#but if you do hi hello i'm the same jackalopc blowing up your comments

[jackalopc]

i've been devouring these marcsteven fic's on ao3 by Leo_LongestNameEver and i need you to understand its fundamentally changing my brain chemistry. these are fics that i'll read and be like "jesus christ this hit me so hard i need to lie down" while i'm literally already lying down. then there is @pummedraws fic "F.I.L.W.T.O.Y.I.Y.M" which is doing tHE SAME FUCKING THING TO ME!?

i feel a little bonkers rn i'm gonna be so real i had to walk away from ao3 to literally calm down that's where i'm at rn

and their writing is just so good!? between these two and my moots @reggiesfilthylittlesecret & @thecarrott stuff, i'm just like sitting here like

holy shit i need to fucking up my game!!!!

not in that bad way of like 'omg i'm so envious i hate them they're better than me' no but rather like 'omg i want to be on the same level with my writing because i want to be able to reach people on the same emotional level that i feel with their writing' way.