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tipsydipsydo · 5 years ago

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Just let me love him!

Request: "hey! may i request an imagine where namjoon has a boyfriend (male transgender) and they decide to make their relationship public but maybe not all the fans being supportive / respectful of it? and namjoon rlly pissed off by the comments online and making posts to half educate them & half being shady haha thank u :("

Requested by: anonymous

Pairing: Namjoon x transgender Reader

Gender of the Reader: male

Word Count: 3k

Genre: Angst, Hurt and Comfort, Fluff

Warnings: mentions of Homophobia and Transphobia; mentions of hate towards the LGBTQ+ Community

A/N: Well... what should I say? I think I'll write every request individually without specify how long my writings would be. It really depends on my own idea for that request. This here took some time because I had to make some research and thought a lot about, how I want to write it.

That's also the reason why it ends up to be so long, because it was important for me to write that really long statement that Namjoons makes in here in the full version.

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I hope you all will like it! 💕

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He should have guessed it. He should have noticed it, before the vlog would be uploaded. No, he should have known it! He should have known that it'll happen when this information gets to the public.

And at the same time he should have known that there are also some black sheeps among the ARMYs.

Although the large majority is very open, liberal and supportive, there are still some people who call themselves an "Army" and "support" them, but they're also very open when they don't like something.

It could be their new outfit, their new haircut or, like now, their lifestyle and their relationships. When something deviates from their idealized image, which means that his members and he no longer correspond to the overly perfect image of that Army, they start hating.

There aren't many, but they still exist. Sadly.

And all of that just starts because of a scene and the one sentence he had said to explain it.

Yesterday he uploaded a self-made vlog on the occasion of his birthday, in which he simply wanted to take the Armys through his day and show them, how he's spending his birthday this year. Nothing "bad", right?

You two made your relationship public three months ago. Of course, after this public announcement, the excitement was big and pretty much every korean and even some international boulevard magazines as well reported about it. Who could ever have guessed that there will be a young man at the side of the world known K-Pop Idol Kim Namjoon instead of a woman??

The biggest gossip subsided after a week and since two months pretty much everything turned out to be quite normal again. Namjoon and you get a lot of encouragement and support for your relationship from the vast majority of fans, you already have an official shipping name (and Namjoon has to admit that it sounds really cute!) Beside that, fanarts of you two have been already created, based on the few couple pictures that Namjoon recently posted in their Twitter account.

However, Namjoon "only" introduced you as his boyfriend. He hadn't told the whole publicity that you were transgender and "actually biologically a woman". Why should he?

You identify yourself as a boy, just you weren't born as such, which is why you want to adapt your gender to your actual identity. It's not more than that and all that just means that you are his boyfriend, nothing else.

Joon just introduced you as his partner and not that you are female to male transgender because that has actually nothing to do with your relationship.

And then there was the thing with his birthday vlog. He had thought that this little thing wouldn't attract attention, probably because it had become so normal for him.

You brunched together in a restaurant on the day of his birthday, enjoyed the good food together and laughed a lot. Really nothing so unusual when you go out to with your partner.

This was followed by the fateful scene that has caused all of these comments now.

You two were so deep in your conversation that you completely forgot to pay attention to the time. However, you still had a doctor's appointment that day, which is why you rushed out of the restaurant in a hurry.

You just noticed it a bit too late that you'll have a doctor's appointment for your next testosterone injection on Namjoon's birthday. But you could't and didn't even want to re-arrange a new appointement because you need the renewal in a relativly regular interval.

So the vlog only showed a few seconds where you two sprint stressed but also laughing to a taxi, so that you'd somehow still belong halfway to your actual time of the appointment in the doctor's office.

When you get your injection, Joonie waits for you in the empty waiting room and explain shortly in the vlog, why this appointment is so important.

"Unfortunately, my sweetheart was born in the wrong body and to be able that he can live with his correct gender identity, he has to go to the doctor to get his dosis of testosterone."

And that was it actually. After that you went back to your shared apartement, where the boys surprised Namjoon with a little birthday party. Congratulated their leader for getting older and then unpack all the presents together. With it, the vlog was uploaded. Namjoon and the boys had given no further thought to this "new piece of information" that turned out be the reason for these controversial comments under his vlog. Simply because it's already become normal for everyone. You are a transgender, but you're just Namjoon's Boyfriend for everyone. Nothing more.

Nevertheless, some "fans" don't see it that way, they even starts questioning if it's correct to call you Namjoon's "boyfriend" because you just can't be a "real boy". After this comment all the other ones only got even more worse.

Namjoon got the opportunity to read the comments when he already was on his way to the studio. He had wondered this morning why you were so silent and inwardly at breakfast. He had ask you gently if something happed or if you're not feeling well. But you just shook your head and said that you slept badly. Namjoon doesn't ask further because he was sure, that you woulf know that you can always be completely honest with him. And Namjoon doesn't want to blame you, that you would be lying to him, so he just gives you a loving smile.

How wrong he was when he read through all these awful comments under the vlog.

The other members have seen these comments too, they're so damn furious, with what kind of words you're called in there and that some of the them wished that Namjoon would please break up with you.

They should've trained the new choreography today, but this incident is now much more important and the way how they want to deal with it. They came to the decision to make a clear statement.

Actually it's planned that Jimin make a vlive today, but they decide that Namjoon should make it instead due to the situation.

He himself is not so sure yet whether he should really do it today, the anger about these disrespectful comments is still too big and he cannot promise not to say rude things to the fans himself as well. He wants to give them a better role model than to hate each other. However, he's becoming more and more aware of the importance of publishing his vlive today.

