#but i have to say - if harry or louis spoke against fan behaviours in the way dan does i'd be devastated
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asking because you’re one of the friendlier larries: at what point would you say harry/louis is responsible for his behaviour? i notice that harry/louis/larry stans tend to separate them from their actions a lot more than niall/liam/zayn/ziam stans do. at what point would you say “he did x” as opposed to “mgmt/the label made him do x”? i don’t want to fight, i’m genuinely curious. (im a ziam who only started paying attention to larries/louies after walls came out, to help you understand me.)
i agree with the point you’re trying to make here. i think it’s very dependent on how much control and decision making they have in the process of an action playing out. whether it’s something outside of their reach or if they most definitely had a say so, and they could’ve spoke out against it while trying to find another solution. it’s a slippery slope, and the line is very blurred with fandom (and i’ve found myself falling down that line of thinking ever so often). i think everyone has an idealized version of who they’re fans of no matter if it’s HL or other celebrities. we see them for who we want them to be and for the actions they’ve shown publicly over the course of time we’ve been a fan. and i’ve discussed the harm of idealism and idolism for a while, but it is something that can be ingrained without consciously knowing. it isn’t until you really step back and pull apart a situation and analyze it objectively that you truly start seeing what is/isn’t something they’ve had a hand in. and i think many people become afraid to do that thinking they aren’t a good fan or that they’ll think differently of them etc., etc. but for the most part that isn’t true at all. never believe you’re a bad fan for not actively separating the person and the action. it is a much more healthy way of stanning a celebrity.
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This time nine years ago, five teenage boys’ dreams were in tatters after being rejected from the X Factor .
But determined not to let a good-looking gang go to waste, show boss Simon Cowell and his genius decided to put solo hopefuls Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson together.
It took the lads just five minutes to agree to his plan and have another crack at the competition - this time in the groups category.
They would go on to be one of the most successful boybands of the century, selling out stadiums and dominating the charts for five years before splitting in an explosion of bitterness and animosity.
But with no experience of harmonies, group singing or even each other, even then Liam wondered what they were really getting into.
“We had seen each other at Bootcamp and got on well, and Niall and I had shared a room. But we were competition then, and at the back of the minds we knew were against each other,” Liam would later recall.
“So it was strange when we were put together and my first thought was, ‘How are we going to make this work when we don’t know each other? It was such a leap of faith.”
A fractious start
Desperate to catch up with the other bands, the newly-formed five-piece spent an intense two intense weeks practising in a bungalow at the bottom of Harry’s step-dad’s garden in Holmes Chapel, Cheshire.
But contrary to their bright white smiles and boyish banter, their very different personalities were already beginning to show, laying the foundations for the resentment, jealously and anger that would one day cause the group to implode.
“We used to be at each other’s throats on the X Factor,” Louis admitted on their This Is Us DVD of his clashes with Liam.
“Whenever I wanted to do anything slightly mischievous, he was always the daddy.”
“Me and Louis did not get on at all,” Wolverhampton-born Liam agreed. “We were two completely different characters. There was one point where I literally wanted to whack him.”
Nevertheless, they sailed through the live shows and came third in the final before scoring a record deal with Cowell, who for them made n exception of only signing the winning act.
A mysterious fall out
By the time they scored their first number one with What Makes You Beautiful in September 2011, Harry and Louis were living as housemates in a rented £3million North London flat in the same block where Ashley Cole and Cheryl once met.
Then suddenly at the start of 2012 they allegedly stopped talking and moved out.
“Apart from Harry and Louis, no one knows exactly what caused the falling out — they didn’t even tell the other boys the full details,“ a source told The Sun at the time.
“But it was very serious and their friendship has never recovered. Everyone involved in the band is well aware of the animosity between them.
“It’s been central to everything else that came next with the band because there was suddenly a massive divide.”
From that point on Harry apparently refused to even travel with Louis and the fall-out would become so serious that bosses reportedly had to find a way to make their last three albums without the boys having to spend any time together in the studio.
