#but i can't shut UP bc see above (manic)
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The manic calculation of "I'm tired but if I sleep will I lose the mania? If I stay up all night with fatigue overpower it? Can I even go to bed? Do I need to listen to Lemon Drop 10000x?"
#personal;#new OCD song dropped this time feat: Aki vibes#i want to be not fucking exhausted when manic just fuckin Once it's been Ages and i used to be able to Do Things#now i just post and blather and feel my brain buzz and twitch and then the OCD ramps up#i've wanted to clean my room for a fuckin month#i need to change my sheets#i could make cookies TONIGHT instead of tomorrow#but no i am EXHAUSTED so i must just feel my brain [static but hyper]#and my ears ring#but! i can fix that with repeat 1 of lemon drop until i decide if i'mma sleep#one of these days i'll log on FB (gross) and pull the time i parodied the to be or not to be soliloquy to be to sleep or not to sleep#(my older brother replied to it 'too long; took a nap' which still tickles me and this was like. 2013ish)#manic posting;#lets see if i remember /that/ tag ever (doubt it)#lord i am bad at typing on my phone while.manic I can't make the thoughts slow and the typos are annoyingggggg#but i can't shut UP bc see above (manic)#hhhrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggg
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