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faaun · 2 months

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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆

#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories #a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette #against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched #for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work #sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers #8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane #i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds #pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from #marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies #gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate #to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other #he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour #you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother #never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins #bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine #you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other #saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico #we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя #...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again #feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal

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grelleswife · 5 months

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That looks like the ceiling to Lau's den so I think they're just leaving his place right now at the end there.

Hi, anon! Having seen additional leaks, I can confirm that you’re correct; O!Ciel and Sebas are packing up and heading out this month, which means we likely won’t see the hotel proper until Chapter 212. As usual, the excitement of glimpsing new spoilers has addled my wits. 😅 However, their journey to the Brighton resort has officially begun, and I’m looking forward to our stay!

#kuro asks #kuro spoilers #kuroshitsuji spoilers #kuroshitsuji 211 #kuroshitsuji #o!ciel #sebastian michaelis #lau #*banging myself against the window like a disoriented bird*#aaaaaaaaaa

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we-out-here-simping · 7 months

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i think getting some sun and having a pet would fix me

#that and a steve would help too ig #just wanna have a window where i get the sun and the birds chirp and i wake up all pretty and not feel terrrible #and then my pet jumps in my lap #and food is just magically ready and i dont have to bang my head against the wall to understand physics and chem #ahhhh #like a disney princess truly #tara talks

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hairtusk · 1 year

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#on the train home from my boyfriend's place in the late afternoon sunlight. all the fields of wheat look golden.#i had a dream last night where i was carrying an infant son on my hip and he had a crown of dark curly hair #i woke up with a strange feeling in my stomach and an insatiable craving for a food i rarely eat #though i'm sure that the symptoms of early pregnancy and the after effects of drinking very heavily for 4 days are very similar #the sun makes me miss my beloved.#i've only just waved goodbye to him and pressed my hand against the glass of the train window to meet his on the other side.#he makes me feel so loved. i feel proud to wear his ring and that he wears mine. i have a lock of his hair & a love letter in my gold locket #the train just passed by a field full of birds of prey. grouse maybe. it went by too fast to tell but you know their shape #i feel like crying for want of him. like a woman in a greek tragedy who beats at her chest and tears her hair #love is full of so many big emotions. they don't tell you that in films. this unutterable longing that swells like the sea.#but I'll spend our time apart knowing that he's there in the world. loving me.#and that I'll be here radiating love like a furnace. enough that he can feel it across the miles.#sunlight on canal. breeze through the open window. love will find you anywhere.#Spotify

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schadenfreudich · 11 months

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Why the fuck the is the European robin called "Rotkehlchen"? This little guy does not have red throat. That is so incredibly orange.

#we birdwatch but only in the sense that we see a bird and then try to figure out what bird that is #kind of hard if whoever named them has a different definition of colors than you do #also one time i had to try and save a little sparrow from killing itself by flying against glass again while there were two open doors #had to use my human sized body to get it to fly out the open door. i succeeded. it couldn't hurt itself enough by flying against a window #that was only like. 30 cm away from where it sat #-franz

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altruistic-meme · 3 months

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me: I learned that 9/10 times when there's a birdcall getting on my fucking nerves, it's a cardinal! they are loud and obnoxious!!

my sister, truly offended: cardinals are BEAUTIFUL!!!

me: yep!! and annoying as fuck!!

my sister: they're MAJESTIC!!!!!!

me: AND loud!!!!!

my sister:

#jfjajdjjd #idk why she was so heated about the fact that cardinals are Great and Fantastic and its a GIFT to see one #like yes i lovd cardnials but they SCREAM ALL YHE TIME #there must be a nest near my fucking bedroom window ir smth cus MAN.#there's also probably one at work cus i hear them there too a lot!!#but anyway i have nothing against the birds ik its not really their fault their calls are obnoxious to me fjsjjfjs #shh ac

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melonisopod · 1 year

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Why is it always barking at your faves? For once, I want to meow at them.

