#but also ive found it kinda hard to write for kai like he has a rly complec personality that just difficult to write for me idk why

[txlovesong]

hey...you said you’ll post a huening kai smut. I'm so excited. Are you done yet?

i’m excited that you’re excited!! im so sorry lol it’s been almost done for literal months but ive been really tired and unmotivated bc of my job and havent been able to finish it. now over the holidays i got some energy back and when i say it’s almost done i mean it !! like only a couple paragraphs left. hopefulllyyy will be posted before 2022 lmao no but really i promiiisee pls wait just a bit longer 💔

[yoshkeii]

𝟹𝚛𝚍 𝚆𝚒𝚜𝚑 | 𝟹𝟻𝟶+ 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝

࿐ character: Nobuyuki Kai, Tsukishima Kei, Shouhei Fukunaga 

࿐ prompt: 3) “You keep staring at me.” 7) “You’re safe now. Breathe.” 9) "Please never do that again."

࿐ type: imagine

࿐ requested by: anon for my 350+ event.

⌦ male!reader (he/him)

⌦ tw: panic attack (on Kai’s part.)

⌦ slightly suggestive?? on Fukunaga’s part- (its just.. thighs...)

⌦ ‘for the event, could I request an imagine with the dialogue prompts, 7, 9, and 3, with the characters Kai, Tsukishima, and Fukunaga? male pronouns‘

A/N: writing for characters i haven’t yet makes me have to use my brain to be original but its a fun process lmao- also hopefully i portrayed the panic attack for Kai’s part okay. Ive had some personally but they are really hard to explain for me. 

𝚃𝚜𝚞𝚔𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚖𝚊 / “𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎.”

Being the fifth 1st year on the Karasuno team, you really found it hard to fit in and communicate with the others. Adding on with not being in the main set or switched out often. During practice you mainly look different.

Often taking off some piercings you had that would make stuff difficult to play in, often just having the classic small earrings on. Your h/c hair being slightly longer than most boys, often tying it up into a half-up french twist during practice while you left it down during school hours to hide your piercings from attention.

After another rough afternoon of practice, you slumped down against a wall sighing in relief as you shut your eyes. Sweat dripping down your face, “another tough.. practice” you heaved softly to yourself. Sitting there silently you just listened to the idle chatter of the other members and the squeaking of rubber on the hard floor. Flinching at the sudden cheer of your name from Yamaguchi, you opened your eyes to see him with Tsukishima aside of him.

“Hurry up y/n! Tsuki’s gonna leave ya if you don’t!!”

“A-ah shit! M-my bad, Tadashi-” 

Quickly standing up you jogged over towards the two, already having your bag in hand. “Sorry about that..” you sighed, “..today was just really tiring..”

“It’s fine! Today was pretty tough than usual” Yams replied reassuringly.

As you three left practice you walked each other home, it often went like this. You and Yams bickering about your interests and what happened throughout your day, while Tsukishima just listened. Usually butting in with a retort or a salty joke at one of you. But as the distance grew close, Yamaguchi left first home. Tsukishima second. Then leaving you to walk home alone which wasn’t very far from his house luckily. But this time... he’s walking you home first, claiming he wanted to talk a little longer with you, oddly enough to hear.

Agreeing reluctantly, you both walked down the road towards your house.

“You said you wanted to.. talk right?” You looked up at the short-haired blond, head tilting to the side. “..but you’re oddly quiet now! What’s up with that-”

“Nothing in particular idiot.” 

“Is that so Kei?” “You’re so weird sometimes yknow that”

“Same goes to you piercing-boy.”

You stuck your tongue at him, revealing a silver ball on your tongue. How- How has it not caught that sooner? Has it always been there? He just stared intently at it then you, back and forth as you continued to talk about whatever... comeback you had. Was it a comeback? Or were you just talking. He didn’t fucking know at this point. His mind clouded with whatever.. thoughts he had. Before the soft raising of your voice snapped him out of them,

“..Kei! What’s up with you- You just keep staring at me? Are you not feeling well or sumn’??” you questioned, eyes squinting at him.

