#but honestly friend lucanis as well they're so entwined together its insane

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Wah I'm just thinking (writing) about the companions having to go in and get Rook from the regret prison and specifically Lucanis because oh my god. Oh my god. Like obviously the game can't have every single Rook be different but in the context of my Rook I'm thinking about Lucanis going in and seeing all of the terrible things she thinks about herself and all these regrets she has buried so deeply she doesn't have to think about them and he gets to where she's stuck and he remembers seeing her when it was his prison and his mind and she's crying even worse because she didn't want anyone to see what she thinks are the worst parts of her there's a reason she locks them up in the first place and Lucanis just being like "why would you ever think I'd turn away from any part of you" and it finally clicks for both of them that this is it. I've seen the worst of you you've seen the worst of me and I'm still here. In fact I'll always be here to pull you out of your prison because I love you. I was scared to say that before but now I realise that's stupid because you needed to hear it and I'm sorry and I love you. All of you. Even the parts you don't like about yourself