#but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like
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im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal
#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫#like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it#but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like#this was the 1st time we were hearing about it#like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat#and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like#oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and#all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal#like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching#anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today#like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled#anyway#also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month#like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird#but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out#and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them?#my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless#also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans#(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out#again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either#also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas#ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want#anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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Its been a long while...
It's been a long while since I posted anything on here... Tumblr has changed so much throughout the years. I am blessed and grateful for the life that I get to live today. RJ and I continued our relationship despite all of our issues... I wish I could say it got better and we are still happily together... But that's not the way it worked out... For the past 4 years... we've been desperately trying to figure it out... and although the love for one another was intense... We couldn't get past our traumas and ultimately failed, again... We tried to keep a friendship, but we always somehow fell back into that pattern of comfort... Things would be really good, until they weren't... and when they weren't it was really bad. We are currently not speaking... We didn't end on bad terms... we more so made an agreement to stay out of contact for a month, and we can revisit a connection... To be honest, IDK if a month is going to be enough for me... I guess I get to make that decision to reply when the time comes. I do have anger towards him... I felt like he didn't give me a chance... Every little thing I did that did not sit well with him, he like pounced on me... I felt like I was in constant state of defense with him. I don't want a relationship where I feel that I have to defend myself and my choices on a daily basis. Now that I think of it.... There were many reasons why I was unhappy in this relationship... but I was always willing to figure it out.
I just finished my 1st semester of college for the 2nd time. I am now getting my degree in Medical Administration. Which is what I do as a career, I really LOVE my job. I'm grateful to have a break for the summer because this semester was a challenge... I was working 3 jobs and taking 3 classes. Talk about time management. None the less, I made it through AND passed all my classes. I also am back in kickboxing which is really supportive for my mental health and well as my physical.
I live in my OWN apartment.... Something I thought I would NEVER achieve. But I've had my home or going on 2 years now. I will never go back to roommates. lol I am genuinely proud of how far I've come and the growth I've experienced along the way. I am always eager for what's to come and I embrace the journey. I would usually hand write this in my journal... but I've injured my hand in kickboxing, and this is simpler and therapeutic.
If there is one thing, I've learned from these past several years... it's that life keeps going... whether you're along for the ride or not. You get to make a choice every day to give it your all or fold under the pressure.
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