#but like lmaoo that is. that is rough man. i've come a long way.

[brodorokihousuke]

remake of the first aa comic I ever drew, in 2015 or 2016 or something...

I do have to wonder, is Apollo or any of the other WAA members ever recruited for stuff like this? I mean, they're probably useful for things other than courtroom shenanigans...

original under the cut.

For some baffling reason, the dimensions of this file is fucking... 1,000 x 2,346. if you don't know, that is goddamn massive... especially for something of, ah... this quality.

idk why I didn't use klavier initially (hello nondescript man). I think I only cared about DD at this point ig

I do think it's funny that I can still see some of the quirks of my style in this, despite it's... ah... rather rough nature.

[cowboyfromh3ll]

I like the kink hcs you did for Arthur and the boys. What about kink hcs for some of the less popular characters?

Kieran, Sean, Micah, Eagle Flies?

Maybe a sprinkle of Lenny, javier, hosea?

Kink HCs Ft. Kieran Duffy, Sean Macguire, Micah Bell, Lenny Summers, Javier Escuella, Hosea Matthews

I've done Eagle Flies a few times already so I'll stick to these guys hehe. Also finally someone else who thinks Hosea is fine HEAR ME OUT YALLLLL

Warnings: pet play, humiliation, voyeurism, rough sex, name calling, impact play, marking, knife play, blood kink, bdsm, sadomasochism

Kieran Duffy

Surprisingly kinky, and incredibly submissive

I feel like he'd be into puppy play

He's just a sad, wet, and pathetic dog

And I'm talking leashes, collars, maybe even muzzles

You can order him to do just about anything

He'd probably be into humiliation. Will bark if you ask tbh

Part of that would probably involve public sex and the embarrassment that would come from the possibility of being caught

So low-key a voyeur maybe maybe just a little

If you've had a long day just go ahead and take it out on him during sex because he'll love every second of it

Orgasm denial and edging is definitely on the table

Until you have him swearing he's a good boy and deserves to cum

Sean Macguire

This man will do anything as long as he gets to cum

Though he'd probably steer away from the heavier kinks

He's into body worship. Not for his own body but yours

Kisses every inch of skin and appreciates your entire being before and during the act

He'd kiss the very ground you walk on tbh

Likes dominating but he doesn't mind taking things slow and kissing your feet and legs while you talk about your day

He's a real fun guy so I'd imagine he'd also like some form of roleplay. Ends up being really silly but plays his part real well. Makes sense his favorite roleplay scenario would be cop and criminal

He seems like the type to have fuzzy pink handcuffs LMAOO

Micah Bell

Let's be realistic he's probably into some freak shit at your expense

Rough sex always. Ain't no sweet and slow love making

Definitely into degrading

Hair pulling, slapping, spitting in your mouth or on your face, etc

Probably into spanking

Will "punish" you for just about anything

Lots of spur of the moment sex, like y'all will be in a public area and he'll suddenly want to take you

Name calling !

Whore, bitch, slut are commonly thrown around

Marking, you will always be bruised or have teeth marks and even scratches

Lenny Summers

He's such a sweetie, I have a hard time imagining him being very kinky

He'd probably be into some more gentle shit

Y'all would go through your more experimental phase

He's wholesome so he'd like praise, and that would go both ways between you two

Would let you order him around but more so he can learn what you like and what you want him to do

Once he gets more into it he'll become more passionate, he just needs more practice

I feel like the farthest he'd go in terms of inflicting any discomfort would be choking, but it would never go far. He'd end up taking his hand away last minute

He'd probably want to try different dynamics so he'd want to try subbing

Needs to be reminded of his role because he gets too enthusiastic

Javier Escuella

It's a universal fandom headcannon that he's into knife play

So knife play

Ghosts the tip of the blade up your thigh closer to your pussy before pressing the cold metal flat against you

Then runs it back down to your knee, repeats the same motion over and over again until you're shaking

