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In brainstorming all of this Tubehell Challenge stuff, I have inadvertently created my own tragedy. Even if I finish this and even if people read it and understand exactly the story I wanted to tell, and are able to pick out the pieces of the puzzle that I pay out for them and put them together...
No one will tell me.
#this is just...#complaining about the minimal interaction environment again#cause wow is it minimal#i get responses on my pupcakes fics! people like those!#but I've a feeling tubehell challenge will not be as well received#I'm under the impression a lot of people really fucking hate the books#and I'm also understand the impression very few people have made edwin their blorbo#though to be fair!#storyteller is first! and thag has the blorbos in so...#ehhh???#i dunno. consider this me preparing myself for the worst#because uhhh#yes this is for me. i need to not feel like i require validation to be satisfied#so I'm preparing myself#this is for me. this is a test of what i can do on these meds#this is a test. of me.#of what the meds do for me. and if i can beat Tubehell? I've WON#even if i don't beat Nano! i fucjing WIN#because that's a large and attainable goal for me to reach and I'll have reached it!!!#do you know how rare it is for me to reach my goals??? INCREDIBLY FUCKING RARE#so yes. this is for me. i am preparing myself mentally.#my project. my win.
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