have been impossible, but with virtual reality he might finally get to see you again??
and when he eventually succeeds, i imagine the first thing he'd do is make your vr model be an audience member to one of his concerts?? like as a sort of
"thank yOU. it's because of you that i can stand on this sTAGE."
JDOENCOEMW??!!! i wrote a lot more than i thought i would ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ i kind of want to think about how the others would be in this scenario too ๐Ÿฅน
-angst ๐Ÿซก
oh my god that was sooo ???? i swear im bawling my eyes out fr?!?!?! like moogi would totally feel regret and probably hate himself for putting that target on ur back.
AND OH GOD YEAH.... we know the put the su*cide monument for all the idols who died during the war and imagine if like. ur just another name on the list???
likeโ€“how would moogi + oddballs (esp natsume!) feel knowing that u made the ultimate sacrifice for them and all anyone will ever remember u as is the fallen 6th oddball....
god the feels....natsume just found u and then he lost u again... LIKE do u ever realise the oddballs didn't know each other for very long?? and yet their bond was so strong.....
OH OH THE VR THING??? chefs kiss. i was actually thinking smth like. the sekai in prsk where ur a virtual singer??? or like. an approximation of urself natsume created??? and ur there to give advice like vbs meiko??? like an older sibling figure....
angst have u ever considered starting a blog??? i would totally binge all ur pieces ur brain is soooooo ?!@!@#?!?#>@!@?!@?!!!>!>>! chefs kiss frfr
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carcinized ยท 3 years ago
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My turn to send you a nice ask for the new year!!!
Ok so like firstly. Obviously I am. Oh so fucking glad I met you and we became so close like,,, frfr what would I do without you. The way I'm closer to you than some of the irl friends I've known for years???? AHHH it's just. You're a very Knowable Person. I can't explain it but it's just so easy to know you and to know you is to love you !!! So!!!!
Sappy things aren't really my thing but I just want you to know that I love you so very much and really I can't imagine my life w/out you <3333 knowing you is actually just a gift that keeps on giving <333333
I love you toe bean ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•
i love you so much summer but youure being sosososo mean on discord rn ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– please find the love in your heart you had writing this message again ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–
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