#bpd brain wants me to think he's purposefully avoiding me since I quit my job and he's on holiday from his | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sinkingisbetter · 5 months ago

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bf refused to come to bed all of last night and then slept all day today and now he's planning on staying downstairs again all night and now I'm going to get unreasonably upset about this because I've barely seen him all day and now he's going to begrudgingly spend like fifteen minutes with me because he feels like he's obligated to and he's going to make fun of me when I get upset he's leaving

#doesn't help that he did some of the filthiest most depraved things to me last night and up and left 20 minutes later #and didn't even come back until I was already awake #bpd brain wants me to think he's purposefully avoiding me since I quit my job and he's on holiday from his #so we're both at home all day together with no alone time #which suits me just fine but I feel like he hates me after a whole day together even when he's given me no reason to think so

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