#but he's waaaay less of that than most youtubers yknow?

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Wow its so weird to start watching a youtuber when theyre like five years into it and then watch one of their first videos somedsy and its like WHO ARE YOU WHY IS YOUR VOICE SO DIFFERENT!! Sirlionhart wtf?? Like man did he move countries or something and develop a different accent?or can a change in recording equipment quality make your voice sound more flat? Or was it like jacksepticeye who tried to fake an american accent for his first year? He just sounds...less distinctive here. Maybe just was less confident? It really is just like a more flat voice, it sounds like robot version of himself cos im used to his super snarky modern self.

Anyway im watching his old playthru of Conception 2 cos that game is creepyand weird but its one of those "wastes a good concept" type things so i still wanna see some of it even if i dont wanna support such a pervy mess. (Tho sirlionhart is kinda sexist too so i wish i could find someone else who lets played it.)

Like itsgot the cool conceptof being a funky cyberpunk magic school?? And then stuff about peoplebeing reincarnations of gods and being plucked out of their life at such a young age and raised tofight monsters and ranked based on their godly blood potential. But then they dont really do any interesting examination of the dynamics of that, nope its just PERVY RAEP TYME! gahhh anime rpgs why u like this.

See its also a Dad Simulator and that is something i have ALWAYS WANTED except its really really gross about it. Youre an underage boy who has to fuck all yourfemale classmates each day and then use your rapidly-aged children as pokemon basically. Like they looklike 10 year oldsbut they dont talk and theyre palm sized?? And just born to kill?? And theres the most basic attempt to cover this up because you dont ACTUALLY get forced to have sex with strangers and get pregnant, you just "do the ancient rite of Class Mating".yes thats actually the fucking punny name for it. They make it very clear that even though this is a magic spellto poof up an alreadt 10 year oldchild instantly, it feels like sex andis considered sex by everyone involved.they constantly talk all perv about it and show pervy pics of the girls and seriously its just a shitty shitty excuse to just write out the actual sex scenes and claim it aint pedo now. If anything its even MORE disturbing now!you created a worldbuilding where kids have this magic power they lose at 18 so they have to have underage sex EVERY FUCKIN DAY WITH STRANGERS and throw their not-even-considered-as-human kids into battle to die repeatedly. And its clearly sex and they just say it isnt!! And its surrounded in other sexism too, like CONSTANTLY creeping on these underage girls and all the adultcharacters arewritten as being attracted to the underage girls and aaaagh the world is built around pedo!!! Magical god-ordained pedo!!

So yeah i love the idea of a dad simulator jrpg but id like to play as an Actual Dad rather than a 14 year old deadbeat dad to a horde of bastards who have less than human rights. Like man even if you removed all the perv, that ruins the point of a dad sim! I want to love and cherish my children! I want to talk to them and hug them and watch them grow! And be proud of the people they become! Idont just want pokemon with even LESS interactivity! And a big dose of grossness!! aaaaagh!!

Also the characters have some really cool outfits and that makes me sad that theyre so wasted here. So much waste! So much tears!

Anyway so thats why im watching a random semi-sexist kinda-transphobic very-much-making-fun-of-autistic-people-all-the-damn-time youtuber's really old even more messed up videos. Of a real bad game.

*shrug*