#but Fuck i can't work on anything rn. studying? good fucking luck
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#venting in the tags please don't read if mentions of instability or self harm are triggering to you#feeling extremely volatile and destructive and just. frustrated and generally upset#thankfully the extent of my self harming is to bite and hit myself so it's nothing permanent or lingering#but Fuck i can't work on anything rn. studying? good fucking luck#everything feels like too much to think about and break down into manageable tasks and. yeah i just can't do this rn#i'll settle for crunching in on myself and waiting this out ig#i'm just. not enough right now in multiple ways and i don't Want to be in certain situations and godFucking damnit. god.
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aw shiro, my love, don't worry about it!! i only hope you're okay and safe :d please only reply when you're free, and don't feel bad about it!! >:(
my day yesterday was okay, i've just been relaxing, and studying occasionally. went out to explore a nearby town too, it's so pretty there. and much colder (since it's a highlands) of course!! Today was great too. I bought doughnuts (they're amazing?? I love doughnuts), and I had instant ramen, but it was SO spicy I nearly died. (Three bottles of water later, because someone finished all the milk in the household *cough* me *cough*) and I'm still just reeling. Sucks having such low spice tolerance HAHA. I'm listening to some old school hip-hop rn, while typing this out :D how were your two days?
here are some i'll be using to teach english :d and that would honestly be much appreciated, he's getting on my last nerve rn. (I included the first few, what do you think?)
thats such a priceless feeling i so totally agree. you're so precious π₯Ίπ₯Ί i'm sure they're prouder thank you imagine. you're so dedicated!! i'm sure all that extra research you've done will definitely pay off. it's good that you know what the job is roughly like, so you'll be really prepared when you finally do start it. you know that one scene, in the 2nd season of the great pretender? when the chinese mafia boss emphasizes the importance of a translator in literally everything? (like that book award example) i may be getting the thing muddled up, but i found that so cool. like yeah, a book or speech could be absolutely beautiful, but if everyone can't enjoy it due to it being a different language, it would be such a shame. i just find translators really important. sorry, i'm really dorky haha π₯Ίπ₯Ί
awww but i think your personality type is wonderful. a lot of my favourite characters are intj (they're all so precious istg grrrr) yes!! i was in a tooru brainrot yesterday too πππ (saw a bunch of couples on my walk, and I was like "if only Tooru was real grrrr") and yes?? there'd be so much to learn from each and every one of them. dedication from hinata, savage lines from tsukki, kindness from yams/yachi, how to be a dork 101 from atsumu. aaaah ππi'm sorry they're all so wonderful.
No pftttt I totally feel you. I saw some people without masks today and I was like "bro wtf" and just really loudly said "I sure hope everyone starts following the rules so the cases don't increase" because I'm a lil bitch like that xD
awww okay!! I'll definitely keep that in mind. Mayo makes everything better, tbh >.< aww that's understandable! I don't have specific preferences but hearing the phrase "soggy cheese" makes me want to cry somewhere :( I don't like nuts in chocolate. I'm very passionate about that? XD ikr??
I'm surprised too, I usually never pass on murder, but I guess you're just special like that ππ sir I'd get married to you as many times as you'd like πΌ oops sorry for being cheesy, butβyou like cheese ;)
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I won't ask why, don't worry. Since I kinda feel the same about Malaysia tbh. It's a love hate relationship, I think HAHA but yeah π£π£ i don't look up to US at all, and it sucks because people generally do. And I'm just like ;-; why (no offense to Americans tho lol)
is that even legal omg they're so chaotic?? XD how cute tho. Angel does stuff like that all the time too, but I'd never know that when I first met her (she has the most perfect exterior, and then when you get to know her; she's the biggest dork) Schools opening on the 20th, I can't wait to see her then :] (I can, however, wait for the exams which are scheduled for the 25th ugh)
peanut butter is indeed yellow, not up for discussion hehe :) here's my favourite hues!! I love gentle, soft hues like these (pastels) , for yellow; I don't have a favourite. they're all wonderful
ahhh no that's so precious of you!! :)) I'm smiling rn.
yeah skdhskdjsk I'M JUST SO GRRR. Whenever someone goes "hey Ari can you ______" and we both respond?? The tension?? In the air?? Bro skdjskks. ππ€ You share a name with one of the most precious characters too tho!!;
This is Shiro from Voltron hehe. I love him so much, just like I love you (tho I'm sure we both know I love you more <3)
I share a name with a book character. His name is Aristotle Mendoza, but his crush-turned-boyfriend calls him "Ari" (which has been my nickname since I was 12). Reading it for the first time was the BEST feeling ever. It's also my favourite book, "Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe".