Would probably enjoy typing you up/cuffing you so you're helpless to whatever he does

He'd probably be scared to actually draw blood but if you're into it he'll be down

Licks up any bloody wounds or sucks on them

Praises you so much the entire time

He'd be incredibly romantic though, incredibly good at aftercare

I think there'd also be times where he gets really into it and feeds off on the fear in your eyes

Hosea Matthews

He's such a sweetie but I feel like he'd be an incredibly experienced dom

These are my headcannons and I think Hosea is fine asf so leave me alone

Into leather crops, whips, blindfolds, gags, etc

Drips candle wax on you

Very flexible in terms of what he'll do

But he has to Dom

He can either be really good at praise or will degrade you

Brat tamer for sure

I can even imagine him having cages bro

Talks you through everything and gives you very detailed commands

Inflicts pain on you but knows extremely well how far to go and how much is too much

[tartrazeen]

I just wrote this on my other reblog but I took too long to send it so I'm rewriting it here: weekly polycule meeting to talk about some asshole prince who talked shit about Angus for being a commoner, and they're all salty about it four days later

Rohan: Let the council of "fuck that guy" begin

Garrett: >:O there's a lady present. I'm so sorry, princess. Rohan must not have been there when manners were being taught in the tiny, tiny villages of Kells that day (so small, your kingdom)

Deirdre: no it's fine, i named it that

Rohan: it was longer so i had to trim it down

Deirdre: also more profane

Deirdre: more conjugations of the word 'fuck' :)

Rohan: anyway are we gonna challenge this guy to a duel or what, dibs on the duel

Garrett: I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR FIVE MONTHS AND HAVEN'T DUELED ANYONE YET, THIS IS BULLSHIT

Ivar: you duelled me

Garrett: 😒 that doesn't count, that was easy

Rohan: for things to do with Garrett, talk to Angus about the council of "Wtf is that guy's problem". This is about that other prince

Garrett: no one else has a council, i bet 😏

Ivar: this might be a good time to mention that Angus has already - and I quote - 'shanked that guy's guard and stole his horse', so anything we're doing should probably focus on covering that up

Rohan: a horse doesn't count as revenge 😠

Garrett: it's the 'fighting Ivar' of solutions 😠 we need to bring pain

Ivar:

Deirdre: that council convenes after this one

Ivar: thank you

Rohan: all in favour of physically lifting this guy into the air, carrying him to a lake, dangling him over that lake until he apologizes to us -

Deirdre: to angus

Rohan: this isn't about Angus 😤 he already got his crap revenge and this was an insult on all of us

Ivar: I'm partial to wherever Rohan was going with the lake

Garrett: ooh you can fry him

Ivar: I will be frying him, yes 😌

Rohan: then it's settled: this man drowns

Deirdre: DROWN HIM >:U

Ivar: IT'S FAIR >:U

Garrett: AND HIS HORSE >:U

Ivar: GREAT IDEA GARRETT, YOU GO GET THE HORSE

Garrett: obviously who else 😌

Ivar:

Ivar:

Ivar: ok he's gone let's start the other meeting

Angus: ok great also i've been here the whole time and you four are nuts lmao i love you

Rohan: me the most though right

Angus: yes rohan

Deirdre: WHAT

Angus: (deirdre plz u know how he is)

Deirdre: >:( fine. i know the truth

Ivar: 😉💖

Angus: 😉💖

LMAOO your post having Angus say "also into arrogant royals" - Deirdre, you're not off the hook for being a moron yet. One brain cell among them and Angus'll grab that the way he grabs gold

But also the idea of him being like, "okay some of you suck at dating me. So I'm gonna split you into teams to practice and when I come back, I better see improvements. >:( Also if anyone asks, i've been here the whole time and not wherever tf the guards accuse me of being, they're liars"

