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bombshellsandbluebells · 4 months ago

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oh feeling really low right now

feeling the hopelessness and the depression, feeling all sorts of ways about not really having a purpose or putting anything of value in the world, had a weird train of thought about how I can't really be helping the world because I'm not gifted in the STEM fields and what's art really going to do, huh?

so trying really really hard to remember how important art is, a thing I preach about literally all the time and suddenly can't believe

#we're spiraling hardcore from being unable to write a short story and turn it in by the deadline guys #but also my industry is up in fucking flames i've barely worked in 2 years i moved to a new city right before the strike and so now have #spent most of that time not doing anything bc everything costs money and therefore am meeting no one basically #so my social life is trash i have no structure and i basically rot all day every day bc motivation is so fucking hard when i don't have #structure or deadlines #and my brain is like literally how is you ranting about fandom meta on the internet improving this world but then i don't have the energy o #drive to like actually go do anything else???#anyways #oof #might delete this later I'm just feeling Bad #also the *gestures at the world and the USA* is really getting to me right now

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