Because you're his boyfriend and through your relationship, you get so much more attention, which unfortunately also increases the possibility of harrassing you, for what you are, a lot more. He brought you into this situation, so Namjoon also feels obliged to stand up for you and show you that he's absolutely not going to accept something like that!

In addition, it's so important to him and all the other members to show that they will accept hate and harrassing of LGBTQ+ people in no way.

It breaks Namjoon's heart when he comes home and sees your red, swollen eyes, testifying that you cried. He had tried countless times to contact you throughout the day, but you neither answered his calls nor his text messages.

The last time when you were online in the messenger was tonight. Probably when you read all these terrible comments.

"Hey baby...", Namjoon whispers softly as he comes up to you and closes his arms around your body, pressing you tightly, almost protectively against his chest.

"I know what happened. I read everything."

With these words your body begins to tremble in his arms, you press your face into the crook of his neck and a little sob comes from your lips.

Namjoon holds you, strokes his fingers gently through your hair and whispers sweet nothings into your ear to calm you down.

You take a trembling breath in and say in a broken voice: "I am so sorry that I am causing you and the others such problems..."

When these words comes over your lips, Namjoon takes your tear-streaked face in his hands and gently kisses your tears away.

"No, no, no, my love! Don't say things like that, they're absolutely not true! You are not the problem, definitely not! The problem are these people out there who just don't want to accept that not all people can’t identify with the gender they’ve been born with. Maybe because it’s just so normal and natural for them to be a girl or boy. Apparently these people cannot put themselves in your shoes, what it's like to feel like a boy or girl but stuck in the body of the opposite sex. Apparently they don't even tried to imagine what it would be like if they weren't born a what they are. How it would be to be born in a different body with their previous gender identification. You are not the problem. The problem are the people who cannot listen to you, at least to understand how debiliating this situation is for you. So instead of Jimin, I'm going to do the vlive today and I'll talk with Armys about it. I will tell them that I will not tolerate Transphobia and any other Phobias of the LGBTQ+ community at all."

Your swollen eyes snaps open and you look at Namjoon in disbelief. As you want to open your lips to ask him, if he's really sure about that because he could get even more hate for that, he already knows what you're about to say.

Before these words can leave your lips, he quickly presses his owns on yours and gives you a gentle kiss full of love.

"I want to do that, my love. I want to do this for you, for us, for our LGBTQ+ ARMYs and for all these other peoples. It's important for me to make this statement."

When you nod slowly, Namjoon released the embrace and gave you a last kiss on the lips.

Then he goes into the living room to the dining table, where his laptop is and logs in.

You go quietly to the couch and wrap yourself up in your favorite blanket. To be honest, you don't really know what to expect. Before Namjoon starts his vlive, he looks at you and forms a silent "I love you" with his lips.

"Hey guys. I know Jimin should be sitting right here infront of the screen and doing his vlive with you. However, something happened tonight that I want to talk with you about it. I think you already know, we uploaded my Birthday vlog yesterday and there are comments written which are absolutely terrible and I'm not going to accept that under any circumstances.", Namjoon starts the vlive.

Today there is no trace of his usual playful and childish behavior, which he shows so often in his vlives. He's absolutely serious.

"Some of you are asking why you just got the information now, that Y/N is transgender and why we didn't tell you right away with our relationship announcement. I decided against it for the simple reason that it doesn't matter in our relationship. Y/N doesn't identify with his biological gender, although his body may be female, he is actually a boy who unfortunately was born in the wrong body. He is a boy and therefore he is my boyfriend."

"I introduced him to you as my boyfriend, because it doesn't matter who he was before, what gender he has from birth. It should only be about who he is now, who can he be now, that he's able to be finally that person who he want to be. We should finally give these people, like Y/N, the opportunity to live in the gender identity they are, without always saying 'But you are in reality woman, right?'."

"No, not really, in reality is Y/N a man. Can we please finally give them the opportunity to live in the gender with which they identify themselves. So when they should identify with the specific genders like male and female. And if that's not the case, if you assign yourself as nonbinary, it's perfectly okay! After all, there is still so much space between these two genders! We should give all of them the opportunity to simply live the way they are."

"That's why I think, that we all should be very happy, that we can identify ourself with our biological gender! Therefore, we should help all the other people to find their right gender when their biological gender doesn't suit them! And that they're able to show themself in public."

Namjoon takes a deep breath after this long monologue and grabs to his water glass to drink a bit. While doing this, he read all the new comments that pops up. They are very different, some are positive and supportive and then there are these other comments, literally saying how he can talk such a shit. 'There are only two genders, nothing between them and everyone has to be able to identify with their own gender!'

It is precisely in this conflict that he realizes again that ignorance and the lack of will to understand each other are two of the major problems.

"As I read your comments, one thing caught my eye very clearly. We're talking too much about each other than with each other."

"I know, as a person who can identify themself fairly well with their biological gender, it's pretty hard to imagine what it would be like if it weren't. And because of that, we have to talk about it. I know that all transgender or generally all LGBTQ+ people are tired of having to explain their gender identity or their sexuality all over again and again. Having to explain, why they are the way they are now."

"But I think that it'll be the only way to remove these stereotypes and prejudices, as well as fear of 'this unknown thing' and thus all these unjustifiably phobias and racism. Just because a person cannot identify with their biological gender doesn't mean that you have to change yours too! It means, that you should simply accept and respect it! However, we should give all these people the chance to finally develop in such a way that they can really be themselves. Regardless of whether they are assign themself as male, female or no specific gender."

