#but also I try to limit the amount of fundraisers I reblog bc there are SO MANY and I feel like I need to reblog them all I'm sorry

[annachibi]

guys pls don't send me messages to donate to your fundraisers, I don't have the followers to carry individual posts like that and I personally don't have an income

if you want me to signal boost, pls send me a link to a post like the one I just reblogged

[eroticcannibal]

(Cw for mention of abuse/injury)

This is just a vent, bc I have very few people to share this with and I felt like you would understand. I got into a fight with my partned several days ago that led to them hitting me hard enough to cut my face open and make me bleed. It's all down one side of my face. It's hardly subtle. I try to hide the bulk of it with my hair but it's too short to do much good.

But this isn't about my toxic romance. No, this is about several of our friends who claim to be empaths discussing to me how they're empaths and they sense people's misery and do anything to help people. While I sit there with bruises and future scars. Not once has anyone asked about my injuries, not even set me up to lie about it. My obvious injuries that appeared the day my partner and I were alone together simply do not matter. Empathy is such selfish bullshit. What good is your "ability to sense emotional distress" if you can't use your fucking eyes to sense physical distress? What good is your desire to feel good by helping people if you can see a person in need and ignore them? Even more than the one who hit me, I hate these fake motherfuckers claiming to care while proving they don't. It makes me feel very alone.

Honestly this is such a common thing and I hate it so much. I do not trust *anyone* who goes round telling people what kind of person they are, cus it's always to avoid the effort of actually being the kind of person they claim they are. If you are a good person you dont need to tell people. If you care about people you dont need to tell people. The amount of times people who have made a big deal about How Much They Love To Help People and completely ignored me asking for help is frankly fucking silly. (Also exactly why I dont trust self proclaimed allies. I have litterally sat in meetings being subjected to transphobic abuse while they claim to be trans allies in the same fucking sentence)

Anyway I know any help I could offer will be limited by me being some poor rando on the internet with no money but whenever you are ready to get out, I will absolutely do anything I can to help u. I can reblog fundraisers, i can try and find u resources, i can just be here to vent at if u need it. I know how hard it is to get out, it's the hardest and scariest thing I've ever done, but it was worth it and you deserve better than what you have right now.