#but i'm sorry i forgot that this game doesn't want to do 'role play' options my bad

[lizzybeeee]

When you spend 20 years attempting to bring down the child slavery, murdering, human trafficking exploitation ring that stole your childhood, murdered your friends, and killed countless innocents only to have them rebrand as 'Noble Freedom Fighters™' off-screen.

[shirogane-oushirou]

8,6,7,5,3, and 9 for whichever f/o you're feeling right now! (for the spicy asks)

i forgot i had that ask game in my queue. screaming crying sobbing. i don't know why this is making me nervous, i'm CONSTANTLY in nsft post tags blabbering on about how i want to give my otter man a brain-melting orgasm to cure him of his Conditions... ;;;

answering these for ren bc he's the one i'm most... in tune with? i COULD answer some spicy asks about some of the others (mars is a good runner-up), but i've never put as much thought into this side of a relationship as i have with ren. SO!!!

whether i ramble on with details nobody needs to know or i just give a-few-words-long answers is up to fate. 🙏🏻 (edit post-writing: ......you wanna guess which option fate went with? 😩 i'm so sorry in advance kjNKJN)

3: Is the sex between you and your f/o usually sensual? Passionate? Animalistic?

more sensual and passionate, if i have to pick among those options.

r!ren's much more passionate from the start, since he isn't forcing himself to play a role and can just be open with his affections. he's the kind of guy to quickly go from a light kiss while we watch something to Full Throttle if he's given the OK kjndfkjn.

doc!ren starts out playful and sensual, and he has more control wrt things like light affection staying light, but as things heat up the mask starts to slip and the passion comes out in him as well.

but, with both rens, we're also very silly. like, he's intentionally being a goof the entire time (see: that one post about an f/o saying "shoot your goo!" when you're about to cum), and if his hands get shaky while he's trying to put on a condom, that isn't gonna ruin the mood... if anything i'd be like, "oh no, he's failing to put the condom on... oooh he's struggling so hard... 💕" and then offer to help with my own shaky hands kjsndkjn. like this is us when something silly happens or we have trouble with something stupid:

5: Do you and your f/o prefer having sex in the dark or with the lights open?

lights on! he wants to be able to see everything... not only in the "i love your body" sense (which is also true), but in the "i want to see every facial reaction so i can figure out what works for you and what doesn't" sense.... whether he's doc!ren or r!ren, he has a mind for study, close examination, and analysis.

and -i- want to see his every reaction bc he's handsome and cute and veeery expressive :3 i wanna see him Fucking Lose It in full hd quality.

6: What was the most embarrassing thing to happen between you and your f/o before, during, and/or after sex?

i can't think of anything in particular that's truly embarrassing tbh. i think there are also things that both of us could feel embarrassed about individually that the other would find endearing, but i don't really count that... :/

idk, it just isn't something i've put much thought into in spite of the fact that something would inevitably happen at some point!

7: Any favourite positions?

nothing too creative! we both enjoy missionary, cowgirl, pretzel dip, and reverse spooning, and he in particular loves giving and receiving oral so face sitting + kneeling at the edge of the bed... really anything that's face-to-face and as close as possible.

and if i'm not up for anything on my end, i'm usually more than happy for us to sit or lie next to each other while i help get him off (often a good chance for some fun power play, teasing, etc) or give him JOI if i'm not up for anything physical at all (ALSO a good chance for power play and teasing lol). he understands that we have VASTLY different "batteries", so even if i'm just sitting next to him while he takes care of things himself, to him that just means we're sitting close and spending time together, yippee~!!

8: Any favourite places (ex. bedroom, kitchen, on a desk, against the wall  etc)?

honestly, if it were up to him, i think he'd be up for just about anywhere, and in my wildest dreams i'd also be up for more creative use of space... but because of my pain and health issues, the best places are the bed and sofa ;;; kissing elsewhere for a bit would be okay, but once things really start to get going we need to get somewhere soft and cushioned lmao.

9: Any kinks and/or fetishes?