Also jfc, the idea of polycule playdate-nights for Rohan and the others

"guys you know i love rohan but he's on some thin fuckin' ice, so garrett you go challenge him and work off some energy, deirdre you flash him a bit of boob, ivar you just hold me :) 'cause if you don't i'm gonna lose it and stab him I KNOW HE'S DUMB BUT BY DAGDA THERE SHOULD BE LIMITS"

Also-also 🥺 I love the idea of Angus really only sitting still for Ivar. Rohan, he's always rough housing with. Garrett, sitting still and making too much eye contact is staring at a bull: you've got a storm comin' - fight or bragfest. Deirdre would be way too pleased that Angus is finally being polite, so he'd never do it just to mess with her. But he's actively playing like... chess or whatever it is with Ivar, and as long as they're not on patrol (which is where Ivar got all annoyed about sitting too long), it seems like the time where Angus would finally say, ":) ok yeah, let's be quiet and near each other."

That'd be their unique thing, I think.

With that said, and knowing how competitive Ivar gets, Angus might also find it hilarious to see how fast he can make Ivar switch between Placidly Pensive and FIGHT ME IRL 😝

Meanwhile Garrett - for all the headache he'd be otherwise - would actually be a very fresh start for Angus. All those dumb jokes people keep making about him (the number of times everyone's called him stupid is almost equal to how many times they've called him handsome) are ones where Garrett could very easily be like, "🤨 Of course you're all slow compared to me, but Angus isn't stupid." Not necessarily in a "I must defend his honour~" way, but in a matter-of-fact "I give credit where credit is due, which is why I give myself so much, because it's always due. But on that note, your 'jokes' make no sense."

Deirdre seems to have fallen in with the joke about Angus being dumb, Ivar seems to have deferred to the other two and gone along with it, and it's Rohan's favourite thing to say about Angus, so really, the only one who could stand up to it now is Garrett - to notice and to say anything. Angus himself sure as hell won't; that's his 'thinking it's what he deserves since he's heard it so often' problem. But when Rohan gets inevitably testy about someone disapproving of him and retorts, "It's a joke between best friends and we've had that for a lot longer than you've been here" - which he can say to literally anybody, since Rohan's got the ultimate seniority with Angus - there's Garrett to do that 😌 face and instantly reply, "That means you've been telling the same, tired joke for even longer than I thought you'd be embarrassed to admit."

Angus is - uh...

... gonna be making that 😬 face a lot when Rohan's looking, and kinda going 👀 whenever Garrett speaks his mother tongue of backhanded compliments to neatly put people (*cough* Rohan) in their place over what they've been saying. Which might lead to Garrett going 👀 at Angus once enough of Angus' good qualities get defended and quasi-hyped up for him for once. Like "Huh. 🤔 Maybe I should allow this hot peasant to be in my presence after all. I make him sound so intriguing."

One walk through a forest after that, and Garrett doing some Ugh-So-Matter-of-Fact-About-It "You shouldn't let them speak of you that way. Not even Rohan. You're a Mystic Knight, not just a peasant, and you should be commanding the respect that earns in a place like this," and Angus is like, "😳 I take back a third of the things I've said about you this week."

"what did you say about me"

"those council meetings are secret 🙃"

And on the 100th time of watching Mystik knights if tir na nog, im starting to ship deidre and angus literally going insane about how angus called her attractive when he thought she couldnt hear him and deidre calling him a handsome idiot when he was not around and dkdfbkfbgkf

They are the only characters with actual romantic Set up from the beginning and the show wants to tell me the end goal is deidre and rowen? No fucking way.

Give me the princess in love with the thief, with the smart orphan that hides behind making a fool of himself and is also an idiot. The thief in love with a princess who thinks he'll never have a chance with her anyway.

I would have never thought i'd ship it so hard one day

[gas-stations-have-cigarettes]

Okay, so. My memory is kinda rusty and I don’t really remember details so I could be wrong here or forgetting shit. But wasn’t the part of the movie w that sandstorm scene before Jim runs into John in that garage and John tosses him the keys? Headcanon that if John is some sort of supernatural being, he can turn into sandstorms or something and that’s how he just...randomly appears places.

