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hairtusk · 1 year ago

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i get emotional sometimes thinking about how well i eat when i'm at my boyfriend's place, because he's the only person ever in my life who has cared enough about me to find and prepare meals that i can handle with my ARFID :')

#i'm eating sliced melon and nuts that he's just brought through to me #and he's in the kitchen making me bagels and egg with sliced strawberries <3 #when we first met i was so nervous to broach the topic of food because i was in the final throws of a bad ED relapse #and i couldn't eat in front of anyone and only had a couple of safe foods #but he'd lovingly listen to me describe meals i could eat #and he'd cook them for me and then let me eat on my own at his desk #never a single bad word about it #which is what i was used to because my family have borderline bullied and humiliated me about it for my whole life #we've come so far now and i can eat so much more and eat in front of him and even in public #but he still diligently makes sure he knows my safe foods and cooks so carefully for me #and ... yeah if i keep thinking about this i'm going to cry #but god. it makes me feel impossibly loved.#<3 #ed tw

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