"There are still so many questions in the room that result from pure lack of knowledge. And that's normal, of course, we can't know everything, but we can learn something new every day. Ask each other questions, so that you have the opportunity to be able to imagine yourself into the position of an other person. So at least try to understand how the other person must feel. It's a long way but we should try to finally remove this hate that is caused by ignorance and misunderstandings."

"There are always two peoples involved in a conversation. That's why I appeal to the LGBTQ+ community to be still patient with us, even if you're already so sick of it. You must have the feeling of literally speaking against a wall... And all people who identify with their biological gender and are heterosexual, so you practically correspond to the 'ideal image' of society with it, should listen to the LGBTQ+ Community and ask questions, so that these prejudices and this hate can finally be stopped and we all are able to live peacefully together. I know, this idea is utopian, but we can still try to get as close as possible to this utopia of a peaceful coexistence of all peoples."

Namjoon takes a deep breath and closes his eyes for a moment before dropping the statement.

"And who, after my monologue, still refuses to simply ask the peoples questions when they don't understand something and still prefer to think about them in prejudices, please unfollow BTS and BigHit Entertainment."

Your eyes are round like plates and your mouth opens, want to say something, but no words comes over your lips.

In the corner of his eye, Namjoon sees how the comment section with messages literally explodes.

"I am not saying this out of pure selfishness just because I am angry and hurt. I am saying this because all members agree with this statement. We decided for this statement together."

"Of course we know, that you're still able to see all of our things, we cannot forbid you from listening to our music. But we all wanted to talk about this topic once. BTS and the Army community should be a safe space for all Armys, regardless of their gender identity or sexual orientation. We wanted to make sure that all Armys in our large community are welcome and that they'll be respected in the way they are."

"The members and me just need to know that we all can be honest with you and don't have to hide anything. That we can be sure you’re supporting us really. We just want that all peoples that follow us, are trying their best to understand each other. Of course, we all will never agree at the same point of view and that's a good thing! But we should respect each other's gender identity, sexual orientation and opinion. Because in the end we all are just humans. No more, no less."

"I would like to come to an end of this vlive for today. And for all haters out there, I'm not going to break up with Y/N. Please just respect that I love him. Exactly the way he is!"

With these words, Namjoon goes offline and closes the laptop, smiling at you softly when he comes to you on the couch.

"I love you. Please don't forget that," he whispers in your ear as he slips under the blanket and snuggles up to you.

Like I wrote it in Namjoons statement, I try my best to imagine myself into your position even when I never made these experiences (and probably never will) you had to make. That's why I'm always open to talk and listen to you, to learn new things about it!

And even when I'll never be able to understand you "really", then I'll make sure that you know that I still care for you guys, okay?

Love you 💜

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mexicanmartian · 4 years ago

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When anyone like a fanfic about Kim Namjoon form kpop band bts losing his dog and then falling for a ftm trans man who work at a animal shelter that finds his dog???

I started working on it today and I have to first part of chapter one done, but I’m not sure if anyone would read it or not so I’m asking you guys. Here the summary of it

Namjoon thought it would be a good idea to bring his dog, rapmon on tour with him and his other bts members in America, but after rapmon ran out the door of the tour bus, and having to stop their tour to find rapmon, he really regretted his idea of bring rapmon with him, but when he found his small dog in a cute little animal shelter and found some things or someone there that made him think his idea wasn’t so bad after all.

So want do you guys think? Would you read it? Do you want me to write it?

Will that’s all for now so bye!!

#bts #Kim Namjoon #bts fic #bts namjoon #kim namjoon x y/n #Kim namjoon x ftm reader #ftm reader #ftm transman #trans reader #kim namjoon x male reader

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male-readers-like-kpop-idols-too · 6 years ago

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Dude! Okay um may I request trans Male reader and jungkook like really fluffy, I can be more specific if you want:)💜

Nothing was better than days like this. It was raining and cold outside. But it was warm with Jungkook curled up into you. There was a Marvel movie on the TV that you both had seen many times. You were laying on the couch with a bare-faced Jungkook laying on your chest. You didn’t mind the binder. To be honest, you did mind it. You could feel his head on your larger than average chest. Jungkook’s phone let out a shrill ring. He raised his head and turned it off. “(y/n), its time to take off your binder.” So that’s what the timer is for. As much as his sleepy voice could persuade you, you couldn’t do it. “You’re on top of me, I can’t.” As much as you didn’t want him to move, he did. You still didn’t want to take off your binder. He forced you to sit up. He takes your shirt off. “Wow, look at my handsome boy. Look at me, Okay?” You knew he would just do it when you couldn’t bare looking down. He keeps eye contact with you as he takes the tight cloth off. He put your shirt back on, keeping eye contact with you the entire time. “Now can I get my comfy pillow back?” He said gesturing to your chest. You wanted to say no but you couldn’t. You laid back down and Jungkook got excited as he laid back down and cuddled you. This time, he was cuddling against your neck so you couldn’t feel your chest as well. He grabbed the remote from the table and started looking for something. “Here, it’s your favorite. We’ll eat in a few. How does Chinese sound?”