[allisonlol]

May i request Fyodor x fem!reader ( when they on their period ) 😳 ? Add some nfsw is the best ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ .I rlly love your words you writing cuz its easy to understand (for me). Ignore this is okay. Have a good day ( ╹▽╹ )

a/n: ur so sweet, i'm answering this SO LATE and feel rlly bad lol. i went and added other characters to compensate perhaps <3 this post ended up being super long lmao!! also don't ask me wtf happened in fyodor's part, y'all it's about to get nasty in a good way

warnings: fem reader, periods, blood, nsfw at the end of each!! i've partitioned the sfw & nsfw sections for those who wanna skip :)

(Fyodor, Dazai, Chuuya) When Their S/O is on Their Period [Sfw & Nsfw]

Fyodor

SFW

before you, this man had never felt the touch of a woman (or anyone) so his knowledge on periods is quite limited

knows what they are from a scientific standpoint, but not really a sympathetic one

therefore u have to teach him a few things lol

gets the hang of it after awhile and ends up taking decent care of you when the time of month comes around

fyodor tends to shut himself off in his office for most of the day, which obviously doesn't help you

so, he now allows you to curl up in his lap while he types away at his computer

but if i'm being completely honest, he gets lowkey annoyed from ur whining and will kick you out of his office after an hour（￣ー￣）

this is fyodor we are talking about, after all

for the most part, he is attentive and plays the role of a supporting bf

makes you tea, showers with you, plays with your hair to help you fall asleep when you're kept up from the pain

copes decently with your mood swings etc. usually if you'd ever spoken to him in a rude tone unprovoked, he would be aggravated to say the least (◡ ﹏◡) but tries to have more patience & understanding since he knows ur going thru it lol

NSFW

oh lord, where do i even start

so surprisingly, he was the one to suggest the idea of period sex first

but then...did not act on it? literally talked about it in DETAIL and then left you hanging

now, he did this on purpose tho. wants to see you desperate and begging for it, and you did

fyodor is a smart cookie so he knows that your hormones are all out of whack, and that you want nothing more than for him to help you out

however, it's only when you are begging him with tears of frustration in your eyes that he finally agrees

won't really comment on it but he's not a fan of the blood, and only uses it to degrade you

^will finger you but then stare blankly down at his blood covered hand, before roughly wiping it across your face

pace wise, fyodor will start off gentle and "caring" before quickly switching to rough and demeaning

rails you so hard there are blood splatters up both his torso and yours

the whole time he glares down at you with a look of disgust and almost contempt while you're practically crying from overstimulation

Dazai

SFW

LMAOO good luck

jk, he's not that bad. well...at first he was

but gradually dazai realizes that he can't tease you and be his usual annoying self when ur on your period

because you WILL burst into tears

after the fact... he is quite a doting boyfriend <3

probably asks yosano for advice tho LMAO

always stops at the store after work to pick up snacks for you or anything else you may need

but do NOT ask this mf to buy pads for you. because he WILL come home with like...diapers or some shit 💀💀

dazai still doesn't always grasp the concept of mood swings so when you snap at him or start crying he just looks at you like 0-0??

quickly learns to just agree with everything you say and NOT tease you as much during these times

ok but listen up. if you wanna use this to your advantage, just manipulate him into doing things for you by guilt tripping him <3

^ "ugh, i was supposed to run to the store but i'm in soooo much pain, i wonder who could do this for me instead..."

consider it payback for all the times he's made YOU run errands for his lazy ass

NSFW

actually refused for the longest time out of fear it would hurt you

^literally the ONLY time this man has ever said no to sex. would instead give u a head pat & say "you should rest instead :)"

ok well what if we don't want to, dazai? what then??