However, Niall dismissed the claims, telling fans not to believe the reports.
"We stand strong as a band and we’re brothers,” he tweeted.
Those 'gay sex’ rumours
One theory was that the 'Larry Stylinson’ fan fiction depicting the pair as lovers had pushed them apart.
Louis, in particular, was extremely sensitive about the claims and admitted the speculation about their sexuality 'created an atmosphere’.
“People can believe what they want, but it comes across as a little bit disrespectful to the ones that I love, like (girlfriend) Eleanor (Calder),” he said.
“I’m so protective over things like that, about the people I love. So it created this atmosphere between the two of us.”
Zayn told how Harry and Louis had even dialled back their physical friendship in an attempt to stop the rumours.
“It’s not funny, and it still continues to be quite hard for them. They won’t naturally go put their arm around each other because they’re conscious of this thing that’s going on, which is not even true,” he said.
While Harry likes to keep people guessing about his sexuality, refusing to put a label on it, Louis has categorically said he is heterosexual.
And he was raging when a cartoon featured in HBO show Euphoria depicted a sex scene between him and Harry last month.
“I can categorically say that I was not contacted nor did I approve it,” he raged on Twitter , with a source telling The Sun he was 'angered’ that an 'awkward’ situation had been made worse.
Drug scandal
Whatever the cause of the tension, the rift only grew wider when Zayn and Louis were filmed smoking what appeared to be cannabis in the back of an SUV en route to a concert in Peru in 2014.
Narrating from behind the camera as he filmed Zayn lighting what appeared to be a joint, Louis could be heard saying, “So here we are, leaving Peru. Joint lit. Happy days!”
Talking about Zayn taking his warm-up 'seriously’, he continued, “One very very important factor of Zayn’s warm up of course if Mary J herself. In fact I will present it to him now for some fantastic singing.”
Straight-laced Harry - who wasn���t even much of a drinker - was apparently 'furious’ they’d taken the shine off the start of their UK stadium tour with their 'stupid and reckless’ behaviour.
“Harry is annoyed about the whole debacle. This should be one of the biggest weeks of the band’s career… Instead it has been taken over by this controversy,” an insider told The Sun.
“Despite Harry’s reputation, he’s incredibly professional and mature, and not into these sorts of antics,” the source added.
Booze battles
It wasn’t just Louis and Zayn who were in Harry’s bad books.
Liam’s partying was so out of control that Harry reportedly refused to go socialise with the band unless good guy Niall was there to keep the peace.
The pressure of spending two solid years on the road coupled with rumours about their future caused Liam to have a backstage meltdown in October 2015 with the band forced to cancel the gig in Belfast.
“The pressures of fame and being on the road for two years have made Liam ill,” a source told The Sun of the star, who would go on to admit fame 'nearly killed me’.
“He was devastated about letting everyone down, especially the fans, but he wasn’t physically able to get on stage. He had a complete meltdown.”
On another occasion he turned up to a fan event so drunk that it finally gave him a wake-up call.
“I’m not afraid to say that I actually went through a pretty bad [drinking] stage,” he told Attitude magazine.
“There were just a few times that I went over the limit with things and then I had to pull it back.
"I was very fortunate that I had lots of great people around me who said to me, 'Look Liam, you need to chill out a bit now.’”
Admitting he used alcohol to cope with the strain of performing near-constant touring, he said being drunk was like putting on a Disney costume before stepping out on stage.
“Underneath the Disney costume I was pissed quite a lot of the time because there was no other way to get your head around what was going on,” he told Men’s Health.
“I mean, it was fun. We had an absolute blast, but there were certain parts of it where it just got a little bit toxic.”
The pact
The band was fraying at the seams. Zayn was constantly in the headlines, accused of cheating on then-fiancée Perrie Edwar - which he vehemently denied.
