#bee'ask

[beesfairlyland]

Hii bee, wanted to ask u question.

I'm really interested in nd right now, but I have to admit I'm afraid. I have been thinking about my long dream life, realities I would to shift and experience, I'm afraid I'll stop having the illusion of all that, the excitement. Because as far as I know, the little that I know rn about nd, you kinda stop desiring too bc that's part of the ego too right?? I would like to live knowing I'm just a consciousness, awareness, no need of worrying about other things bc they are not real, and at the same time I wanna experience the dream life I've been dreaming about a long time, but again desiring is part of the ego, as far as I know. If I stop desiring, knowing that nothing is real, that ime everything, don't you fall into the solipsism??

I wanna have the peace inside but I'm afraid of depression honestly lmao. Ur one of my favorites account here, and I would like to here ur point of view :) I will also like to send it to some other nd accounts to hear other points of view :)

Hiii pretty girl!!

You didn't quite completely understand the basis of non dualism, or it's better to say no concepts, afterall ND is another word given by us.

Non-duality= no seperation/oneness.

When there's no seperation, there's no desiring. Because we desire things that we don't have. But we are already Everything rn. Desiring something is operating from lack. But is there anything that You lack?

And now to your question....no nothing becomes boring.

You tell me when you know it's a dream, do you lose excitement?

The only difference will be that instead of desiring, you'll be choosing.

There is no desperation, it's all fun. You can have fun, it's not prohibited when you Know yourself. Infact you enjoy to the fullest, Knowing that nothing can hurt you and it's just a play.

Instead of desperation, all there will be is peace and enjoyment!

Hope i could answer properly!🫶🏻

[beesfairlyland]

"Move your attention between an external object like a plant or chair and an internal thought, doesn't matter what thought it is. Does your attention hit a barrier as it moves from the inside and outside, or does it transition seamlessly? Suggesting that the division between the internal and external is artificial, it doesn't exist"

see that?

Yes we do👀

[beesfairlyland]

How do I drop the separation between me and the desire? Imagination and physical? I close my eyes and things imagined stay there, wasn't I aware of it? Is it due to my idea that imagination is different and physical is different? Imagination is all in head and with eyes closed but physical I can experience with the senses?

If yes? Could you help me with an example...

Don't you take them to be seperate?

You think you've dropped the veil of seperation, but deep down you know you expected it all, the difference between the physical and non-physical.

You created this seperation. The very moment you imagined something, you experienced it. Both are equally illusionary.

Do you understand that this dream is malleable or do you Know it?

If you wanna experience what you want, you should go for loa.

And it's totally okay. Coz if you'll be focused on your desires, to create this dream according to your will, you'll be stuck in a loop.

It's all about Knowing who You are. And knowing that this is all a malleable dream and you are the eternal Lucid Dreamer. I promise There's literallyyy nothing more to it. This is all you need to know.

[beesfairlyland]

We are already one with everything but the mind keeps saying no you aren't. You are a separate entity, but whatever the mind is telling is just a narrative nothing factual because the mind itself is an imaginary concept.

When you know thoughts like, "I'm stuck. I need to read more. I'm not there yet."

And know they aren't you or yours. No matter whatever the thought is saying, know you are the one who knows. If you keep falling for them and taking it to be yours, you will keep seeking but will never find it because you are not lost.

So just notice how you are noticing. Put awareness on the awareness itself.

Yesss excatlyy!!

Thank you anon 🫂🩷

[beesfairlyland]

Thinking, that you are thinking is a thought.

Thinking, you have thought or thoughts are coming from you is a thought.

What you and I are is just the simple awareness.

Just see yourself as Awareness. Whatever you are aware of is empty.

Letting the thoughts or allowing the thoughts is a thought, what you do is, notice whatever you are aware of is a thought, insubstantial.

Laugh at them if you want.

No need to resist, change, allow, they all are actions. You are no action. Be aware of thoughts and know they are empty. Whatever the thought says is empty

Yessss!!😭

[beesfairlyland]

Hello, how are you, I hope you are well, I have a question, I have a question, can you express what exactly want to say when you say that having desires and desires is not the issue or not the goal?

Hey!

We say so because, there's no seperation between you and your seeming desires. Everything is projection of " ".

And you are " ". Would you desire anything when you are Every possible thing you can think of?

Experiencing things you want is not the goal of non dualism.

It's about showing you what you've been. Your true nature that you forgot. It's reminding you that no thing in this seeming world can hurt you, that you are experiencing a dream created by yourSELF.

Desires imply lack. How can you lack anything when you are the one giving existence to Everything around you?

[beesfairlyland]

How did you witness the one that’s always here?

It just happened one day, i witnessed this 'person' sleeping and dreaming but "I" was wide awake. And i knew who "I" was. Just remove all the labels and see the one who's always present.

There's no how, only Being. Take a step back, zoom out and rest in the peace, transcend all the chaos around You.

What's good or bad without labels?

If your past memories are stripped away, who are You?

[beesfairlyland]

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Oh okay thanks for clarifying !!

Im a little confused when you guys say « The very moment you bring anything under your awareness, you experience it instantly. » it’s because you’re aware of it like when I’m aware of an apple I experienced it because I imagine it or you guys say it in the most literally way like instantly the same way I’m holding my phone ?

There's no seperation at all, imagination is physical, physical is imagination. Everything's a dream.

The moment you collapse the duality, there is literally no difference in imagination and seeming physical Reality.