OKAYYYY. the Big Question. so. i imagine us, when we start discussing the possibility of sex, sharing our most searched "tags" as a starting point to see what we have in common, figure out if one of us is squicked by one of the other's kinks and need to avoid it, etc. the most relevant kinks are:

femdom (no shit lol, we VERY quickly figure out we're a perfectly matched sub top and dom bottom/service dom)

light bondage (nothing too intense, just a "hands tied to the bedposts, blindfold over the eyes" every now and again kind of deal)

edging (gotta make my boy sooooo desperate~)

body worship (self explanatory)

scent (i can't decide if ren's like... a scent guy or a MY PERSON'S SCENT guy... but he loves to bury his head in my hair and neck, especially if we're doing our ro's-battery-is-empty sessions and he just wants to lean into me.)

sound (to complement his scent Thing i guess ksjdkjn voices are a huge things for me, and i think moaning is super cute, and uh. welp...!! he's good at it!!)

i'm not gonna lie, i think it'd be hot as fuck to fuck doc!ren in gloves and his labcoat KJNJLJNKSJM i have a thing for hands and labcoats so the double whammy would knock me out cold.

aaand i simply enjoy seeing my lovely boyfriend blissed the fuck out ^^ my cocktail of being ace, what i can feel, how often i feel it, etc. is a little fucked, but even when everything is at its lowest possible levels, i'd still get some indescribable Thing out of helping push ren to his limits, watching him completely lose it, and enjoying as he comes down from the high. it'd make me feel good to see him feel good, even if the source of that good feeling is different for both of us. 💕

[zydrateacademy]

Current Activities in Baldur's Gate #4

Somewhat minor, teammate based spoilers to come. No big story moment, just... a mistake.

So today I spent on a new version of Sinji (my bard/rogue golden gal) specifically for multiplayer so my brother and I could play. He's got his own solo venture, I have my... dozen or so. So we're just experiencing the game together. He basically just got started and it didn't take us long to exceed his own experience. He's an "along for the ride" kind of people, just following me along and not really going off to do his own thing. He's not ruining any story beats but just letting my high charisma bard/rogue go through most situations with some exceptions.

Like knowing what was in the... 'barn'. You know the one. There's an interrupt there specific to barbarians that to my own knowledge is the only way to end the encounter without combat. Thought it was funny. He's also the one that took down the door at Waukeen's Rest when Karlach failed her roll.

Anyway my point is he's just on a rollercoaster as I fulfull a sort of order of operations in act 1 given some of my meta knowledge of events. My order is usually: 1) Get Shadowheart. 2) Get Astarion. 3) Get Lae'zel/Gale, choose my mid-term term from there. 4) Go get Withers. 5) Do the grove entry combat encounter. 5a) Do some basic puddling around the grove, sell junk, get money. 6) Respec one partymember to fulfill a proper roll. 7) Send Wyll to camp. 8) Get Karlach

And that's when my priorities can splinter a bit depending on the kind of character I'm doing. Most of the time it's clearing out gnolls, playing nice with that thieves guild so I can go buy those sleight of hand advantage gloves. My future spellcasters may not prioritize that as much.

Even all this time I've spent in the first act I've still discovered new things, like a dapper little bard hat on the beach not far from where you pick Shadowheart up.

Yeah, that's a completely new item to me.

Anyway, my method of playing has put a lot of typical scenes on long rest in a fairly long queue. Wyll/Karlach after TWO long rests still haven't had their scene together so Wyll can reconcile with her and subsequently get punished for it.

Anyway there's a sequence that was in Early Access, and probably still is there. When Astarion tries to bite you for the first time and you can kind of choose what to do. Feed him, fight him, tell him he can stay but not become his juicebox. Anyway I wanted to see my character shake his stick at him again like I remember because it was funny... but I passed the skill check and instead of fighting him off she went for an immediate staking. Blood and all, he just falls over and that's the fucking end of him.

My brother and I were so goddamn shocked. Withers doesn't have the option to bring him back for some reason. Got a unique sequence of using Speak With Dead on him. It was so insane, did not expect immediate staking.

I didn't necessarily plan on using him in the party, my bard/rogue takes the party's role as the rogue so I wasn't worried about that aspect. I was so shocked at the events I completely forgot there was a roll at all, I was so distracted. I was expecting the stick-shakey scene!

My brother will just have to explore Astarion's plotline on his own save. Big whoops!

Sorry dude!