#bts ftm trans reader

[marksbear2]

FANDOMS

So this an update!! I added more things and such with new rules.

keep in mind these are not ALL OF THEM

Euphoria

The boys

We are who were are.

What we do in the shawdows

Jujutsu Kaisen

Hunter x Hunter

Chainsaw man

Banshee

Marvel,DC, and XMEN

Interview with the vampire 2022 one

ANY SLASHER

Nine perfect strangers

Stranger things

HOLLYWOOD

Fnaf

Overwatch

Tf2

Supernatural

ELITE

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH

YOU

PEAKYBLINDERS

APEX LEGENDS

Top gun maverick

Naruto

NBC Hannibal

9-1-1

criminal minds

shameless

Actors/Dilfs

WWE

The Witcher

bullet train

fight club

LUCIFER.

THE LOST BOYS

BIG MOUTH

AMSTERDAM

HAMILTON

Call me by your name

GLASS AND SPLIT

Altered carbon

Kick ass

Heartbreak High

Young royals

Don't hug me Im scared

The black Phone (Only Vance and The grabber)

Mysterious skin

Heartstopper

BTS

The summer I turned pretty

Doom Patrol

White collar

Bullet train

American gigolo

The umbrella academy

Top Gun

Cod

DBD

Teen wolf

Saw

The quarry

Fallout

Elite

The witcher

Breaking bad

On my block

AND MORE THAT I CAN'T THINK OF THE MOMENT

I write for like thousands of fandoms so I maybe can't remember them all just add the fandom from the characters they are from. I can honestly write an OC x reader I don't mind at all

I don't have many boundaries. Just nothing that's too weird to write. Like on my blog I don't care much about something crazy or weird or something out of this world crazy.

I definitely don't write for female readers. Or incest and just lots of things that other writers don’t write.

So the reader is mostly he/him he/they or they/the, ftm(Trans)

[mexicanmartian]

When anyone like a fanfic about Kim Namjoon form kpop band bts losing his dog and then falling for a ftm trans man who work at a animal shelter that finds his dog???

I started working on it today and I have to first part of chapter one done, but I’m not sure if anyone would read it or not so I’m asking you guys. Here the summary of it



Namjoon thought it would be a good idea to bring his dog, rapmon on tour with him and his other bts members in America, but after rapmon ran out the door of the tour bus, and having to stop their tour to find rapmon, he really regretted his idea of bring rapmon with him, but when he found his small dog in a cute little animal shelter and found some things or someone there that made him think his idea wasn’t so bad after all.

So want do you guys think? Would you read it? Do you want me to write it?

Will that’s all for now so bye!!

[male-readers-like-kpop-idols-too]

Dude! Okay um may I request trans Male reader and jungkook like really fluffy, I can be more specific if you want:)💜

Nothing was better than days like this. It was raining and cold outside. But it was warm with Jungkook curled up into you. There was a Marvel movie on the TV that you both had seen many times. You were laying on the couch with a bare-faced Jungkook laying on your chest. You didn’t mind the binder. To be honest, you did mind it. You could feel his head on your larger than average chest. Jungkook’s phone let out a shrill ring. He raised his head and turned it off. “(y/n), its time to take off your binder.” So that’s what the timer is for. As much as his sleepy voice could persuade you, you couldn’t do it. “You’re on top of me, I can’t.” As much as you didn’t want him to move, he did. You still didn’t want to take off your binder. He forced you to sit up. He takes your shirt off. “Wow, look at my handsome boy. Look at me, Okay?” You knew he would just do it when you couldn’t bare looking down. He keeps eye contact with you as he takes the tight cloth off. He put your shirt back on, keeping eye contact with you the entire time. “Now can I get my comfy pillow back?” He said gesturing to your chest. You wanted to say no but you couldn’t. You laid back down and Jungkook got excited as he laid back down and cuddled you. This time, he was cuddling against your neck so you couldn’t feel your chest as well. He grabbed the remote from the table and started looking for something. “Here, it’s your favorite. We’ll eat in a few. How does Chinese sound?”

[spacedadsammy]

Please Stay With Me (Masterlist)

Please Stay With Me is a fic i post daily updates on everyday. It is BTS Min Yoongi x Carter, a ftm trans boy. I hope you enjoy

This fic is finished

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Things to know about Carter

[marksbear]

So, I want to make a request but first I want to know what you write for, like the fandoms and what are your boundaries

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Hello Mr! 🇷🇺 You can see my pinned post for more. And don't be shy to send your request!

I write for like thousands of fandoms so I maybe can't remember them all just add the fandom from the characters they are from. I can honestly write an OC x reader I don't mind at a;

I don't have many boundaries. Just nothing that's too weird to write. Like on my blog I don't care much about something crazy or weird or something out of this world crazy.

I definitely don't write for female readers. I don't write for teen wolf or maze runner.