you'd ended up giving him a pretty good speech on why it is GOOD to have sex while on your period and how it can alleviate pain and then he's like (¬‿¬)

after you've convinced him of that, dazai is down for it whenever <3 but only when YOU initiate it first & make it clear that is what you want

relatively gentle; prefers to go slowly and focus on hitting all the right spots deep inside you

loves watching the relief on your face as the pleasure overcomes the pain you'd been feeling nonstop

doesn't really like seeing the blood get on him tho...? not cuz he thinks it's gross or anything, but rather cuz it's your blood and it would make him think he's hurting you or something,,,idk but either way it would make him spiral

^so yea, the only side effect of this is that y'all must keep the lights OFF

Chuuya

SFW

THE BEST ONE FOR THIS IN EVERY WAY

isn't super educated on it at first, but after getting into a relationship with you he put in the work to do some research

treats you like a mf queen!!! (albeit he already does...but it's even better during this time)

has a period tracker on his phone so he can prepare in advance

isn't afraid to buy pads for you...and he's smart about it too. actually knows which size and type to buy

^walks straight into the feminine hygiene aisle and you best believe that if anyone even looks at him funny for doing so, he's breaking their jaw

stocks up on your favorite snacks & carries them in his pockets so if you're ever out n about and need some, he'll already be tossing one your way

surprisingly, chuuya puts up well with your mood swings and tries his best to not get angry or argue back lol <3

sometimes he may forget and snap back with something rude, which of course sets you off more

but dw, he makes up for it afterwards by giving you snuggles

plus, who needs a heating pad when you can just have chuuya lay on top of you??

NSFW

ngl the first time you asked he looked at you like 🤨

but after seeing the way your face fell at his reaction, he sighs and goes "well i guess we could try..."

dw, he very much WANTS to, he's just another one that needs to be sold on the idea out of worry it will hurt you

all you had to say was "it helps with the pain-" before chuuya is agreeing & pulling you towards the bedroom

after the first time he becomes lowkey addicted to it tho??

^it's the way you melt into his every touch, your voice cracks from the overwhelming pleasure, you're so much more wet...

yeah, he'll never get tired of seeing you this way <3

if you're worried about his reaction to the blood and all that, don't be because i promise he does NOT care. it's a normal bodily function and chuuya is the last person to judge that

^lays towels down on the bed to cover the sheets. wouldn't really mind if blood got on the sheets tho (he's rich anyway, he'll just buy more??)

OH and btw...yes he still gives head when you're on your period <3 when i said this man does not care, i MEANT it

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[hajimescutie]

# — seijoh third years with a chubby s/o

includes: t. oikawa, h. iwaizumi, i. matsukawa, & t. hanamaki x gn!reader

genre: sad but mostly fluff

warnings: insecurity

a/n: hi cuties! sorry this took so long, i was having a hard time on choosing who/what to write about for my first post. i've always been someone who has struggled with my weight and self-confidence and i'm sure many others have as well. all of you are beautiful just the way you are! pls enjoy this headcanon of my favorite third years lol.

main masterlist aoba johsai masterlist

OIKAWA

oikawa would absolutely love your plushiness

he understands what it's like when it comes to self-image, so he's always there to constantly reassure you how beautiful you are each day

his favorite place to lay down is your stomach or your thighs

"they're just so soft!" he says he's so cute

he always does his best to make you smile each day

although when it comes to his fangirls, you can't help but compare yourself to them

you always thought that oikawa was better off with someone thinner and better looking

there have been multiple occurrences where you can't help look in the mirror and criticize everything you see

as soon as oikawa hears your self-doubts, he immediately showers you with compliments

"baby those girls have nothing on you"

"why would i even spare a glance at them when i have the most gorgeous baby by my side?"

