#but I make enough that I don't qualify for a lick of official help
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#I AM the happiest Ive ever been and that almost makes it worse#crying and begging and coughing up prayers that anyone anywhere cares#bc ofc they care but it's not enough#and I can never ask for more bc that's selfish!!!#and that's the only good I have left#I'll do so much for anyone it makes me so happy to help#but I'm too much#too far gone to help#fuck that stupid beautiful show for digging it all back up again#there's no one in my life who will help unless I ask#and I know that's what you're supposed to do I know!!!!! Fuck I know stfu I know I know I know#but I don't even know where to start#parents are busy complaining about vacation hiccups and new cars and moving far far away#complaining that they know I won't visit when they do. like it's out of spite and not poverty#but I make enough that I don't qualify for a lick of official help#so what's a poor bitch to do but cry for a mother who doesn't want to look at the mess she left behind#at least my brother did well at least they have one child they can be proud of#when did they start calling eachother? was I supposed to start that at some point?? did they wait for me???#Is it all my fault?
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