So the reader is mostly he/him he/they or they/the, ftm(Trans)

FANDOMS keep in mind these are not ALL OF THEM

Euphoria

The boys

We are who were are.

What we do in the shawdows

Banshee

Marvel,DC, and XMEN

Interview with the vampire 2022 one

ANY SLASHER

Nine perfect strangers

Stranger things

HOLLYWOOD

Fnaf

Overwatch

Tf2

Supernatural

ELITE

OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH

YOU

PEAKYBLINDERS

APEX LEGENDS

Top gun maverick

Naruto

NBC Hannibal

9-1-1

criminal minds

shameless

Actors/Dilfs

WWE

The Witcher

bullet train

fight club

LUCIFER.

THE LOST BOYS

BIG MOUTH

AMSTERDAM

HAMILTON

Call me by your name

GLASS AND SPLIT

Altered carbon

Kick ass

Heartbreak High

Young royals

Don't hug me Im scared

The black Phone (Only Vance and The grabber)

Mysterious skin

Heartstopper

BTS

The summer I turned pretty

Doom Patrol

White collar

Bullet train

American gigolo

The umbrella academy

Top Gun

Cod

AND MORE THAT I CAN'T THINK OF THE MOMENT

[d4wnlix]

welcome !! < 3

contents .!

small introduction

who i will be writing for

my rules

masterlist

the type of content i'll be writing

small introduction !

hey!! my name is elliott and i am trans ftm and gay< 3.

my ults groups are skz, ateez, txt, itzy, e'last, twice, enhypen, bts, xdinary heroes, nmixx and aespa !

who i'll be writing for !

at the moment, i'll write for stray kids, ateez and txt. !

my rules !

dont be rude to anyone.

dont try to bring anyone down — we're all humans and have feelings.

dni if: you're homophobic (my oneshots are literally lgbtq+ what are you doing here💀), you're racist, you're ableist, you're transphobic etc, basic dni criteria

i think that's it, the main point is to be kind here and enjoy<3

masterlist !

stray kids

bang chan .!

nothing yet!

lee know .!

nothing yet!

changbin .!

nothing yet!

hyunjin .!

nothing yet!

han .!

nothing yet!

lee felix .!

nothing yet!

seungmin .!

nothing yet!

jeongin/I.N .!

nothing yet!

ateez

seonghwa .!

nothing yet!

hongjoong .!

nothing yet!

yunho .!

nothing yet!

yeosang .!

nothing yet!

san .!

nothing yet!

mingi .!

nothing yet!

wooyoung .!

nothing yet!

jongho .!

nothing yet!

tomorrow x together

yeonjun .!

nothing yet!

soobin .!

nothing yet!

beomgyu .!

nothing yet!

taehyun .!

nothing yet!

huening kai .!

nothing yet!

the type of content i'll be writing !

i'll write fluff and angst !

most of my oneshots will be bxb — either member x member or member x male!reader but i'll make definitely make gn!reader too !

no nsfw requests.

requests are open!! <3

[strawbxrryneptune]

Hey, you said requests are open so could I pretty please get comfort for a dysphoric trans FtM reader with Bakugou or Hawks? Thanks in advance!

This took way too long I'm sorry bby !!

TW⚠️: Body dysmorphia, unhealthy binding, mentions of depression and suicidal thoughts. ⚠️

Fic under the cut :)

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You look in the full length mirror at the foot of your bed, frowning at your reflection. You turn to the side, feeling tears well up at the lump of your chest. You lived alone, but Bakugou was always over, so you couldn't order a proper binder without causing suspicion. You had to take vix and plastic wrap, which was really bad for your ribs and skin. It caused you so much pain but you just didn't want to look this way anymore. You smack the tears away, wiping them away aggressively as you grab a blanket off the bed, throwing it onto the mirror. You stumble over to the end, feeling like there's a weight crushing you from the inside out. You curl under a fluffy comforter Bakugou bought you, inhaling his scent as tears roll down freely. You wished it wasn't like this. You just wanted to be a fucking guy, but the universe decided to be an asshole. You're so caught up in your thoughts that you don't hear your boyfriend entering your apartment, his hands pushing the door open harshly, hearing your sobs from the stairs.

"Oi, the fuck are you crying for? Who do I need to beat up-"

He looks over at the mirror, covered up, and you huddling under the blanket. His fists unclench, and he walks towards you. You feel the blanket being pulled off, a strong pair of arms wrapping around you. He turns you towards the mirror, now uncovered. You close your eyes tightly, feeling your chest almost cave in from how much you were holding back. Bakugou gently fondles you, whispering into your ear.

"Hey, I fucking suck at this shit so bear with me alright? You're perfect. I don't give a shit what your pronouns are, I dont care what's going on down there."

You laugh lightly at that.

"All that matters is that you're fuckin' perfect. You match my energy, and you're fuckin' hilarious. I know your depression gets bad, and I know how you feel. I wanted to end it all so many times in high school. It felt like everyone was against me, blaming me for shit that I didn't do."

