#biyo's vault✰。

[dihydromorphinone]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 in the shadows..

— kayn x reader, made this for my dearest friend @spierredalay i wouldn't be shit without u tysm for everything ilysm babes. <3 it's very short and i'm really disappointed in how it turned out but i was writing this and sleeping at once T__T

he lived in the shadows. he himself was a shadow. it was his home - no entity would be able to deprive him of the darkness. so, that's where kayn used to stay all the time. shunned from the very beginning of his existence, forced to cruelty at young age, the murkiness was something that he could count on. the dark was the only stable thing in his life, as it would never leave.

the whole ordeal with rhaast only doubled his gloominess. well, what else could he expect? with a war raging inside of him, demon-like creature trying to take over his body - there was no place for light. but even with the demonic creature possessing him, he found bits of comfort in the shadows. hearing the mocking laugh was way easier to ignore and bear without the light.

light could symbolise gods - and that was something that he'd stay away from. even though he defied his noxian roots and embraced the ionian culture, kayn still remained sceptic. gods have left him to rot, and that was obvious. which god would even allow this to happen? the wars, the destruction... which deity would be proud of such things happening under its watch? the logical answer is none, but even kayn, especially kayn knows that even the unbelievable things are bound to happen either way.

one of such things would be falling in love - the idea of stripping oneself of everything and giving all to the other person was a thought repulsing enough for kayn. there was no place to put trust into other person in his grim life. was he even capable of gentleness in the first place? an obvious answer - no. what if he lost control of himself and rhaast would permanently be in charge? the idea alone was hardy bearable, but thinking what would the cruel darkin do to his significant other... this was enough to make him reject all close relationships - except the one with his master, obviously. and soon, there was another exception.

you. even though he put walls all around him and he kept you as far away as possible, you didn't back down and still remained at his side, no matter how far he would go to do anything to make you realise he isn't good for you, but his playful façade only attracted you more. after all, even though he really wanted to be left alone and return to his comfortably numb darkness, kayn couldn't let go of his pride. but once, he went too far - almost slicing you with his scythe, stopping himself moments before disaster. seeing your terrified gaze made kayn feel something he never felt before; actual longing and pain. despite the darkin trying to argue, he threw the weapon away and engrossed you in his embrace.

and even though in the shadows it was just he, himself, alone - in the wisp of dark, the abyssal land; where no mortal eyes would reach and the luminosity prohibited from entering, as soon as you'll call his name you can be sure kayn will leave his chilly places he calls home to grant every of your wishes, even if it means leaving the comfort of his so-called home, though there is no place that he's rather be at than anywhere with you.

and from that day on - you've stepped onto the path of relentless pursuit of the greatness, but also of a world made purely out of shadows. being engulfed by the dark mist wasn't as bad as it may sound like, especially when the haze was accompanied by kayn's hands, touching your body in a way you'd never let anyone. on a particularly bad night, he would step out of the wall -with the dark, mystic fog sticking to him just like a tattoo- and lull you to sleep, whispering sweet nothings into your ear and delicately sliding his arms down your sides. nothing has ever been so soothing before, despite the sharpness of his corrupted arm.

[dihydromorphinone]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 we fell in love in october..

— tighnari x reader, fluff, tighnari confessing!?, mutual crush, kinda cheesy ngl..., tighnari calls you little flower, not proofread. also it may be kinda ooc but idc honestly i am suffering tighnari brainrot🙏

you rarely were able to take some time off. being an assistant of the avidya forest watcher may seem nice and easy, but in reality, you were drowning in paperwork and things for your work to-do list. cold air was caressing your cheeks, your hair gently going with the breeze. it's such a pretty night, you thought, looking at the sky. full of stars, shining brightly with all their power. next to them was the moon – delicately adorning the whole pool of dark blue. it all looks like it just came from a painting; and you desperately wanted to thank the painter for this masterpiece. you took a deep breath, reminiscing about your first days in sumeru, how you struggled to find a path that wasn't full of any thorns and vines and how you met your current boss – tighnari. you could feel your cheeks warm up at the thought of him, icy breeze not helping anyhow.

he was truly a blessing in your eyes – the most magnificent being you have ever seen in your life. everything about him seemed to be perfect; the way he would pinch the bridge of his nose when he couldn't find a desirable outcome, the way his ears were gently moving, the way he could just sit all day and work. you admired him, not only as your biggest crush, but also as a person in general. you could even say you look up to him – which is obvious. he's extremely knowledgeable, always has a way of dealing with things and on top of that, he's skilled in combat. such a dangerous combination, you thought.