Had it ever happened to you that you just thought about something and it happened the very next moment.

If yes, then as soon as you brought it to your awareness, you didn't create any duality. Obsessing over when will it appear in seeming physical. You just collapsed the duality. You didn't become desperate.

And it "appeared" in the "physical" too. Why?

BECAUSE YOU COLLAPSED THE DUALITY!!

[beesfairlyland]

HI I'M HONEY SND I'M 15 YEARS OLD, I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF THE VOID STATE IS A HUNDRED PERCENT SAFE AMD REAL? BECAUSE IT FEELS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE AND I'M SO OVERWHELMED BY IT ALL ,I DON'T WANT IT TO BE FAKE BECAUSE I NEED IT VERY BAD,I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE ASKED THIS OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN,NOT TO ANNOY YOU BUT TRY TP UNDERSTAND ME IT'S SO AWESOME AND I KNOW SOMEDAY I WILL GET IN,PLEASE ANSWER ME IN A DIRECT MANNER,I LOVE YOUR BLOG AND I HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT IN LIFE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT

Hii baby!

Okay so lemme get this straight that "void" is you!

It exists because of your awareness on it. You are the power itself. And you've been creating this seeming physical Reality around you, soo why you think that it's not possible to be aware of some different illusion?

Soo answer to your question, yess You can be aware of ANYTHING. logic ia nothing but just another illusionary thought. Throw that out. Don't consider yourself to be some bunch of thoughts and feelings, You pervade Everything.

There is no manifestation, Everything's already "manifested".

You just choose the dream you wanna experience.

And thank you for your kind words❤️

[beesfairlyland]

I always have a hard time understanding how one sees their desires instantly in physical... If physical and imagination is one because they are born from the same awareness...

If we drop concepts then this concept of senses are dropped too so how can one knows they see what they want vs what they don't want?

Physical= imagination= illusion

Who's having hard time to understand? Intact who's even here to understand anything?

Once you drop all the concepts, You see for yourself how everything is You. Once you know, you know. You don't have any more questions, you'll just rest in bliss forever.

I didn't quite understand what you wanna say in second part🤕

[beesfairlyland]

Why do you think some ppl are struggling to remember themselves? Bc the way you’re talking about it it looks so easy ?

Because from soo long we've been fooling ourselves to take everything as real, solid....when there's actually nothing at all.

Soo now even if you read everything, you understand superficially. When you know you know.

[beesfairlyland]

Hello, can I be Taylor swift and the fictional character elvira hancoock in my current reality? Is it possible instantly in the way I want? Is it enough to just want it or do I need to be aware of it?

YOU CAN BE ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU ALREADYY ARE EVERYTHING!!🗣️ RIGHT IN THIS VERY MOMENT THERE'S NOTHING THAT YOU LACK.

(also i am not a loa or void blog, I won't answer any question about can I be this or that anymore)

[beesfairlyland]

If we've seemingly always been materializing things then how does it work? What materializes and what not?

Don't take words so seriously, by "materializing" i meant the dream you've been creating around you.

A dream. There's actually nothing here. It just appears to be. Whatever you become aware of seemingly appears.

[beesfairlyland]

Did you never find yourself struggling with 'materializing in the physical'? Like some of us might actually know what we truly are, what every experience essentially is. I for myself, know there is nothing to materialize, there's no material. Still, having the same old experience. Still being aware of same sufferings. I know these are the interpretations of the mind. What I'm aware of is inexplicable. Anyways, living has been calm.? Nothing seems to bother me anymore. I know I'm always at peace.

Even You don't ever struggle with "materializing in the physical". Everyone's been doing that.

Stop worrying about your sufferings, whenever the seeming world bothers you, ask yourself....

Right in this very moment is there ANYTHING that i lack?

If i stop associating with the past, what problems do i have rn?

Not 5 seconds later, or next moment, RIGHT NOW.

And you are on right track, just keep going. Just enjoy this seeming journey!🩷

[beesfairlyland]

These thoughts are really something 💀, always wanting, getting, separating, wondering if physical is same or can change 😂.

I was about to ask does this seeming physical ever change? I was like wait what 💀. Can imagination change? Do I change imagination or you imagine and experience?

If imagination can't change then physical too. If imagination can change then physical too.

But are we changing our imagination or just imagining/experiencing? Are we changing physical or just experiencing? Do I only experience with senses? If I don't see it is not? I haven't seen any country outside the place I live so does it cease to exist? No. I know it exist.

Knowing doesn't need seeing but seeing needs knowing.

Knowing doesn't need experience but experience needs knowing.

Knowing doesn't need physical or imagination but physical/imagination needs knowing to exist.

To know something you don't need to see. To experience something you don't need to see or feel. You just know.

You are aware of something but then you don't see and then you think didn't exist. But it did.

You aren't actually seeing anything because there exists no you just the awareness of seeing and whatever you see is mind's interpretation.

Free yourself from the illusion of physical 🐝.

Well said!!🫂❤️

You choose what happens in Your dream.

Is it solid or malleable?

[beesfairlyland]

In the void state I know a concept illusion, but in the void state I know that I am awareness now, right? Then when I come out of there I forget that I know that I am awareness?

Even rn, you are the awareness behind Everything.

"The eye wasn’t designed to look at itself."

Same way would it be fun if you already knew from the start that you are the omnipotent being?

Once you know you are THAT, you can't forget. You just get caught up so much in this dream.