He tilts your chin up, making you look into the mirror. "If you want a binder, I'll buy you a goddamn binder. You want surgery, let's go to the doctor right fuckin' now. I'm not gonna sit here and watch you destroy yourself over this shit. You're fuckin' worth it."

You nod slowly, tears still falling. He sits up, sliding his hands under your shirt to gently unwrap the binder. You let out a breath you didnt know you were holding in, feeling your lungs and ribs sing. He grabs his phone from the floor where he dropped it, immediately going onto google to find you everything you need.

A/n: Remember that all of y'all are beautiful no matter who or what you are ^^ my inbox and dms are always open, feel free to request or just talk.

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Anime masterlist

[btsreactionsandtexts]

BTS REACTS TO: you come out as trans

could you do more trans (ftm) reactions and scenarios for bts? im a transboy and i absolutely loved your one abt hating breasts.. maybe one where the reader comes out as trans or something along the lines? thank you! x

Ahh! I’m glad you liked it. I’m happy it received as many positive feedback as it had. I’ve been trying extra hard to make sure reactions are gender-neutral and/or inclusive if realistically possible, you know? Anyways, here you go! - Admin Dayna

Seokjin

Sitting him down to talk was the easy part. Jin was already seated on the sofa with food at hand. You sat next to him, keeping a relatively big distance between the two of you. Seokjin noticed and made his face up, looking at you confused, wondering if he had done something wrong for you to not want to sit near him. You cleared you throat and he sat up straighter, as if he knew something important was coming. That’s when you came out. At first Jin was confused. He squinted his eyes and slowly put down the food, listening a lot more intently. You slowly explained to him that you identified as the opposite gender, and Jin followed up with question after, question. After a while it just fell silent all together. It still hadn’t completely registered to him, but you could see he was at least trying to understand.

“What do you mean you’re a boy? You were born a girl...?”

“You feel like a boy? Wouldn’t that mean you’re a masculine girl, jagi?”

“Oh... so wait, how do you know you’re a boy in a girl’s body and not just a masculine girl?”

“Transitioning? Transi - Oh! Oh, I see. So... wait, how does that go?”

“... does it bother you?”

“Is that why you talk about yourself like that? I see how you look at yourself in the mirror, Jagiya.”

Yoongi

Because you were already confident Yoongi’s reaction would be one of reassurance and support, you weren’t at all worried about coming out. In fact, the whole ordeal was done in a very nonchalant manner. Yoongi was standing by you in the kitchen as you made dinner, picking at some of the ingredients as you stirred the pot and tried to swat his hands away in the process. Somewhere along the lines you decided to just up and tell him. Yoongi started chewing slowly, staring at you with a raised brow. You looked over at him, telling him you were serious about being a f-t-m transgender, and he nodded. A smile crept up on your face knowing the two of you were on the same page. Yoongi immediately used he/him pronouns and referred to you with male/masculine adjectives right after.

Hoseok

You sat the busy-bodied boy down for this one. He shook his legs restlessly, but he could see the stern look on your face and thought it were best he behaved and did as you said. When you both had gotten settled, you slowly came out and Hoseok followed just as slowly at first. He tilted his head to the side in general confusion. It hadn’t clicked yet what you were talking about. But when you finally got out it in a way he could understand, and explained the transitioning process, Hobi was smiling and nodding, 100% ready to cheer you on along the way.

“Transitioning? Transitioning to what?”

“Ohh...! Have you always felt that way?”

“Must’ve been confusing, jagi!”

“Does that mean I should call you ‘him’ now?”

“Mmkay! Well! Hwaiting!”

Namjoon

You didn’t have to say much to catch his attention. You sat down on the bed next to him, and stared with a serious expression on your face. Namjoon glanced up, caught the look you gave him, and quickly gave you his attention. Locking his phone and tossing it to the side before scooting closer. At first he thought he was being reprimanded for something, but when the first few sentences came out your mouth, Namjoon was dumbfounded. Simply because it was unexpected. The conversation carried out, and he listened, nodding slowly, processing the information a lot better than you expected. At the end, it was pretty successful. You walked away feeling much lighter than you had started. You grabbed yourself a snack and came back to your bedroom to find Namjoon on his laptop looking up binders and hormones.

“Binders aren’t as expensive as I thought they’d be. Do you have one? We could order one now if you’d like.”

“The compression tank looks like it’ll be comfortable for you.”

“Do you take hormones now? We could look at the side effects and all while I’m at it.”

Jimin

ChimChim was a lost human bean. The conversation caught him off guard, the general seriousness of it all caught him off guard, the topic itself caught him off guard. He’d stare back at you obviously muddle-headed, but he had came to a conclusion: you weren’t happy with yourself. With that, Jiminie wasn’t happy. He’d pout a bit, dabble a little sulking and whining. He didn’t want you to feel bad about yourself. So if it meant becoming a boy instead of being a girl like you were born as, then he was all for it.

