#big sad is marginally better but like im still too depressed to fucking do anything half the time so it's not great
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#ignore this im fine just. fuckign sick of it man#i don't feel like a real person who exists like 99% of the time it is insane how nonexistent i feel#and it makes it so difficult to do anything about anything that's a problem#like. i have so much wrong with me physically i should see a doctor about#and as for my brain. yeesh.#i promised my therapist i would look into seeing someone about ocd. havent done that yet#my anxiety is fine until it's not and then that's a whole fucking ordeal#big sad is marginally better but like im still too depressed to fucking do anything half the time so it's not great#i rly feel like i just sit in the back of my own head 99% of the time watching myself live#and then very occasionally im pulled into the driver's seat and it's like Fuck Me Im A Person With A Life When Did That Happen#i know how i got here but like how the fuck did i get here. whose fucking life is this#idk man i was supposed to be getting an early night but here i am 3 hours later lmfao#also im on a KILLER downer now the panto is over i actually wanna cryyyy i miss everyone so bad already#sobbing wailing clutching my chest staring into the middle distance etc#anyway i need to go to bed omg goodnight and im sorry if ur reading this <3#useless post#personal#edit: LMFAO TUMBLR JUST TRIED TO GET ME TO BLAZE THIS can u fucking imagine
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