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lesbianfanfictionenthusiast · 2 years ago

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i've been questioning whether or not im autistic for more than a year now and one of the main reasons i haven't talked to a professional about it is because i sure as hell am not gonna tell a doctor that my special interest is fanfiction and shipping

#/hj #actually im just scared of not being taken seriously because im hyper empathetic and masking a lot 👍#but i sure as hell don't wanna explain to another medical specialist that i've been reading fan written stories about fictional people #kissing for almost every day for 5 years now #ive actually gotten a really high score for autism when i got a psych screening 2 years ago but they just diagnosed me with anxiety #and depression and i found out about my rating for autism bc i read the report myself #but well #i dont remember much of my childhood so i probably couldn't answer any questions as to whether ive shown symptoms when i was a child #it's not like i have a good chance at being diagnosed anyway as im afab and all the autism specialized psychologists in my area are old men #wow that was a RANT

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