Taehyung

Dazed and Confused™. The kid had been chilling, watching T.V. and such before you came along and finally showed him the skeleton in your closet. It took a while to rip his attention from the T.V. to you. It was an odd change seeing he was watching cartoons and now he was caught in such a serious conversation. He stared at you pretty lost, honestly. You were just about to call it a lost cause before it all dawned on him and he finally gave a response - a good one in fact! He broke out into a smile, and nodded just the same. He was ready for whatever! He used the right pronouns immediately after.

“Oh~! Why didn’t you say that before, [y/n]!”

“Do you want to be called, [y/n]? Do you have a boy name or something?”

“From a pretty girl to a handsome boy! Ahhh~! That’s my jagiya!”

Jungkook

He had burst through the bedroom doors while you were on the laptop looking up information on hormones before consulting a doctor. Jungkookie wad startled you after practically kicking his way in. You shut the laptop fast and looked up at him with wide eyes. Jungkook looked back at you now, eyes narrowed in suspicion. Why did you shut your laptop like that? He’d walk over to you asking what it was you were looking at, and you hesitantly showed him. That had caught him off guard. He asked you why you were reading up on Testosterone boosters, and thats when you decided you might as well tell him. Jungkook listened intently, maintaining the most intense eye contact you’ve honestly ever got from him. At the end, he was surprisingly mature about it all. He asked a few questions, but he had followed along and accepted all the same.

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Groups I write for: Monsta X, Seventeen (request by unit), BTS, Stray kids, and Got 7

Format: Headcanon, Reactions, Short story, Long Story, and mtl.

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FTM trans reader

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[spacedadsammy]

Please Stay With Me ~ 2

Previous

Slight???? Angst???? Warning????

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“Well?” Hoseok prodded for answers. The sun was setting, casting everything in an orange glow. Yoongi had left for his own room to “turn in early.” Jimin followed shortly after, and now Carter sat stiff on the sofa. Hoseok and Taehyung sat on either side of him, so close they practically sat on his lap. Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook sat cross-legged on the floor as if being told a story.

    “Well what?” Carter played dumb.

    All the boys rolled their eyes or sighed in frustration. “Well...Yoongi???” Hoseok pressed further.

    Carter raised an eyebrow, “How old are we? Is this a twelve-year-old girl’s slumber party?” He stood, not sure where he was going but stepping past the boys on the floor to give himself some room.

    “So we’re supposed to forget that he practically made out with you in front of us the last time you saw him?” Hoseok asked.

    “That was a long time ago,” Carter replied flatly.

    “So?” Hoseok actually looked a little sad.

    Carter swallowed his guilt, “so I’m here to see my friends and to support and be beside all of you while i can. Yoongi included.”

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    In Yoongi’s room Jimin sat perched on the end of his bed while Yoongi pawed through his bag trying to avoid interaction.

    “Well?” Jimin finally spoke up.

    “Well what?” Yoongi replied coolly.

    “Well...Carter.”

    “What about him?” Yoongi’s voice trembled just slightly.

    “Well aren’t you at least happy to see him?” Jimin spoke softly trying not to irritate him too much.

    “Of course I am,” Yoongi replied. He hadn’t noticed but he was frantically digging through his bag, scattering clothes about the floor, “he’s our friend. Of course i’m happy.”

    “Yoongi…”

    “I don’t know what you expect me to say,” Yoongi’s voice was soft this time. “You all know what happened back then. It was good. Amazing in fact. I’ve never been an open person, but you saw it on my face didn’t you? I couldn’t hide anything around him.” He composed himself with a deep breath, “but that was a long time ago. People change. It’s different now. This isn’t just about my feelings.”

    “You could at least talk to him,” Jimin offered.

           “Maybe so,” Yoongi agreed, “I'm sorry... I'd like to be alone right now.” Not once had Yoongi looked at Jimin.

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                         Carter shut the door to their room behind him. He couldn't contain the shaking of his hands or the heartbeat drumming in his ears. He took a deep breath before setting off to his own room. His fingertips felt frozen as he passed Yoongi's door and froze. Move! His mind screamed at his legs to move, but he couldn't. He only stood there wanting so badly to go inside. He's sleeping, he thought. He's sleeping so you should go too. Before he could do anything the door opened, making him jump back to his senses.

            “Carter!” Jimin’s voice rang.

            “Hey!” He replied with a smile.

             “You get a chance to talk to Yoongi yet?” He said bluntly.

              Carter blinked, “no uh...he kinda left in a hurry.” He could practically feel Yoongi seething from inside the room.

             “Well I think you should...soon,” Jimin replied.

             “I will. Promise,” Carter said, smiling awkwardly.

              “Good. See you tomorrow then? We'll be up early so you should get some rest.”

