#but i’m mostly doing okay (for now!)
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Also hey I wanna say too that pretty much every single headcanon ever is valid. Even if they aren’t popular, even if they go against canon, even if they change on the regular and make for a throughly transformative work.
I think fandom is supposed to be fun and honestly it just acts like a toybox of sorts? With all these malleable characters as action figures that you play with as you like. If you wanna make them bigger or smaller or change their species or what they present as or how they sound or even act - you can! You can and you should!
Have fun, because you’ll inevitably find others who like what you do too. And even if you don’t, as long as you like it, then that’s what matters.
#this is something I’m saying partially to myself too#personally I have a huge problem of wanting to ‘justify’ my headcanons#where I do my damndest to ‘prove’ that what I headcanon is possible in canon#because it personally makes me feel much better and less anxious#but it’s something I gotta move past because sometimes rule of fun is better than canon justification#I still personally prefer to keep close to canon or within the realm of canon for my works#but I think I’ll stop trying to justify every little thing and just have a little more fun with it#but yeah saying right now that even if it’s not my personal cup of tea or something I headcanon myself#I will still fight for people’s right to have fun with these toy box action figures#is there an argument to be made of ‘at some point these characters just become OCs’? yeah but…who cares?#idk this was mostly something for myself to keep in mind but in light of recent events#I think I’ll post it too#also wanna say - don’t attack others for their headcanons#if you don’t like it then block them#remember that there are real people here that you could hurt okay?#the way they connect with a character will inevitably be different than you
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truthfully i want to back away from jjk but i don’t know how
#bc i still love nanami & want to write about him but#i don’t feel like i’m a part of the fandom anymore#& im okay w it i just want to have my own space on here#it’s just all i see allll the time and i’m kind of tired of it :( bc i don’t care anymore#i don’t get excited about it like i do bsd either :(#i also don’t just want to be known as a jjk blog which i feel like … i kind of am now maybe :/#but like it’s ALLL people post about & i have a lot of jjk moots which i love so i’m not going to block anyone 😭😭 but i also wish i could#just like …. distance myself easier lol#it’s mostly the fandom too like idk i don’t like it#anyway sorry for the rant but if you’re wondering why i’m posting all abt bsd again all of the sudden this is why#i just realized it makes me a lot happier !! :3 to be more a part of that side of tumblr
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Okay one more dnd con au post before I go to work
Dnd!Techno would literally fuck around with Cala and Spooky when he first meets them tbh HDJSJ
Like the two stumble into the commune, see him and immediately ask if they know where the blade is since they both think it’s an actual weapon/object
And Techno would just “the blade huh- hm. tell me about it-“ and let them talk and just be like “yeah no haven’t seen it” and just fully fuck around with them until Cala and spooky mention Dream and techno is instantly just
“Heh..? Wait-“
And immediately just drop the act and tell them that he WAS the blade and he’s a bit surprised to see them have that look of sadness and Cala immediately apologizing since she didn’t know he was a person and immediately feels bad HDDJSJ
Idk I just love their dynamic right off the bat
#something about how Cala and spooky instantly humanize techno the second they know he’s what they’re looking for#and meanwhile mostly everyone in the continent who knows techno treat him like he’s just a weapon instead throughout the decades#okay I’ll shut up now#I always worry about characterizing techno but I’m doing my best#cala rambles#dnd con au
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i am always saying cori is nonbinary but that really is more so a way for me to conceptualize it and explain it to everyone than like, what cori would say.
#but trying to explain how cori sees it makes me feel like i’m talking in incomprehensible circles ahdjdkskd#cori turned 13 and their body started changing and they started getting referred to as a girl and they were like…i don’t think so.#but if you say so…not completely disconnected from it but not fully embracing it either#which is why like. they are mostly okay with she/her but do not want to be called a woman or ma’am etc#and also i think they like it when people they’re close to use they/them esp after a day spent doing WoL stuff where i think they get a lot#of she/her. their mom knows this and shtola also#debroye (who i’ve decided cori is close too now adfhj) and i think erenville probably picks up on it#viera to viera understanding. cori tells estinien and he adjusts.#idk if any of this makes sense i was just thinking about whether or not i thought they used modern terms#like nb or trans not just bc of the setting but bc of viera culture#but also yeah i was thinking about a certain other game storyline sfgjgf#ANYWAY.#i need a text post tag
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Oh yeah so anyway part 1 of the lady terror ensemble complete👍
#I realized a little too late that this petticoat is a little more edwardian than it needs to be but hey oh well#multiple purposes can be achieved with this#now I gotta find some nice wool to make an overskirt and a naval vest and I’ll be aces#might also make some stays from redthreaded who knows that might help (the 1830’s ones to be specific)#but also I have the linen to make a little all-purpose collared shift that will work for several outfits#also I’m using the excess flannel I have to make a kirtle and that is going… okay…#also if anyone wants to see it ig I can show y’all the medieval shift I finished yesterday as well#(well. mostly finished. i have to decide on sleeve closures. or if I even really need those)#anyway#egg’s face#it’s amazing what you can do when your laptop is in the shop for an indefinite ammount of time
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Once hockey season begins, I’ll be better
#I’m doing okay right now#I like the consistency and employment that it gives me#it’s also nice that I can blame a bunch of men for my problems (in a bad mood… it’s the fault of the leafs)#⬅️ I’m mostly joking
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it’s the 90s in my monkee universe where davy lost his mom young like he did irl and they are watching the land before time because, yknow it seemed like a cool newer movie and peter LOVES don bluth films so they happened to pick it up from a video store after it left theaters so they’re all at home on the couch snuggled up and then they get to the scene where the sharp tooth attacks and mike sees it coming and has a hand on davys arm immediately and sure enough theres a dying mother scene.