There were rumours that he wanted out of 1D - despite the deal they were said to have made to release five albums and a greatest hits record before going on a 'hiatus’.
But Zayn blindsided everyone by suddenly quitting in March 2015 after a concert in Hong Kong.
In a statement he later admitted had nothing to do with him, he claimed he wanted to be a 'normal 22- year old’.
"I wasn’t going to spend another minute doing something which made me ill and which I no longer believed in,” he said of his shock exit.
Harry was seen openly crying on stage during their performance the next night.
But behind the scenes, the lads were reportedly furious.
“The others knew Zayn would have a head start by leaving first, like Robbie Williams did when he quit Take That,“ said a pal.
“It was frustrating to them as Zayn only had to hang on in there a few months and 1D would have gone on their long break united.”
Zayn would later go so far as to claim he’d wanted to leave the band from the very beginning and that he hated their music.
Friends no more?
Meanwhile, absence has only made the feud grow stronger, particularly between Louis and Zayn after the latter failed to support him on the X Factor following his mum’s death in December 2016.
"I had a couple of calls with him after I lost my mum and all the boys had agreed to come to that performance and he didn’t show, so that really bugged me,” he said on the Dan Wootton podcast.
“It was just seeing everyone there – Harry, Niall and Liam – that was what I needed that night, that support,” he said. “So on the other end of the spectrum it kind of really showed. So, eh, I hope he’s alright, but…”
Niall admits he doesn’t even have Zayn’s number and that he’s constantly changing it, while Zayn sniped that he didn’t 'really’ speak to Harry when they were in the band so didn’t expect to have a friendship after.
“I ain’t spoke to any of them for a long time, to be honest with you. That’s just the way it is,” he told Vogue.
“There’s things that happen and things that were said after I left…Snide things. Small things that I would never have expected.”
So could they ever reunite?
Mirror - July 23, 2019
#this is the investigative quoted by queerty#that's more like a fanfiction than a journalistic work#but that clearly establishes some changes to the narrative#they have been building since the beginning of the hiatus#with harry and niall on the good side#louis zayn and liam as the guilty part#and larry stylinson as the root of all conflicts#this article also reinforces the harry thinks he's better than the rest narrative#he decides with whom to fly with#and he doesn't want to reunited the band#i want this in my blog because it feels to me#they are escalating in the smear campaign againts louis#again#what is the endgame tho?#further isolate him from his community#and reinforce the idea of internalized homophobia#make him responsable for his own closet?#force him to come out and breach his contract?#can't figure it out#one direction: ninth anniversary#one direction#larry stylinson#louis tomlinson#solo louis sabotage#smear campaign#daily mirror
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The Bench by LittleRose13
(really very late tbh) 100 Follower celebration fic!
Every summer, the Weasley/Potter family get together to see the kids off to Hogwarts. Every summer, Molly insists on taking a photograph of all the children. Seventeen years pass and she is still taking the photo.
Words: 1,666 Characters: literally ALL the kids (I wish I could draw fan art for this story but I can’t draw at all) Read it on AO3
It all started the summer before Teddy set off for his first year at Hogwarts. The family had decided to have a big get together to see him off and it just sort of became an annual event. No one had ever said it was; everyone just knew that on the last weekend of the summer holidays, the whole Weasley/Potter family (plus Teddy) would descend on The Burrow.
Molly of course, loved it. Having her now slightly empty house bustling with so many children at once made her swell with pride at the grandchildren her children had given her. It was her who had first whipped out a camera and insisted on an entire group shot. In the end, she’d been backed all the way down the garden trying to fit everyone in so it was decided that just the children should gather for a photograph first.
James, who was only just five, sat proudly next to his favourite cousin Freddy, aged almost six. Three-year-old Albus sat next to his brother at the end of the bench, gazing at baby Lily who rested in James’ arms. James looked delighted at being allowed to hold his baby sister.
“Look, Fwed. Dis is my baby sister,” Albus explained proudly.