              “Thanks Jimin.” They exchanged goodbyes and Carter headed to his room feeling heavier than before. He shoved his bag into the closet and flopped onto the bed. He laid there watching the light in the room fade from gold to soft blue, and finally dissolving into city lights twinkling through the window. A knock came at his door, jolting him back to his senses. He mumbled as he opened the door, “Jimin I told you I-” but it wasn't Jimin at the door. Instead, he was met with Yoongi’s heart-stopping crooked smile.

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End notes: feel free to drop in my asks if you have any inquiries or thoughts! Don't be shy I love hearing feedback!

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[kpopperreaction]

Suga x Trans(FTM) reader songfic requested

This is my first time writing a trans character, ever. I hope I did a good job in writing what you wanted anon~! Please let me know if I messed up anything. The story is based on the song Lie by BTS. Enjoy and I am still taking requests for songfics, drabbles and other fanfics that you guys want~!

 (Y/N); a young person with a dazzling smile, a wonderful personality and the most amazing boyfriend…..but like most people, they have a secret. A secret they are so afraid to admit to their friends and family….that they are transgender. So, only in the private of their apartment, does our sweet boy dress how he really feels and feels like he is truly himself, but in the eyes of others, he dressed how he looks on the outside. He smiles his fake smile and pretends to be what he looks like on the outside.

“Babe, you ok? You have barely touched your food,” a voice questions and (Y/N) looks over to see the worried face of his boyfriend, Suga or Min Yoongi of BTS.

“No worries oppa. I guess I’m not very hungry today,” (Y/N) says with his most convincing fake smile, praying that the elder believes his lie.

“If you say so babe. You know you can tell me if there is something that is bothering you,” Yoongi says and takes the younger’s hand in his own then gently kisses the back of it.

‘Really? I can just tell you that your girlfriend really feels like a boyfriend and you would understand that?’ (Y/n) thinks to himself and gives a small nod to the elder. All of a sudden, Yoongi’s phone goes off signaling that he has a phone call and the elder looks at it.

“Crap, I gotta get back to work. I’ll call you when I’m on my way for dinner tonight. I love you baby,” Yoongi says and gently kisses the other before getting up and heading back to his company. (Y/N) sits at the table for a bit longer then gets up and throws the food away. He heads back to his apartment that Yoongi sometimes stays at when he has a few days off. (Y/N) quickly locks the door behind him and takes off the clothes that he is wearing to change into clothes that make him feel more comfortable and free. He grabs his binding and quickly, but very careful, wraps his chest then heads to his closet. (Y/n) finds an outfit that Yoongi used to wear a lot and puts it on then looks at himself in the mirror. He feels tears start falling looking at himself and sees the only thing he has left that reminds that he isn’t truly male; his long hair. (Y/n) glares at his reflection before he grabs a pair of scissors that sit on the dresser and he begins to cut his hair (I would advise NOT doing this unless you know what you are doing). He cuts it until it is an uneven neck length and he throws the scissors across the room while he sits on the bed behind him as he breaks down.

“I’m filth….horrible disgusting filth,” (Y/n) says to himself and lies on the silky sheets in the fiddle position.

*Hours later*

‘I wonder why (Y/N) didn’t answer me. She must be sleeping,’ Yoongi thinks as he walks to the younger’s apartment. He pulls out his key and unlocks the door.

“Babe, I’m home. Are you feeling better?” Yoongi calls out when he enters the place and he notices the clothes that are on the floor. He smirks, thinking dirty, and he sneaks to the bedroom after taking his shoes off. The elder carefully opens the door and shocked to find the other fully clothed, in his clothes and their hair cute to a short length.

“(Y/N), what is going on?” Yoongi asks causing the other to jump from their spot on the bed. (Y/N) looks at the other in the door and his tears fall seeing that the other is quite shocked.

‘This is it. My secret is out. He’s gonna hate me now,’ the younger thinks and sobs into his hands. Yoongi rushes over to the other and gently cups his love’s face with his hands to try and make the other look at him.

“Baby….tell me, please. Don’t shut me out,” the elder says and his heart breaks slightly at the fact that the person he loves his crying. (Y/N) breaks down and explains everything; how he doesn’t feel right in female clothing, how he desperately wants to be a man, how he couldn’t tell Yoongi because he was afraid of being rejected and hated. The elder keeps quiet and after a few minutes of silence, he pulls the other into his lap and holds his as close as possible.

“Baby, I could never hate you. I love you so much and you mean the world to me ok? I want you to be happy and if being a man makes you happy, then who am I to stop you. I will support you 100% and help you through everything I can. You are not alone ok?” Yoongi says and makes the other look at him. (Y/N) looks into his eyes expecting to see a bit of hesitation, but all he sees is love and acceptance. The younger hugs him tightly and they share a kiss while lying on the bed together.

“I love you Min Yoongi. Thank you for accepting who I am,” the younger says and takes his boyfriend’s hand in his own then falls asleep hearing 5 words that make him feel safe and happy.

“I love you too baby boy.”