first day as his assistant weren't easy, as he wasn't planning to go easy on you just because you arrived a while ago and weren't used to working in such field. after time, he started to warm up to you – starting very slowly, not that you could expect anything else. right now, you would name your current relationship as a friendship, although you truly yearned for something more to happen. it was painful, to be called 'his little flower' when you were sure he didn't mean it that way. you tried your best to just appreciate what you two have right now, but you just couldn't. everytime situations like this happened, you'd drop your smile for a second and remained with a kind of disappointed stare.

and tighnari always noticed. unbeknownst to you, he was also fond of you – describing you in the same way you did with him. his ears would droop as soon as you've left the room, and he would always ponder about your reaction. didn't you like it? was it troubling to call you petnames? and he'd just think and think until he went to sleep or drown himself in more work – work that consisted of the things he took off your schedule to give you more time for yourself. he was always looking after you, and he knew you acknowledged that. they're just misunderstanding my actions, he'd tell himself on nights like this. he just wished for you to materialise in front of him so he could finally confess all his feelings for you.

matter of fact, he may just do it right now. tighnari got up from his cozy chair, brushed his hair with his fingers quickly and he was quick to head out – his goal was your home.

he was hoping you're inside. he knocked on your door several times, but you didn't answer. he gave you, more like pushed a day free of work to you. he wanted you to rest some more, since the last few days were especially stressful for you both. tighnari was heading to your garden, while flashing a slight smile, remembering a certain interaction between you.

"here you are, little flower. drink it slowly, it will make you feel better." he stated, handing you a cool, minty blue brew.

"thank you tighnari. i really appreciate that" you answered, reaching a hand out to take the drink from him.

your fingers accidentally brushed and you both could swear you felt some electricity running through. after staring at him in shock, you gave him a sheepish grin, while he just stared at you in awe.

you were absolutely lost in thought, looking at the marvelous sky, not paying attention to your surroundings – and thus, not noticing tighnari, who was standing next to the garden entrance and admiring you from afar. you truly were a sight to behold. picture of you, sitting on the fence of your moderate garden with hair flowing everywhere was enough for him to decide that he has to tell you his feelings. he could just look at you for the whole day, imagining how he'd kiss your whole face, showing you just how much you mean to him.

"...beautiful." he subconsciously whispered, loud enough for you to hear. you were dumbfounded – so you turned your back to see tighnari, looking at you like a follower admires his deity. you were, in fact, his goddess, so it's not like it's incorrect.

"...tighnari?" you whispered, making sure he actually was standing there and it wasn't your yearning imagination playing tricks on you. he getting called out however, appeared to awaken him from his slumber. his ears drooped in embarrassment, and his face was now adorned with a faint blush.

"uh, sorry. do you mind if i join you?" he asked, making your heartbeat fasten. he? tighnari? wanted to join you? you just smiled again and shook you head, agreeing to his request. he quickly walked to your side, sitting right next to you. tighnari had to remind himself why did he come here, as the bare sight of you made him rethink his actions – only thing that in fact, mattered to him at the moment, wasn't being straightforward with you about his silly crush – it was just you. you, and only you. you, as an person sitting next to him. you in the current state.

"(y/n)." tighnari called, and you looked into his direction. he then took both your hands in his own, and gaze focusing on your eyes – he started talking. "(y/n), listen. i can't hold it anymore. you changed my whole world the moment you decided to come here, to sumeru. seeing you work, smile, hell – even just seeing you breathe is making me feel complete. being with you was the most fulfilling thing i have ever experienced. dare i say, it was downright magical. i love you, (y/n)." he confessed, eyes never leaving yours. he was searching for any kind of rejection in your eyes, but instead he was met with shock coming from you.

"obviously, it's fine if you don't reciprocate my feelings. i just hope that it-" he started, just to be interrupted by your small figure hugging his own, slightly bigger. he was quick to envelop you in his arms, holding you close to him. his hold was strong, as if you were to disappear any second.

"i feel the same, tighnari. i love you too." you quietly muttered, smiling into his chest while he placed his chin on top of your head. you couldn't be any happier – it's been like dreams coming true.

"my little flower." he started, "i will cherish you for eternity and one day more."

[dihydromorphinone]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 you took my soul..