“N-no.. I’m f-fine..” Tsukishima stuttered.

“Hey!! You stuttered! That’s not the Kei I know-”

“I didn’t stutter- Now shut up dumbass-”

𝙺𝚊𝚒 / “𝚈𝚘𝚞’𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚠. 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎.”

It was finals week. Having less time to relax and have fun, you were here stressing out in your room. Sitting at your desk with a laptop, notebooks, textbooks, everything. You needed to pass. You needed too, this being your last year at Nekoma made it your last stretch.

Letting out a deep sigh as you slammed your head on your desk, the books and paper lightly cushioning the harsh contact. You were so stressed. Overwhelmed. The stabbing thoughts of being a disappointment stabbed your mind, heart, and even soul. You were scared of it. Deciding to get some fresh air, you got up and started to leave your room. As each step was taken, your legs felt like jello. Not solid. Worrying yourself, you grabbed the doorway as you swung the door open. Standing there for moment, everything felt weird... You felt weird.

You didn’t know what was happening. Your mind was too hazy. Clustered with confusing thoughts. 

Collapsing onto the floor, your knees roughly meeting the hardwood floor possibly bruising them. Struggling to regain your breaths from the hyperventilation, you had no luck. Grasping at your shirt for closure. You just kneeled on the floor.

Not noticing the front door opening from down the hall, the sudden bag drop. And the surprising warmth of Kai’s hands met yours and your face. Hot tears dripping down your face as your body continuously changed from hot to cold. Not being able to understand the words slipping out of the vice-captain’s mouth, he quickly took note and engulfed your body into his. Arms securing comfort around your back as he started to massage your scalp.

Releasing your trembling hands from your shirt, you slowly grasped your boyfriend’s jersey. Chin resting on his shoulder as he whispered reassurances and comfort to you, the tears dripping down your face didn’t stop. But you had shortly stop hyperventilating, having uneasy shaky breaths still. Hearing the particular words slip past Kai’s lips, 

“You’re safe now. Breathe. Baby please...”

𝙵𝚞𝚔𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚊 / “𝙿𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗.”

Having Fukunaga as a boyfriend is really really nice- His personality and yours meshing well together, his presence is really comforting oddly enough. Even if its just him and you sitting in silence together in your shared space or him spitting out jokes he thinks out of the top of his head in any moment- It never fails to make you laugh or feel uncomfortable, and that means the world to him.

But as of now, your flustered expression only made the short-haired male look up at his boyfriend with a dorky expression... inbetween his lover’s thighs. His cheeks slightly squished as he lightly pushed your thighs with his hands that were on the sides. The silly grin on his face only made your face flushed up more, never really thinking Fukunaga would be.. kinda a thigh man.

You were just insecure about them. But he proved you wrong in the most adorable way. His dorky face being squished lightly inbetween them as he giggled softly are your expression.

“My lil’prince is flustered~” he cooed, placing a soft kiss on your inner thigh, earning a squeak from you.

Fukunaga gazed up at you, his eyes glittering at the cute noise you let out. He kissed you again in the same area, retrieving the same noise but with a few more words.

“S-shou! Stop that!! Y-you I’m pretty ticklish babe-” You angrily muttered, your rosy face making you look soft more than angry.

Without a reply coming from him, he did it again. 

“I s-swear to g o d, S-Shouhei..!! Please never.. do that again..” you muttered, the deepened color of flush on your face signaled it was a lie.

“..not even in be-” before Fukunaga could finish his snarky reply, you shoved a pillow on his face.

“SHOUHEI NO-”

[durotoswrites]

🧑💎🎁 i hope you feel better soon by the way! i’ve never had heat exhaustion but it sounds scary 😦

Ask me about my writing processes and stories!

I'm feeling mostly like myself this evening. It wiped me out a lot more than expected it to. Thank you everyone for the get well wishes!