[ao3feed-ateez]

by Flora_Jimin

This is a gift for my very good friend Atlas. I hope you had a wonderful birthday, baby boy :) Feel free to follow my Ateez Blog or my BTS Blog

Words: 3246, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Choi San, Trans Male Reader - Character, ftm reader - Character

Relationships: Park Jimin (BTS)/Choi San/Male Reader

Additional Tags: Member x Male Reader, Member x FtM Reader, Poly Relationship, Threesome - M/M/M, Birthday Sex, Collars, Shower Sex, Double Penetration, Spit Roasting, Oral, light slapping, Verbal Degredation, Choking, Breeding, Hair Pulling, Marking, Mirror Sex, Blindfolds, Aftercare, PWP, Light BDSM, Submissive Reader

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Please stay With Me ~ 5

Previous

Hhhhhhhhhh this was a little difficult for me to write bc family n things like that. But I hope it helps some people feel better!

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    “Carter!” Hoseok yelled  across the table at breakfast, “Is it true what Namjoon said??”

    Carter almost spat out his coffee. Yoongi glared at Hoseok, but that didn’t stop the whole table from erupting into laughter. “Namjoon what did you tell them??” Carter  squealed.

    “Only what I saw,” Namjoon replied between fits of laughter.

    “What were you two doing so late at night huh?” Hoseok teased.

    “That’s for us to enjoy,” Yoongi smirked, taking a sip of his coffee. Carter’s face burned bright red.

    “Oooooooh,’ the boys remarked in unison at Yoongi’s comment.

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    The day ended up being more overwhelming than Carter thought. He knew he’d only be there to assist and support the boys, but this was a whole world he was unfamiliar with. The only time he could talk to the boys was in the car on the way from one destination to the next. Otherwise, he kept his distance from them and especially Yoongi. He didn’t know what he expected. He understood why it was like this. He kicked himself for feeling so overwhelmed. They are literally famous. It’s not like their relationships with him could follow into public. Still, he felt a bit lonely, and doubt started to take form in his chest every time he looked at Yoongi.

    The time finally came for him to leave. He only wished he’d told Yoongi the truth before.

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    When Yoongi got back to the hotel, the first thing he did was head to Carter’s room. He’d been given a key, but he knocked anyway. No answer. “Carter?” He called. No answer. He unlocked the door and stepped inside. His eyes scanned the room to find it empty save for a set of clothes laid out on the bed. They were nice clothes; a suit and tie. Yoongi smiled at the thought of Carter wearing it. He’d look so sharp under candle light, maybe a dance floor, definitely dinner. Yes. He definitely liked the idea of Carter in this. He’d have to plan an occasion. Set on top was something Yoongi didn’t quite recognize. It looked like...some sort of sports bra, he thought. But the fabric is different  What is he doing with this?

    Yoongi’s train of thought was interrupted by a muffled man’s voice from behind the bathroom door. “Have you talked to mom about the surgery?” The voice asked.

    “No…” Carter’s voice replied.

    Yoongi stepped closer to the bathroom but stopped dead in his tracks when the voice said, “What about Yoongi?”

    “No…” Carter said again.

    “This is kind of a big deal, Carter. You gotta tell them,” the voice scolded.

    “I know, Taylor,” Carter said apologetically. “I was gonna tell them tonight or tomorrow.” Yoongi’s heart was racing, but he decided it wasn’t right to evesdrop any further. He knocked softly. “Uh Taylor, gotta go okay?” Carter said, “Call you tomorrow?”

    “Okay,” Taylor agreed. “Take care okay? If you need anything call me okay little brother?”

    “I will. Thank you for everything. Bye.” Carter opened the door. He was drying water droplets off his hair with a towel. “Hey love,” he greeted Yoongi with a bright smile. “Sorry I was on the phone with my brother.” His face fell when he noticed Yoongi’s hardening expression. “What’s wrong?” He asked softly.

    “You’re having surgery?” Yoongi’s  voice was low and soft, “you said you were okay.”

    “I am,” he defended, “where are the rest of the guys? I’ll explain everything.”

    “They’re in the other room,” Yoongi replied. Carter took his hand, setting off for their room.

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    Carter once again found himself sitting stiffly on the couch in the boys’ room. He was squeezing Hoseok’s hand so tight it started to ache. Yoongi was put off a little by it but he found later that it was Hoseok’s hand he needed. Not his. Carter took a deep breath, “Okay. I don’t really know how to say it other than to just...say it.” The room was silent, all eyes on him. “I’m um...I’m transgender, female to male...which means I was born female, but i’m going through a medical and physical transition to become male.” He scanned their faces for reactions. Taehyung, Jin and Jungkook wore proud smiles. Hoseok brimmed with the most pride, flashing his bright smile. Namjoon and Jimin nodded in silent understanding. The only one he couldn’t read  was Yoongi. “And,” Carter continued, “I’m having surgery done in about a month on my chest as part of my transition.” The room fell frighteningly silent for a long time. “Well?” Carter’s voice cracked

    Namjoon spoke up, “Doing this makes you happy?”

