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ceramicbeetle · 2 years ago

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my fatal flaw is that i love notebooks and i love taking notes and i love reorganizing files and love to rewrite things and so i am constantly fielding the impulse to do nothing but rewrite the same notes in new configurations in different notebooks all day long

#N posts stuff #the binder was working really well for us for a while but now i'm like #'oh what if i copied a bunch of the notes from the binder into a different notebook for better readability/organization'#the notebook in question being a book i made myself by cannibalizing empty pages from an old notebook that i wanted to throw away #but it's smaller and more portable than the big binder is; since all the notes i want to retake are ones from Shows it's not like #portability is a major issue - i'm not ever going to go out in public to watch stuff to take additional notes - but my vision is WEIRD and #sometimes printer paper size pages are like. Too Big for my eyes to want to focus on (no idk how much sense this makes to me either)#but mostly i just like to rewrite things like i'm not Feeling Good and so it's like. idk. reassuring/soothing to just rewrite the same shit #as a kid i was like 'damn. i Fully do not understand why writing lines is supposed to be a punishment it is like Enrichment to me'#technically this fatal flaw is not a sin unless you have the subconscious internalized belief that it's Bad to not be Actively creating #and so feel guilt about rehashing comforting things as opposed to using the time to push yourself to write brand new things #so on one hand i DO have that on my shoulder but on the other like.. . pray tell WHO will stop me?

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