#but because they literally have like reality breaking powers. they generally don't. feel threatened to be replaced or anything outside of -
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i have a deep, strong urge to start working on my own kaito v3 cover of Yanderenka
and I could probably restrain myself enough to do a simple enough video for it, esp since I don't actually have.... a muse idea for it. technically.
I mean I can imagine the situation but...
#[ ;text ]#kadin forever has yandere kaito embedded into their dna but it's also not romantic it's platonic#and their feelings aren't for one person.... it's anyone who gets close to them to where they consider you a friend / family even#...... i'm formulating my thoughts in regards to their jealousy because they definitely have jealousy issues but it's specific situations--#usually in regards to. other units of the same type of them (K4's). Or other Thems in the multiverse#but because they literally have like reality breaking powers. they generally don't. feel threatened to be replaced or anything outside of -#--that????#they're..... “”secure“” in feeling needed. or at the very least. like they can definitely help their friends and family. and thus be loved.#generally. (questionable word usage in using 'secure')#and yes: that's not healthy bc they feel they need to be useful to be loved and fear being abandoned if they are a burden.#they really would and have killed for their friends and family wheezes and would die for them too if they weren't immortal#or if “dying” didn't put them in a 'questionably conscious' state that is more dangerous#i could and maybe will eventually just repeat this all in a post while I ramble about them and their issues WHEEZES
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So because of @animeomegas writing some soft Dabi, I have some slight brain rot. So here are some snippets of a bunch of different prompts that I got from this generator. I might expand some of them later, but no promises <3
GN!Reader who's also in the LOV and who is very lovesick and chaotic
CW: lots of cursing, one on two innuendos, one slightly angsty prompt where you imply you and Dabi are gonna kill someone but that's to be expected
Alpha breaking into Dabi's room through their window.
Dabi loved you. Did he admit that as often as he probably should? No, but he still did. However, that didn't mean he didn't also think you were the strangest person on the planet.
"Why are you coming through my window? I have a semi-functional door right there." He gestures over to the busted door that Kurogiri had yet to fix.
"I was on the roof. Easier to just come in this way." You shimmy your way through the window and grin when you make it through.
"Why were you on the roof? It's 11 am, people can see you."
"Nobody ever looks up. And I was bird-watching."
He looks at you incredulously. "Is that code that you were looking for Hawks?"
"No. I was actually bird-watching."
"...That's it, I want a refund."
"You can't return me, asshole."
Alpha traveling long distances just to see Dabi.
"I'm back!" You yell, running into his bedroom with a stupid grin.
"...Weren't you in America like an hour ago?"
"Irrelevant, I missed you." You hug him closely and pepper kisses on his face.
"How the fuck did you get back so fast?" He pushes your face away from his.
"The power of love."
"That's bullshit and you know it. You can't break reality and claim love let you do it."
Dabi and Alpha remembering their first kiss… and they have very different takes on it.
"It was our first mission together. We were arguing about what we should be doing, and next thing I know he was kissing me."
"It was a heat-of-the-moment kind of thing."
"It's the hottest thing he's ever done."
"I was threatening to kill them before we did it."
"That made it hotter."
"It was a mistake. They never left me alone after that."
"Aw, love you too."
Dabi gets into a heated argument with someone. Dabi begins threatening them, so Alpha picks up Dabi and carries/drags them out of the room before anyone gets hurt.
Sometimes Dabi and Shigaraki can get a little heated. Literally, in this instance. You can practically feel the heat radiating from your boyfriend across the room and you know he's seconds away from blowing his fuse.
So, you do what you would rationally do in this situation.
When you lift Dabi into you arms, he freezes and you can practically see the gears working in his brain to understand what's happening. You pay him no mind and continue to walk to your shared bedroom.
"Wh- put me down, asshole!"
"Nope."
"Fuck you."
"I mean, if that's what you want."
Dabi hogs all the blankets and Alpha gets cold so they cling tightly to Dabi for warmth.
"You are a walking furnace, why the fuck do you need this many blankets?" you yell in frustration, desperately trying to untangle one from the horde that Dabi has collected.
Wrapped snuggly in his favorite blanket, he flashes you a shit-eating grin. "I still get cold. You don't want me to suffer, do you?"