“Fwed knows that Al,” James said exasperatedly, patting Lily’s hair in what he obviously thought was a cute, older-brotherly way. “Fwed’s got a baby sister too.”
“My baby sister’s more bigger than a baby though,” Fred explained to the younger boys as Dominique (aged seven) sat on his other side. Four-year-old Roxanne was placed across both of their laps.
“I’m not a baby! I’m not am I Domi?” she whined.
“Not a baby,” said Dominique pointedly to Fred.
Rose sat down next, with her legs dangling from the bench, her one year old brother Hugo perched on her knee as Lily was perched on James. Victoire, who was nine, leant against the bench on Albus’ other side, struggling to hold her toddler brother Louis and grinning at eleven year old Teddy.
“Want me to hold Louis?” Teddy offered in his ‘mature’ voice, holding his arms out to take the squirming two-year-old.
“No Teddy, he’s my brother, I can do it.” Victoire retorted and Teddy smirked but stood a bit closer to her.
“Everybody say kneazles!” Grandma Molly ordered and there was an adorable chorus from most of the children, in which the adults watching could faintly hear a confused James shout ‘knees up!’.
From then on, it became a tradition that the picture be taken with near enough the same line up (with Percy’s two girls joining the group when they came along) and Grandma Molly had every single one arranged along her mantelpiece. It was amusing to look through them and see how much the kids had changed.
For example, in the photo taken in 2013, five-year-old Lily had refused to sit on James’ lap and insisted on sitting with Teddy instead. This wouldn’t have been a problem if she hadn’t decided this as the photo was being taken. Therefore that year’s picture shows Lily falling off James in her attempt to dive for Teddy while all the other kids smile, oblivious and Albus attempts to catch her.
Then the following year, Albus and James had had a falling out over whose turn it had been on their shared toy broomstick (Harry now wishes they had thought to bring both of their brooms to The Burrow). They are both glaring fiercely at each other in the photo, and Albus gives James a frustrated shove, slightly spoiling the serene smiles of their cousins.
Another year, Hugo had decided to display his first signs of magic by managing to turn his own hair blue. He wouldn’t allow his mother to fix it, insisting he was like Teddy and loved it. It eventually wore off but not before the annual photo had been taken depicting eight-year-old Hugo with bright blue hair; which slightly stole the focus from the rest of the picture. Harry and Ginny took some comfort from this as, for once, it hadn’t been one of their children.
But every single member of the family says their favourite is the one which was taken just before Lily and Hugo were about to go into their seventh year at Hogwarts. The kids had decided it would be fun to try and recreate exactly the original photo.
Al, James and Freddy squeezed onto the end of the bench they always took the photo on while Lily, laughing hysterically, balanced herself onto James’ lap.
“Oof, bloody hell Lily!” he complained, nursing his most recent Quidditch injury.
“Now you have to do the faces,” she insisted, still laughing. “James, you have to look really pleased to be holding me and Al, you have to look like you’ve never seen me before now.” There was no doubt that Lily had inherited her mother’s sass and she naturally took charge of the others. Her twenty-one-year-old brother looked bemused as he watched his little sister ordering everyone around from his lap.
“I always read my expression in that photo as more of a has my big brother James always had such scrawny arms?,” Albus replied with a smirk.
“Shut it, you,” James responded with a grin. “League-winning scrawny arms.”
“Still saved your goal in the final your seventh year,” Albus muttered, earning himself a kick from his older brother.
“Still didn’t put me on the team that year, captain,” Freddy added, with a playful expression.
“You were injured.” James was struggling to get his point across with Lily on top of him. “Are we still on this four years on?”
Dominique followed Lily’s order and took the remaining space on the bench with Roxanne on top of her, Dominique and Freddy deliberately making it clear that they had to peer round Roxanne’s head to be seen by the camera. Thirteen-year-old Molly, who hadn’t been there for the original photo, perched beside her.
