#but i've experienced such extreme levels of paralyzing anxiety over school that i just don't feel anything about it anymore

[kakushigotofanclub]

I'm at the point in the semester (three days before it ends) where I check my grades (for the first time in the whole semester) and realize I have a multitude of missing assignments (too many to count) so I send my professors emails giving them my sob story (works every time) and convince them to let me turn stuff in late (just a few of them I won't push my luck) and then fool around for hours doing nothing productive (I call myself the Chief Executive of Executive Function for a reason)