"I call fucking bullshit. You push me off the bed because being near me is too hot for you."
"I have never done that. I am innocent."
"You're a lot of things, but innocent ain't one."
You finally manage to wiggle one blanket free, but before you even realize what's happening, Dabi manages to snatch it back and add it back into the horde.
You growl in frustration and try again.
Alpha holding Dabi's hands when they are shaking.
Your hands encase his and you meet his eyes.
"Deep breaths."
He closes his eyes and takes a deep, shaky breath. When he opens them again, rage still burns like a forest fire.
"I want him dead. He fucking deserves it."
"I know, and I agree. But you can't let him get in your head like this."
"I don't want to care so much." His twisted expression makes it clear to you the internal battle he's fighting.
"He hurt you. It's natural that you care. But I promise you, we'll put him in the fucking ground."
He chuckles humorlessly and he almost smiles. "Yeah. I'd like that."
Dabi having to comfort Alpha because Alpha just encountered a very large, unpleasant bug outside that scared them.
He was trying so hard not to laugh, but you could tell he's barely holding it in. He pats your back with his fist covering his growing smile.
"There there, it's okay."
You pout and glare at him. "It was a huntsman spider! It was fucking massive!"
His loose hold on his self-control is broken with your comment, and he bursts out laughing.
"Y/N, feared villain across the whole of Japan, spooked by a bug."
"You're a fucking asshole."
"Yeah, but you love it," he grins.
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thinking about how powers work ( demonic mostly, but just in general ) and the possibilities for charlie's character growth !
while i don't think charlie & lucifer's powers will end up being exactly alike, both for narrative be your own person reasons but also logically, i think they're based on will. the reason that hell exists at all is because lucifer introduced choice, and rebellion, to the world. so it makes sense that the basis of one's power is based on the strength of their will.
it explains why charlie's demonic powers manifest most strongly when she feels most strongly, and vox short circuits when he loses confidence against alastor. but it's not as simple as strong emotions mean strong power. it's about intention - honestly, i believe the morningstars can do, to an extent, anything they want as long as they will it. but that means having the utmost, unassailable confidence in oneself to pull that off, especially if you're facing something that can truly threaten you: things like angelic weapons, celestial bonds, contracts.
the nuance of charlie's powers is that they're at their peak when they're supporting someone else, a gift she got from lilith - i'm not kidding when i say she has the potential to be the ultimate bard. for example, i fully believe lucifer could snap his fingers and destroy an overlord's contract ( unless both parties truly and consensually want that contract because there is nothing stronger than free will ), and while maybe with a ton of practice charlie, could do that too - but she'll naturally be way better at inspiring someone to the point they receive the strength & magic to break their contract themselves. because inspiration and love, of course.
the first time that charlie unleashes something even approaching her full power, she's going to be horrified. having the power to literally bend reality is something that is antithesis to everything she stands for, and i firmly think that first time is going to happen as a byproduct of her emotions - an outburst, uncontrolled and deadly.
learning how to control her power is going to mean believing in her own way of doing things - kindness, song. i can easily see her getting swayed to stop believing in herself and trying to learn how to brute force her way to power, but that'll never work. that's not who she is. but she's acutely aware that her position and her title are meaningless until she can prove herself.
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hey.. im really sorry to bother you but i just need to vent. This makes me sound like a pig (which i am haha) but i lost it and just completely binged on candy and now I feel like absolute shit. I really want to purge but I can't since my family is all home (I mean i know it's not worth it but it would still make me feel better) and i just don't know what to do and I don't have anybody to talk to and i'm just confused.
hey. don’t worry about it, you’re not bothering me. and don’t say that, you’re not a pig at all. all you did was eat, and any negative connotation you have about that is coming from an unreliable and untrustworthy portion of your mind. it’s not based in fact or reality, and you don’t have to buy into the bullshit. we all do impulsive things sometimes, and the sooner you learn to accept it, the easier it will be to confront it. this whole ‘ideal’ you have in your brain about the person you want to be, the person that never fucks up or does the wrong thing is not real or obtainable. you don’t need to lose your life striving for something that doesn’t exist, okay? that’s what it comes down to, and that’s why you need to prevent this from snowballing into a life threatening illness that could literally kill you. none of this is worth losing yourself over, love.