"come on now y/n-chan~, let's see that smile"

"i love you and your body y/n, nothing will ever change that"

this man makes it his mission to make you feel like the most beautiful person in the world

he knows it's going to come with time when it comes to loving yourself, but he's willing to be there for you every step of the way

kithes all over your body all the time

IWAIZUMI:

oh my lord don't even get me started with this man

he would absolutely adore the extra plush you have

he thinks it's so fucking adorable

he's constantly groping your thighs, your hips, your ass, but in a loving way

he loves how your thighs jiggle whenever you put your jeans/shorts on

whenever he's had a rough day, the only thing on his mind is laying in bed and snuggling you and your softness

ur thicc

obviously there are times where the inner demons become too much and you wonder why someone like iwa, who's very muscular and takes exercise very seriously (hence why he's an athletic trainer), is with you, someone who isn't all that athletic

he always reminds you that he loves you for you

"baby you know how much i love your plushiness"

"what do you mean you hate it? i think it's sexy"

"ow- okay i'm sorry but seriously you're so beautiful"

if you really wanted to change how you look, iwa would be more than willing to help!

he'd show you some common exercises for losing weight or building muscle

but again, he would literally never change anything about you

you're his pretty little bebe

MATSUKAWA:

mattsun could honestly care less about your weight

but that's not a bad thing!

he understands that you've always struggled with how you look to others

but he's more so "who cares what everyone else thinks"

he's very reassuring though

whenever you guys go shopping, he tries to find clothing that would be a little out of your comfort zone, just because he knows you'll look beautiful in anything

when you come out wearing shorts that hug your hips just right and enhances your curves, he can't help but be all over you

oof better calm down before this turns nsfw lmaoo

"shit doll, you're so fucking beautiful"

"i love your thighs"

"i love your tummy"

"i love your curves"

this man is the king of compliments

does everything in his power to make sure you know how precious you are

he gets protective whenever he sees someone staring

will honestly cut a bitch if they say some snarky comment towards you

10/10 what a king

HANAMAKI:

he's like mattsun, has the mindset where you shouldn't care what others think

"it's your body, it's nobody's damn business on how you look"

honestly makki struggles with his body as well, but you both are there to support one another

always has his hands on you

one of those people that sticks his hand in your back pocket and grabs your ass lmao

kisses everywhere, constantly

will always make you put on a fashion show whenever you buy new clothes that are more revealing

he loves your love handles

he's always squeezing them, much to your dismay

"i'm sorry i can't help it love, they're just so cute and they make me love you even more"

they also make it easier for him to tickle you, also to your dismay

"okay, okay, i promise i'm done now"

sike

whenever it's bedtime, he always has his hand wrapped around your waist and drawing cute lil shapes on your skin

whispers sweet nothings in your ear about how fucking stunning you are until he hears your soft little snores

he'd give your waist one last squeeze until he snuggles up with you and falls asleep

we love makki

reblogs are appreciated! <3

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[ofcloudsandstars]

Hey, dear! I've missed seeing you on my dash, how are you doing? What would you say your summer has been like? Sending lots of love and good vibes!

Ahhh this is so kind! I hope you have been well too. I am working on September’s forecast but I have been a bit slow since I am tired with some stuff going on. I am working on a sacred geometry virtual gallery for the plant alchemist mentor so I have been dizzy with motion sickness throwing this gallery together before the full moon haha. 

Last week I just got back from the most insane adventure that I may probably get around to writing another endlessly long post about haha. (editing this post, it turns out that THIS has become the endlessly long post about it haha so I am having a read more added). CW: sex details. It may be TMI but I added a warning before lol 

