#but i do have a second favourite it's bang the doldrums

[fezwearingjellybananas]

It was a close call after a bad morning but guess what I did yesterday

[top10statuesthatcriedblood]

ioh and yes i want you ;)

with the porn bot ladies in my inbox anon you're gonna have to get in line. anyway IOH second best girl

Favourite Track: does GINASFS count. if not UMMMM i'll go with (after) life of the party. funky little track Least Favourite Track: ill go with 'i'm like a lawyer...' simply because i listen to it the least but like folie... NO SKIPS Underrated track: again does 'its hard to say i do when i dont' count. if not ill go with fame < infamy. it goes crazy we dont talk about it enough Overrated Track: bang the doldrums. love her but i love the rest of the album more haha

send me an album

[richarlisonny]

Tagged by @lfcquadrupleloading thank youuuuu!!!!!

favorite piece of clothing you own?: i own this big multicoloured cotton boiler/jumpsuit kinda thingie w horses all over it and it was tailored to my measurements... lemme tell u when ur a short person w huge thighs and tiddies having a piece of clothing that just FITS is unreal and also the jumpsuit itself is gorgeous so

favourite time of the year?: SUMMER summer summer i am such a summer person i love the sun my birthday is in summer i like to sit outside and read and have cocktails w my friends and family and eat food outside and the evenings are longer!!!!! sunny weather makes everything better that’s why summer is superior to me.

favourite song?: this is the cruelest question ever who legit has a song they love more than any other song???? i’ll say bang the doldrums by fall out boy it’s one of my all time faves so.

do you collect something?: problems honestly stuff w marie from the aristocats on it. i don’t do it purposefully but the amount of pyjamas, stuffed toys, pens, mugs, clothing etc. i have is truly something.

favourite drink?: coke zero is my go-to cold drink and nothing beats a good ol cup of tea as a hot drink (altho coffee is a close second). in terms of like alcoholic drinks i like berry ciders or a rum and coke.

favourite fanfic?: damn idk really???? i’m terrible at keeping tabs on fics i like....... i’ve been in so many fandoms(?) over the years and read fics for them all but i never bookmark them lmao it’s my curse. i’ve gotten bad at keeping up w anything that’s not a one-shot though gjbhkgbgkjb my attention span is simply not consistent.

gonna tag @trentskis @2spurs @heung-mins and @ezrikonsa if y’all haven’t done it already!!!!!

[sick-as-frick-imagines]

Better Off As Lovers And Not The Other Way Around (Jungkook Imagine)

Title is one of my favourite Fall Out Boy lyrics, “Best friends, ex friends ‘til the end, better off as lovers and not the other way around” from Bang The Doldrums

Backstory:

You’d been friends with BTS for a few years now, over the years you’d grown very close to all of them but since you were closest in age to Jungkook you’d grown especially close to him. Over the course of time Jungkook started to act a little strange whenever you were around and it wasn’t just you that noticed, the boys would constantly tell you all the differences in him that they’ve noticed when you’re around. After a while the other members started to suspect that Jungkook had developed a crush on you but they said nothing to you, when they finally asked Jungkook about what was going on he just confirmed their suspicions that he did, indeed, have a crush on you and now they were pushing him to confess to you.

Jungkook’s POV

“Stop!” I laughed nervously as my face turned bright red because of Suga continuously telling me how cute a couple Y/N and I would be,

“I’m not stopping until you tell her!” he exclaimed, laughing evilly.

“The only way to get out of this mess is to tell her” Namjoon told me, “cause he will keep his promise”

“I shouldn’t have told anyone” I whispered under my breath but unfortunately Suga heard me,

“You’re right, you shouldn’t have and now I’m gonna make you pay for it!” he informed me.

I blocked out Suga’s constant cooing and comments like, “I can just picture you two holding hands!” and told myself that tonight would be the night I told her, she was sleeping at the dorms tonight as she did most nights and I was determined to tell her tonight, mostly to get the other members off of my back but also just so I could feel at least a little bit more comfortable around her.

Your POV

I walked up to the door of the dorms and already I could hear the happy laughter of the seven boys but when I walked in, using my key they gave me, I saw that Jungkook wasn’t laughing he was sitting on the edge of the couch furthest away from the door, looking down at his fidgeting hands in his lap, he was obviously nervous about something, I noticed that the second he realised I was in the room he looked at me before quickly looking back into his lap and muttering a quick hello and his face had turned a slight shade of red.

*Time Skip*

“Y/N, I think Jungkook wants to speak to you privately in the kitchen” J-Hope said, throwing a cheeky grin at Jungkook who was giving him an intimidating glare in exchange,

“Sure!” I replied while walking out to the kitchen to hear whatever it was Jungkook wanted to tell me about. Jungkook followed into the kitchen, looking obviously nervous.

“Well, here goes nothing!” he said, taking a deep breath, “Y/N, there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you for a long time”

“Jungkook, you know you can tell me anything, I’m not going to think any differently of you” I told him, giving him a reassuring pat on the shoulder,

“That’s what I’m afraid of” he started, “You see Y/N, when I met you I would’ve never thought you’d have such a big impact on my life but you did, lately I haven’t been able to stop myself from thinking about you, I tried to convince myself that it was just a stupid crush but the more I tried to convince myself the more unbelievable the lie became, all that lying to myself did was  reassure me that my feelings for you had much more meaning than a stupid crush, so really what I’m trying to say to you is that I love you”

“Jungkook…” I started to respond but I was interrupted by Jungkook,

“Y/N, don’t feel like you have to pity me and say you love me too, if you say no I’ll have to just get over it somehow just please don’t let this change out friendship”

“Jungkook, I really think it will change our friendship” I told him, “What do you mean?” he asked,

“I mean, I think our friendship will change because I don’t think we can be friends anymore” I saw tears dare to fall from his eyes as I spoke and I started to feel bad for making him go through all this so I finished my sentence quickly.

“We definitely can’t be friends anymore, we have to be boyfriend and girlfriend considering the fact that I’ve loved you for so long” I giggled as I finished the sentence and saw Jungkook’s facial expression go from one of sadness to one of a mixture of shock, relief and happiness all at once,

“Really?” he half yelled, immediately pulling me into the tightest hug I’d ever been in, “Yes!” I laughed, losing my breath a bit from the tightness of the hug I was trapped in,

“So you’ll be my girlfriend?” he asked excitedly, pulling me out of the hug and looking me in the eyes,

“Of course I will!” I exclaimed while pulling him into another bone-crushing hug.

“CONGRATULATIONS!” screaming and cheering came from the doorway as V swung the door open and Jungkook gave them a glare for a second making them feel slightly bad for listening in on your entire conversation but Jungkook’s expression softened as he saw them all cheering for him as the reality of what just happened set in and he realised that he’d just gotten a girlfriend. The tears from earlier appeared in his eyes again but this time they were caused by happiness as he dared to let them spill down his cheeks, I walked over to him and wiped the tears from his eyes before attaching my lips to his causing his face to go bright red as our little audience started teasing him but congratulating him at the same time. 

We spent the rest of the night trying to watch movies but Jungkook and I were so happy that we just focus on any of them and I ended up falling asleep to the sound of Jungkook’s heartbeat as I lay my head against his chest with him falling asleep soon after with his arm around me, of course he was teased about it and Suga and Jimin kept showing us both the pictures they had taken of us on their phones but overall we were happy because it was the start of an extremely happy relationship that would last the rest for the rest of our lives.