#but if you'd like me to stop interacting then let me know your url and i'll unreblog anything i reblogged and stop interacting in the futur

[nat-stimmy]

Since you don’t know how to read: dni groomers and t6scum

can i help you

[thrainswife]

have a pinned post i guess.

like the bio says: my name's dae, i'm a queer autistic woman on her way to becoming an old fart (32) who's been on tumblr way too damn long. this is my personal blog where i hoard shit i like- mostly animation and video games, especially that one unfortunate gacha.

i recently changed urls from blossom-of-kaleidos !

if i interacted with your self ship blog, find me at adoredbyalatus !

♢ as you've likely noticed, i'm extremely normal about il capitano and xiao. they're my husbands and mains (future main in capitano's case!) my other faves are yae miko, dehya, shenhe, collei, and itto. ajisai is the name i've given my wanderer, so that's his tag.

♢ i'm ar 60 on na so hmu if you wanna do weeklies, take my mats, or just dick around. i also have an ar 55 alt and hsr account on eu, but i haven't logged into them much lately as a way to avoid burnout.

♢ yes that is my genshin self insert/sona/what have you in the header. she's fucking silly and bites xiao every day.

♢ otps: xiaodae (my self ship!) eimiko, beigguang, kokoyaka, collamber

♢ notps: xiao x anyone who isn't me lmao. also k/aeluc, k/avetham, and a/rlefuri. got better things to do than argue about why i don't like them.

♢ my trigger tag is #tw (trigger). tag for 🔞 content is #tw suggestive. epilepsy warning is #flashing gif. let me know if there's anything else you'd like me to tag.

♢ dni includes terfs and proshippers. on the more petty side, i'll probably block you if you often post about xiao ships like x/iaolumi, x/iaoven, etc. z/hongxiao squicks me because i headcanon their relationship as father and son, so stay far the hell away from me if you fw that.

♢ be warned that there will also be hazbin hotel & helluva boss content. i watch the shows critically but i know some people get really pissy about engaging with them at all, so here's your heads-up.

♢ thanks for stopping by! look at my favorite xiao gif ever for strength before you continue your journey.

[cwarscars]

ivory-paragon

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

@ivory-paragon

consider this a fuckin duel answer of multi-positivity goodness cause im gonna sperge over u both like some weird stalker who admires your shit from afar but is too terrible ( lazy? overworked and not around enough? idk lets ignore the fine deets ) to interact more ( as much as id love to shhhh )

SO firstly;

james aka my boy rufus - heid's boy rufus? lmao, probs not. everytime i see james on my dash, i see the fuckin' king you know what i mean? i see a passion that is inspiring, a love for the character that spans decades (im pretty certain, how long is a decade?) in a strange way, james' portrayal / love for rufus makes me feel nostalgia. i have flashbacks to advent children being realised, i remember my sister ( i wonder if she'll see this she follows me lol ) fawning over rufus in the og. it's a cosy feeling. like watching toonami or playing dirge of cerberus, i feel snuggly.

that's a weird way to describe somebody and their portrayal - but i hope it makes some sense. it's a warm, comforting feeling. i can see the appreciation for the original source material in james' portrayal and writing whilst also seeing a nice blend / respect for the newer stuff / way that rufus is written now. i know a fair few people who write with james and whenever i see the threads appear on my dash - they're the sort that i stop and read. i find james' take on rufus interesting and intrigueing, and it makes me really think about how my heid and his rufus would interact. i know that i could get something there that wouldnt be a 'typical' kinda ship. yknow? it would be something complex, potentially dark but also not without the family(sorta) aspect that comes from the shinra line & heidegger.

another thing i wanna note here in my admiration towards james is the two of yous interactions / the entire scenario that you've shaped around rufus/cloud's relationships. i find your combined passion admirable and it's very clear, i think, to anybody on the dash that the two of you have a lot of chemistry when it comes to writing. it's the kind of writing partnership a lot of rpers dream of; i love that.

@spec-b

AS FOR YOU, i know you didn't send this in for your url but fuggit, im a rebel, a bad boy -

you know i'm an absolute grade a simp for anybody appreciative of the og. for anybody willing to give it a shot ( too many turn their noses up at the older graphics ) and anybody who actually runs with it, admires and appreciates it. you do that. you not only appreciate it - but you do it justice. you insert the nuances both suggested and outright shown in the original into your portrayal and i see 'em - i see you doing it, goddamn i admire it.

it's so refreshing being able to actually reccomend something as silly as new threat to someone and see them play it, enjoy it - have fun and speak about it with such a passion / joy. it's so refreshing and so, so lovely to see. i know that if i threw up some headcanon garble to you about how heid is fearful of the north crater because in the og, he doesn't leave the highway - you'd GET IT. like, i know you'd probably see my silly ramble and understand it because your passion for the original game is as prominent ( if not more so ) than my own love for it.

i adore the depth you give cloud that he had in the original; i love that you not only play with that depth but also add your own take onto it. you play with things suggested, stuff that could have been canon had the story shifted in a slightly different direction. seeing your both extremely loyal / to-character but also alternative take on cloud is both refreshing and respectful to the original. i admire that a great deal.

i don't write with the two of you anywhere near as much as i'd like to - and that's entirely on me. i'm awful for finding the time to just write these days outside of starter calls or asks but i want you both to know that i really do admire you, i love seeing your stuff on my dash and i appreciate you both hugely as people. keep doing you, keep loving the original, keep loving your characters. you're inspirational and i hope you both know it. <3