#because they wouldve given it to him >:( but nooo lets take a hand while we're here and NOT stay for dinner

[a-vctlan]

There is hesitation, a sucked-in breath as she remained where she stood, almost unbelieving that she was being beckoned closer - but she pushes past it, the first step down the stairs feeling no different than taking a plunge in the frigid sea, remaining calm even as her body feels overwhelmed with a thought: had her worries been right?

Once she comes closer, the breath she held finds its way out of her chest in the form of a gasp, getting a proper look towards the wound he'd been attempting to nurse on his own. It did not look good, the stench of iron heavy on the palate, pain palpable in every exhale and stilted movement - she wanted to help, just as she felt she ought to.

If they wanted Vergil to trust them, they would have to prove to what extent he could - and maybe it would have to start here, wounded and ugly, delicate hands willing to bloody themselves in a show of genuine care, even as she is aware she herself might end up hurt in reactionary retaliation, even as sharpness returns to the eyes that bore into hers.

So familiar, so foreign, so haunted.

Gently, her hands grasp the offending claw so stubbornly, and her empathy can't help but have her wince for his sake, and for a moment it looks like she wants to say something, tempted to hesitate - but instead, she does as commanded.

And what a terribly upsetting feeling it is, struggling against the resistance of the claw against the flesh it was firmly dug into - but eventually, it does wring itself free - and she is quick to drop it, wiping her hands on the apron before hastily offering what few supplies they had at hand.

"Are you alright?" Worry washes down her in waves, brown eyes seeking any answer in the expression opposite to hers, feeling sorry that she could not help in any other way.

A wound wept red tears that beaded together, shinning like jewels in the low light. Each one racing down skin of white until dropping to meet the ground below, as he pushed the found blade further betwixt a sect of rib and muscle. Deeper this time, working to wrench out the claw that had been so carefully wedged there and bestowed easily during the bitter hours spent evening his score against his sibling amid the hordes of hellish evil. Fool hardy to let his left side to be flanked. A price paid in the pain that this action now wrought. Stolen minutes of dusk spent to work out this folly.

However something in him simply caved, Rendering him to light panting and trickles of sweat dripping from a brow tightly knit with agony – body heavily leaning against a wall and a grip that waned but never fell from its place. Pathetic how something as this could tire him, how this constant struggle had not already etched itself into his very being. Pain had become his master, yet its teachings still had not become absolute. Frustrations, gave way to soft notes that merely floated to him. Sooth, salve, save, they whispered to whatever piece of his core that still understood reason. An almost immediate recoil as he spied her figure poised delicately in the doorway. Angelic almost, stark white against the vibrant red of hair, kindness that forced recollection to sweeter moments just out of reach. Weakness, manipulation his thoughts resorted to in the silence that pervaded the absence of a verbal offer of a  hand extended.

He couldn’t understand what desire kept her fixed, half lids sweeping over her as if to find the answer hidden in plain sight. Muscles clenching and unclenching in a mouth that bore a sneer. There was something in the way she looked at him prior and in brief instances that bade silent questions visible yet withheld just beyond parted lips and questioning caramel eyes that no doubt observed him as much as he observed them.  unknown to the foreign torment that remained in his acclimation. How such softness of bedding welcomed a vulnerability to which resulted in lying between sturdy furnishings near dawn. How sunlight blinded him constantly or how the sound of a fireplace’s each crack brought on memory of his own bones snapping. Little but many curses that amount on high near impossible to count. None could untaint the corruption near coiled and constricting each shadow clinging to his steps.

Please try, words never spoken yet hung on each yielded gesture made with him in mind. Hearty laughter at dinners that sook to focus him. Challenges of promised fights to keep him grounded. Ginger taps and carefully placed hands to guide when needed. Eyes that snuck glances and small tasks left to occupy distraction from wandering thoughts and Dante eager to undo his careful work – only to lose fingers in return. Even now, a courage that hoped to be of assistance. Help that subconsciously kept him from drifting in search for what brought thoughts desperate for power never ending.

“Come.”, a free hand beckons, pallid torso twisting to adjust the exposed base of claw forward towards her as the rest of the rough hewn fabric of his jacket and vest is shrugged off. An exhale emitted interwoven with the steadying of his grasp on the blade, now renewed. A gaze briefly softening, surveying the choice stock supplies taken in mere necessity– mute measurements unsatisfied but regardless, it would staunch what came next. Daggers replaced the softness in piercing blues.

“Pull it out.”

