#but if my brain can't handle it I will settle for playing animal jam and reveling in the fact that I cooked myself a meal most days...
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Dude this world is so fuckin crazy man. Its so cool. I really like experiencing things the way I do. Like, fuck man I'm just out here. I feel like I'm floating or something. Life is great. I'm happy. /gen
#my post#look at me remembering to use the little tone indicator thing#but genuinely. dont know if its the coffee or the pure joy of feeling safe in my own home for once or what but. life is good.#I've also been in a REALLY really bad place the past couple weeks. dont know how obvious it was#but I might be coming out of it.. maybe... and its just nice#Ive been trying to find more things to do to make me feel productive too while I've been too sad to do anything I liked#so maybe that's working. still hope I can get back to guitar playing and geoguessr because that stuff is much better#but if my brain can't handle it I will settle for playing animal jam and reveling in the fact that I cooked myself a meal most days...#idk. I think maybe I could be okay? its weird. and I'll probably have another low dip soon but... maybe after that I'll be okay?#I hope so anyway. I finally have therapy again tomorrow and I'm excited because then I can tell her to go back to weekly because. I need it#and then things wont be so bad#plus I'm trying to find a psychologist or... something... which will also be helpful I think#and I might finally get braces soon. better late than never#idk. I think things will be alright maybe?
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