#but like i ''need'' a codependent relationship rn or I'm gonna stop functioning

[dark-side-blog3]

I'm going to start going door to door, knocking on them and asking if anyone would like a soldier to die for their cause. Rent a van and drive out to different cult communes, demanding they give me a role. Maybe hold a leader at gunpoint, asking if they think I'm pretty. I don't really want a relationship, and I already have my own laissez faire religion and I'm not looking to convert. But I do want something-- someone, perhaps- to devote my time and energy towards. Preferably one where I don't have to make any choices on my own (hence why cultists).