— kazuha x reader, another angsty one T__T, it was one of my first works actually so yeahhh,,

moonlight was gently hitting your skin, making you look like an angel. something too pure for this cruel world. like your existence was a blessing itself. and maybe it was. for a certain someone. but can you really blame him?

the way you looked at him, all of those small gestures you did made him fall in love with you even more. he found himself constantly thinking about you. such an impression you left on him, after you two talked about poetry in general. kazuha purely adored you. a being too pure to even be around him. he truly was an unlucky one; you may even say that the world despises him. it all left a mark on him. more precise, his soul.

yet, you have been able to soothe his soul. all of its cries disappeared when you came into his life. such a humble man he is, you thought, when you first met. he taught you a few interesting things about literature. soon, you found yourself desperate to read his poems. his every move towards anything, anyone, was gentle, even too gentle.

lovers don't have anything at all. nothing. just the feeling of something missing, now being complete. and that's how you felt when kazuha was around you. your kindred soul, you could say.

now, he was next to you, caressing your hair and looking at you in awe. his soft hands, even though exposed to too much of this world's brutality, were like butterfly wings. he was kind of, like a butterfly. beautiful, soft, benign. butterflies are an indication of happiness. he is your happiness. always will be.

you hid your face in his chest, and he embraced you. he held you tightly, ready to shield you from any potential danger. classical music resounds around, making this even more magical. you spent this moment as if it was your last one. who knows, maybe it is the last one? you can't predict the future. you can only be sure that as long as kazuha is with you, nothing will ever happen to you.

[dihydromorphinone]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 his sweetest flower..

— xiao x reader, IDK ITS ANGST AGAIN??? also one of my first works,,,, yikes

your eyes wandered to the sky and you thought of all your life choices again. and how did you end up in this situation?

apparently, because you were too close to an adeptus. but this was not his fault, nor it was yours. you can't control how you or anyone else feels. unfortunately.

so, here you are. in his arms, on the verge of death. awaiting for it. you smiled briefly. you would ever expect your life will end so soon. what a surprise.

you wanted to close your eyes so bad but the mere thought of not ever being able to see his face, his body, his... anything.

for the first time in his long, long life he was too late. he did not save you. he will never forgive himself. that woman just... pushed the katana too deep. no chances of surviving.

his grip on your shoulders tightened, and you came back into reality. he was truly worried; who would not? to find their beloved almost dead is not a nice view. both for the mind and for the eyes.

"y/n..."

your hand touched his cheek. tears were coming into your eyes, because you knew. you knew it is going all to end soon. you cannot stay with him for eternity. not now.

you tried to tell him something, but you just couldn't. so you smiled at him, again. tears were also getting into his eyes.

talking about eyes...

you weren't able to hold them open for any longer. this was the moment. last moments here. with him.

"do not die. please."

"xiao..."

"i... i cannot. please, forgive me, love. maybe in another life, we will meet again. and then i won't let anything to take us apart."

you smiled through tears. and you did it.

you closed your eyes.

darkness has surrounded you. you didn't feel anything anymore, and you could say it was quite pleasureable. you started to fade into the emptiness, when you heard his voice.

"you know i won't let you go so easily, right?"

then you felt pain. it's like... you were on fire. even worse. you couldn't even describe it. but it was too painful for you. you started to scream, but no sound has ever escaped your mouth.

then you opened your eyes. he was before you. his eyes, full of concern, soon turned into relief. he kissed your temple lightly, like you would break if he wasn't gentle enough. he caressed you and held you close to him. he brought you back to life.

"not even death can rip you away from me, my sweet flower."

[dihydromorphinone]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 fragility..

— sun x reader, wow this has been like my literally first work.., kinda suggestive, kinda kewt

even though you've been with sun for a quite long time, he has still refused to be around you at night. he knows how bad can he get while moon is the one in control.

so when you asked him if you can spend the night with him, he almost went crazy. how can you just put your life on a line? he was grateful you trusted him, but this was too much. but who is he to refuse you? especially when you look at him THAT way.

and he agreed, still not being fully convinced. after all, he is the daycare attendant, isn't he? but he lets himself, just this once.

he was scared, scared that moon will hurt you. none of that happened.

night finally came, and you were in front of him. the lights were obviously on, but then, the power shut off.

but as he was able to see next morning, you were completely fine. your fragile human body was unharmed, even though it was near impossible. he was happy, he really was. and most important, you seemed happy too.