#bts jungkook #bts male reader #bts reader #male reader #transgender reader #trans male reader #trans reader jungkook #ftm #ftm reader #jungkook reader #bts trans reder #bts transgender reader #bts fluff

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spacedadsammy · 7 years ago

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Please Stay With Me (Masterlist)

Please Stay With Me is a fic i post daily updates on everyday. It is BTS Min Yoongi x Carter, a ftm trans boy. I hope you enjoy

This fic is finished

Content Warnings

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Finale

Things to know about Carter

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male-reader-haven · 2 years ago

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*:･ﾟ✧Masterlist✧･ﾟ:*

Quick links and guide to my blog! Please read the "Read Me" link before following or suggesting anything, as it contains some info about what I will and will not write and some facts about me! <3

Read Me

Stay tuned, Jae loves you <3

Key:

🌸=Wholesome/Fluff

🥀=Angst/Dark

🌶=Smut/NSFW

❤️‍🔥=Suggestive/Slight NSFW

⚧=Gender neutral reader

🏳️‍🌈=Male reader

🏳️‍⚧️=Transmasc reader (specifically ftm. All my male reader fics already include trans men)

💭=Imagine/Scenario

Series

"That Horrible, Wonderful Feeling" (Namjoon x Male Y/N)

Chapter 1: Ideal Woman 🥀🏳️‍🌈❤️‍🔥

Chapter 2: New is Scary 🌸🏳️‍🌈❤️‍🔥

"Heat, Rubber and Hope" (J-hope x Male Y/N)

Chapter 1: Winners and Losers ❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈

BTS Oneshots

OT7:

Sick in Bed (Hyung Line) 🌸💭⚧

Sick in Bed (Maknae Line) 🌸💭⚧

Clothing has No Gender 🌸💭🏳️‍⚧️

RM:

Halloween Treat 🌶🏳️‍🌈

Stuck In🌶🏳️‍🌈🌸

Jin:

Proper Punishment 🌶🏳️‍🌈

Curtain Call🌸⚧

Christmas Came Early🌶🏳️‍🌈

Suga:

Just a Taste?🌶🏳️‍🌈

J-hope:

The Feeling's Mutual🌶🏳️‍🌈

Jimin:

No Filter🌶🏳️‍🌈 🥀

Voice Messages🌶🏳️‍🌈

New Year's Kiss🌶🏳️‍🌈

Jungkook:

A Hefty Resolution🌶⚧

Stray Kids Oneshots

OT8:

Y/N Coming Out (Hyung Line) 🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈💭

Y/N Coming Out (Maknae Line) 🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈💭

Y/N Coming Out as Trans🌸💭🏳️‍⚧️

Bang Chan:

Bulking Up, Eh?🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈

Lee Know:

Changbin:

Cuddles and Muscles🌸🏳️‍🌈

Hyunjin:

Han:

Felix:

Seungmin:

I.N:

#x male reader #x gn reader #x gender neutral reader #x reader #kpop #bts x reader #bts x male reader #skz #bts #skz x reader #skz x male reader #stray kids x reader #stray kids x male reader #stray kids

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marksbear · 2 years ago

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So, I want to make a request but first I want to know what you write for, like the fandoms and what are your boundaries

-🇷🇺

Hello Mr! 🇷🇺 You can see my pinned post for more. And don't be shy to send your request!

I write for like thousands of fandoms so I maybe can't remember them all just add the fandom from the characters they are from. I can honestly write an OC x reader I don't mind at a;

I don't have many boundaries. Just nothing that's too weird to write. Like on my blog I don't care much about something crazy or weird or something out of this world crazy.

I definitely don't write for female readers. I don't write for teen wolf or maze runner.

So the reader is mostly he/him he/they or they/the, ftm(Trans)

FANDOMS keep in mind these are not ALL OF THEM

Euphoria

The boys

We are who were are.

What we do in the shawdows

Banshee

Marvel,DC, and XMEN

Interview with the vampire 2022 one

ANY SLASHER

Nine perfect strangers

Stranger things

HOLLYWOOD

Fnaf

Overwatch

Tf2

Supernatural

ELITE

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH

YOU

PEAKYBLINDERS

APEX LEGENDS

Top gun maverick

Naruto

NBC Hannibal

9-1-1

criminal minds

shameless

Actors/Dilfs

WWE

The Witcher

bullet train

fight club

LUCIFER.

THE LOST BOYS

BIG MOUTH

AMSTERDAM

HAMILTON

Call me by your name

GLASS AND SPLIT

Altered carbon

Kick ass

Heartbreak High

Young royals

Don't hug me Im scared

The black Phone (Only Vance and The grabber)

Mysterious skin

Heartstopper

BTS

The summer I turned pretty

Doom Patrol

White collar

Bullet train

American gigolo

The umbrella academy

Top Gun

Cod

AND MORE THAT I CAN'T THINK OF THE MOMENT

#the bear club #send requests #x male reader

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d4wnlix · 2 years ago

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welcome !! < 3

contents .!

small introduction

who i will be writing for

my rules

masterlist

the type of content i'll be writing

small introduction !

hey!! my name is elliott and i am trans ftm and gay< 3.

my ults groups are skz, ateez, txt, itzy, e'last, twice, enhypen, bts, xdinary heroes, nmixx and aespa !

who i'll be writing for !

at the moment, i'll write for stray kids, ateez and txt. !

my rules !

dont be rude to anyone.

dont try to bring anyone down — we're all humans and have feelings.

dni if: you're homophobic (my oneshots are literally lgbtq+ what are you doing here💀), you're racist, you're ableist, you're transphobic etc, basic dni criteria

i think that's it, the main point is to be kind here and enjoy<3

masterlist !

stray kids

bang chan .!

nothing yet!

lee know .!

nothing yet!

changbin .!

nothing yet!

hyunjin .!