  Anyway I was having this mutual attraction with this italian guy I met through work who ALSO has a venus in Scorpio like me. We were going to go on a date but the world succumbed to The Plague. He returned to Puglia to be with his family as he quit the company and his apartment so he can just chill and live for free while he figures stuff out, but he was flirting with me through text all throughout lockdown and begging me to visit him when it was safer to travel so I was like: Oh yeah?!?!?! And I booked a 5 day long first date/vacation to Puglia to be with him lmaoo. Venus in Scorpio is intense as hell but we just be like that. My close aries witch friend moved to Southern Italy with her BF too for the time being so I was like ok if stuff goes south she can come save me but this guy like took me FARRR AWAY on the southern coast like 3 hours from her omg. He booked beautiful places like old medieval stone villas (omg one place had a wooden four poster bed, a stone fireplace with a cauldron and a huge color-changing hot tub jacuzzi next to the bed lmaoooo) and we ate endless seafood and went to the beach everyday. Only set back is we were NOT SEXUALLY COMPATIBLE at ALL and it’s really sad cause yeah I got his star chart and over analyzed it before going over there but sometimes I doubt myself like ohh not everyone is their starchart to a T, like you should give people a chance. But he was  e x a c t l y  like his star chart.

First he has A LOT of trines like a lot of fire energy which is great. He’s super passionate, but the trines means he is too chill and positive which is nice but it means he has little motivation to do anything. (Think when there are great trine transits happening, it’s FANTASTIC for doing magic and manifesting things but those days the energy is so chill and harmonious you don’t even want to do anything and they can easily pass you by.) Meanwhile my chart?? It’s fucking SQUARES ALL DAY BABEY like Squares, Oppositions and more Squares. I have something called the grand cross on my fucking chart lmao. So that means I overthink, I can get stressed easily, my life soundtrack is just this long anxiety ridden drum and base background music as I fucking parkour through endless obstacles of racism, sexism, gender identity, fleeing the states cause it’s becoming a totalitarian government, learning a bunch of european languages and skills in case I gotta flee england next, thinking about the future, thinking about my actions in the present, thinking about how I can learn from the wounds of my past, lmao everything is thought about at least 1000 times. I also have a lot of Saturn energy my chart is Saturn dominant so there is a lot of planning, structure and organizing to me. Meanwhile since he is hosting he never has a plan and is always ‘go with the flow’ so sometimes it makes me nervous cause the first place he booked was some GHETTO sex motel that looked like sex traffic was happening in there and I was in the middle of no where with him and I was nervous like praying to the Spirits of Nature and Venus to help me work this out haha. But it was ok. 

His life is so easy cause he’s like a handsome italian man with a mom that wants him to live at home with her until he finds a wife to mommy him. He never has to do any house work or really any work at all cause his parents will support him cause that’s normal in Italy. Honestly if I got with him I would never get that same treatment I would also be hauling ass in the background to cater to him and our kids until the day I die. He also doesn’t really understand what it’s like to be of a group of people ostracized by society. He is a hot cishet white man and has a whole community of good friends and a mom to support him with whatever he does.

He’s also like really traditional and was raised Christian. I told him I was a witch and he was like ohhhhhhhmyGOddddddd and thought it was fucking weird haha and I was like: YOU NEVER NOTICED ME AND ROXANNE (my aries witch friend who moved to Italy who literally wears massive metal pentagrams everyday) ARE WITCHES?! And he was like: I do not know about this haha. 

Lastly about his starchart which worried me when I first reviewed it is that our natal mars are at a square. I mean I have had sex with someone’s Mars in Aries before and it was great but his sex?? Was TERRIBLEEEE!!!!!!!!! TERRIBLEEEEEEEE OHHHH MY GOD. I am going to add a CW for some sex details in case you want to scroll but like: 

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My Mars is in Cancer so I do like it to be sensual and cuddly with some oral action but he was like so terrible and disgusting and I feel like he probably only slept with girls in his country who may have been traditional like him and never said anything to him cause I am like I dunno how you got away with this for so long having terrible sex like this. Like so grabby and aggressive it fucking hurts like he would have left bruises and I hate that shit like sex is supposed to feel good!! I don’t mind if you grab my ass cause it’s just sacks of fat lol but my boobs have shit in them like glands you can’t be grabbing that!! And sorry this may be TMI but like I’d communicate with him all the spots I’d like him to go to cause they are the most sensitive ones and he’d just ATTACK THEM like some type of police dog sniffing hidden cocaine I am like BITCH CALM DOWN I literally would have to stop him so many times so he wouldn’t hurt me. And he once said: Oh but I like that (being aggressive in bed) and that annoyed me so much I was like: Oh so if you like aggression do you want me to grab and twist your balls in the same way? And he was like: no. lol 

