#but Izaya Orihara was my first ever rp blog so I am attached to that weirdo

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Okay since everyone probably understood already that Yuu is my fave rp character ever, for once lemme tell you about this rp character I used to write as some time ago. Well I still have that blog but I don’t use it anymore because the fandom is dead and that’s a shame because I love that blog mmh.

Ever heard of Orihara Izaya from Durarara!! ? No one would probably say it, but yeah I have a thing for ambiguos characters and Izaya is totally one of them. 

Orihara Izaya loves humans; he is a human himself and he is fully aware of his weaknesses and his strong points, yet he speaks about others as if he wasn’t part of those humans. Tho, it’s not because of a mmmh all high mighty behaviour, he literally distanced his heart from others because he feels double if that makes sense, that is why he prefers to love ALL of humanity and not just some people in particular. I find these kinda characters fascinating; he is smart, manipulative, selfish and childish too, but super very empathic with others, that is why it doesn’t take much for him to use others as pawns for his own games/plans.

The thing is, most of his ‘games/plans’ with people are usually a way for him to help others? He comes off to be a prick, because it’s the only way he knows to approach them but every time somehow he ends up helping even if in a harsh way. Like once okay he started this suicide group website and he pretended to be one of those who wanted to end his life with other people, to have some courage to do it ya know? But then it is shown he ends up questioning those people face to face some stuff about death and existence, to the point that they understand he doesn’t wanna end his life with them but that he just tricked them and well of course he comes off as this psycho because he even put some drug into their drinks for them to lose conciousness. I remember this girl crying and Izaya holding her because she couldn’t stand properly after drinking that thing and he is just grinning “See? Now I am your saviour, you have a reason to stay alive” or some shit HE IS SO COMPLICATED AND I ADORE COMPLICATED CHARACTERS SORRY FOR THE LONG RAMBLING.

Send me a ♥ for me to describe a favorite rp ship of mine. 

Yuu x Curry is best ship. 

WAIT BESIDES JOKES, my current ffavourite relationship thing is the one of Yuu and Mika, it just mmmmh probably it’s because of @littlxlamb, since those two also brought Nia and I to meet and all but you know, having a family who gave you another chance on living, someone who loves you no matter of who you are and who just is part of you because without them you wouldn’t be whole and it gives you a reason to keep going on no matter of how much struggle you go through… Someone who is your home, it’s amazing to have someone like that in your life, that’s how I feel about Yuu and Mika! Writing about it with Nia is one of my favourite things.

Send me a ♦ for me to describe a plot that I’ve been wanting to do. 

Ah! Lately I had in mind just two kind of plots I’d like to do: some kind of AU where Yuu would be a racer, F1 or even illegal racing, because I am a shame and excuse me but imagine Yuu joining some kind of underground car races and getting to mess with his own cars. 

The other plot is way more angsty, because I have been thinking a lot about a Hunger Games, Yuu is already a burning sun, “Boy on Fire” wouldn’t sound so bad for him I guess huh and I would see him so freaking well in that AU even if it would so damn painful hwewehjxhbsjsdsd