#but also like. im trying so hard to surpass the 'do i really want thisssssss :(' thoughts lmao
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dangling "you can play bg3 tonight if you finish your application" over my head but also not doing anything the whole day
#it will feel like cheating if i actually play. so i will just finish my application i hope#i still cant believe im able to have control over my brain about this#but also like. im trying so hard to surpass the 'do i really want thisssssss :(' thoughts lmao#yes it will be hard (if you are able to get in in the first place) but just bear with it for a better future <3 hopefully <3#hoping to not get deported back to here after i go you know haha lmao <3 which is really hard i know <3#but see if i start to think too much about all this i wont do anything at all#let's try to get in first. and then move from there you know. let's see.#this will be my first application of the year hahaha lol <3 love and peace#i hope i will be able to find a few more cheaper options in the following weeks#because this one. oooh boy#I'll be impressed with myself if i even manage to get in#let alone get a scholarship lmao#so why am i applying? shooting my shot idk man 😔#🗒
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