you don’t have to know what to do, and you don’t have to have it all figured out. you can’t change what has happened, but you don’t NEED to. one binge isn’t going to drastically alter anything, and it’s not the end of the world even if your mind is trying to tell you that it is. the good thing is that you already have the maturity and the awareness to know that purging isn’t worth it - that’s a really fucking positive sign. reading that made me feel such a strong surge of belief in you and your ability to fight your way out of this, you know? now you just need to see it for yourself. you need to realize just how much you can endure, because it’s a lot more than you can even begin to imagine. you are not your thoughts, and you are not all of the things your mind is telling you that you are. i hope one day, you’ll find a way to believe me.
have a glass of water, lay down for a while. let your stomach settle, and don’t dwell on it. feeling bad about binging isn’t going to change the fact that it happened, and you don’t need to give those negative thoughts the power to actually impact what you do and how you act. you clearly have a lot of anxiety around food and eating, but you don’t have to just accept it. you were not put on this earth just to be skinny, just to lose weight. there is so much more to you than that, and so much more to life in general than that. you don’t want to look back in 50 years and regret losing your youth over something so insignificant. i don’t know the extent of your situation, and i don’t know how far it’s gotten to at this point. i’m just fucking hoping with all of my heart that you see this for what it is - not a diet, not a lifestyle choice, not a way to get skinny - but a serious disease that is one of the most fatal mental illness’s out there. please, please just be smart about this. you are not invincible. if you push your body hard enough, it’s going to break. and trust me, you don’t want that even if you think you do.
i know you don’t want to hear it, but there are so many ways to deal with this and to get the help you need. you’re clearly going through something very difficult and dark, and during those times it’s okay to lean on the people around you for support. you might feel like you’re alone, but you’re not. you have options, your mind is just trying to convince you otherwise so you’re easier to control. please, please think about telling a family member what you’re dealing with, if that’s an option for you. you don’t have to go into great detail, but you owe it yourself to do the right thing. enough is enough - you are not supposed to spend every day worrying about calories and dieting and your body. i know you’re tired of it, so please just allow yourself to talk to somebody and to let it all out. i’d also really recommend seeing a professional about it, such as a school counselor or a therapist. eating disorders are a real serious thing, just as serious as any kind of physical illness. they need medical attention and care in order to overcome, which includes consistent therapy and use of healthier coping mechanisms. i get that the idea of talking to someone is scary, but it’s a LOT less scary than going into a coma or giving yourself a heart attack because you purged too much or ate too little. this isn’t bullshit, i’m saying this because i fucking care about you. it’s okay to give yourself the chance to get better. you don’t have to hurt yourself on the outside to show that you’re hurting on the inside, not anymore. you can talk to people, you can confront the depths of your brain and you can get out of this mindset. you can. it’s possible, but only if you believe it’s possible. i know that it feels like a lot of pressure, and i’m not saying you have to do it all at once. getting over this is going to be a process, so be gentle and patient with yourself. take it one small step at a time. separate yourself from the part of your mind that is trying to kill you, and take the initiative to do what’s right for your own mental and physical health. if you’re doing that, then you’re honestly doing more than enough. sry if this overwhelmed you, i’m just super worried and i want you to know that there is a way out of this. i’m gna leave a few links that might help you out a little more, check them out while you take the time to decide what it is that you really need. i hope you find some peace of mind soon my love. you’re a beautiful soul, and things are going to be okay. hmu if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, i’m always here :)
http://www.sportsdoctor.com/chg/eating_disorders.htmlhttps://growinghumankindness.com/how-to-recover-from-a-food-or-sugar-binge/https://www.eatingdisorderhope.com/recovery/self-help-tools-skills-tips/self-care-stepshttp://www.your-bulimia-recovery.com/bulimia-self-help.htmlhttps://www.eatingdisorderhope.com/recovery/self-help-tools-skills-tips
#tw eating disorder#tw purging#tw bulimia#sorry for all the advice clogging up every1s dash djkflksfnkf i hope it's not annoying
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