#but dm's so hard to ugh get along w idk man. cant do this and cant do that. and its usually misogynistic. racist. homophobic. etc etc.
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man,,,
#marine myths rambles#in the tags#dating app diary#i feel so bad bc now that i AM getting matches on these freakin apps i have to Talk and Make Conversation and ideally Meet Up and its like..#suddenly i am Not In The Mood actually. to talk OR hang out. n i feel BAD bc these seem like nice ppl!!! who id love to at least befriend!!!#(i have bumble n im not listed as looking for anything particular so friendship is in fact an option)#or maybe even smthn more!!! but like. idk why suddenly as soon as i get a match its like '...oh. hmm. idk if i wanna talk actually' 😭😭#like if i had to guess id say its my gd OCD avoidance response thats making me not wanna do the Hard Thing (Talking) but its also like...#...do i rly wanna meet My Person this way?? CAN i rly meet my person this way???? like so much of my whole desire to date someone is like-#-getting along suuuuper well as friends n being able to click personality n humorwise n shit n THEN im like 'oh id love to date this person-#this person'* im not retyping all tht lol#but being on an app kinda takes tht away for me?? ig im just not made for like. online/internet dating :V#bc i think that Click has to be like. In Person for me to reach that point yk?? like i could click w ppl online n be friends fine!! but like#if we meet in person and that irl interaction isnt like the online interactions (which its usually Not just bc of the nature of Online..)#and we dont Click the same way... its like... man... i dont think we can be romantic partners WHICH I FEEL BAD ABT bc its like.#i dont wanna lead anyone on... so it sucks if we click online but i dont feel that same Click in person 🥲🥲#idk maybe im just not emotionally ready to date?????? ugh ig ~24yrs of being single'll do tht to a person 🥲🥲#feel free to dm me w like. advice or smthn if u read all this n have smthn to say 🤷🏽♀️ i cant guarantee ill respond (bc im shy 🥴)#BUT ill def read n consider ur words i prommie (also sometimes i dont respond bc idk what to say 😖 but im not ignoring i see u n i hear u)#(not in a creepy literal way. in a figurative way.)
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have i talked to you all about our new campaign???
#k our dm's the same so like we gotta control our eye rolling and side glancing#i love the guy but ..................#ugh i shouldve supported sibel?? why didnt i do that???#well sibels setting is all desert while dm's is like all arctic/scandinavia???#guys cant we get#like good ole spring in here#anyway our new campaign is i think almost to same. the setting and the main 'problem'.#but our characters changed bc we got bored i guess? like our whole shit was sooooo stretched and forced#i loved our characters (my icon) especially my baby milena#but dm's so hard to ugh get along w idk man. cant do this and cant do that. and its usually misogynistic. racist. homophobic. etc etc.#anyway now i have a half-orc character and kay has a half-elf and theyre siblings and our whole thing is really funny imo#mine is a merchant cleric and hers is an anthropologist swashbuckler#i just love them sm i got emotional thinking about them adsfg#we have a mule that we named after our german philosophy professor#and i think we wont tell other players at first asdfgh#gonna call him Johann i guess. or Hanne?#rudetalks
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