“Technically, Molly shouldn’t be in the photo,” Lily began and Molly scowled. “But I like her, so we’ll make an exception. And I suppose, as she’s about to leave for Hogwarts, Lucy can too.” Realising there was no room left on the bench, Rose, joined by Lucy, sat gently on the arm of the bench.
Victoire followed their lead and sat on the opposite arm of the bench, beside Albus; Teddy was beaming on her other side with his arm round his wife. Until Lily told him off for not being authentic to the original picture and he reluctantly removed it, settling for standing beside her with a dopey expression the original eleven-year-old Teddy definitely hadn’t been showing Victoire. Albus shared a look with James and they both shook their heads at their surrogate brother’s soppiness.
“I don’t think I’ll be able to hold Louis in this one.” Victoire said, looking doubtfully at her eighteen-year-old brother. He and Hugo caught each others’ eyes and grinned, settling for standing next to their sisters rather than on top of them.
“Everyone say ‘Knees Up!” Lily commanded, laughing loudly as her grandmother took several pictures, tears of laughter running down her face. The adults all looked on fondly at their children, smiling proudly around at each other.
Then, before anyone knew what was happening, the bench leg closest to Rose and Hugo collapsed just as Grandma Molly clicked the shutter. After dusting themselves off and a lot of laughing, Molly presented them with the last photo she had taken, smiling broadly.
The family crowded round to see it and there were shouts of laughter as it was passed round.
In it, Rose was on the floor laughing where Hugo had managed to catch her. Lucy and Roxanne had simply stood up when the bench broke, leaving poor Dominique to slide down the now-diagonal bench to the grass below, Freddy right behind her. He had thrown an arm out to prevent himself crushing his cousin, who was in fits of laughter beneath him.
Albus had grabbed Victoire’s arm (the nearest thing presumably) and gripped it tightly, a shocked look on his face. Louis, unaffected because of his location, looked on at the scene laughing while Teddy instinctively pulled Victoire away.
But James and Lily were the funniest sight. Lily had sat bolt upright on top of James and grabbed her older brother round his neck, looking absolutely terrified and staring straight at the camera. James was also clinging to Lily, obviously unaware of his expression, which was a mixture of shock and fear. Compared to everyone else, who had managed to remain relatively calm, they looked as if they were deliberately being dramatic which James tried to insist for a bit before giving in.
The picture had been seen by everyone and Mrs Weasley had taken it back to show to the other adults. She glanced at it again fondly, noting as she did the giveaway behaviour of her eldest granddaughter and her husband. When the photo had been passed on, she sought them out and placed an arm around Victoire’s shoulders.
“How long have you known?” she said quietly into her ear, loud enough so the only person who could hear was Teddy, who gave her an incredulous look.
“How did you know?” he spluttered, placing a hand on the small of Victoire’s back.
“The photograph. You both went straight here.” She placed a hand gently over Victoire’s stomach. “I know that look.”
Her granddaughter smiled warmly and accepted the pair of arms her husband wrapped around her from behind. She held onto them while she spoke. “We only found out a few days ago, we want to wait before we tell everyone.” Teddy nodded behind her.
“I won’t tell,” Molly smiled kindly. “When?”
“March,” Teddy told her proudly. “The seventeenth if we’re being precise.”
Later on, when Molly placed the photo onto the mantelpiece and compared it to the first ever picture of her grandchildren, she smiled sadly at how quickly the years had gone.
#harry potter fanfiction#full fic#mywriting#weasley family#potter family#wotter#I wish I could draw fan art#because actual pictures of these photos would be so cute#thebench
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This time nine years ago, five teenage boys' dreams were in tatters after being rejected from the X Factor .
But determined not to let a good-looking gang go to waste, show boss Simon Cowell and his genius decided to put solo hopefuls Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson together.
It took the lads just five minutes to agree to his plan and have another crack at the competition - this time in the groups category.