    “Unfathomably happy,” Carter answered.

    “And  it is safe?”

    “Yes. I’ve done lots of research on the surgeon and the hospital. I’ll be staying with my brother here in California while I recover. It is absolutely safe.”

    “Then we support it. We support you. If this is who you are, we will stand by you.” Namjoon’s voice was soft and reassuring.

    Carter’s smile beamed with happiness. His eyes landed on Yoongi who was smiling softly but still hadn’t said anything. “Yoongi?” Carter’s voice was pleading.

    Yoongi stepped forward, his smile widening joyfully, “Get dressed sweetheart. We’re celebrating tonight.”

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End notes: Min Yoongi???? Transpohobic????? Not in my house. Also I wanted everything to be as healthy as possible. Like I wanted Carter to come out himself without anger turned towards him or having someone else out him when he wasn't ready.

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Please Stay With Me ~ 4

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I really hope you're enjoying the fics so far!! I decided to try to stick with a morning uploading schedule. Hopefully I can keep up lol enjoy!

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    Carter woke up with a start to a knock at the door. He panicked for a second noticing Yoongi’s arm draped across his torso, a little too close to his chest for comfort. Clothes. Right. Still wearing clothes, he reassured himself. He replayed the night’s events in his head. He and Yoongi kissed...A lot. After admitting to themselves and each other that the attraction is undeniable, they agreed to enjoy their time together while they could. They talked and kissed but nothing more. He wasn’t wearing his binder, however. He'd crept to the bathroom to change after Yoongi dozed off.

Now he laid frozen trying  to figure out how to move without shifting Yoongi’s arm in the wrong direction or waking him. The knocking continued and Yoongi’s arm slid away as he came to. Carter lifted the blankets over his shoulders to cover himself. He finally had a moment to admire the sleepy angel beside him. He’s never had this privilege before and he was basking in the light Yoongi was giving off. He had fallen asleep in his clothes. His hair stuck out in all directions, his face squished into the pillow, mouth left open with his breath coming and going smoothly. He groaned as the knocks on the door became louder.

“Morning sunshine,” Carter greeted, softly brushing back Yoongi's hair from his face.

Yoongi turned his head, kissing Carter's palm with a content smile. “Mmhh who's that at the door?” He said groggily. His voice was rough but still dark and sweet.

“No idea,” Carter replied. “But I'm guessing it has something to do with that cool group of yours.”

“We should get up,” Yoongi suggested, rolling out of bed, “see you downstairs yeah?”

“Yeah but... I'll have to leave before lunch. I have a doctor's appointment.” Carter said apologetically.

Yoongi raised an eyebrow, "a doctor? Here? Are you okay?”

“Yes! You don't have to worry. Promise. I'll be with you guys all morning and meet you back here. Sound good?”

Yoongi hesitated, his eyes narrowing a little in speculation. Deciding he had no reason to distrust Carter, he leaned in and pecked him on the lips, “sounds wonderful.”

“See you soon,” Carter replied.

Yoongi nodded back at him before opening the door to find Namjoon. “Morning,” Yoongi said shortly as he passed him to return to his room.

Namjoon stared at Carter, wide-eyed as he pulled on a sweater. “Did he...and you….did you guys…” his voice was eagerly curious.

Carter realized this must look really scandalous. “No!” He defended himself. Namjoon seemed unconvinced. “Namjoon,” he pleaded, “we did not. I swear.”

“Uh huh,” Namjoon teased.

“Namjoon. Don't get the wrong idea. Nothing happened.”

“Okay okay.. I'll believe you. But you'd better get ready, troublemaker before I tell Hoseok.” He walked away smiling.

“Namjoon don't you dare!” Carter yelled after him.

“Have a good day Carter!!” Namjoon called back.

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End notes: I needed to write sleepy Yoongi. I had to. I was gonna ask though, would you rather have full chapters every week? Or mini fics everyday? Keep in mind, full chapters means the fic will be done sooner. With the mini fics I plan to add little fluff pieces and things like that. What do you think?

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Please Stay With Me ~ 16

More content warning for angst and depression

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It never got easier. Not for a second. Yoongi had just learned to speak mindlessly. Just say what you have to and shut up. He's a friend of ours. We were taking photos. His mom is confused about the situation. Repeat.

This was so much worse than the first time they'd been separated. Back then he'd felt empty. Now he was just... cold... frozen, watching his life from behind frosted glass. His lips moved with muscle memory and nothing more.

"He's a friend of ours."

"We decided to take photos."

"His mother got the wrong impression"

Over and over. After a while they just became empty words, but it was enough.

Yoongi missed Carter. Put plainly but not so simple.

The boys could tell as well. They watched him as he grew colder, his face hardening to stone. They tried to warm him in any way they could but it was harder now more than ever for Yoongi to express himself.