[ohnomyfishjustdied]

Me watching the last bit of the last Harry Potter movie. WARNING SPOILER ALERT

Ohmy. I’m excited to know what is going to happen because it’s so scary. I have the idea that snape is very very mean but i have seen guesses that he is the very best in the last movie and everybody will love him so im really scared. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas i love it i love it. ohmy fuckkk. What is this buullshit theyre suddenly figthing and now its sort of over but harry is totally collapsing and people are really scared. Ohno a huge scream i hope its not ginny another scream. Scary whispers in my ears. Voldemort is trying to convince everybody that they should give harry and ginny is the best and filtch is actually a genious. Yaaas miss i dont know your name anymore. And i also love luna. Hahahahahha ilove proffesor something woman mcgonnagan or something. shes so cute hahahahah awiieieiie all the other teachers are great too right now but it is especially the music that makes me really happy and excitted of course LOL im so happy Luna knows more go to screaming girl. They like to go through glasses and windows while filming ive seen it more often. Holy fuck thats one big army ohmyyyy are all those peope followers of voldemort. Ohmy. What is going to happen ohmy they broke their own promise. Helena is quite creepy isnt she. In the place where everythinh is hidden if you have to ask youll never know if you know youll never find it something like that. I like that ron knows the spel to open it. oh fuck theyre already there. They need one tooth from the basilisk. Come ooonnnn do it already ohmy fuck what is happening ohmy is it better now he is dead right aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ther kissing finalllyyyyyyy yaasssss ohmy yas i love it haha hand giggling. Ohmy voldemort is strong now. Ginny is so cute. The eternal wand is breaking? What is this he is using it to strongly or something. Id be scared to death ahhahaah see nevile running. Awieiiei its so sad tho. They have a good backup plann ohnooooo where is neville is he dead nooooo he is not yasss thankfully ohmy hahhahahahah you joker ’that went well’. Wowowowo also there are giants and stuff it seems like voldemort is winning now i do not wish to lose more of my followers or kids. Comeon harry find that stupid thing yaaaas theyre kissing again i love them. Malfoy you stupid fuck. Go harryyy dont die please i have already seen a post that he almost dies or something i cant lose him tho so careful pls. Is he going into that thing that vanishes things ohno he was searching for  that other thing. Whats that creature. I hear something. Harry pls save draco come on you. Yassss save him pls yeysysyysysyysys im so happty rn but watch it for the fire. HE GOT IT ITS IN THE FIRE THE DIADEM IS KILLED HE MUST BE REALLY WEAK RN i hope so but harry isnt really feeling better himself i see. Oh hes testing his skills by killing someone.. very brave V. … THis is such a good movie tho so many emotions are in this movie its so good. Lucius doesnt really look good actually tbh. Harry pls tell what you saw that you will come to him and he doenst have to find you pls do that and pls dont lag again wait imma start you up again bevause this is highly annoying. It now gives no nvrmind it has started. Hogwarts is one big mess tho ohmy its huge and terrible even spiders and stuff. The music makes it a hundred times more dramatic than it actually is tho its terrible who made this awesome shield Albuussusu or his brother yasss slay queen. There is some discussion about the wand what is snape going to do he is sort of nervous. The elder wand belongs to snape ohmy he is the true owner ohno he has to be killed wtf voldemort is such a mean person he is the worst i know. HP has to look at snape being killed wtf is he going to do something ohno there is blood all over the wall wtf is happening please save him HP save him you are such a good person at heart HP ohmy i wouldnt be able to do that at all. Snape is being pretty cute right now tbh dont dieeee i dont want people to die anymore wtf is happening and why does this keep happening. Harry stay strong and hermione too please everybody hears this now not anymore or ohmy thats not fucking true you are such a loser worst thing is its not a scream it is actually more powerful its is a whisper and how much more powerful is a whisper compared to a scream? Thats so true think about it if you will. Now everybody will be mad at harry i know it is true huh wait she was dead right. NOOOO WHY fredddd nooo fuck that shit and whyyyy luyping i said i didnt want to lose anyone anymore ohmy fuck dont you know how to listen you stupid fuck. Is this dumbledores office i think so i wish i was a witch you know how awesome that wouldve been? Aww who is the cute