#i know where the whole barking thing started that's the worst part #anyway we should start meowing at our faves #kekekekekekekekeke-ing chirping at them like a cat watching a cool bird from the window #i don't want to be walked on a leash by this character but i COULD probably start rubbing up against them and purring #scratching and/or biting them as well

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everybodyknows-everybodydies · 5 months

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suddenly seized with intense sorrow. I miss pigeons so much

#Mouse talks!#crying against my window. how do I get little birds to come sing near me

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thefearofcod · 1 year

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pro gamer tip: you still have ptsd even if you forget about it (the horrors or the ptsd)

#body stop keeping the score challenge #me posting from the 16th century: i have a full rational understanding of myself and my experiences #my brain posting from five minutes in the future: smashing itself against my skull like a bird on a picture window #make your speeches to the foxes general

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skaiawards · 11 months

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birds keep getting into our patio and not being able to get out of our patio so i need to keep going out (carefully so as not to let it into our house) and open windows while avoiding the frantically-flying-into-windows bird

meanwhile my cat is sitting face pressed-against-the-glass screaming that she could solve the problem for me if I would only let her

and I think I learned more about the nature of Temptation from this experience than four years of biblical theology at catholic school

#anyways #ID: Starling #Sturnus vulgaris #now i've got (more) bird poop on my patio #hits different when I watched it sit there and poop while panting against the window

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newt-and-salamander · 2 years

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I have this bird feeder in front of my window (maybe 3 meters away from where I use to sit at my desk). The birds coming there are fairly used to me, but (understandably) they dislike it if I look at them directly. They turn one of their little black eyes to me and stare at me disapprovingly for two seconds and then they fly away if I don't turn my head. But recently I have discovered that they don't realise that I'm looking at them when I'm using binoculars. So, it's a win-win situation: I can watch them in close-up and full HD while they don't even realise I'm looking at them.

#there's one robin though that doesn't care at all #when I go outside to refill the bird feeder it sits in the bush directly next to me #last summer it actually flew inside the house and because it's a bit stupid it didn't find the way back #I had to catch it with my bare hands because it kept flying against the window #we both were not amused #but it still comes back #i know it's the same one because they all look a bit different #personal thoughts #birds

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mutsukiss · 1 year

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Annoying everyone around me by pointing out the house on the TV they all are drooling for is very dangerous to birds

#my dudes if you have big windows on parallel walls in a forested area ypu are asking for birds to smash themselves against them #remember to make your windows safe!!!!!! birds die when they hit windows!!!!! you can prevent that!!!!

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faaun · 2 years

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non-zero amount of swans and a non-zero amount of lakes.

#pretty pretty day #red leaves turning yellow the sun is so bright the breeze isnt too cold #i get to walk past all my friends houses on my way to a really cute study cafe . walk past a bubble tea place walk through tree lined #streets . sun against my friends window so i cant see if she could see me. today there was a double rainbow #in the sky from misty rain. so many squirrels and birds and rabbits and deer #i have a deadline soon and im massively behind bc im lucky enough to be able to do too much. need to #write an essay and do maths problem sets. smile + wave at ppl you know. last night i met a rly cute girl #and i dont think its gonna go anywhere but ill think abt her from time to time from now on #there is someone in front of me with bright blue hair. someone with their knuckles wrapped in bandages. two boys holding hands.#today people are dying but it is the 40th day of her death which means it is the 40th day of the revolution which is the 40th day of #not giving up. meanwhile the sun casts halos on a the wings of a magpie + a fresh pomegrante waits in the kitchen.#i have freshly cut watermelons in my fridge. there are so many flowers here. there are swans in the lakes.#my hair is a mess in the wind and forgetting a lot of things. my vision is declining and so i must remember the definition of leaves #before it's too late. one thing determinate from the other.#water reflects red. there are two girls feeding the birds. so many pretty people running into the same building.#youre cut from a different cloth. you especially are cut from silk.#you hate philosophy for its messy discourse and love maths for the clear consesus it produces. i only feel a little guilty #for laughing at that. last year two professors in functional analysis fought on blackboards until it became a team sport. a paper agains #a paper against. a paper against the paper for the against. on the walls for st joseph of cupertino we both pray for some mercy. offer up #some beautiful quantifier and i will drown inside it. break fresh chalk just for you.