davy stiffens a bit but says he’s fine and so mike squeezes davys hand a bit but then eventually davy starts to sniffle and mikes like “okay that’s it micky pause it.” and despite it having been so many years since his mom passed and him having been so young at the time, something still hits davy, especially seeing a kid in denial that his mom is going away because he just assumed she’d always be there!
but davy is determined to push past most of his babyish ways of the past so he keeps assuring mike (who is holding his face and looking into his eyes) that he’s fine between breaths. but mike is in full mumma mode because davy became his baby forever and always, and they turn the film back on and it’s all fine but mike holds davy extra tight and snuggles up to him throughout the rest of the watch and davy can’t help but push himself into mike and cling onto his shirt because mike is there for him and he does love him so much.
#the monkees#mike nesmith#davy jones#peter tork#micky dolenz#mumma mike#this is something i don’t know if ive ever actually typed out but i got randomly into the land before time a while ago and thought of this#davybaby#or… post davybaby i suppose?#in this they’re older cause it’s the 90s and after his father passed in 72 davy started regressing real hard#(mostly after one really lonely trip to england to help with his father)#(he had some panic attacks because suddenly he was thrust back into evrything he left and called mike in the middle of the night freaking#out because he felt all alone and mike promised he’d never#have davy go to england alone and that he’d stay with him next time)#so throughout a lot of the 70s davy is on and off baby mode pretty hard#and at some point in the 80s he decides to try to stop it and goes all stoic and NOT little#but mike is now so attached to his little one and davy… despite trying to act like he’s not… is so attached to mike#and mike wants davy to be able to do what he wants but is also conflicted because it’s definitely not good for davy to ignore his emotions#which the guys usually helped him process through regressing#they all figure it out don’t worry it’s just hard for davy but he’s got his friends. they’ve all got each other and they love each other so#so much#and davy gets so many snuggles and hugs and kisses don’t you worry#okay goodnight folks i’m sorry for the lil davy rants
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thank you guys for being so patient with me while i’ve been going through it all year lol, I remember when I told myself in january that i wanted to make this a year of lots of writing and that plan sorta died but im glad y’all are here regardless. talking about diego is the highlight of most of my days so im grateful to have this space
#i got more bad health related news last night but my bestie talked me through it so I’m mostly okay#there’s so many things i want to do and make but i simply Can’t right now 💔#also this is not me asking for sympathy I’m juat genuinely grateful there’s so many of you still here despite my lack of energy
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Welp I’m back for the time being…
#blog update#I deleted some asks out of anger so I do apologize for that 🫠#but I’m mostly okay now 🤣#we’ll see how this goes
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The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.
#college craze#katie talks ifs and vns#i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this#also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce)#and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay#I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds#anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition)#otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags#but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a#playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was#in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3#extremely long post#long post#edits:mine#college craze: ches#college craze: madeline#college craze: madeline x jay#college craze: ches x pierce#i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm#and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling#sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more#those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl)#im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc
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it’s funny to me because like. look, gaming shit, i’m fairly well-versed in, so even before starting ac2, i knew ezio was the assassin’s creed protagonist that a lot of. to be blunt, gamergate-ass chuds like to point to as The Best One™️, on account of him being male and white and het. so it’s just very funny to me that ezio says gay rights. not that it would matter to those kinds of assholes, they’d probably say this game from 2010 has a woke mind virus forcing ezio to love gay people. but. they very much cannot change the canonical fact that ezio’s best friend is gay and he says out loud that he thinks leonardo’s boyfriend is good for him.