nothing yet!

han .!

nothing yet!

lee felix .!

nothing yet!

seungmin .!

nothing yet!

jeongin/I.N .!

nothing yet!

ateez

seonghwa .!

nothing yet!

hongjoong .!

nothing yet!

yunho .!

nothing yet!

yeosang .!

nothing yet!

san .!

nothing yet!

mingi .!

nothing yet!

wooyoung .!

nothing yet!

jongho .!

nothing yet!

tomorrow x together

yeonjun .!

nothing yet!

soobin .!

nothing yet!

beomgyu .!

nothing yet!

taehyun .!

nothing yet!

huening kai .!

nothing yet!

the type of content i'll be writing !

i'll write fluff and angst !

most of my oneshots will be bxb — either member x member or member x male!reader but i'll make definitely make gn!reader too !

no nsfw requests.

requests are open!! <3

#stray kids #ateez #tomorrow x together #txt #kpop bxb #bxblove #skz oneshots #txt oneshots #ateez oneshot #skz ot8 #txt ot5 #ateez ot8

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strawbxrryneptune · 4 years ago

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Hey, you said requests are open so could I pretty please get comfort for a dysphoric trans FtM reader with Bakugou or Hawks? Thanks in advance!

This took way too long I'm sorry bby !!

TW⚠️: Body dysmorphia, unhealthy binding, mentions of depression and suicidal thoughts. ⚠️

Fic under the cut :)

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You look in the full length mirror at the foot of your bed, frowning at your reflection. You turn to the side, feeling tears well up at the lump of your chest. You lived alone, but Bakugou was always over, so you couldn't order a proper binder without causing suspicion. You had to take vix and plastic wrap, which was really bad for your ribs and skin. It caused you so much pain but you just didn't want to look this way anymore. You smack the tears away, wiping them away aggressively as you grab a blanket off the bed, throwing it onto the mirror. You stumble over to the end, feeling like there's a weight crushing you from the inside out. You curl under a fluffy comforter Bakugou bought you, inhaling his scent as tears roll down freely. You wished it wasn't like this. You just wanted to be a fucking guy, but the universe decided to be an asshole. You're so caught up in your thoughts that you don't hear your boyfriend entering your apartment, his hands pushing the door open harshly, hearing your sobs from the stairs.

"Oi, the fuck are you crying for? Who do I need to beat up-"

He looks over at the mirror, covered up, and you huddling under the blanket. His fists unclench, and he walks towards you. You feel the blanket being pulled off, a strong pair of arms wrapping around you. He turns you towards the mirror, now uncovered. You close your eyes tightly, feeling your chest almost cave in from how much you were holding back. Bakugou gently fondles you, whispering into your ear.

"Hey, I fucking suck at this shit so bear with me alright? You're perfect. I don't give a shit what your pronouns are, I dont care what's going on down there."

You laugh lightly at that.

"All that matters is that you're fuckin' perfect. You match my energy, and you're fuckin' hilarious. I know your depression gets bad, and I know how you feel. I wanted to end it all so many times in high school. It felt like everyone was against me, blaming me for shit that I didn't do."

He tilts your chin up, making you look into the mirror. "If you want a binder, I'll buy you a goddamn binder. You want surgery, let's go to the doctor right fuckin' now. I'm not gonna sit here and watch you destroy yourself over this shit. You're fuckin' worth it."

You nod slowly, tears still falling. He sits up, sliding his hands under your shirt to gently unwrap the binder. You let out a breath you didnt know you were holding in, feeling your lungs and ribs sing. He grabs his phone from the floor where he dropped it, immediately going onto google to find you everything you need.

A/n: Remember that all of y'all are beautiful no matter who or what you are ^^ my inbox and dms are always open, feel free to request or just talk.

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#bakugou fluff #bakugo angst #ftm reader x bakugou #bakugo x male reader #katsuki bakugo fluff #katsuki bakugou angst

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bangtanloverboys · 4 years ago

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2020 round up

Fandom(s): BTS

Total fics: 27. . .

Total words: 106,880 (funny how i calculated this earlier today lmao)

~SHIP/CHARACTER BREAKDOWN~

i write mainly x reader fics so not to breakdown but! i did mainly write for yoongi with a whopping 8 fics in total lmao

~SPECIFICS~

Best and Worst Title?

Best- i’ve had no love like your love; it’s a lyric from the hozier song “nobody” and i have a heavy association with namjoon with it now (i legit think of namjoon every single time i hear it)

Worst- date night; too obvious, didn’t like it that much but i just went with it

Best and Worst first line?

Best- “I love you,” you mumbled as you drifted off. Sleepily, you shifted against him, your damp hair tickling his skin. // changing best line to favorite line because uwu im soft for i’m in love with you, that’s it

Worst- He’s watched the benders practice before, so he knows the moves like the back of his hand but they are nothing compared to you. You move swiftly and your movements are precise. He keeps his eyes trained on you as you shift your weight into the next move, this time actually bending water and Jimin can feel the rage build up inside him. Why were you a waterbender and not him? A girl?!// least favorite lines from push & pull because jimin be sexist oops

Best and Worst ending line?

Best- Whatever happens next between the two of you, you don’t know and you don’t care. All you care about is Jungkook in your life and you know he wants the same with you. You close your eyes and listen to both of your heartbeats; beating at the same time, at the same pace. // wasteland, baby superiority

Worst- “Don’t refuse me, Y/N. Consider it an extra bonus, for letting me be your first time.” He cracked open an eye at you, making sure you don’t fight back. “Yes, sir.” // idk i just wanted sweet sugar to be done and overwith

~GENERAL QUESTIONS~

Looking back, did you write more fics than you thought you would this year, less than, or about what was expected?

yeah i fucking wrote 27 fics, after not writing/finishing any fanficiton the past 6 years!