girl and the stupid girl and the cute little snape. Ohmy so first lily was severuss friend maybe they were lovers even thats so mean tho of James to take that advantage. Ohmyyyyy James is actually so mean tho ohmy and even dumbledore is mean is harry snapes kid or what i didnt quite get it. nope nope nope snape is the best person ever ohmyyyy i hope he lives ohmy fuck we all thought wrong all secrets are revealed. Ohmy fuckkk how is this possible snape is so cute noooo he must die in order to ohno snape loved lily so much so so sos o feeaking much thats so mean dumbledore ohmy fuck snape cares HE IS THE ONE THAT SHOWS HIM THE SWORD OHMY FUCK OR IT WAS LILY. HE MUST BE KILLED BY V. what is this movie ohmy fuck im screaming and crying and ohmy fuck i love you HP. Please live in the end but do kill V. Ron is so less handsome compared to hermione and harry NO OFFENSE AND FUCK ALL THESE MOVIES WHY WHY. Hes is ready to die ohmy fuck what is this shit. Oooh that is the stone that wil bring back to life isnt it so he is going to live int the end isnt it hes gonna live right just swallow the stone for me boy do it. I love sirius black more than who is remuss son? DONT DROP IT YOU FOOL AAAH WHY DID YOU DO IT NOW UGH WHY WHY. Watch it he is coming tho. LET HAGRID LIVE OKAY. THE FINAL SHOW. 40 min. Left. The sound is crazy what is he dead the spell was used on him now it was avada kadavra it is one of the three unforgivable spells. AW cute little ugly voldemort with a huge head. So he kills off his own horkroxe thats stupid right where are his glasses tho i like him more with his glasses on hes cuter like that. Im really relaxed i know that he will live, barely, but live. Were snape and lily meant to be i want to know come on now. I wnat to read the books and read what it all is about bevause i believe i missed half of it. HE LIVED THE FUCK OUT OF AN UNFORGIVABLE SPELL HE SAID DEAD WELL HE IS NOT YOU meanER hey that is the sorting hat thats nice. HELP WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU HARRY JUST WAIT FOR IT. hagrid looks quite happy tbh not really sad or anything. Why is he carried to the hogwarts castle tho. Harry is dead i dont think so whahhahahahha he will live. Even miss filch will not do such things and draco not either WHAHAHAHHA ITS YOUR OWN FAULT STAY DRACO NOOO DONT GO PLS. Nooooooooooo i had trust in you you fucker. NEVILLE TOO. No. No.nononononono. thats not going to what i dont remember what i was writing what are you going to say neville go boy yeah you go tell him pls. FRED WHY DID YOU DIE WHY TF. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH HIS FACE OHMY THIS IS GREAT I LOVE IT> THEYRE WEAK now yeah you run pls. Coward the malfoys arent they always have been stupid persons. Harry do you see them now is he right around the corner. GREEN is the evil colour wait they just swapped plaves how tho okay great anyways. You go hermione throw some rocks at him. Yeah neville wake up grab the sword and just go. Wait a moment why could they get into the vault with imperior because anyone could have done it like that and millions of things could’ve been stolen right lol. But wowowowoowowowoowowo you go weasley mother yass. Wowow courage to jump like that hold on to him tho harry or youll die honey. Wutttttttttttttrt have they formed into one for a sec wt is harry still the samen ow IF THE SNAKE is killed harry might live through this drave is YAAAAAAAAAAAAAS NEVILLEEE I LOVE YOU SLAYYY BOY NOW YOURE WEAK HOW DOES IT FEEL voldemort isnt going to win this time. The wand always belonged to harry never to dumbledore ohmy that is genious there he goees he is officially dead right now he didnt even live for so long he couldve lived longer as a normal human being to be honest. HEY LUNA I LIKE YOU. HEY HARRY AND GINNY LIKE YOU TOO. THEYRE SMILING AGAIN NOW ALREADY hey hagrid sweetie. Now he is the only person to live after the avada spell isnt he. Hey herron shipname hermione and ron hahahhahahhah. Its a big mess tho. Okay so via draco it was harrys yay dont throw it out pls. Or break it WOW YOU STUPID HAHAHHAH WHY THO. I guess it will only bring problems but yeah it is kinda hasty to do such a thing isnt it. so he just defeated the darkest wizard ever and only has a bleeding nose wtf hahahha how does he do it tho. WHAT A BEAUTFUL END oh lets see 19 yrs later. LONdon AWIE CUTE BOYS whose childeren will that be. HARRIES AND GINNIES OHMY SO CUTEEE HAHAHHAHA OHMY IM REALLY HAPPY LOL EVEN DRACO IS THERE. He has a ferret that is boring why not an owl. Ohmyyyyyyy herron have kids toooooo yaysyysysy im gonna cry theyre so cute. A#IEIWIIWIWIASDF@#PR UFJ SDK FJ SKDLFSDFKNDFLAKSDJFASJDFOIJAWLKSJDFIJSDLFKJSKDFJK. HES SO CUTE AS A DAD I WONDER WHAT HE DOES FOR A JOB> for a living more lolololol ohmy its so cute tho. 19 years later they havent aged a day lolololol.