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threadxsteel · 2 years

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tag masterpost

general ;; answered ;; promo ;; self promo ;; starters and prompts ;; wishlist

lywc ;; asleep and in waking {lost history} ;; bones and string i will keep forever {gifts} ;; it echoes in the bones and hollows {that which is sung} ;; listen close to the nightsongs of birds {meme} ;; rain against the window {musings} ;; suede and ink stains {journal} ;; sweet hay and apples {Annwn} ;; to run with the horses and hares {aesthetic} ;; the house of Aylis {the lessons of herbs} ;; the house of Iona {the lessons of shadows} ;; under strange stars utterly and irrevocably lost {to be invested} ;; wildsongs of the valley {about} ;; which is heavier the weight of the blade or the betrayal {Bryn} ;; whispers beneath the earth {ooc}

verses ;; and i will ride with you to the end of the world {inquisition} ;; here my heavy boots find rest {modern} ;; the shadow of the cat {witcher}

companions ;; the lion of the mountains {cullen | sharp teeth and wide grins}

relationships

#;; asleep and in waking {lost history}#;; answered #;; bones and string i will keep forever {gifts}#;; it echoes in the bones and hollows {that which is sung}#;; listen close to the nightsongs of birds {meme}#;; promo #;; rain against the window {musings}#;; self promo #;; suede and ink stains {journal}#;; starters and prompts #;; sweet hay and apples {Annwn}#;; to run with the horses and hares {aesthetic}#;; the house of Aylis {the lessons of herbs}#;; the house of Iona {the lessons of shadows}#;; under strange stars utterly and irrevocably lost {to be invested}#;; wildsongs of the valley {about}#;; which is heavier the weight of the blade or the betrayal {Bryn}#;; whispers beneath the earth {ooc}#v;; and i will ride with you to the end of the world {inquisition}#v;; here my heavy boots find rest {modern}#v;; i will ride with you to the end of the world {inqusition}#v;; i will ride with you to the end of the world {inquisition}#v;; the shadow of the cat {witcher}#;; wishlist #c;; the lion of the mountains {cullen | sharp teeth and wide grins}

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dave-the-tech-guy · 2 years

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oh sweet someone left their keys in this car. i’ll ignore the blood on the windshield we don’t need to worry about that

#there’s a bird ramming against my window but that’s fine. ok drive time

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toastsnaffler · 4 months

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SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING SO HARD WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK

#i was like huh whats that noise. bc i can normally NEVER hear anything over my headphones but it was the rain fucking shattering it down #my bed is WET the window was only open a few inches 😭#anyway had no signal at work again today smfh. but at least they let me on the bus free on the way there this morning #still a bit wobbly im in the baby deer phase of post major depressive episode #roommate asked how i was doing when she got home and i very very nearly started crying but i didnt i was so brave #my insane insecurity and anger swings post rsd episode have mostly faded too thank fuck. only took 4 days which is pretty good for me #but im still so so tired it takes everything out of me...#when im recovered + can talk abt it without making myself upset again im promising myself i will talk to her abt the rsd if nothing else #but i really really dont want to make her feel bad abt it at all its genuinely not anyones fault. but its important to me that i say smth #just so we can avoid it happening again where possible bc it does really suck so bad. for everyone im sure but mostly me here #and i would like to be able to care abt ppl and have close friends without risking my entire mental (+ physical..) wellbeing 😭#i think if im still struggling w mood once my meds stabilise i might ask if there are options to help w that too #like i think ive gone as far as i can w therapeutic techniques rn. its just too overwhelmingly intense and reflexive for me to apply that #and i dont feel like i live my life around it or in fear of it anymore like generally i have been a lot better #but when im vulnerable and it DOES strike i have no defense against it whatsoever and it can tank everything for weeks #its just high stakes. and it'll help to make sure ppl know abt it and might be able to support etc but it would be nice to never worry abt #so worth trying meds for it maybe. i just dont rly wanna have the conversations w medical ppl in order to get it in the first place #like i wouldnt feel safe telling a doctor abt it bc the idea of someone with that authority having power over me is terrifying #ah well this isnt a problem for right now. plus stimulants might help me w it anyway once im finished titrating so we'll see #got so distracted typing this i forgot what i was gonna do.... i need to check my planner #and then ill probably read and go to sleep early i think zzzzz #ahhh.. and the birds are singing outside now the rain has stopped :-)#.diaries

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