What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted last year?

well i never thought i would’ve written bts stuff last year, read it maybe. but write it? i didn’t think i could until this year and viola! i did (mainly out of sheer want for more queer fanfics oops); also smut

What’s your favorite story this year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you the happiest.

in a week!!! i love that story a lot and goddammit romance, mystery, and corpses!

Okay, your most popular story?

good bad choices, again my first ever smau and i’m so proud of it. it’s my baby

Story most underappreciated by the universe?

days in the sun, sad vampire hoseok. i technically put it out bc halloween and vampires but i decided to post angsty vampire stuff lmao

Story that could have been better?

date night; good premise, not my favorite execution ://

Sexiest story?

off limits i suppose; like oh boy voyeurism and a dynamic that is sexy (to me at least)

Saddest story?

i’d be home with you; i killed off both yn and namjoon and it made me sad :((

Fluffiest story?

thought trade; it’s my first fanfic and it’s still one of my favorites ever. plus a concept i made all on my own with soulmates at least

Most fun story?

cock blocked; that was the funniest fucking request i got and i LOVED writing it

Hardest story to write?

indented fingertips; purely because i had a lot of shit happening all at the same time (with finals and all), but it turned out pretty good i think

Easiest/most fun story to write?

easiest i’d have to say would be. . . i’ve had no love like your love because it was somewhat modeled after my transition process (minus the loving boyfriend), but it was still so easy to write and come up with

Risks this year? What did you learn from them?

i think what are friends for considering it’s a smut fic made for ftm trans readers because of the huge lack of trans reader fics (especially with smut). i didn’t know how it was going to be taken, but it went rather well i’m gonna push to make more ftm smut fics out there

What are your fic writing goals for next year?

see these folders? these are collection projects, one for each of the members. two of the atla fics are out. but these fuckers? i wanna finish

And finally, fics that you wrote in 2020:

all of them can be found on my masterlist

tagging:

whoever sees this and wants to do it lmao

#dip friends #dip rambles #tag game #2020 round up

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male-readers-like-kpop-idols-too · 6 years ago

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Groups I write for: Monsta X, Seventeen (request by unit), BTS, Stray kids, and Got 7

Format: Headcanon, Reactions, Short story, Long Story, and mtl.

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spacedadsammy · 7 years ago

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Please Stay With Me ~ 2

Slight???? Angst???? Warning????

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“Well?” Hoseok prodded for answers. The sun was setting, casting everything in an orange glow. Yoongi had left for his own room to “turn in early.” Jimin followed shortly after, and now Carter sat stiff on the sofa. Hoseok and Taehyung sat on either side of him, so close they practically sat on his lap. Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook sat cross-legged on the floor as if being told a story.

“Well what?” Carter played dumb.

All the boys rolled their eyes or sighed in frustration. “Well...Yoongi???” Hoseok pressed further.

Carter raised an eyebrow, “How old are we? Is this a twelve-year-old girl’s slumber party?” He stood, not sure where he was going but stepping past the boys on the floor to give himself some room.

“So we’re supposed to forget that he practically made out with you in front of us the last time you saw him?” Hoseok asked.

“That was a long time ago,” Carter replied flatly.

“So?” Hoseok actually looked a little sad.

Carter swallowed his guilt, “so I’m here to see my friends and to support and be beside all of you while i can. Yoongi included.”

***

In Yoongi’s room Jimin sat perched on the end of his bed while Yoongi pawed through his bag trying to avoid interaction.

“Well?” Jimin finally spoke up.

“Well what?” Yoongi replied coolly.

“Well...Carter.”

“What about him?” Yoongi’s voice trembled just slightly.

“Well aren’t you at least happy to see him?” Jimin spoke softly trying not to irritate him too much.

“Of course I am,” Yoongi replied. He hadn’t noticed but he was frantically digging through his bag, scattering clothes about the floor, “he’s our friend. Of course i’m happy.”

“Yoongi…”

“I don’t know what you expect me to say,” Yoongi’s voice was soft this time. “You all know what happened back then. It was good. Amazing in fact. I’ve never been an open person, but you saw it on my face didn’t you? I couldn’t hide anything around him.” He composed himself with a deep breath, “but that was a long time ago. People change. It’s different now. This isn’t just about my feelings.”

“You could at least talk to him,” Jimin offered.

“Maybe so,” Yoongi agreed, “I'm sorry... I'd like to be alone right now.” Not once had Yoongi looked at Jimin.

***

Carter shut the door to their room behind him. He couldn't contain the shaking of his hands or the heartbeat drumming in his ears. He took a deep breath before setting off to his own room. His fingertips felt frozen as he passed Yoongi's door and froze. Move! His mind screamed at his legs to move, but he couldn't. He only stood there wanting so badly to go inside. He's sleeping, he thought. He's sleeping so you should go too. Before he could do anything the door opened, making him jump back to his senses.

“Carter!” Jimin’s voice rang.

“Hey!” He replied with a smile.

“You get a chance to talk to Yoongi yet?” He said bluntly.

Carter blinked, “no uh...he kinda left in a hurry.” He could practically feel Yoongi seething from inside the room.

“Well I think you should...soon,” Jimin replied.

“I will. Promise,” Carter said, smiling awkwardly.