They would go on to be one of the most successful boybands of the century, selling out stadiums and dominating the charts for five years before splitting in an explosion of bitterness and animosity.
But with no experience of harmonies, group singing or even each other, even then Liam wondered what they were really getting into.
"We had seen each other at Bootcamp and got on well, and Niall and I had shared a room. But we were competition then, and at the back of the minds we knew were against each other," Liam would later recall.
"So it was strange when we were put together and my first thought was, 'How are we going to make this work when we don't know each other? It was such a leap of faith."
Desperate to catch up with the other bands, the newly-formed five-piece spent an intense two intense weeks practising in a bungalow at the bottom of Harry's step-dad's garden in Holmes Chapel, Cheshire.
But contrary to their bright white smiles and boyish banter, their very different personalities were already beginning to show, laying the foundations for the resentment, jealously and anger that would one day cause the group to implode.
"We used to be at each other’s throats on the X Factor," Louis admitted on their This Is Us DVD of his clashes with Liam.
"Whenever I wanted to do anything slightly mischievous, he was always the daddy."
"Me and Louis did not get on at all," Wolverhampton-born Liam agreed. "We were two completely different characters. There was one point where I literally wanted to whack him."
Nevertheless, they sailed through the live shows and came third in the final before scoring a record deal with Cowell, who for them made n exception of only signing the winning act.
A mysterious fall out
By the time they scored their first number one with What Makes You Beautiful in September 2011, Harry and Louis were living as housemates in a rented £3million North London flat in the same block where Ashley Cole and Cheryl once met.
Then suddenly at the start of 2012 they allegedly stopped talking and moved out.
“Apart from Harry and Louis, no one knows exactly what caused the falling out — they didn’t even tell the other boys the full details," a source told The Sun at the time.
“But it was very serious and their friendship has never recovered. Everyone involved in the band is well aware of the animosity between them.
“It’s been central to everything else that came next with the band because there was suddenly a massive divide.”
From that point on Harry apparently refused to even travel with Louis and the fall-out would become so serious that bosses reportedly had to find a way to make their last three albums without the boys having to spend any time together in the studio.
However, Niall dismissed the claims, telling fans not to believe the reports.
"We stand strong as a band and we’re brothers," he tweeted.
Those 'gay sex' rumours
One theory was that the 'Larry Stylinson' fan fiction depicting the pair as lovers had pushed them apart.
Louis, in particular, was extremely sensitive about the claims and admitted the speculation about their sexuality 'created an atmosphere'.
"People can believe what they want, but it comes across as a little bit disrespectful to the ones that I love, like (girlfriend) Eleanor (Calder)," he said.
"I'm so protective over things like that, about the people I love. So it created this atmosphere between the two of us."
Zayn told how Harry and Louis had even dialled back their physical friendship in an attempt to stop the rumours.
"It's not funny, and it still continues to be quite hard for them. They won't naturally go put their arm around each other because they're conscious of this thing that's going on, which is not even true," he said.
While Harry likes to keep people guessing about his sexuality, refusing to put a label on it, Louis has categorically said he is heterosexual.
And he was raging when a cartoon featured in HBO show Euphoria depicted a sex scene between him and Harry last month.
"I can categorically say that I was not contacted nor did I approve it," he raged on Twitter , with a source telling The Sun he was 'angered' that an 'awkward' situation had been made worse.
Drug scandal
Whatever the cause of the tension, the rift only grew wider when Zayn and Louis were filmed smoking what appeared to be cannabis in the back of an SUV en route to a concert in Peru in 2014.
Narrating from behind the camera as he filmed Zayn lighting what appeared to be a joint, Louis could be heard saying, "So here we are, leaving Peru. Joint lit. Happy days!"
Talking about Zayn taking his warm-up 'seriously', he continued, "One very very important factor of Zayn’s warm up of course if Mary J herself. In fact I will present it to him now for some fantastic singing."