And then his kissing was tErrible. He wouldn’t even start out sensual he would literally just shove his whole tongue in my mouth and it’d be slimy and terrible and tastes like the ash from the weed he’s always smoking and once during sex I bent down to make out with him and he literally just stuck his tongue out in preparation I paused like: NO!!! Like omg he got me so heated I am so heated just typing this lmao. I am also really sensitive with like sensory things and have misophonia so sometimes if certain stimulations are stimulating me the wrong way I get more put off than the usual person and sex is so intimate like every time he grabbed a sensitive part of me I wanted to slap him the fuck back haha. The funniest part though is when I’d give up on him trying to pleasure me (everything was terrible, the fingering was like someone who is in a rush to get the elevator and is jamming the button impatiently; the actual fucking was like.. off beat?? And he could NEVER LAST; he gave me head once but that was interesting I felt like he was trying to karate chop my clit with his tongue lmao I was like please stop omg) I was like fine ok just lie down and I will give you head and we can get this over with.. And when I gave him head for the first time he did not moan or anything he would just say: Mamma Mia!!; and FUCKING HELL it would kill the mood but also I couldn’t concentrate cause I’d be fucking laughing just choking on him laughing like I could NOT. 

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Anyway I am always wary of sex with Mars in Aries people but this experience is going to make me avoid them and have trust issues haha. Anyway I got a lovely free vacation in a beautiful region with incredible food. His friends were nice though my Italian is really terrible and nonexistent (omg also speaking about communication, he forgot most of his english so it was a challenge speaking to him haha). We were both wild as hell to do this even though we didn’t really know each other but whatever that’s the Scorpio in Venus. And in a perfect Scorpio fashion we may never see each other ever again because he may not return to London, I mean we pretty much fell out of infatuation with each other cause of the terrible sex chemistry and the only reason I have to return to that region of Italy is to see my witch friend there but there is a chance she is going to move to London again and she lives in a different city from him lol. 

So yeah I have been quiet over here but this is my current life. If you want to look at the gallery I am working on it’s in it’s rough draft form but you can find it here! 

https://www.artsteps.com/view/5f4946b290389d2f7d705e86

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holanon heree

delhi sounds pretty rough 😩 we have like 4 months of winter and 3 of summer 🥴 idk how i'd handle more summer!! the heat fucks me up but i hateee cold winters so thats a bit of a problem lol. rain doesnt sound very fun.. i spend all winter with a stuffy nose cuz my immune system is shit 💀

i've just googled jaisalmer, its beautiful WHOA i'll have to visit one day 🤚 a desert safari sounds so cool?? what did you do during it?

scotland's pretty cool too (isnt it rainy there? ill pass lmaoo), i wanna go north soo bad. like iceland maybe, seeing the northern lights and all the natural wonders is just so exciting !!! hopefully one day we'll both get to go :')

it really is very rough and because we've been living for a long time we don't really notice it much but when people come visit us they help us realise how horrible it actually is hfafajajadajakaf

oh man that must be really frustrating in winters i hate having a stuffy nose :((

jaisalmer was fun!! we stayed in one of those tents in the desert and enjoyed camel rides (they're much more comfortable than horse rides 💀) and witnessed local culture by ways of food, dancing and some local fairs. they have these animal fairs and it was very fun!

scotland is rainy and gloomy and i wanna go there to feel like a gothic heroine 😂 but northern lights wow!!!!!! iceland is very cold though so i do hope you go there adequately prepared!! yes please here's hoping we'll get to travel to these places 💕