“Good. See you tomorrow then? We'll be up early so you should get some rest.”

“Thanks Jimin.” They exchanged goodbyes and Carter headed to his room feeling heavier than before. He shoved his bag into the closet and flopped onto the bed. He laid there watching the light in the room fade from gold to soft blue, and finally dissolving into city lights twinkling through the window. A knock came at his door, jolting him back to his senses. He mumbled as he opened the door, “Jimin I told you I-” but it wasn't Jimin at the door. Instead, he was met with Yoongi’s heart-stopping crooked smile.

End notes: feel free to drop in my asks if you have any inquiries or thoughts! Don't be shy I love hearing feedback!

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btsreactionsandtexts · 8 years ago

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BTS REACTS TO: you come out as trans

could you do more trans (ftm) reactions and scenarios for bts? im a transboy and i absolutely loved your one abt hating breasts.. maybe one where the reader comes out as trans or something along the lines? thank you! x

Ahh! I’m glad you liked it. I’m happy it received as many positive feedback as it had. I’ve been trying extra hard to make sure reactions are gender-neutral and/or inclusive if realistically possible, you know? Anyways, here you go! - Admin Dayna

Seokjin

Sitting him down to talk was the easy part. Jin was already seated on the sofa with food at hand. You sat next to him, keeping a relatively big distance between the two of you. Seokjin noticed and made his face up, looking at you confused, wondering if he had done something wrong for you to not want to sit near him. You cleared you throat and he sat up straighter, as if he knew something important was coming. That’s when you came out. At first Jin was confused. He squinted his eyes and slowly put down the food, listening a lot more intently. You slowly explained to him that you identified as the opposite gender, and Jin followed up with question after, question. After a while it just fell silent all together. It still hadn’t completely registered to him, but you could see he was at least trying to understand.

“What do you mean you’re a boy? You were born a girl...?”

“You feel like a boy? Wouldn’t that mean you’re a masculine girl, jagi?”

“Oh... so wait, how do you know you’re a boy in a girl’s body and not just a masculine girl?”

“Transitioning? Transi - Oh! Oh, I see. So... wait, how does that go?”

“... does it bother you?”

“Is that why you talk about yourself like that? I see how you look at yourself in the mirror, Jagiya.”

Yoongi

Because you were already confident Yoongi’s reaction would be one of reassurance and support, you weren’t at all worried about coming out. In fact, the whole ordeal was done in a very nonchalant manner. Yoongi was standing by you in the kitchen as you made dinner, picking at some of the ingredients as you stirred the pot and tried to swat his hands away in the process. Somewhere along the lines you decided to just up and tell him. Yoongi started chewing slowly, staring at you with a raised brow. You looked over at him, telling him you were serious about being a f-t-m transgender, and he nodded. A smile crept up on your face knowing the two of you were on the same page. Yoongi immediately used he/him pronouns and referred to you with male/masculine adjectives right after.

Hoseok

You sat the busy-bodied boy down for this one. He shook his legs restlessly, but he could see the stern look on your face and thought it were best he behaved and did as you said. When you both had gotten settled, you slowly came out and Hoseok followed just as slowly at first. He tilted his head to the side in general confusion. It hadn’t clicked yet what you were talking about. But when you finally got out it in a way he could understand, and explained the transitioning process, Hobi was smiling and nodding, 100% ready to cheer you on along the way.

“Transitioning? Transitioning to what?”

“Ohh...! Have you always felt that way?”

“Must’ve been confusing, jagi!”

“Does that mean I should call you ‘him’ now?”

“Mmkay! Well! Hwaiting!”

Namjoon

You didn’t have to say much to catch his attention. You sat down on the bed next to him, and stared with a serious expression on your face. Namjoon glanced up, caught the look you gave him, and quickly gave you his attention. Locking his phone and tossing it to the side before scooting closer. At first he thought he was being reprimanded for something, but when the first few sentences came out your mouth, Namjoon was dumbfounded. Simply because it was unexpected. The conversation carried out, and he listened, nodding slowly, processing the information a lot better than you expected. At the end, it was pretty successful. You walked away feeling much lighter than you had started. You grabbed yourself a snack and came back to your bedroom to find Namjoon on his laptop looking up binders and hormones.

“Binders aren’t as expensive as I thought they’d be. Do you have one? We could order one now if you’d like.”

“The compression tank looks like it’ll be comfortable for you.”

“Do you take hormones now? We could look at the side effects and all while I’m at it.”

Jimin

ChimChim was a lost human bean. The conversation caught him off guard, the general seriousness of it all caught him off guard, the topic itself caught him off guard. He’d stare back at you obviously muddle-headed, but he had came to a conclusion: you weren’t happy with yourself. With that, Jiminie wasn’t happy. He’d pout a bit, dabble a little sulking and whining. He didn’t want you to feel bad about yourself. So if it meant becoming a boy instead of being a girl like you were born as, then he was all for it.

Taehyung

Dazed and Confused™. The kid had been chilling, watching T.V. and such before you came along and finally showed him the skeleton in your closet. It took a while to rip his attention from the T.V. to you. It was an odd change seeing he was watching cartoons and now he was caught in such a serious conversation. He stared at you pretty lost, honestly. You were just about to call it a lost cause before it all dawned on him and he finally gave a response - a good one in fact! He broke out into a smile, and nodded just the same. He was ready for whatever! He used the right pronouns immediately after.

“Oh~! Why didn’t you say that before, [y/n]!”

“Do you want to be called, [y/n]? Do you have a boy name or something?”