🧑 Favorite character to write:

Short answer: Harvest Moon’s Cliff (all incarnations)

Long answer: I don’t think it’s really any secret that my favorite Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons characters to write for are the ones that reside at Doug’s Inn. I see Doug, Ann, Gray, Kai, and Cliff as a large, dysfunctional family – AKA Doug and all of his children, haha. There are so many different personalities in one small space playing off of one another, and there’s so much fun to be had. I loved how all the guys in shared a room in the GBA version of Mineral Town. It kinda reminds me of those cheesy sitcoms where clashing personalities all reside under the same roof. That being said, there is a particular shy, reclusive young man who blossoms with confidence as he finds purpose in his life. Bonus: he comes with a vague, tragic past that has tons of potential for exploration. I have a hard time resisting woobie-type characters.

💎Favorite trope to write?

Ah, there are so many tropes out there…

I really like writing characters who appear to be strong, but if they get hit in that crack in their armor, they just fall apart. Kinda like how in TSN Karen is very soft for her friends despite coming off as sassy and in control, and more recently some stuff has been going on with Gray, who typically can keep a stoic (or at least pissed-off) expression. Having those “stronger” characters actually lean on someone is really satisfying to write, and it’s also a great way to showcase how the “softer” characters are actually really strong themselves. On the flipside of that, I also like writing softer characters slowly realizing their strong points and becoming more confident, too.

Do those count as tropes?

Other ones that I like (not a conclusive list):

SLOW BURN

Found family

“It’s not what it looks like!”

P I N I N G

Awkward flirting

Begrudging friendships that turn into besties

Smartass with a heart of gold

Liquid courage

Party scenes in general

Cameos

Only one bed

🎁 Have a quote from a WIP?

I would take this to mean a quote for something upcoming. Here's a snippet for the next chapter of The Shy Newcomer that I drafted last night. Spoilers under the cut!

Cliff rinsed off his razor and continued, realizing how long it had felt since he had washed up and shaved on his own. He frowned; Elli was likely worn ragged from all the care she put into him. He thought of her kind eyes as she had helped him into the bath, her gentle voice as the warm water lapped over his skin. The nurse had told lighthearted tales about her and Stu or silly moments she and Mary had shared to keep the mood light and eliminate any awkwardness between them as she tended to him.

He had caught her eye from time to time as she had cut his hair, her cheeks blushing to a bright pink as she let out a nervous laugh, continuing her work. She really had been far too kind.

I asked too much of Elli...

I asked too much of everyone.

Maybe I always have.

The shaky smile he had forced on his lips dropped as he caught his eyes in the reflection of the mirror.

It's not a 'maybe' – it's a 'definitely'.

He focused on the tired bags under his eyes; they had been getting better but last night left him looking as exhausted as he felt. His face had lost a lot of the boyish roundness that was in his family photo. It had only become slimmer since he moved into town and he couldn't tell if he simply looked older or sickly. His gaze traveled down the scars that crawled up his arms and he let out a heavy sigh when he spotted an offensive row of marks and fading bruises left from the IV treatments Elli gave him; he avoided fixating on his reflection for a reason.

So pathetic... I'm not even allowed to lift things at work right now...

His gaze moved down his bare torso, and he sighed at his narrow waist. He was a far cry from his strong, barrel-chested father. Surely Flint had been much more capable than Cliff was when he was his age.

You can still almost see my ribs. It's like I undid a lot of the weight I managed to put back on...

I'm sorry Elli had to look at... all of this.

Bright sapphire eyes with flushed cheeks and wisps of golden hair made his heart throb, remembering the other evening.

Why would Claire ever want to kiss me? I'm so-

He was grateful for the smart rapping at the bathroom door.

“Yo! You can wear another one of my sweatshirts if you want today!” Gray's voice sounded more like a command than an offer. “Supposed to be cold...”

Cliff tore his eyes from the mirror grateful his trance had been broken. “Oh, uh... I have something I can wear...”