Straight-laced Harry - who wasn't even much of a drinker - was apparently 'furious' they'd taken the shine off the start of their UK stadium tour with their 'stupid and reckless' behaviour.
"Harry is annoyed about the whole debacle. This should be one of the biggest weeks of the band's career... Instead it has been taken over by this controversy," an insider told The Sun.
"Despite Harry's reputation, he's incredibly professional and mature, and not into these sorts of antics," the source added.
Booze battles
It wasn't just Louis and Zayn who were in Harry's bad books.
Liam's partying was so out of control that Harry reportedly refused to go socialise with the band unless good guy Niall was there to keep the peace.
The pressure of spending two solid years on the road coupled with rumours about their future caused Liam to have a backstage meltdown in October 2015 with the band forced to cancel the gig in Belfast.
"The pressures of fame and being on the road for two years have made Liam ill," a source told The Sun of the star, who would go on to admit fame 'nearly killed me'.
“He was devastated about letting everyone down, especially the fans, but he wasn’t physically able to get on stage. He had a complete meltdown.”
On another occasion he turned up to a fan event so drunk that it finally gave him a wake-up call.
"I'm not afraid to say that I actually went through a pretty bad [drinking] stage," he told Attitude magazine.
"There were just a few times that I went over the limit with things and then I had to pull it back.
"I was very fortunate that I had lots of great people around me who said to me, 'Look Liam, you need to chill out a bit now.'"
Admitting he used alcohol to cope with the strain of performing near-constant touring, he said being drunk was like putting on a Disney costume before stepping out on stage.
"Underneath the Disney costume I was pissed quite a lot of the time because there was no other way to get your head around what was going on,” he told Men's Health.
“I mean, it was fun. We had an absolute blast, but there were certain parts of it where it just got a little bit toxic.”
The pact
The band was fraying at the seams. Zayn was constantly in the headlines, accused of cheating on then-fiancée Perrie Edwar - which he vehemently denied.
There were rumours that he wanted out of 1D - despite the deal they were said to have made to release five albums and a greatest hits record before going on a 'hiatus'.
But Zayn blindsided everyone by suddenly quitting in March 2015 after a concert in Hong Kong.
In a statement he later admitted had nothing to do with him, he claimed he wanted to be a 'normal 22- year old'.
"I wasn't going to spend another minute doing something which made me ill and which I no longer believed in," he said of his shock exit.
Harry was seen openly crying on stage during their performance the next night.
But behind the scenes, the lads were reportedly furious.
“The others knew Zayn would have a head start by leaving first, like Robbie Williams did when he quit Take That," said a pal.
“It was frustrating to them as Zayn only had to hang on in there a few months and 1D would have gone on their long break united.”
Zayn would later go so far as to claim he'd wanted to leave the band from the very beginning and that he hated their music.
Friends no more?
Meanwhile, absence has only made the feud grow stronger, particularly between Louis and Zayn after the latter failed to support him on the X Factor following his mum's death in December 2016.
"I had a couple of calls with him after I lost my mum and all the boys had agreed to come to that performance and he didn't show, so that really bugged me," he said on the Dan Wootton podcast.
"It was just seeing everyone there – Harry, Niall and Liam – that was what I needed that night, that support," he said. "So on the other end of the spectrum it kind of really showed. So, eh, I hope he's alright, but..."
Niall admits he doesn't even have Zayn's number and that he's constantly changing it, while Zayn sniped that he didn't 'really' speak to Harry when they were in the band so didn't expect to have a friendship after.
"I ain't spoke to any of them for a long time, to be honest with you. That's just the way it is," he told Vogue.
"There's things that happen and things that were said after I left...Snide things. Small things that I would never have expected."
So could they ever reunite?
While Louis says it's 'inevitable', Harry reportedly isn't on the same wavelength.
“Since stepping away from 1D Harry has really enjoyed life outside that pop bubble," a source said.
“And right now he has absolutely no desire to get 1D back together.”
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