“From a pretty girl to a handsome boy! Ahhh~! That’s my jagiya!”

Jungkook

He had burst through the bedroom doors while you were on the laptop looking up information on hormones before consulting a doctor. Jungkookie wad startled you after practically kicking his way in. You shut the laptop fast and looked up at him with wide eyes. Jungkook looked back at you now, eyes narrowed in suspicion. Why did you shut your laptop like that? He’d walk over to you asking what it was you were looking at, and you hesitantly showed him. That had caught him off guard. He asked you why you were reading up on Testosterone boosters, and thats when you decided you might as well tell him. Jungkook listened intently, maintaining the most intense eye contact you’ve honestly ever got from him. At the end, he was surprisingly mature about it all. He asked a few questions, but he had followed along and accepted all the same.

#bts #bts reactions #bts scenarios #bts seokjin #bts jin #bts yoongi #bts suga #bts jhope #bts hobi #bts hoseok #bts namjoon #bts rapmonster #bts jimin #bts v #bts taehyung #bts jungkook

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kpopperreaction · 8 years ago

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Suga x Trans(FTM) reader songfic requested

This is my first time writing a trans character, ever. I hope I did a good job in writing what you wanted anon~! Please let me know if I messed up anything. The story is based on the song Lie by BTS. Enjoy and I am still taking requests for songfics, drabbles and other fanfics that you guys want~!

(Y/N); a young person with a dazzling smile, a wonderful personality and the most amazing boyfriend…..but like most people, they have a secret. A secret they are so afraid to admit to their friends and family….that they are transgender. So, only in the private of their apartment, does our sweet boy dress how he really feels and feels like he is truly himself, but in the eyes of others, he dressed how he looks on the outside. He smiles his fake smile and pretends to be what he looks like on the outside.

“Babe, you ok? You have barely touched your food,” a voice questions and (Y/N) looks over to see the worried face of his boyfriend, Suga or Min Yoongi of BTS.

“No worries oppa. I guess I’m not very hungry today,” (Y/N) says with his most convincing fake smile, praying that the elder believes his lie.

“If you say so babe. You know you can tell me if there is something that is bothering you,” Yoongi says and takes the younger’s hand in his own then gently kisses the back of it.

‘Really? I can just tell you that your girlfriend really feels like a boyfriend and you would understand that?’ (Y/n) thinks to himself and gives a small nod to the elder. All of a sudden, Yoongi’s phone goes off signaling that he has a phone call and the elder looks at it.

“Crap, I gotta get back to work. I’ll call you when I’m on my way for dinner tonight. I love you baby,” Yoongi says and gently kisses the other before getting up and heading back to his company. (Y/N) sits at the table for a bit longer then gets up and throws the food away. He heads back to his apartment that Yoongi sometimes stays at when he has a few days off. (Y/N) quickly locks the door behind him and takes off the clothes that he is wearing to change into clothes that make him feel more comfortable and free. He grabs his binding and quickly, but very careful, wraps his chest then heads to his closet. (Y/n) finds an outfit that Yoongi used to wear a lot and puts it on then looks at himself in the mirror. He feels tears start falling looking at himself and sees the only thing he has left that reminds that he isn’t truly male; his long hair. (Y/n) glares at his reflection before he grabs a pair of scissors that sit on the dresser and he begins to cut his hair (I would advise NOT doing this unless you know what you are doing). He cuts it until it is an uneven neck length and he throws the scissors across the room while he sits on the bed behind him as he breaks down.

“I’m filth….horrible disgusting filth,” (Y/n) says to himself and lies on the silky sheets in the fiddle position.

*Hours later*

‘I wonder why (Y/N) didn’t answer me. She must be sleeping,’ Yoongi thinks as he walks to the younger’s apartment. He pulls out his key and unlocks the door.

“Babe, I’m home. Are you feeling better?” Yoongi calls out when he enters the place and he notices the clothes that are on the floor. He smirks, thinking dirty, and he sneaks to the bedroom after taking his shoes off. The elder carefully opens the door and shocked to find the other fully clothed, in his clothes and their hair cute to a short length.

“(Y/N), what is going on?” Yoongi asks causing the other to jump from their spot on the bed. (Y/N) looks at the other in the door and his tears fall seeing that the other is quite shocked.

‘This is it. My secret is out. He’s gonna hate me now,’ the younger thinks and sobs into his hands. Yoongi rushes over to the other and gently cups his love’s face with his hands to try and make the other look at him.

“Baby….tell me, please. Don’t shut me out,” the elder says and his heart breaks slightly at the fact that the person he loves his crying. (Y/N) breaks down and explains everything; how he doesn’t feel right in female clothing, how he desperately wants to be a man, how he couldn’t tell Yoongi because he was afraid of being rejected and hated. The elder keeps quiet and after a few minutes of silence, he pulls the other into his lap and holds his as close as possible.

“Baby, I could never hate you. I love you so much and you mean the world to me ok? I want you to be happy and if being a man makes you happy, then who am I to stop you. I will support you 100% and help you through everything I can. You are not alone ok?” Yoongi says and makes the other look at him. (Y/N) looks into his eyes expecting to see a bit of hesitation, but all he sees is love and acceptance. The younger hugs him tightly and they share a kiss while lying on the bed together.

“I love you Min Yoongi. Thank you for accepting who I am,” the younger says and takes his boyfriend’s hand in his own then falls asleep hearing 5 words that make him feel safe and happy.

“I love you too baby boy.”

#trans reader #suga #love #songfic

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