[wildernessuntothemselves]

Hi, author. How are you today? I finally got sometime to write a whole ass essay about the new chapter (teachers and their threats to fail me lmao, I'm too good at studying jk) \(￣︶￣*\)

sooooooooooooooooooooooo

taehyun's character devolopment..... my boy out there really being affectionate for real one time with the a little bit off timing. Like man do seek validation. Still my favorite character tho, can we just have he and kai alive, idc anymore /_ \ my boys need to have a happy ending (don't ask about Mr. Prince, he would be fine in the after life with oc, death or not, his source of happiness is literally the oc loool). I know he's distant but is this suppose a opposite dynamic you planned for the oc? Cause beomgyu >< taehyun, they are like that in real like lmao but not this intense and crazy.

kai, i don't trust you but i like you too honey. I feel bad for him but at the same time struggling since i think Taehyun is kinda right, it was cruel yet but bro, you are turning the land against your brother which is the reason that he don't like the oc anymore. But is that because he didn't how to deal with his brother's situation and he want to help but everything went too fast, his BFF's betrayal and his new sister-in-law who might get them killed by her 'crazy affair' and destroy all the achievement his brother has trying so hard to build? Then i think being with his brother who is cold and distant don't make thing look good for him after his parents' trauma, trauma won't go if you ignore it lmao.

About the oc, i really like her character actually. She trikes me as person who doesn't know anything about the world, i was once seeing a document about a case in which the kid got isolated from world and didn't have anything for herself but her dad's abuse and cruel words to her. It's heartbroken to see. basically she didn't go through this by physically but mentally. Not to mention, the special bond you had or the belief you had for you entire life but then you found out none of it was real, it would fuck you up so hard. It technically have to start at the beginning again (which you were always at, not the faded line you saw and thought you have make it far away) in this chapter , i see a lot of thoughts, emotions, experiences that oc didn't have with Beomgyu (and maybe could never have if she came back or stay instead of going with taehyun). This is what i called living lol, before that she just kinda there, exist in between of the walls of watching eyes, rumour but she couldn't see anything behind the palm of her trusted one and only. i think she would be great and live a normal life without Beomgyu and moving on.

About Beomgyu, babe there is no sit for you in heaven, no wonder you will be in hell. i like you too but- i don't have anything to say to him lolllllllllll. I almost forgot he is also one of the mains TT. let me find my words, wait.--------------------------------- okay, but wait------------------ okay, so what i am saying is if i were the oc with my personality, i wouldn't be crushing on you , sorry author. I just have a very much too fine line about friendship and love, can't be cross but in the oc's scenario, there is 3% of the chance i would fall for him since he was the only male on my radar but then is it make sense i saw him as a brother everytime he was mentioned (I'm sorryyyy). He is a great brother actually. It just urghhhhhh, i can't see the future of oc and him being together forever and after with flowers and sun, nooooooooooooooooooo. even with love, it's hard for the oc to come back normal with him, not missing the time she was with taehyun.

Idk what the closure ending is but I'm so exciteddddddddddddddddddddddddd. I can't wait, this story is so goooooooooooooooood, the plot and everything, ughhhhh.

-Iv :)

hey babe! i'm okay just trying to get in the mindset of job applications and not keep running off to write yamqn lmao

so your preferred ending is oc goes back to gyu and kai and tyun survive?

yeah i kinda based it a bit around their real personalities (loosely ofc) and tyun is more reserved and logical irl but he's also really sweet. and gyu is really energetic and loving but he has a sad side that he hides (that's my interpretation anyway i don't know them)

kai's issue is that he was kinda coddled and sheltered by taehyun (even though he thinks he's not) and he's so attached to taehyun, his only family, that he really is not making the most sound decisions. he's very emotional and he's acting out based on that instead of taking a step back and rethinking he's approach. i feel like he could've convinced oc to go back to gyu if he had used the wonyoung approach instead of screaming at her and getting her all defensive lmao like bro be smart. but again he's not used to that. he wasn't raised in the political climate of the palace. he was raised under taehyun's no nonsense tutelage

yeah oc is a dumb baby but it's not really her fault like you said.