βAri :D (no pfttt I love the tag so much. I have my own tag, that's like the best thing ever π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί)
Heyyy I'm so sorry for answering so late!! I know you said not to apologize but..... well hmm no excuse I just feel like apologizing, but either way thank you for your patience!!β‘ This is the third time I'm rewriting this, and this time I'm doing this in my notes because fuck itπ
Im glad to hear that!! Highlands are always so pretty. Wish we had those here, but it's only steppe here:( Boring~ ooh, donuts!!! They're really good. I havent much, but I tried them like 3 times and they're so good. I really hope I will get to eat more<3 also WHAT'S THOSE NOODLES' NAME I WANNA KNOW- Are you feeling okay now, though? XD
My days were nice!!! Felt as if I had been hiding three bodies, but I've been feeling better lately. We had online school yesterday so I'm excused from the errands for the half of the day, thankfully. But your messages make me very happy. Though I dont always feel like writing a response (or I get stressed because it doenst save) so very sorry for thatπ
Ohh those look so pretty!! I'd totally join to just look at them. The colors are so niceπ₯Ί it looks like one of our olympiad prep slides, though better. I dont have the screenshots sadlyπ© Either way I really love the little details like the squiggly thingies or the Π .... they seem unnecessary but the energy changes a lot without them hehe
I really hope they will beπ₯Ί that'd mean a lot to me. And I'm also really hopeful itll work out. I really don't wanna disappoint my family, which is literally just one person. The less people there are, the more it hurts, you know?
Yeah, that scene meant so much to me!! I dknt remember much, but I was very happy they said something like that, because I've been told being a translator wont work out for me. Now look at me, I'm about to tell them to fuck themselves<3 I was also so surprised to see Laurent know that many languages ..... I aspire to be like himπ© And honestly, I havent though so deep of that but you opened my eyes and now I'm about to float off into the next universeπ dont apologize though, its very cute!!!β₯οΈβ₯οΈ
Heheh, I guess you're right.. every single anime INTJ is a silent sexy mastermind and I love them . ... YEAH every single time I see a passing couple i cry because I dont have anyone π‘π and sometimes when I see people doing something amusing (which includes people failing cuz I'm evil) I just imagine one of the characters doing that and I smile all the way xD Honestly, I'd sell my father on black market for a single day with one of them:( though that may sound like a really low price because his cigarette filled lungs wouldnt cost a lot... I sound like my 7th grade self again I'm so sorry
BAHQHHANEJWJD I HOPE THEY WERE EMBARRASED. I HOPE THEY FELT AWKWARD AND OTHER PEOPLE DID TOO, they deserve it. Like, learn your lesson bitch, it's been a year!
Yeah!!! I love mayo, not to the point where I would gulp it down from the package, but it does make dishes taste good. Same, soggy cheese on itself sounds like a dish served in the ninth circle of hell. You should try nuts in honey!! Like, just straight up dip them in honey. Sounds weird, and it doesnt always taste NEJFJKSKF (depends on the honey)but I think it's worth trying xD Walnuts are the best with honey I think
That was so funny ... TOO FUNNY, I LAUGHED FOR LIKE . 3MINUTES STRAIGHT and I do not laugh when I'm tired. You really are special ππππ cheesy ... HAHRNFJJSF
I'm so sorry for being a bully like that but it's so funny how you left a single U there . Its so mysterious, was it in purpose? Or were you lost in the excitement if messaging me?