#also clarifications on two points: 1) i’m saying ezio is white because in the small mind of gamergate chuds ezio is white. but like. ezio#is italian. in 16th century italy. and i’m not like an anthropologist or anything but i do know that attempts to transpose modern day#american ideas of race onto 16th century italy don’t really make any goddamn sense.#you understand this. i understand this. they don’t because they’re frankly fucking idiots. but moving on.#2) ezio is very much a Video Game Protagonist Guy. not denying that. and ac2’s pivot away from debating the tenets of the assassin’s up#front and mostly leaving it to codex entries and missable stuff IS a part of that. but like. ezio is also Not the guy those fucks think he#is. ezio DOES carry a lot of the hangups of being Video Game Protagonist Guy in the late 2000s. but he evolves. he grows.#and he’s very much still an assassin and the order is about as egalitarian as it gets. ezio says gay rights but also women’s rights!#okay done now.
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Hm I would love to continue Dee's dol journey and play it more but I feel like I’m starting to run out of stuff
#atm I’m mostly thinking about it and not really playing it much anymore#i know there’s still a lot I haven’t done but I hadn’t expected that the content for the LIs would run out so quickly#now tbf I still have Kylar to explore but I’m just not that I to them so their whole.. thing (gestures vaguely) will happen when it happens#actually I’m being unfair I only mean Sydney when I say that#..and Avery#cause I know you can basically romance everyone without consequences but:#i wont ever romance Robin bc I’d like to uphold that personal moral for Dee#Kylar will happen when it happens but I unfortunately didn’t click with them as much as I had hoped#Eden didn’t do much for me < also unfortunately and unexpectedly#im kinda working on Alex but imma be honest the whole farm/wren thing is really tedious#although I’m slowly working on it#and then Whitney…. I’m tempted but also my petty ass doesn’t want to let them win#plus i feel like it would be somewhat ooc for Dee#yeh she doesn’t hate him as much anymore bc there’s bigger fish to deal with now but he hasn’t really changed his behavior at all#again I would be on Whitney if I could retaliate and not let myself be dragged around like a chew toy#dol rambles#ah i forgor the woods and the hawk. so I’ve tried the wolves in one run it was okay but the ongoing 10+ wolf sex encounters tire me out#<not like that
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It’s important to me that you guys look at my new son I brought home last night
His name is Bartleby
#I’m giving him a couple weeks to acclimate before I start trying to handle him#he’s suuuuuuper skittish like holy hell#(which honestly good)#(sailfin dragons are generally active reptiles)#(a sluggish/ ‘idc do what you want’ fella would be worrisome)#(**as a baby)#(you gotta work with reptiles to get them to trust you)#(ESPECIALLY when they’re species that get big)#(their bite doesn’t feel like shit for now. but then they’re older they’ll break skin)#(and their tails will turn into whips)#like taming Bartleby is going to come with being bitten a few times#I’m fully aware of this and also ifgaf bc his bites don’t hurt (for now bc he’s a baby)#so him trying to intimidate me won’t work#like okay yea duh ofc I’m going to give him his space#but after I give him a couple weeks to acclimate bestie is being handled every day#and bribed with food#mostly bribed with food at the beginning#gah he’s so pretty#so excited for him to get to look like Godzilla fndnsnsmkf
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well. at least i finally made a planning
#like wtf i have so much to do <- fucking explodes. but i finally have a feel for what i’m gonna do what day for the next two weeks#it’s insane bc i haven’t actually factored in homework + deadlines yet but. we ball. it’s okay#i just need to try and get more time efficient instead of waste time procrastinating……………… agh anyway otherwise i can always stop sleeping#/mostly joking. hopefully joking#<- guy who is simultaneously overwhelmed w anxiety & bordering on being numb to the stress bc. whatever. it’s been like this for weeks now#i just need to make it thru another week (repeat till christmas)
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Ahhhhhh I love my boyfrienddddddd <333333
#Sorry had to I’m in a state of pure bliss#This is the nicest guy ive talked to ever#Like legitimately I don’t know how I lucked out so much#He’s everything to me. He literally sent a whole paragraph asking me if I was alright with holding hands#Cuz he didn’t want me to be uncomfortable at all#He’s the besssttttyttsgsgejajek#one little problem I do have to sorta fully come out to him but that’s okay#I keep saying it abstractly because my gender is an abstract concept that I just shrugged and said was close enough to a guy. Mostly#For right now I’m satisfied#S.K’s love life#I think he grasps the concept I just have to explicitly say it because we’re both dumbasses
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just wondering if there’s a reason i keep getting vivid flashbacks of traumatic events from my childhood
#like . what am i doing NOW that is making this stuff pop up!!!!#WHY am i grieving the pain of my 10yo self on a september sunday at 6:40am.#(i’m okay. i mean i’m really sad. but mostly i’m just like what the fuck is going on.)#izzy.txt
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