He often replayed the memories of waking next to him, and woke up with a warmth that he bathed in for a few blissful moments before reality hit again. It went on like this every day for weeks.

They were approaching the end of their U.S. trip and he wished with everything in his heart he could see Carter one last time. He'd read and considered the address at the end of the note so many times he started to memorize it. He's got a surgery coming up, he thought. He doesn't need me complicating things.

Yoongi didn't often dream, but a few nights before he was to leave to go home, he dreamed of Carter.

It was such a simple thing. Yoongi was lying on the bed when Carter stepped out of the bathroom in only his boxers, drying his hair with a towel. Carter's body has always been beautiful, but now his chest is broad and strong like he's always wanted, light scars from his surgery lining the skin.

"Angel have you seen my-" Carter trailed off as Yoongi stepped closer. "What?" A shy smile cracked on his face as he watched Yoongi draw closer, only inches away.

Yoongi placed a palm flat over his heart, the other pulling him in by his hips. "You are...the most stunning person I'd ever met," he answered.

They kissed, long and slow and sweet. It reminded him of warm tea or freshly baked pastries. Carter was so soft in his arms. Such a heavenly warmth about him. When Yoongi woke up he still felt the warmth of him against his skin, and this time the cold didn't cut in. His soul was sparked again.

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End notes: I hope this isn't too much angst. It'll get better I promise. Send me your thoughts and feedback I'd love to hear it.

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Please Stay With Me ~ 6

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Happy Valentines Day!!! This is my favorite one so far. I had a rough Valentine's day but this made me feel better. I know it's soooooo late but heck I'm sorry. I hope you had a wonderful Valentines!

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    Yoongi knocked softly on Carter’s door. After hours of preparation everything was ready. “Wow,” was all Yoongi could get out when Carter opened the door. He was definitely right about the clothes.

    “Yoongi?” Carter said softly, “You okay?”

           Yoongi blinked, “yeah yeah you're just...so stunning.”

           Carter smiled brightly, “u-um thank you. This is my first time wearing this. Never really found an occasion to wear it, but I'm glad I brought it anyway.”

          Yoongi stepped closer, tilting his chin up, “I think you should wear it more often. You look so good.” There was a little darkness mixed with the sweetness of his voice. Carter lifted on his toes, closing the gap between them with a kiss. They couldn't seem to let go of each other for what felt like years. Yoongi considered a different kind of celebration. He thought of leading Carter inside and shutting the door behind them, but it would be a shame to discard tonight’s event along with those clothes.

They parted and Yoongi placed the pad of his thumb to Carter’s bottom lip, “Hmmm as lovely as this is, we wouldn’t want to miss our date.” Carter smiled in agreement. Yoongi took his hand, leading him to the boys’ room. When Yoongi opened the door, the room was bathed in golds and pinks, setting a rose gold atmosphere. God Carter looked even better than Yoongi imagined under gold light.  There was a beautifully set table in the center of the room. Atop the table was a stunning centerpiece of flowers and two plates set on either side. The boys stood in a neat line dressed in waiters uniforms. They all looked too incredibly sharp. They all held their hands out, gesturing to the table. “Shall we?” Yoongi suggested.

“Yoongi…” Carter was speechless. Yoongi only gave him that crooked smile that shattered him every time. Placing his palm to the small of his back, Yoongi guided Carter into his seat. Yoongi took his seat, his smile brightening the room even more. Carter thought he’d seen Yoongi in all his beauty, but he was wrong. Carter often regarded Yoongi as an angel, but he looked beyond heavenly tonight.

Jimin and Hoseok took their plates to fill them, Hoseok sneaking a wink at Carter before leaving. Jin and Namjoon poured wine in their glasses. Hoseok and Jimin returned after a few short moments with their plates loaded with probably the most expensive food Carter would ever eat. He hadn’t even seen some of these dishes before. They placed the food on the table before stepping back into line with the rest of the boys. They all smiled and said in unison, “enjoy your meal,” before stepping away.

It was only the two of them now. “Yoongi,” Carter said still awestruck by everything. “This is...this is unbelievable.”

“Anything for you,” Yoongi replied sweetly.

“So what’s the occasion?” Carter took a sip of his wine.

“Well I suppose you could consider this our first date,” Yoongi answered, “but more importantly, what you did today was extremely courageous. I understand that it’s difficult to be open sometimes, but I want to show you that I accept you exactly as you are. You’re Carter. The same Carter who makes me laugh and fills me with comfort, who opened my heart and accepted what was inside. I intend to do the same. Whatever you decide, I will follow you.”

“Yoongi…” Carter breathed, “How did I become so fortunate...just to have you, even for a moment. Every second with you is a blessing.”

“Carter…” Yoongi’s  behavior turned shy all of a sudden, “I think...I...I’m in love with you.”

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End notes: OKAY BUT IMAGINE OUR BOYS IN CLASSY ASS WAITER UNIFORMS

Wreck me wrECK ME

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