"This is what i called living lol, before that she just kinda there" that's very true, but can she handle the heat?

"I almost forgot he is also one of the mains" and this is why he's coming back in the next two chapters lmao my boy been gone too long. and believe if this was real life i would never ever choose gyu. i mean i honestly wouldn't choose either boys lmao but definitely tyun over gyu. but for the fic i choose gyu. i just am in love with his brand of intense all consuming love. also please don't refer to him as a brother again that would be the one thing that would turn me off him lmao

[brattykeith]

Keith has an eating disorder. Lance has Keith on a schedule for different times through out the day. He can't eat three meals like the rest so Lance has him eat a little through out the day hoping sometime in the future Keith can eat three meals with no worry.

Okay, so I went up and did some research about eating disorders both in my textbook and online sources before writing this because I wanted to find a realistic reason as to why Keith would have an eating disorder (not revealed in this bit). I also wanted to write something more tame to kinda test the waters with my followers! 

Lance’s phone alarm buzzed in his pocket mid him starting an IV in a patient. Shit, he hadn’t meant to take so long, but little old ladies had tiny veins that were hard to stick, and Ms. Gloria was a doll, but a tiny old doll. 

Nonetheless Lance finished the IV and made sure Ms. Gloria was comfy before tugging off his gloves and tossing them in the trash. He was already pulling out his phone on his way out of the room, checking the time. 

0657.

That meant that his shift was almost over (bless) and that soon he’d be heading home to see the love of his life. Speaking of which, Lance checked his messages, noticing that Keith had left him on Read for his last three messages.

1021: Hey baby, I’ll know you’ll be waking up soon. Hunk left some vegetarian lasagna in the fridge for us, I didn’t know zucchini could taste so good? I put some in your mini Tupperware bowl so please try to eat it at least some of it! Love you, see you @0800 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

0213: Checking in, there’s a baggie of sliced apples and pears in fridge, did you eat it? I’d call you but one of our patients just had an accident and I need to document sooooo much paperwork :’(

0452: Remember to take a break from your videogames to drink some water at least, okay? Maybe even some of that pineapple juice I bought the other day, it’s good

Lance sighed, pressing the call button and logging in at his terminal to getting some documenting done so he could get home on time. Keith didn’t answer, so Lance took a moment to switch to the Discord app and call Keith from there. Keith picked up on the third ring, his voice distracted.

“I heard shots from the South East. Shiro, you okay?” 

“Yeah, I’m fine. Matt’s coming with me to loot this warehouse, Keith head in from the North. Try to keep an eye on the car.” Shiro’s voice echoed in the group call.

“I’m on it.” Keith paused for a moment, before clearing his throat. “Hi, Lance. I’m streaming and you’re in group chat.” Keith warned and Lance rolled his eyes. 

“Babe. It’s almost 7AM, who’s still watching?” Lance asked dryly. “Also doesn’t Shiro have a flower shop to open up in like...ten minutes with his darling wife?”

“Um.” Shiro said guiltily on the other end of the line.

“Yeah, but Shiro’s sleep schedule is fucked. Allura knows how to deal with him.” Keith reasoned, still sounding distracted. “I found a level 3 vest over here, and a level 2 helmet. You guys need it?”

“I’m good.” Matt replied. “Hi, Lance. How are things at the hospital?” 

“As good as can be expected.” Lance answered, before refocusing back on Keith. “Babe, do me a favor and check what’s in our fridge? I need to see whether or not I have to stop by the store on the way home or not.”

There was a pause from Keith, meaning that he’d caught Lance’s subtle hint to actually grab a meal. 

“I will after this game.” Keith finally said and Lance smiled to himself.

“Alright, I gotta go. I’ll text you when I’m leaving work, ‘kay?” 

“Yeah, love you.”

“Love you too.”