I was one of those people, honestly π but mostly because I wasnt aware of its political condition, I guess. Maybe theres more than just politics that's bad about US, but honestly, it has more opportunities than this hellfire. Though now I'm more into Norway and Japan. Really wanna travel there :(
Heheh, yeah, we never really show off to strangers at first. I dont know what exactly I mean by we, but you get my point β‘ Good luck though!! I hope it goes well for you<3
Oh they looks so pretty!! They're really wonderful. Like bubblegum and cotton candy and literally anything sweet... it's so cute !!! And I totally agree, there isnt a bad yellow.
HAHAH, honestly, that reminds me of how there were 4 people with the same name in my class, and whenever the teacher did the attendance thing, they would all stand up. Teachers usually dont say the last names, so we always gotta ask which person they mean if theres more than one person with that name, so yeah.. That happened on accident at first, but then they just did it for trolling xD
OH MY GOD HES SO PRETTY? HES SO PRECIOUS?? HUHHH??? I gotta thank Kuro for this wonderful opportunity of sharing a name with someone like .... himπ₯Ί
Oh that's so cool!! Also, he has a boyfriend ... I really need to start reading xD it's so cute though! It sounds like such a good book, I'm glad you share a name with him, hehe!!
I also share my real name with one of the characters in a kids' show, and its SO ugly, I'm in pain. Every time my friends see one of those on TV they go
Which is a pain in the ass, it's so embarrassing...........
Awh, okay!! I'm glad you love it, cuz I do too. Because it's your name.... cuz I love u. That was so lame PLEASEJWJDJSJF I HOPE YOUR DAY WAS GREAT !!! LOVE YOU
#Ariπ#πππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
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hey! sorry for the late reply,
I somehow missed that you answered my ask and just saw it ?? anyway
F for getting the exams postponed because that's always a double edged sword when you're already prepared to face them, mine got over today π
about being "full-study mode", I don't think that's even possible for me until we get to pick our preferred subjects in 11th because I might be a bit interested in what I have to study in History but that interest just gets shattered because the fact that I have to learn some dumbass trigonometry table for another exam lives rent free in my mind.
the most I can do is summon enough concentration to study something once and hope for the best and it ends up working out so good enough lol
and ye, that need to defend adults, especially parents is a thing I've seen in most of my friends, it's weird as fuck
I'm just waiting for that day where we can openly admit they were kind of dickheads when we don't live with them anymore and stop giving too big of a shit about what they say since it's pretty hard to ignore someone when you're constantly with them π
for the username, ye i'm comfortable with it! I was planning to change it anyway along with customising how my blog looks
and the whole putting a timer on your phone is hardcore, I genuinely don't get why some parents do shit like that, it's a sum total of v e r y s t u p i d (not that I want to know)
and ye I do fanart and stuff and am planning to make one inspired from one of your fanfics so that is where that idea came from lol
my random nct song for this ask is "love me now" !
here's a pic of my cousin's dog for good luck lol
ah yes, this is me answering this ask A WEEK LATE gbye i retireπΆββοΈπΆββοΈ
BUT AYE YOUR EXAMS GOT OVER!! IM LATE BUT IM STILL HAPPY FOR YOU MAN I have three more left and im just doing the whole late night study thing lmao.
i actually have to be in full study mode because i fell behind last year and i mean really FELL because i just couldn't adjust and couldn't;t focus properly or anything so this year I'm literally just pulling all the stops. but i actually totally understand the whole only being interested when you have a choice of subjects because then you're actually interested in what you're studying!! as someone with adhd I CANT WAIT FOR ELEVENTH!!!
and AMEN I'm tired of trying to justify my parents behaviors even though i know I'm right like yes you're my birth giver but it doesn't mean you have access to the forbidden fruit and are always rightπ
I think your blog looks great!!!! i love the desktop theme hehe<33 AND YEAH i can't even download anything on my phone without my dads approval like sir whyπ€¨π€¨
HOLY SHIT REALLY?? MAN IM HONORED MAKE SURE TO TAG ME IN THE FANART PLS ILL MAKE SURE TO CRY!!! im curious tho which fic?ππ
bless you im listening to love me now rn omg, and your cousins dog is hella cute i think he gave me the strength for my business exam KSDJ
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